Beyond The Blue

Scoring New Relationship Goals

Taking the kids to school is an enjoyable trip for everyone because not only do they enjoy the trip in my fancy car, but I also get to spend some quality time with them which is always fun because it’s nice to listen to them and just hear the excitement of everything going on in their lives.

It takes about 40 minutes to drive across town and drop them at school as they are loud and exuberant about everything and I haven’t told Logan yet that Connor is going to be visiting this afternoon. I drive back home, stopping off at the gym for a few moments to pick up some stuff that needs to be worked on because of course Joel can’t do it although this time there is a valid reason with his girlfriend is expecting to have her baby any day now.

As I get home, I don’t bother to check the front door not thinking anybody would be using it as I go in and start using my laptop to work on the rosters again for the week at the gym and then put on the radio. Putting the music on must give somebody a clue that I’m home because the next thing I know there is a knock on the door as I get up and open it up.

“So now you open the door for me?” I see Connor sitting on my front doorstep as I let him into the house not realising that he was here. “I thought you would’ve texted me before you got here” the look on Connor’s face is priceless as I say that.

Pulling out his phone he reads something out “Hey bro, I’m here” he says as I check my phone and realise he sent me a text about 20 minutes ago telling me that he was outside and waiting for me. I feel embarrassed that I left him sitting there and didn’t bother to check my phone which is unusual for me.

I get up and make Connor a cup of coffee as we sit down “So what’s all this stuff you’re doing?” he says looking at the piles of paperwork that I picked up from the gym this morning and have to deal with. “Just gym stuff that I have to deal with” I say thinking it’s normal but Connor takes offence to it.

“So you’re telling me that you come from work for eight hours pounding the streets then do all this stuff despite no longer actually working at the gym?” Connor says as I shrug thinking this is normal and that I was letting Joel down by the fact that I had become a cop.

I look at him “Well this week Joel’s girlfriend is going to give birth to their first baby so I said that I would pick up his slack” Connor nods understandingly about that but then looks across at me sternly.

“Are you doing all this every week though?” he asks as I kind of feel guilty about doing it and him nagging me which I know is coming from a good place. “Yeah but if I don’t then things are going downhill because nobody else is gonna do it and it was my job before I left and I still own 50% of the gym”.

Closing my laptop, I realise that Connor is probably right about overworking at the gym and I know that I still own and manage it but I quickly realise that I do overwork myself and think that Joel takes advantage of that fact even though I know he doesn’t mean to.

“Look, I know it seems pretty lame but I didn’t have anything planned today because I didn’t know what to do other than chill out,” I say to Connor who just smiles and shrugs. “That’s cool man, I would’ve just been at home doing nothing anyway so might as well do nothing with someone,” he says laughing as he walks over and picks up my picture with Harry.

“That Harry?” he asks picking up the photo and having a look at it “He is damn fine but who’s this clean-shaven guy next to him,” Connor says teasing me because I was pretty smooth for that trip.

“Shut up,” I say walking over and punching Connor as he puts the photo down as he smiles and looks at me as I don’t know what overcomes me but I kiss Connor, this time putting my arms over his shoulders as he kisses me back.

Our kiss is growing as we start making out properly, our tongues fighting against each other our mouths as I hear him moaning into my mouth as I put my hands on his chest. As I close my eyes as we kiss, part of me is just thinking that I’m dreaming again but I know this time it’s real as I feel Connor sliding off my shirt.

His hands are surprisingly soft as they rub my chest and I moan as his hands explore my chest and run them over my nipples as he kisses down and starts to suck on them. The feeling of his tongue flicking my nipples makes me moan so loudly that he continues to take his time on each one as I moan as he is almost worshipping them.

Moving across to my other nipple, Connor’s tongue continues to lick it and flick which makes me moan loudly as he does. Rubbing his soft blonde hair as he does that, I can hear him moaning as he comes back up my pecs and neck to go up to kiss me.

I take him upstairs and strip his shirt off and run my hands over his amazing chest and abs as I push him down onto my bed and crawl on top of him. Climbing over Connor, I keep kissing him before playing with his nipples, pinching them which I quickly find out is a turn-on for Connor and I keep making him moan as I can see him bulging in his shorts which my hand goes down to and starts playing with while he has them still on.

Reaching down his shorts, I quickly feel how big his cock is in my hand, it’s at least 7 or 8 inches and still not even fully hard yet which is amazing. I feel his cock still growing in my hand while I feel his briefs as Connor moans for his shorts and briefs.

Taking off his shorts, I quickly realise that there is a whole other side to Connor than what I see at work as he has a pair of bright yellow CK briefs on which contrast with his usual demure black, grey or white underwear that he normally wears at work.

“Fuck those are hot” my cock jumping in the pants as I look at Connor’s bulge as I’m still over the top of him kissing him as I slide my shorts off and our bulges are rubbing against each other as I can feel myself leaking in my boxers with the grinding.

Getting naked, Connor rolls me over and climbs on top of me as he rubs his cock over my face as I moan with this 9-inch rock-hard rod slapping on my chin as I moan. Eventually, Connor starts to feed me his cock as I moan taking the head in my mouth slowly sucking it with my tongue swirling around the head and tasting the pre-cum that is leaking out of his cock.

I hear Connor moaning as I keep sucking his cock as he feeds it further down my throat I cannot believe that I’m finally having sex with the biggest crush I’ve ever had since Harry. Laying there, Connor picks up the speed and starts fucking my mouth as his cock goes deep down my throat as he is fucking my mouth hard, dominating me and pinning me to the bed.

Letting me have some air momentarily, Connor lays himself next to me as we go back and start making out again, his hand moves down and takes off my boxers and holds my hard leaking cock in his hands.

“Fuck you are so hot Trent” he whispers to me as he jerks my cock and kisses me as I run my hand down his silky smooth body to his cock and jerk it as we kiss deeply. Slowly, Connor moves his lips back down my body again playing with my nipples that make me moan and my cock jump. I’m in so much ecstasy that I’m in my own world of pleasure as Connor goes down and starts sucking on my cock head.

His tongue and mouth slowly going down my cock until the whole of my shaft disappears in his mouth before he slides back up and then down as his head bobs away on my shaft. The magic of Connor’s tongue is so amazing and I can feel the urge of wanting to do this for so long coming out of him as he sucks me deeply.

I look down at him and hold his head watching this hot stud of a man go down on my cock for the first time before I feel him lick down my balls and around to my hole where he starts to rim me. It’s been so long since I’ve been rimmed that it feels like my first time as I’m experiencing it.

My cock jumps as Connor swaps between his tongue and his finger as he pushes in my tight hole and I groan loudly as he stretches me out and loosens up my hole. The feeling of a dildo is good but nowhere near as good as a finger or a hard penis going in.

Spreading my legs, Connor grabs the lube off my shelf and rubs it over my hole as I moan, begging for his cock “I need this so badly” I say thinking that I haven’t been fucked since the last time Harry fucked me which was a couple of months before he was passed away.

Connor smiles and leans down and kisses me as his hard cock rubs against my hole before he pulls me forward and slides his cock slowly into my hole as he stretches me out as I moan loudly. The feeling of my hole stretching out hurts as I moan loudly as Connor stops.

“You ok Trent?” he asks as I nod and tell him to keep going “Yeah, I need you to fuck me so hard” I plead as he starts pushing into me deeper slowly until he goes fully in and I can feel the head start to hit my prostate. It takes me a little while to fully adjust and Connor takes it slowly until I nod for him to go harder.

The 90kg stud finally picks up speed and starts to fuck me as my whole body pulsates and jolts as I feel Connor’s cock inside me fucking me so hard. Connor has so much power in his thighs that he uses to fuck my tight hole and I feel so much of his cum leaking inside me already as I get the sense, he is trying to make this time perfect.

Fucking me hard, Connor is groaning loudly “Fuck your hole is so tight baby” he dominates over me as his cock slams into me hard as my pecs bounce and my bed bangs against the wall and I hope that nobody is home next door to hear the noise that is coming out of my place.

Balls slapping hard against my ass, I can feel my cock leaking profusely across my abs as he leans down and kisses me as he keeps his cock buried deep into my hole which is slowly being filled with pre-cum.

“I’m so into you Trent” Connor whispers to me as he starts picking up the speed again and starts pounding my hole again. We change around positions as we make out and he lays on the bed as I start to ride his hard cock.

Riding Connor’s cock is an amazing feeling as I can feel him hitting my prostate hard as he continues to drive up inside me as I can feel his warm load starting to come out of his hole. Connor lets out a massive groan as he drives inside my tight hole hard as the cum continues to flow out and run down his cock and into my hole as I keep moaning.

I don’t pull off his cock because the feeling of him slamming my prostate is amazing and then I finally blow my load spurting straight up in the air going up all over my face and over both our bodies. After sitting on Connor’s hard cock and milking all the cum out of him and lay down next to him panting and cuddling up to him making out.

“Fuck I hope this isn’t a one-hit-wonder,” I say to Connor who smiles and strokes my hair as we lay there next to each other in bed. “It’s not going to be if I have any control over it” Connor is smiling and looking so cute as we both lay there cuddled up together with my hand over his chest as all this is just moving to levels that I thought would never happen.

Both of us are just laying there so relaxed like we’ve been a couple forever despite only knowing each other for barely a couple of months. Laying there, I never thought that I would find anybody again like I did Harry, a cheap fuck here or there but nothing with the connection that I’ve got with Connor.

Laying in bed naked together feels so normal as neither of us moves right now “This was so much better than what I would have done today” Connor’s smile tells me everything about how he feels about me. It’s so relaxing laying there that we both drift off to sleep for a while as we are cuddled up together with my head on his firm pec.

It’s about an hour later when my Apple Watch goes off with a reminder that I need to stop off at Bunnings and get the replacement taps for the Kitchen which I always forget to do. Reluctantly, I get up even though don’t want to as Connor tries to pull me back “I’ve gotta go pick up Logan and Mia from School” as Connor gets up.

“Guess I’ve gotta head off then,” he says with puppy dog eyes pleading with me that he can stay as I look at him and tease him making him think that he has to leave. We go into the shower and I wash off his body and look at him and wink at him.

Standing there with my arms wrapped around him I smirk at him “You know that you don’t have to leave, especially seeing as that I’ve been nagged for weeks about the next time Logan can see his friend Connor”.

Connor smiles and gives me a kiss as the water runs down our bodies as we make out further in the shower. A few minutes later, we get out of the shower and I get dressed as he stays shirtless putting on his clothes.

“I take it you want to stay here and go through all my things?” I say to him as he winks at me and lays back on my bed as I shake my head and just laugh at how cute and amazing he is. “That’s the plan,” he says to me as I get dressed and grab my stuff “Alright, but make sure you’re decent when we get home alright?”

Leaving him on my bed is potentially a dangerous move on my part, but I’m so easily won over by his cheekiness which is nothing like Connor when he is at work. I know Connor is gay but there are almost two different Connors once you get deep underneath the surface one that’s really much looser and a bit more out there without losing his masculinity at the same time either.

I stop off and get what I need from the hardware store before going out to pick up Logan and Mia after school. Being with Uncle Trent, they both think that they have the ability to get anything that they want off me and I’m ready and prepared for them having texted Connor some instructions for when they get home.

Both Logan and Mia are excited when I’m standing there waiting for them after school and we head to my car “Can we stop at Maccas for Ice Cream?” they both ask coming up with a plan that will try and convince me out of it.

“Would Mummy stop off at McDonalds on the way home?” I ask as Logan sits there and he’s going to either be a lawyer or a criminal mastermind when he grows up. “Well no but we are having a long drive home and something would be good for it,” he says as I look back at him as Mia whispers something to him.

I laugh as they come up with a plan “Well there is a surprise for you at my house” I answer before Mia tries her luck at convincing me. “Uncle Trent… that’s good but we aren’t at your house yet and it takes a long time to get from school to your house,” she says as I laugh and shake my head.

“Do you two really think that you’re going to convince a policeman that you don’t need to follow the rules that Mummy set?” I say as they both let out a sigh and admit defeat as we drive home listening to music as they sing along.

Pulling up in my driveway, I tell them to not be in such a rush because someone hurt themselves “Now remember there’s a surprise inside ok? Logan will know when he sees ok?” I say to them as I make sure that I’m first to open the door.

I open the door and Mia goes in first and spots Connor sitting on my couch “Uncle Trent why is that person there?” Her question is valid but is quickly answered when Logan finally gets his way through the door “CONNOR” he says running inside dumping his bag on the ground in the kitchen and hugging him and then a high five.

I pick up Logan’s bag and put it in the living room as he is excited to see Connor and forgets about me or anything else right now. Honestly, I’m not sure who is more excited about seeing each other Logan seeing Connor or vice-versa.

Mia looks across at me “Why is your friend here when you’re not?” she says as I just tell her that he was helping me fix my taps while I had to pick her and Logan up from school. “Right you two, come and sit at the table and have your afternoon tea and then you can do your homework and I’ll put the music on ok?”

They both groan as Connor laughs obviously missing being a Dad to Chase as we sit down on the couch and talk for a while about things. The afternoon flies by as Logan spends most of his time playing with Connor while Mia colours in as I go back and do some gym work which Connor isn’t thrilled about but he’s having fun with Logan.

It’s about 5:00 when Jess arrives to pick up the kids while Connor is still playing with Logan as she comes in. “Hey, guys,” she says as Logan is playing in the spare room still playing with his superhero toys with Connor as Jess looks for him. “Where’s Logan?” she asks as I tell her that he’s with Connor upstairs.

The two of them come downstairs as I introduce Connor to Jess and then Logan tells Jess all about his friend Connor and everything that happened this afternoon. Connor helps Logan pack up and then excuses himself saying that he needs to get home.

The kids sit on the couch and watch TV for a while as Jess looks at me “So that was Connor hey? He’s pretty hot” I just smile and nod as the two of us talk for a while. “Have you two talked about anything going forward?” she asks as I smirk.

“Well, we talked in bed this morning and in the shower,” I say alluding to the fact that we had sex which even though most people would find it weird talking about it with their sister, Jess and I are pretty open about what I get up to.

I see her smiling “You and Connor?” her smile gets bigger as she tries to stay quiet because she knows how reluctant I’ve been to have sex with anyone since Harry. “That is amazing, he must be really amazing because to spend time with you while the kids are here is phenomenal and he seems friendly”.

Getting Jess’ approval is great because she is the toughest marker of anyone in the world and it took her a while to warm up to Harry but then became so close to him as she gets up and hugs me before telling the kids it’s time to go home because Dad will be home soon and she needs to cook dinner.

Packing up after the kids go until they’re back in the morning is probably a fruitless task but I’m a bit of a neat freak so everything goes away as I have dinner as I think about everything that happened today and start questioning whether I’m moving too fast with everything.

So much of me wants to spend time with Connor as much as I can and having sex with him this morning was everything, I wanted it to be but the feelings that I have for him and I know that are coming back the other way are leaving me in a weird spot right now.

It’s not even the fact that I’m worried about that I’m betraying Harry because I know he would be yelling “Just fucking move on T” from upstairs but now it’s not worrying about how Harry would feel, it’s more about if something goes wrong between Connor and me it could make things really bad between us both here and at work that causes tension.

The next day, Connor texts me during the shift

11:10 am: “Sup you, You wanna come across the road for Steph’s birthday tonight? We’re having dinner and drinks, if you don’t have Logan and Mia” 

I sit there wishing that I could but I’ve got to look after the kids this afternoon after taking them to school this morning but my issues are solved pretty much straight away as a well-timed text from my brother-in-law Brody.

11:13 am: “Hey Trent, I’m able to pick the kids up this afternoon, thanks for looking after them”

Part of me is always disappointed when I can’t do uncle duties but it might be selfish right now because I’m glad that I can head across to go and see them. I text Connor with probably too much eagerness and a few too many childish emojis.

11:20 am: “Yo, yeah I can come and I’ll grab a table because I can get there early xx”

I head across at about 5:45, as I wear a tight pair of jeans and a button-up shirt both of which are tight and show off a lot at the same time and grab a booth excited to catch up with everyone. It’s about 6:00 when Connor comes in and I don’t care if anyone sees us but I kiss Connor and hug him like I haven’t seen him for so long.

“You’re looking hot,” he says to me as we order a beer and sit there as we know we have a few minutes before the others get here. Sitting next to each other I look at him “Good day?” I ask as we are sitting there together.

He shrugs “I mean it could be better, there could be another drink in front of me,” he says winking before talking through the day “It was alright, I was just with Steve Sutton today who’s a real nobody you know we just had to do door to door knocking for the spate of robberies over near Belmont, nothing special,” he says as I nod.

Steve is a nice enough guy but doesn’t have the enjoyment of being with Connor, Jamie, Steph or a couple of younger cops that we really don’t get paired with too much because of this older-younger logic which really just creates a poorer dynamic.

Jamie and Steph come in a matter of minutes later and order drinks as we all sit there and laugh “Hope this wasn’t an imposition to get you here Trent” Steph says to me as Connor laughs and I make a joke about it. “Yeah took me quite a while to get here and was hard to find” Steph looks concerned as Connor whacks me.

“Oh sorry, it was just…” Steph starts to explain the situation before Connor steps in “Ignore him Steph, he lives across the road which is why I knew he would be able to come” he says while he hits me which really hurts.

We order dinner and have a good time just chatting away as I sit there and glance as Steph talks about how she’s glad someone else has joined their little group “You know what it’s really nice to add another friend to our group, with Jamie, Jonesy and now you Trent it’s actually pretty fun, especially with a better friendly face” she says smiling at me as I laugh.

“Yeah, it really is and especially to have a friendly face to rely on when I’m having a shit day, especially being put with Joe in that first week,” I say as Connor looks at me and winks which Jamie notices and has a smirk on your face.

Jamie doesn’t say anything right now as we get another round of drinks before he finally looks at me and Connor as we come back to the table “You two hooked up” he says as Steph gives us both a curious look. “Come on Jamie, we know Jonesy will try to hook anything but… wait you two did?” Steph says as we both shrug and smile at each other not hiding the fact that we had sex yesterday.

“Alright we did but there isn’t too much to talk about you know, we’re not calling it anything serious alright but make sure that it’s only you two that find out because nobody knows that Trent is gay alright?” as both Steph and Jamie nod and agree not to tell anyone, not that they would anyway because we’re a close little group of friends.

“How many people know?” Steph asks as I try to think of who actually knows right now “Well, you three, Reid from the Public Order Squad and then Ange knows because she’s close friends with my Dad” as I go through the people.

After getting other people in the pub to put up an impromptu rendition of Happy Birthday to Steph, we all go our own ways as she and Jamie head home to their places while Connor and I sit in the pub next to each other again.

“Does it feel weird telling them about us?” I ask Connor as he laughs “I was about to say the same thing to you” he says to me as we both say that it’s not that weird.

“Honestly, I thought it would be but I suppose because they’re people that didn’t know Harry, it’s actually a pretty easy thing to say,” I say as it is much easier to admit that me and Connor are a thing, especially to someone like Steph and Jamie who wouldn’t bat an eyelid.

Leaving the pub I look across at Connor as we walk across the road and stand by my front door “So you coming up to bed?” I say winking as Connor laughs. “Well I would but we do have work tomorrow afternoon remember?” he says as being with him just makes me feel good and wanna be around with him.

“Well yeah we do but that’s in the afternoon, you can still go home after staying the night because I mean you don’t need clothes to go to bed right?” I say teasing him almost stripping him off outside as he doesn’t protest too much about coming in.

Heading inside, Connor and I both strip off and head into the shower, I can see Connor is pretty tired so we just shower and dry off and then go to bed. Getting into bed, Connor and I just lay there naked cuddled up as he is barely able to keep his eyes open as I give him a kiss before we head to sleep.

“You’re amazing Trent,” he says as I reply “So are you, Connor,” he says as he falls asleep next to me as we’re cuddled in together as I smile and close my eyes and fall asleep as well.