Beyond The Blue

(The "sequel" to Beyond The Blue - I know how much everybody loved the story and been working hard on the next phase of Trent and Connor's rollercoaster story and hope that you all enjoy their return as much as I have enjoyed writing it. This is a sequel but for continuity I've kept it going from the last chapter as it picks straight up from the last. Thanks x)

Driving back down the highway, there is an amazing atmosphere in the car right now with Connor and I just both over the moon that everything seems to be working out for us right now with us both proposing to each other and then getting the news of the gym.

Sitting in the car as Connor drives, words are never going to fully describe how fortunate I feel about having him in my life after everything that happened in my life. Having lost Harry so early, I never thought that I was going to be lucky to ever find anyone again until that day I met Connor, whereas stupid as it sounds, it was love at first sight. The thought of losing Connor is the worst thing I could imagine especially when I got so close to breaking point when he was shot and was touch and go whether he would make it through that first night or the subsequent night.

Driving down the highway is a nervous experience because my car is probably the most precious thing that I own outside of having Connor and I’m hitting the phantom brake every time he gets close to another car. “I thought you would know that you don’t have a brake pedal,” Connor says to me as he glances at me and just shakes his head at me as we both laugh.

Stopping off for lunch, I can’t stop looking at my engagement ring as Connor hits me over the head with his usual cheeky smile “I’m starting to think that I’m slipping down the order behind the car and the engagement ring these days”. I shake my head and laugh as he gives me the menu and I lean across and kiss him as we get a few glares from the other people.

“You’re my number one, you know that,” I say as Connor nods sarcastically before patting me on my hand as we both look at the menus as he looks up at me. “How about you order for me and I order for you,” he says as I shake my head laughing because we’ve hit that point where each of us knows what we want when we order.

The server comes over and Connor starts first “Chicken Schnitzel Wrap with no Tomato and Sweet Potato fries” he says as I laugh at how obvious I am with what was on the menu. Connor sits there looking at me as I’m thinking about what he would want right now “Steak Sandwich with extra onion and Barbeque Sauce” I say as Connor nods to me approving of the decision that I picked. “That was a left-field choice but the right one because how did you know that was what I wanted?” he says to me as I just laugh.

“I’m a cop too remember; you kept turning the page to that menu and looking at it and putting your finger on it thinking about it,” I say as Connor just laughs and shakes his head at me right now as we keep sitting there just talking for a little bit.

I look across at him as he talks to me about the plans for the gym and just realise how lucky I truly am right now to have someone like Connor although his somehow managing to spill his drink all over himself tests things for a moment. As he goes out to the car to change his shirt, I can’t believe how good he has been for me because meeting Connor has given me so much strength in being able to open up to someone else because I’ve always felt so much guilt about Harry and that if I went to anyone else, I’d be cheating on him.

Connor comes back and he has put his Kings jersey on which makes me cringe and smile at him as he looks proud of himself and although it really is cringeworthy it clings to his muscles amazingly. “Surely you had something else,” I say as he just shrugs as if to say he did and that he had to go through the bag to find it but I can’t be angry that he’s proud of his team.

“What do we need to do when we get home?” Connor asks as I look at him confused about his question because I know that we need to go to the real estate agent but we can do that in the next few days because of the time that it takes to process everything. “We don’t need to see them until the middle of the week at least or did you mean seeing my family?” I say not knowing what he meant until he smirks.

I shake my head as he smirks “Oh… that was a rhetorical question” I ask as he just nods and I smile and nod “Suppose we gotta christen the bedroom now we’re engaged right?” I say as the waitress comes over with the food.

“Did you guys just get engaged?” she says with a beaming smile at us as Connor nods excitedly like a kid at Christmas. “Yeah we did, just on Saturday actually so it’s pretty fresh for us and none of our family has seen us since,” he says as I can see him beaming as the waitress makes a note of something. “Well when you finish this… have one of our desserts on us for free,” she says with a smile as we start eating our lunch.

“Reckon we can play this up to get more special things,” Connor says to me as I look across at him and shrug “I would’ve thought you played the whole being shot thing before all this but I doubt the fiancé thing will work,” I say shrugging as we finish lunch off.

The waitress comes back over and we tell her that we don’t really feel like dessert but she’s adamant that it’s the gift of the Café which she tells us that it belongs to her and her husband so it won’t cost them anything. We both take a slice of Mud cake that she boxes up and we head out to the car and Connor pouts at me to drive.

“You drove the way here and I’m having a nervous breakdown watching you drive so get in the passenger’s side” Connor pouts trying to plead but I just want to get back behind the wheel. I sit in the car and start to head back home driving down just talking about things “Have you told Olivia about being engaged yet and would that change anything with Chase?” I ask as Connor looks at me and just shrugs.

“I wouldn’t think us being engaged would make any difference to my relationship with Chase, she knows we are together so I really don’t think putting a ring on my finger should change much,” he says as I realise that I don’t know whether Chase actually knows whether Connor is gay.

“Yeah true, does he know about you?” I ask as Connor looks across me and shakes his head “If you’re asking whether Chase knows I’m gay then he doesn’t because as much as I wanted to be open with him about this all, Olivia wanted to wait until he’s older which I can get” which is understandable.

Sitting there trying to work out what is going to happen in my head “I suppose all your lot know that you’re gay right with your relationship with Harry?” he asks as I nod but then realise that it was before Harry that they knew as well. “Well they’ve always known, Jess in particular wanted them to know and just have it normal to them” Connor nods as I say that and I think about how open-minded my family are.

My being gay has never been a problem to anyone in my family and everybody has been accepting of that from the minute I just blurted it out and everybody is open about it. I know that Jess has been the most vocal of the family, she made sure that when they were old enough that Logan and Mia knew about me being gay so that it wasn’t surprising and that they grew up knowing that it was normal to see two guys together or two girls together.

I appreciate how supportive my family has been and I’ve seen both sides of love for being gay and then the hate that can come towards you in the case of Levi who had his issues and was pushed to the brink of killing himself all because he was gay. I’ve never asked Connor about his coming out story before and he’s never talked about it but I can only assume that it was alright because his family are close with him and he’s never complained.

We drive down as we get closer to home hitting some traffic as we get back to the city “Fuck that’s one thing I didn’t miss was this traffic” Connor says from the passenger's seat as I don’t know whether he is referring to driving or the noise at home. “You talking about this or the noise at home?” I ask as he just looks at me and shakes his head.

“The traffic driving, at home you barely hear it the walls are so thick stupid,” he says to me as I just laugh and we get home just after 3 and head inside. Connor tells me to ignore the bags in the back of the car and drags me straight up to our bedroom and pushes me onto the bed and pins me down on the bed as he starts to make out with me.

His lips are soft and smooth as usual whilst his muscled frame pins me down so that I can’t move even though I wouldn’t want to move when Connor has his body over the top of me. Running his hands under my shirt and over my abs turns me on so much as I close my eyes feeling him reach up to my chest and start playing with my nipples.

Twisting them under the shirt, I moan loudly as he finally takes off my shirt and then takes off his shirt as our bodies are pressed against each other, my lightly hairy chest rubbing against Connor’s stubbled chest which feels and looks so hot on him but I know he hates it and is going to get rid of it as soon as possible.

Making out with Connor is amazing as I feel our bodies rubbing together making out as our bulges grow in our underwear kissing each other as my cock is starting to leak rubbing against Connor’s.

Laying there, Connor is in total control of my body as I’m just pinned onto the bed as I start to feel Connor’s tongue running down my neck and kissing it as I moan loudly and Connor smiles as he kisses all the way down to my cock. Connor then starts to swirl his tongue around my leaking cock and he slowly runs his tongue down my shaft as my cock continues to leak so much precum that he licks up as he sucks the top of my head.

I start to take control of Connor’s head and mouth as he is sucking me deeply as I hold his head and start fucking his mouth skull fucking him hard right now as my entire cock disappears down his throat going balls deep. Rolling over, I push Connor onto his back as I continue to push my cock further down his throat as he gags on it as I leak pre down his throat.

Fucking his mouth, Connor moans with every push of my cock down his throat as I keep going with my cock disappearing down his throat and my balls slapping on his chin as he continues to suck on and take all of my hard cock. I let Connor get some air as I see my phone ringing and let it ring out as he continues to suck before taking a breath “You need to get that?” he says as I shake my head and laugh.

“The only thing that I need to get is you filled with my cum again,” I say laughing going back to kiss him as I lay on top of him and grind up against him as both our cocks are leaking against one another right now as I look deeply into his eyes. “I love you so much babe,” he says to me as I smile as my phone starts ringing again and I just want to ignore it until I see that it’s Mum calling right now so I reluctantly answer my phone not wanting to ruin the moment.

3:40 pm Mum: “About time you answered your phone, Trent… I know you’re home because I’m waiting at the back door for you and can see your cars”

I let out a slight groan to Connor who has a smile on his face but I can tell that he is disappointed because all afternoon he has been waiting for so long for us to have sex for the first time as fiancés in our own house.

Mum: “I heard that groan Trent Hannan… now hurry up and let me in the house because Logan needs to use the bathroom”

Me: “Yes mum, I’ll be right down”

Trying to find my clothes is tricky so I just grab a pair of Underwear and shorts on as I leave Connor upstairs to clean up because he has more cum on him than I do and I finally get downstairs and open the door seeing Mum and the kids there.

“What took you so long to get down here?” Mum asks before she sees my face and rolls her eyes “I guess I don’t want to know” she says as Logan rushes to the bathroom and Mia gives me a big hug before going to her usual spot in front of the TV.

Seeing Mum with the kids is really good because I know the thought of retiring both excited her and made her nervous and after spending little more than a month being totally retired she’s gone back to teaching for a couple of weeks. “So how did you get attached to those terrors?” I ask as she looks at me like I’m accusing her of something.

“Because I’m their grandmother remember and when they overheard me talking to Jess about needing to come over they wanted to come too,” she says as I put the kettle on and start to make coffee for us. I have only got to see Mum a couple of times since everything happened because she went on her Antarctic cruise and then went on a trip around New Zealand so she’s never spent a lot of time with Connor.

“Where’s my future son-in-law?’ she asks as I hear footsteps and voices coming down the stairs as Logan is telling Connor all about his day and everything at school. “Should’ve known the trouble twins would’ve been together” I say jokingly as Connor laughs as Logan automatically goes to the fridge to get one of his poppers from the fridge much to the chagrin of my mother.

“Ah, Logan, what do you have to ask uncle Trent and Connor?” she says as he looks surprised at her because it’s normal for the kids to just get a popper and sit down and either watch TV or do their homework at the table. “But I’m allowed to have a popper for afternoon tea at Uncle Trent’s,” he says as I nod to him that it’s ok to have it.

Logan is a bit perturbed about getting the fifth degree about getting the popper as he goes and sits on the couch with Mia as Connor now looks so nervous around my mum having barely spent time with her and having to get to know my Dad really well.

“So how does it feel being engaged?” she asks Connor quite a simple question which worries me that she is about to give him the fifth degree about things right now about his family and everything else going on like she did with Harry as well. “It’s amazing, I mean being with Trent is amazing because we just get each other and I’ve never been afraid to open up about anything with him and I know that he always has my back,” he says as I smile and I see mum smile as I finish making coffee.

“How was everything with your other trip?” I ask Mum trying to change the topic because I don’t want her asking awkward questions about our relationship because I know that she loved Harry a lot and I get the sense that she has worries that I could get hurt again.

“I know what you’re doing Trent,” she says as I look across at her and shrug my shoulders as if to say that I don’t know what she is talking about. “Trent, I’ve lived in a family of police for a lot longer than you’ve been alive so I know the trick of trying to change topics very well,” she says as I just shake my head and smile.

Mum looks across at me and thinks about whether she should ask the question she wants to ask to Connor but reluctantly answers my question “It was amazing to go around New Zealand, I actually managed to see Rosalyn and David while I was in Christchurch was really good” she says without elaborating the answer any further about things.

“How have your family taken the news about you getting engaged?” she asks Connor who smiles “Yeah they are really excited I spoke to Mum last night for a little while and she was so excited to hear the news and I talked through the idea with her so it was a lot of her work to do this as well.”

Hearing him saying they were excited about it makes me even more excited about what we did because even though it was so quick, everybody has been happy for us which makes my decision even better because I thought being with Harry for so long and never proposing to him would have people questioning my decision making about this. Though for everyone I know being excited makes me happy and now that I know Connor’s family are totally ok it makes it easier in my head to know that I made the right decision.

“So how is your health going after the shooting?” Mum is definitely doing her mother-in-law duties on Connor right now and I try to speak but she puts her finger up to allow Connor to speak. “It’s not doing too badly, everybody is happy with how I’m going but you know it’s a slow and long recovery to full health, I still can’t do a lot of the physically long running and everything so which is why I’m putting my mind to work looking after the gym,” he says which is less than what I know about his health and that he is covering a bit.

“So are you looking to go back to the Police when you’re ready?” Mum asks which makes me gulp because I’ve never pushed Connor on this issue and I don’t really know the answer to this I have no idea what Connor is even thinking. “Well we have to see, it’s a long time before I even have to see the doctor because they’ve said a minimum of six months but could be up to twelve,” he says which is the first real sign of telling me or anybody about anything that he wants to do.

Connor gets up for a moment and goes to check if Logan and Mia want anything before excusing himself to head upstairs because he needs to ring Olivia and tell her about our engagement and whether she wants to tell Chase yet. I feel for him because I know he is just as confused about everything because I don’t even know whether he wants to be a cop anymore and it makes me worried that he isn’t opening up fully to me.

“Is he ok?” Mum asks as I shrug “Not sure really, we haven’t really talked about it much because he seems fine and I think that I shouldn’t nag him about it because I don’t want to be the person that keeps bringing it up all the time because he’ll have the trial coming up soon and it’s gonna be in the news and the pressure is on him. Mum sits there nodding and I don’t really care whether she agrees with my thinking, I’m not going to make things tougher for Connor when he doesn’t need it because at the end of the day there is so much on his plate and he is already open about it.

Mum stays for a bit longer as she asks me about the proposal and the wedding plans which we have barely gotten to before she takes the kids home to cook dinner because Jess and Brody are both working late so she is looking after them tonight and cooking their dinner.

I head upstairs feeling bad for Connor who is laying on our bed reading a magazine as I look at him “You ok? I know you didn’t really go to talk to Olivia and I wasn’t expecting Mum to put all those questions on you because I didn’t even know that she was coming around this afternoon and all that.

“Yeah I know babe, it was good though to see Logan and Mia but it’s just tough because I don’t know what to say about it all you know,” Connor says as I put my arm around him to reassure him that everything will be ok. “I know that things are tough and I’m here every step of the way with you no matter what and I don’t care what you do, I just want to be the person that makes you smile every day,” I say to him as he kisses me and smiles.

I don’t even need for him to say anything to know what he wants from me right now as I smile “You just want me naked again don’t you?” I ask as Connor nods and I oblige this time he climbs on top of me starting to feed me his cock as we get naked again.

“Fuck, I am the luckiest man alive to be with the sexiest man alive,” he says as I nod opening my mouth to take his cock which he puts slowly down my throat as I feel all of it and realise how much control Connor’s cock has over me as I just submit and let him go to work on my mouth.

Pushing it deep down my throat as I’m pinned to the bed is amazing as I gag on his cock and I feel it growing as lay there and let him continue to push his cock down my throat as he starts to leak cum. I take it all and feel Connor’s balls slapping upon my chin as he gets faster than he ever has when he throat fucks me.

Eventually, Connor pulls out of my mouth and rolls me over so that he can get me on all fours as he gets behind me and pushes his hard cock into my hole as I moan feeling it inside me. “Oh fuck that feels good” I moan as Connor doesn’t take any time for me to get used to it as he starts going harder into me hitting my prostate.

“HOLY SHIT,” I say as I feel Connor slamming into me as he holds my hips and just dominates me showing me who is boss in the bedroom even now after being engaged. I grip the pillows as he continues to fuck me hard and I feel my cock underneath me growing hard and leaking as I feel my ass being pounded and filling me with his precum right now that feels perfect.

Pulling out of me, Connor flips me onto my back and puts my legs up onto his shoulders and just pushes his cock straight back in hard and I let out a massive gasp as even though it’s been inside me just seconds before, the force was something that I wasn’t expecting. Connor doesn’t stop as I gasp but he continues to fuck me hard as I feel him starting to leak more and more cum inside my tight hole while I feel my cock leaking out as Connor leans over and kisses me.

Being kissed while getting fucked is one of the most amazing feelings when I’m with Connor because there is something amazing between the contrast of all his muscles pounding into me as hard as possible while at the same time his kiss is soft and sensual showing me all the amazement of his body and personality.

After kissing me, Connor continues to fuck me hard as I start jerking my leaking cock although by now I’m cumming hands-free as he continues to fuck me hard blowing his load through my hole and filling me up with at least 4 separate loads inside my hole. Pulling out of my ass, Connor then feeds me his cock again so that I can clean up the cum off his cock as I suck it and jerk the last of his cum into my mouth so that I’m taking it all.

Eventually, Connor pulls his cock out of my mouth and falls on the bed next to me panting as we’re both totally exhausted as I look across at kissing him deeply knowing how much I love him and knowing how much he loves me back as well.

I look across at him as he looks back at me and kisses me as we’re cuddled up “I’m sorry that I haven’t talked to you about things” he says as I glare at him. “You’ve been more than open with me and I’m sorry that I haven’t asked you enough questions on things’ I say feeling guilty thinking about the questions that Mum asked me today and that I should have been pressing Connor on how he has been feeling a lot more.

“Don’t be sorry, you’ve been amazing and I don’t want you feeling guilty because you ask me how I’m feeling all the time and when I’m with you and knowing that I’ve got you in my life which is fine and the fact that you read me like a book makes me feel good” he says as I smile and feel the same way about him.

Having been through my own issues with Harry, I know all about how it feels to have people prodding you every two minutes asking you whether you’re ok or asking questions when really you just want to be left alone and get on with things. I know that there are tough feelings there for Connor still and when he wants to or needs to bring them up I know that he can and he knows that whenever he needs to he can as well.

I know from my experience with Harry that quite often you can feel guilty about the way you feel because people will be expecting you to feel one way but when you don’t feel a certain way there is always a tremendous sense of self-doubt that maybe you are doing something wrong. When Harry passed away, naturally I was distraught and hurt but at the same time to me, there was a sense of relief at times that he wasn’t suffering anymore and that was the one thing that I absolutely hated every time I saw him.

Getting out of bed, Connor kisses me and we both head into the shower to clean the remaining cum off each other although I think we did a good job as he goes downstairs to start cooking something for dinner as I get dressed.

Heading downstairs, I see a shirtless Connor cooking some stuff that we just had in the freezer as I look over the gym paperwork “So we heading down there in the morning to sign the papers before I head back to work?” I ask Connor as he smiles with glee at me.

“Definitely, just been so worried that something would go wrong between this morning and whenever we sign those papers considering how much work we’ve done babe,” he says as I smile as he dishes dinner up and we sit at the table together thinking about the next steps.