Beyond The Blue

Starting a New Adventure

Driving up to Spirit Cove, I can sense that Connor’s mind is elsewhere right now as I look at him “You alright? I haven’t had one piece of criticism from you at all today which has to be a first since we met” I say with a smile as he gives me a forced sort of smile right now.

“What’s the matter? Something has got you really bothered” I say as Connor doesn’t know whether or not he should give me an answer or not but ultimately does. “Do you ever think about what Harry would be thinking about us?” he asks which surprises me a bit but I mean that question would come up eventually.

“Honestly, when we first got together I had plenty of doubts and thought that I would be betraying him but as everybody has told me and I told myself that the last thing that he would’ve wanted is for me to stop living my life and not moving on,” I say as I start to wonder if Connor has his own plans for this weekend or that he wants to break up which would be odd doing a trip like this although now my own plans are in doubt because I’m wondering where Connor is at mentally.

Connor looks at me “You could overtake that car you know” he says back to his usual critical self which makes me think that he got that question off his chest but I can’t help but think that I need to ask why he brought that question up.

“I know I could but then it might not give me enough time to get back onto Wyatt Street remember,” I say as Connor laughs “Just turn from the right lane,” he says as I look at him and wonder if he is serious.

“Turn left from the right lane? Are you fucking serious?” I say looking at him with a cheeky grin on his face “I’m a bit worried that as a cop you are totally ignoring the own rules that we have to enforce” I say as he just shakes his head at me and laughs hard.

“Fucking hell Trent, no of course I’m telling you to break the law,” he says as I realise how gullible I am when Connor talks because he just has that aura that he could sell ice to Eskimos. I shake my head at him as I drive down the road and head toward the motorway.

Connor seems much better now that he has asked me about Harry and he’s cracking comments about everything and everyone on the road. I look across at him and even though he’s happier now I just can’t let go of why he wanted to know about why he was asking about Harry.

“Why did you ask about Harry?” I ask knowing that I probably shouldn’t have asked but I would be absolutely thinking about it the whole way up there and then while we are there. “I was just curious because you had everything with Harry going on but then I had my dramas at the same time and took the focus off you and him,” he says as I smile that with everything going on he was still thinking about me.

“Oh yeah I know I wasn’t in a great place in all honesty about everything going on, I put a lot of the blame on myself because I thought that everything was my fault and that I caused trouble to everyone but Jess told me I shouldn’t,” I say as Connor looks at me as if he is actually happy that I opened up about it but then annoyed.

Connor takes a deep breath and looks at me “NEVER ever think that what happened to Harry or me was your fault, from what you told me that Harry said he was right, everything happens for a reason” I smile as Connor says that which I like and I feel much better than I did ask him about why he brought up Harry.

Driving up the coast, we stop off in Picnic Bay and have some lunch just to break up the drive as Connor is feeling much more relaxed now than what he felt before we left and I promise that he can drive my car for the rest of the trip up which I’m not sure about but I think I can trust him.

There is a real difference in the cars that we drive at home, I’ve got my Audi and Connor has his Mitsubishi which on face value there is a massive difference in cost but then I suppose there isn’t too much difference at the end of the day because it does the same thing. Connor drives safely up to Spirit Cove as we struggle to find where the Air B&B is until we find it tucked away down a driveway.

Getting out, the cottage is just amazing and the pictures of it don’t really do it justice as it sits just off the beach and has its own set of stairs down from the house to the beach which is the only connection to it for the most part.

Connor and I get our bags out and head to the main bedroom which overlooks the ocean and has its own little outside deck area and we both immediately know that we don’t want to leave. Chilling out for a little while, we are headed into Avondale which is another 90 minutes up the highway for the game tonight which we’ll get to at about 7 for kick-off at 8.

Sitting looking out at the ocean, I know that I’ve made the right decision about proposing to Connor and I don’t know why but I rang Harry’s mum to make sure that I had her blessing for this because I didn’t want her thinking that I’d forgotten about Harry. When I spoke to her, she knew all about Connor because she still talks to Mum and Dad and then when I brought up the subject, she berated me for thinking that she would have a problem with me moving on.

Connor is sitting by his laptop still working on plans hoping that we get a call although the quietness of the situation has got him looking at potential other properties that we can open the gym at and as much as I want to take his mind off work right now as I massage his shoulders.

It’s about 3:30 so we’ve got about an hour or so before we should get ready to head out again and I cringe at the thought of going out with Connor decked out head to toe in Kings gear and then even the thought of being married to a Kings fan scares me.

Massaging Connor’s shoulders, I keep trying to tell him to put his laptop away but he won’t listen to me as I roll my eyes at him and he finally relents closing his laptop shut. Connor closes his eyes as I keep massaging his shoulders right now relaxing him as I tell him not to even remotely think about anything to do with the gym until next week.

After massaging him for a while, Connor the adventurer decides that he wants to go out and use the outdoor shower which I’m not sure about given that there isn’t a lot of privacy and anybody can see him. He doesn’t care though as I head into the bathroom to take my shower and get ready.

Connor puts on his favourite jeans and then his Kings jersey on which clings to his body amazingly and would look like he’s playing in all honesty. Watching him put on his beanie and scarf as well makes him look like the biggest dork though still sexy as fuck and I tease him that he needs his glasses on but he didn’t bring them.

I put my Panthers premiers jersey on to make sure everybody knows who I go for and that I’m not in any way connected to the decisions of my soon-to-be fiancé. We drive up to the ground and try to find parking somewhere relatively close which is a miracle and head into the game.

The Kings are playing the Avondale Jets which isn’t the pinnacle of footy these days with 14th playing 11th but it could be worse I suppose. Connor and I find our seats “Want a beer?” I ask as he looks across at me “Yeah, guess you’re driving back then” he says to me as I shrug “One won’t hurt because you know 1 will keep me under the limit especially with food because you know all that shit, we tell everyone” I say with the total non-cop in me coming out.

This trip is ultimately going so well because I finally get to see Connor happy when the Kings are winning which they do tonight beating the Kings 34-20 and it’s actually nice to see Connor see his team win because it isn’t something that happens all too often for him in all honesty.

There is such a difference to Connor after a win and I like seeing him happy like this because the Kings have now only won 1 of their past 5 games before tonight and that came while Connor was in his coma.

Connor is so excited about that win and it’s quite adorable how much of a big kid he is about that win because, in comparison his team just won their fifth game of the season after 24 games, my team has won 22 of their 24. Heading out to the car, Connor has his arm wrapped around me just so happy by finally able to be there in person to see his team win.

Driving down back down to Spirit Cove, the drive is a lot of fun with Connor just so lit up and excited by that win as we talk in the car as he just wants to talk footy. This trip is going so amazingly well and better than I could have ever imagined especially after the win.

Getting back to the air B&B which we get lost trying to get to again, Connor and I just head to bed because despite the excitement of the night we’re both pretty tired and he wants to be up early to go surfing.

The sounds of the ocean and nature are such a peaceful and amazing change to the city sounds and the traffic that runs past our place back in the city. Getting up before Connor does which is a surprise, I have a look at the sunrise over the ocean and realise that today is the day that I want to propose to Connor and that it would be absolutely perfect.

As I get changed to go down to the beach, Connor gets up and looks absolutely stunning and has a broad smile on his face as he kisses me on the neck. “Let me take a shower and we’ll go down to the beach,” he says as I smile and make sure that there is breakfast packed for us to head down there.

We head down to the secluded beach and Connor grabs the surfboards and tries his hardest to try and teach me to surf which is ultimately a futile effort because we quickly establish that I’m not meant to be surfing. We try for a little while before having breakfast sitting on the beach together, just calm and enjoying the peace and tranquillity together as I look across at Connor.

“Can…” I start to say something as he starts to say something back “Would…” we both smile at each other as he lets me talk “Can you reach into the front pocket of the bag for me and get the Sugar out” I say as Connor looks at me.

“Can you grab out the box in the paper bag for me?” he asks as I go into the bag and pull out the box as Connor grabs out the sugar but finds the ring box that I left in there for him to find.

Connor tells me to open the box and in there, I find a ring box as we both look at each other and realise that we had the same idea. Opening it up, Connor looks at me and I just smile as we both look at each other and at the same time just say the same thing “Yes”.

Leaning in to kiss him, we put the rings on each other and even though we never asked each other the question we just knew that this was meant to be for the two of us right now. I smile and we take a photo together showing off the rings and then smiling and posting it on Instagram.

After finishing breakfast, Connor and I look across at each other and just smile this proposal plan couldn’t have gone any better for either of us because it just shows how much alike we are because we had the same idea. “Did you know what I had planned?” Connor looks at me as I shake my head but realise that what he was looking for must’ve been the ring that he was giving me.

“But now that I think about it you know, the fact that you were looking for something so desperately right before we left makes sense now,” I say as we kiss again and I see my phone light up with messages and comments about people being so happy for us.

Connor smiles and laughs “Yeah and it makes my suspicions of what you and Jess were doing more valid now too right?” he says with his trademark cheeky grin and wink at me. Laying there as the sun is just on us now and Connor and I cuddle up together.

“You know I was thinking last night that we first went to the footy together down in the city when the Kings played the Jets and then we had last night,” he says to me as I didn’t even think of the connection until he mentioned it just then.

I laugh at that fact because I didn’t even realise it so there is just something about it that is even more special. “I didn’t realise that but suppose this makes it even more special then,” I say laughing as Connor wants to know if I want to try surfing again.

Declining because I want Connor to have a good time, he goes off surfing as Jess video calls me and I answer it as I lay there on the beach.

Jess: “SO IS MY LITTLE BRO ENGAGED?”  she says almost yelling down the video call right now as I have to calm her down.

Me: “Of course, we are… we both had the same idea at the same time you know”

Jess: “Tell me how you did it, did you just go down and write it in the sand or use shells?”

Me: “Seriously Jess, you’d think I’d do that? I just put the box into the cooler bag and got Connor to get it out which at the same time he’d got an extra box from where we grabbed breakfast and put his own ring in the box to propose here this morning”

Jess: “You two think so much alike that you are perfect aren’t you”

Jess and I talk for a while as Connor continues to surf for a bit before coming back in while I’m still talking to Jess.

Jess: “Damn… my brother has some good taste in fucking sexy men,” she says as she sees Connor coming in with his wet muscles on show as I blush not knowing that he is coming back in as he is behind my shoulder.

Connor: “Hey Jess and yeah your brother does”

I’m there blushing as Connor and Jess are talking right now as I am totally embarrassed before I end the video call wanting to spend more time with Connor today especially now that we are just engaged.

Connor and I spend the afternoon together just chilling around the place together as we spend a fair bit of it replying to friends and family’s messages and phone calls about us being engaged. That night, we head to a restaurant by the beach and have dinner together.

Heading into the restaurant, it feels weird to be holding hands as people give us the natural look as the girl at the front greets us “My fiancé and I have a booking for tonight” I say which sounds a lot more natural than I thought it would although we were pretending for a while.

Having dinner is nice before Connor and I head back to the house where he can’t keep his hands off me as we start kissing as he pushes me into the bedroom as we lay on top of each other making out. Connor takes control of the kiss as we make out before he takes off my shirt and I take off his so that in the dark moonlight filled room that we are kissing with nothing but the sound of the ocean and nature filling the room.

Feeling Connor’s body on top of mine is amazing as his perfect body is up against mine as we continue kissing and I feel him sliding my jeans off as I take his off as well. Connor is dominating me right now as I lay there moaning as he kisses my neck and runs his lips and tongue over my nipples.

Running his tongue over my nipples, I moan loudly as I feel my cock growing in my pants and I want him to pull my pants off but he won’t last night as he spends so much time sucking on my nipples right now. Laying there, I’m moaning as with every flick of my nipple with his tongue,  as I feel him focusing on my pecs right now.

I moan as I hold his head and rub his back as he moves across to my left nipple right now as his tongue swirls around it and sucks on it for a while before finally starting to lick and kiss down the ridges of my abs before he unbuckles my pants. My bulge growing in my boxers right now as Connor pushes his hand down there holding my thick cock in his hands.

Kissing back up my body, Connor’s hands run over my chest as we start making out again before I roll him over so that now I’m on top of him as we make out and I run my hands down his chest. Feeling his now almost hairy chest is so hot and he giggles as it still tickles him as I run my hands down his chest.

It’s my turn to kiss down his body as I kiss down his body, giving focus on his nipples as well as I suck each one slowly, letting my tongue do the work on them as Connor moans every time I run my tongue over his nipples. Moving down his body, I kiss down and as I slide out of my boxers and slide Connor out of his pants as his hard cock springs up.

I move my mouth down and run my tongue over Connor’s shaft going up and down before running my tongue around his cock head running it around the head as he moans loudly. I focus all my energy on pleasuring Connor taking each lick of his shaft slowly as he moans and his body pulsates down his shaft before starting to lick around his balls.

Starting to suck on his balls, I put each one in my mouth and I can’t believe how much he is moaning as his body ripples and Connor is moaning loudly as I suck each one. Swapping between the balls, I move my finger around to his hole and run my finger on it as Connor moans.

Connor’s hole is as tight as it could get almost being like a virgin hardly ever being fucked as I push my finger inside and he moans loudly as his cock is now leaking like a tap right now as I go back and now start to suck his cock as I put my finger in his tight hole.

As I continue to suck Connor’s cock he moans loudly and he is there in pure ecstasy as my mouth does all the work around his hard shaft and head right now as he starts to take control of my head and throat. Holding my head, Connor is starting to push his cock deeper down my throat as he starts to fuck my mouth as I gag on both his cock and then the pre cum running out of his head.

Picking up speed, Connor is dominating my mouth right now as all I can do is keep sucking and the fact that I’m gagging right now is turning on Connor so much. I get into a position so that all he needs to do is get up and push his rock-hard cock into my ass which now I’m begging for as he tells me to be quiet because he has a plan.

Connor flips me over and climbs over the top of me as he starts sucking on my cock, taking the head into his mouth I close my eyes and just moan at how good it feels for his mouth to go down on my cock. Sucking it slowly, Connor runs his tongue up and down on my shaft as my cock is now leaking and I let him do his thing as my balls are full and I am leaking down his throat.

As I feel my cock starting to leak, Connor pulls his mouth off my cock as he then starts to position himself over the top of my cock as I lay there “What are you doing?” I ask as he looks at me as if to wonder why that I am even asking.

I can’t believe that Connor is about to let me fuck him for the first time and it’s almost like popping his cherry as he slides down on top of my cock. Feeling how tight his hole is, I moan as I hear him and can see him grimacing at the feeling of my cock stretching his hole out.

I let Connor adjust to the feeling of having my cock inside his tight hole as he starts to bounce on it, riding up and down as he feels my 7 inches hitting his prostate. Starting to jackhammer inside him, Connor is moaning and jerking his cock as I feel him still trying to get used to it and enjoy it.

Leaning down to kiss me, Connor is still riding my cock as we make out and I continue to go slowly as he tells me how good it feels even though his face might say otherwise right now. “Go harder babe,” he says to me as I nod and although I’m not sure I keep going up harder starting to press up against his prostate.

“Oh, fuck that feels good baby,” he says to me as I keep fucking up inside me as I go harder into his hole and start to hit his prostate harder. Connor moans as we keep fucking before he pulls off and gets on all fours as he wants me to start pushing into his cock.

Watching Connor, I admire his courage because he is such a dominant figure in the bedroom with me but I push my cock in as he moans out loud as I don’t know whether it’s a moan of pleasure or pain and discomfort. I keep taking it slowly on him, as I still feel how tight he is as I start to pick up speed.

Even though I’m going faster, Connor is still trying to get used to my cock being inside his hole. I pick up speed and it’s been ages since I’ve topped anyone and deep inside, I’m worried that this isn’t the greatest possible feeling although he says he’s enjoying it.

Pushing in deep, I start fucking Connor hard as I hold his hips and push deep into the hole hitting his prostate as I can feel my cock leaking. The dominance that I’m feeling over Connor is amazing as I grab his hair and pull his head back like he did the other night to me as we keep fucking hard.

I keep fucking Connor hard as I start to leak inside him as he is really starting to beg me into filling his hole with my load. My speed picks up and I start to fuck him harder as Connor moans “Fuck yeah… breed my hole baby” he says as my balls slap against his ass before I start blowing my load through Connor’s hole making sure that I seal every part of it.

As I blow my load inside, Connor continues to moan as I keep fucking him harder as I pull out and flip him over and go back inside his hole as I lean down and kiss Connor again as I’m fucking him. Having Connor on his back means that I can see his face as he smiles and I keep pounding his hole before he blows a load straight up over my face and all over his body as we continue to fuck hard right now.

Pulling out of Connor, both of us are just exhausted right now as I fall back to the bed panting hard as Connor is breathing heavily as well considering what he’s been through and he’s still not quite 100% yet. “You doing ok after that?” I ask as he smiles and kisses me deeply as I feel his tongue fighting up against mine as we keep making out until he pushes off me and looks at me.

“Does that tell you whether I’m ok sexy?” he says as I smile as we just lay there together as I have my arm wrapped around him as I laugh and know that he enjoyed them. “I’m glad because I was worried that you weren’t enjoying it or hated it,” I say as Connor looks at me and kisses me.

“Well, it hurt but I have wanted to do this for so long and with you, it was just so perfect and then tonight it was even more special to do it with my fiancé,” he says as I enjoy the feeling of him cuddling into me and appreciative of the fact that he has wanted to do this for so long.

As we lay there, I can’t believe how good it feels just hearing him say those words as Connor looks across at me as I lay there “Want a second round where I get to own you this time?” he says to me as I nod because I can never say no to Connor fucking me.

Laying on the bed, Connor picks up my legs and puts them onto his shoulders right now as I close my eyes and feel Connor rubbing his cock onto my hole before pushing it in using his cum as the natural lube and pushing deep into my hole.

“HOLY FUCK” Connor is pushing deep inside me as I moan loudly as he starts fucking me harder as I lay there and feel Connor’s cock going back and forward hitting my prostate. Laying there, I feel him hitting my prostate over and over again as I can feel a second load of cum building inside Connor and then inside me as well.

Connor despite being exhausted from the pounding that I gave him is mustering the energy as he continues to start fucking me hard as his balls slap up against my ass. Fucking me hard, Connor is dominating me now as I feel him going inside me hard as he slams my prostate.

My cock is leaking again as Connor’s is also leaking inside me as he uses all the strength in his muscles to keep pushing to me up against my prostate. The feeling and energy in the room is just so good right now like I don’t ever want to lose this moment as I start blowing my load again hands-free as he keeps fucking me hard and starts filling up my hole this time.

I don’t know how long he fucks me for because I am so lost in this moment right now but when Connor pulls out and then falls back on the bed, I just can’t believe how different it feels and feel like there is something missing when he pulls out of me.

Laying there, Connor and I fall asleep together covered and filled with each other’s cum until the sun belts through the window as we wake up and lay there. Not wanting to move, Connor and I just stay there with my head on his chest as I kiss him “Good morning” he says to me as we make out and just lay in the bed naked.

This weekend has gone better in my head than I could have ever imagined from worrying that Connor was asking about Harry and then thinking that he was going to break up with me or that he wouldn’t say yes to me proposing. Laying there, we put some music on as Connor gets up and makes breakfast as I put on a pair of shorts and go and sit out on the deck as we eat breakfast.

“I could enjoy a life like this” Connor says to me as he brings breakfast out to me and we sit there and eat it right now. The rest of the day is pretty chilled out as Connor goes surfing again as I just chill out at the house relaxing and not worrying about anything back home now, especially with the gym and the stress of everything to do with Connor’s shooting about to hit court.

Connor and I just enjoy our time together as we spend the night going out for dinner and spending the night on the beach just looking out at the stars as we talk about everything. “You know that first day we met, I never thought that just a matter of months later that we would be engaged and that I would’ve met the most amazing person that I have ever met,” he says to me as I nod in agreement.

“Honestly, the moment that we met I felt like I could just be so open with you and then when you told me that you were gay I had no idea how I was going to deal with it because honestly I felt so attracted to you and I hadn’t felt like that since Harry and when you opened up to me I just knew,” he says as we cuddling on the beach.

“Yeah I know feel the same way, I saw a new face and that I wanted to introduce myself and then when we properly met in the afternoon, I just saw your body and thought god I hope that I even had a chance but then getting to know you,” he says as I smile thinking that we are both so much alike in the way we think about things and just know how much we are meant to be together.

Heading to the house, we head up and get into bed enjoying the weekend without stress before everything sparks up again in the next few weeks. The next morning, we get ready to go when my phone rings at about 10 am as Connor’s in the shower.

“Hello, this is Trent Hannan,” I say as I don’t recognise the number straight away as the person on the phone “Hi Trent, this is James Upton from the Aspire Property Group,” he says as I think that he is ringing me to tell me that we haven’t got the place for the gym and I’m about to break Connor’s heart.

“I’m just giving you a call Trent to tell you that you have been successful in your application to take the property on Holden Road,” he says as I give a fist pump and get really excited by the fact that the plans are successful and Connor and I are going to get the gym we want to develop.

I talk through things with the estate agent as I’m giggling because this weekend couldn’t be any better and he tells us that the contracts are there to sign and the lease is ours as soon as we sign off on it.

Connor is getting out of the shower as I get off the phone as I rush into the bathroom and kiss him so excited right now “I just got off the phone to the real estate agent and guess what?” I say as Connor can automatically sense what I am about to say.

Picking me up even though he’s wet he hugs me tightly as we are just so excited by the news as he is all happy and we kiss as we know that the work is going to be cut out for us.

This weekend was better than I ever thought it could be because I started out panicking that everything would go wrong but the news today about us getting the gym space tops everything off and makes it even more perfect. As I watch my Connor getting dressed, there is so much that has happened in the past six months or so from still missing Harry every day and thinking that I could never find anyone again, to finding the most amazing man who knows me and gets me and I love so very much and building up friendships with Connor, Steph and then the friendship with Jamie and losing him.

There are little things I would change because I know Jamie would have loved this moment but in the scheme of the world right now, I’ve done such amazing work and met amazing people and can’t wait to get home and sign this gym contract and get the project done with the most amazing person ever.

Thank you for everybody who has read this and commented on this story and I can guarantee you that this is not the end of Trent and Connor's story right now because there is still so much I want to tell in this story. I don't know if it's weird or not but I felt so connected to the story as I wrote these characters and hope you all felt the emotion that I felt especially with Trent finding out about Connor and with what happened to Jamie. Thank you everyone for the amazing support.