Beyond The Blue

(A bit of a shorter chapter this time round but with plenty of action; I hope the story isn't too long for everyone at the moment with a couple of chapters left)

I talk through my plans with Steph and she smiles and gets all excited by what I want to do with Connor and I make her promise that she can’t utter a single mention of it to anybody. As we sit out there Connor gets up and sticks his head out the door “Hey you” I say as he clearly didn’t expect to see Steph sitting there talking to me.

“Hey Steph, how long you been here?” he says as joins us outside “About half an hour or so, wanted to come in and check in on you but Trent didn’t want to wake you,” she says as I nod and Connor puts his arm around me.

“How you feeling?” she asks as he nods and tells her that he’s alright and that he is more worried about her than what she is about him. We all enjoy the company and just sit there talking about how much we loved Jamie before Steph realises that she has to go back to her family and leaves me and Connor sitting out there.

Sitting there in silence, I don’t know what Connor is thinking as we are just sitting there together as I put my arm around him and kiss him on the cheek as I just wish that I could make everything easier for him but I know that it’s still a tough journey.

Connor looks at me “Do you want to go over there for dinner?” he says as he points to the pub as I shrug “If you’re up for it then yeah, saves me coming up with trying to find an idea” I say as he smiles and we go and get changed as I just look at Connor and admire how much strength he has getting through every day when I know that I couldn’t have coped with that considering how much I struggled after Harry.

We head to the pub and Connor gets us two beers which he still probably should be drinking but given the day I don’t blame him as we sit there just watching the TV. “Those bastards manage to win a game when I’m unconscious but now I’m awake they go back to being absolute shit,” he says back to himself which is good to see.

“They did it just to spite you,” I say with a laugh and the feeling that the old Connor is really getting back to himself. Sitting there eating dinner, Connor almost inhales his Steak in one go which proves to me that he is getting back to full health by eating it all there as I look at him and just smile.

“You never ever eat my steak that quick,” I say as he shakes his head and then looks at me “Well, your steak isn’t as good as this is it?” My face shows a hint of faux anger but I agree there is nothing like the steak and chips from the pub fresh off the grill.

“I rang the real estate agent today about the gym,” I say to Connor who looks at me and looks really interested “It was a mixed sort of response but I think we can still get this going,” I say to him as he looks across at me.

Thinking about it I sigh “So they had offers before we took the space from Virgin and Fitness One which naturally gives them more secure resources but they were intrigued by your plans and the owner of the space, ideally would want somebody that is so franchised but I know while it’s our project I used the other Gym as the name”. I’m worried that Connor would be against that idea because this is our project though his reaction surprises me as I thought he would’ve been against it.

“That’s what I expected you to do, we weren’t just going from scratch and if you read my business plan that I created, it was almost as if we were setting up a new franchise so to speak,” he says to me as I feel guilty for not fully reading through everything that he created and for going behind his back.

Connor looks at me “Look, whatever happens, I don’t care if we don’t get this space it was just a throw at the stumps and there is plenty of other things that I can do” he says with his c’est la vie attitude that he always has. We sit there and finish watching the Kings game replay that is on as Connor can’t believe how badly that they played on the weekend.

Heading home, Connor holds my hand as we go across the road which is unusual because in public he isn’t one to show too much affection but right now it feels absolutely perfect as we head inside the house and Connor goes straight to bed falling asleep as I finish cleaning up and then heading to bed.

The next few days are just a holding pattern for everyone, I’m back to finish the driver training course and I pass with flying colours which means that from next week I’ll be allowed to drive the police car on patrol, which leaves Darcy in a state of concern because he thinks that I’m not a safe driver which is a load of crap because he’s had double the accidents that I have.

Taskforce Albatross is wound down after the arrest and suspension of 11 officers across multiple stations is an eye opener for everyone and that there is likely to be more once everything is fully investigated. I’m back on patrol most days which is both boring but a nice routine continuing on everything at the moment is just calming.

Connor is getting better and as his health improves, I quickly get the sense that Connor is more interested in setting up the gym than coming back to the force which he keeps saying that he is but I think the fact that he has a project in his wings and worrying about Chase without a dad is more important to him than going back to the job.

It’s a few weeks later, Connor and I are putting forward our proposal for the gym to the owners of the property and we hope that we can take control of the situation and get what we want. Talking through our plans, I have the advantage of past experience running the gym as Connor then goes through every bit of the plan that he created and all the aspects that he wants to set up.

We don’t get a reaction either way but we’re hopeful that we get the approval as soon as possible but we get told that there are a few others that they want to hear proposals from which doesn’t give me much confidence that we would get it.

Connor has taken over coaching Logan’s footy team and when Jess needs a babysitter, Connor has taken over that role because his friendship with Logan just means so much to him as it does with Connor.

Leaving the two of them together, I take Jess out for afternoon tea where I sit for a minute as I don’t know whether my idea is something that I should be doing but after Jamie’s memorial and what Steph said I’m surer of it now. “So, what’s on your mind Trent? You clearly only asked me to get my advice or tell me something important” she says to me as I can’t help but smile when I say that.

“I’m going to propose properly to Connor,” I say to Jess who looks at me with a lot of surprise but then cracks a smile. “Look, I know it’s only been a few months but with everything that happened, I know Connor is the person that I want to be with for the rest of my life and I was guilty of being complacent with Harry just thinking that he’ll always be there and I don’t want that with Connor and honestly we’ve talked about it before,” I say as Jess looks both excited and worried about the speed of it all.

“That’s great news but isn’t it a little quick?” she says as I can kind of get her point but at the same time, I don’t want to waste time either in all of this.

 “Yeah, it’s quick and I mean it feels weird that Harry and I were together for so long and I didn’t but that’s why I want to ask Connor” I know that everything that happened accelerated things quickly but inside me, I know this is what I want to do and need to do.

Jess looks across at me “Well guess then I’m gonna finally get my wedding planner job going then” she says with a big smile as I smile back and she hugs me tightly. “You two were meant for each other,” she says as I smile and rubs my arm as she looks at me “Because anybody who is able to spend so much time with Logan is obviously a keeper and I don’t think Logan is going to allow you not to be with Connor,” she says as I laugh.

“So, you said that you two have talked about it before, how did that conversation go?” Jess asks as I don’t really know how to explain the situation. “Well for Dad, we had to go into and get the space as a married couple starting a gym and then after that was done, we were in bed and he just said to me how would I feel if we told people we were still married and then joked about being engaged and everything”

Jess laughs and shakes her head “You two are truly meant to be together” she says as we laugh and have our afternoon tea. “Should we get back to the playdate before Logan refuses to leave Connor and make sure that he is his protector” we both laugh as Jess says to me that Logan has become so attached to Connor and that he thinks that he needs to make sure that he’s ok every day of the week.

Jess and I head home from afternoon tea, as Connor and Logan are upstairs playing with the superheroes and Connor has even found glasses that make him look like superman which Logan loves and doesn’t want to leave. “It’s time to go home Loges,” Jess says to Logan as he starts to argue and tells her that he can’t leave Connor and that he’s having a good time.

“Uncle Connor will still be here and Uncle Trent will look after him, I promise and he promises right Uncle Trent?” she says to me as I nod and Connor says he will stay safe. “How about when Uncle Trent goes to work on the weekend you and I can have a sleepover?” he says as Logan nods excitedly and Jess agrees to it as much as I don’t know whether she is fully onboard with the idea.

They head off home as I look at Connor who looks hot as fuck with the glasses on “Where did you get the glasses?” I ask because I never knew he even had a pair. “They’ve been mine forever, technically I’m supposed to use them for reading but my eyes are good enough these days so I never wear them,” he says as I smile.

“You should wear them around the house because you look so fucking sexy,” I say as I put my arms over Connor’s shoulder and make out with my own Clark Kent because he is truly my superhero in my life.

We don’t bother cleaning up the room which is a bit of a pet peeve of mine but Connor just takes me to the bedroom as we lay on the bed making out as Connor keeps his glasses on as we are there making out as he throws his shirt off and he takes mine off. This is the first moment of passion that we’ve had since Connor was shot and since he got home.

Getting naked, his body is starting to get his light hair on it which he is getting used to as I rub my hand over it and it tickles him as I suck on his nipples and kiss down his body as I see his bulge growing in his shorts right now and I keep rubbing my hand over his bulge before I start to suck on his cock the instant I pull the shorts off.

Sucking on his meat, I’ve missed the feeling of hearing Connor groan as I worship his amazing hard 8 inches of cock and I know how long it’s been since he let out a load of cum. Sucking slowly, I worship it as I go down and suck each bit slowly letting my tongue slide down each side and swirl around it as I look up at Connor who has his eyes closed just moaning as if this is the first time he’s ever had his cock sucked.

Slowly Connor is picking up the speed as he holds my head and starts to thrust up into my mouth as I let him take control of things which he always loves to do and it’s a good sign that he is getting better and him being in control is always hot. Picking up the speed, Connor is totally in control with his cock fucking my mouth hard.

I lay there as I gag on Connor’s cock as he climbs over the top of me and pushes deep into my throat as he continues to pick up the speed. The speed of Connor’s cock down my throat is increasing as he continues to fuck hard in my mouth and I can feel his cum starting to leak down my throat as I can feel my own load starting to leak out.

Connor pulls off my cock for a moment which worries me that he might have hurt himself “You ok? Need to stop” I ask as he shakes his head. “Nah, I just need to get in the right position,” he says as he climbs on top of me and starts to feed me his cock again as he goes down on mine.

I can’t remember how long it’s been since we did anything like this as the feeling of him sucking on my cock is absolutely amazing and I feel my cock somehow growing even more than it is right now even if it’s rock-hard already. Connor sucks deeply on my hard cock as he keeps swirling around my cock and pushing deep onto my cock and then into my skin with his nose as he keeps sucking me harder and faster.

Pushing down on my cock, I start fucking into Connor’s mouth right now as even though I don’t want to hurt him, the feeling of being able to dominate him is amazing because in every sexual encounter he is the most amazing dominant guy I’ve been with. Connor pulls his cock out of my mouth and lets me control the mouth fucking right now as I start to press my cock deep down his throat and my cum leaks out.

Connor is moaning as he gags on my cock as I put it deeper down his throat as I continue to fuck his mouth hard as I feel my cum starting to leak down his throat. Laying on the bed, I pull my cock out of Connor’s mouth and I decide that even though he wants to bottom, right now I don’t want him to over-exert himself so I push him back onto the bed so I can climb onto his cock.

Laying there, he looks up at me and smiles as I squat and get myself ready to lower myself down as he smiles at me and I put myself on his hard cock. Going down on his cock, my hole is still not ready for the size but I keep lowering myself as I groan and Connor lets out a pleasured groan as well.

Starting to get down on his full 8 inches I feel him hit my prostate as I feel his leaking cock pushing in deep in me and even though I chose to ride his cock, he is now taking control of my ass as he continues to push up inside me and starting to fuck me.

Connor is now in full beast mode as he holds my hips and jackhammers into me as he finally feels like he can control something right now after everything that happened. His cock is hard and already leaking as he blows a load but doesn’t stop fucking me as he continues to go harder and harder up inside my tight hole making sure that I know that he is in control again. The power of his cock is absolutely phenomenal and even though it’s only been a few weeks, this is everything that both of us needed right now.

Connor wants me to pull off his cock so that he can bend me over the bed, I’m worried that he is exhausting himself out but with how strong he is at this moment he needs to do this. I bend over the bed and Connor slams his cock straight into me without warning and it hurts as I let out a massive groan.

“Ohhhh fucckkkk,” I say moaning loudly as Connor is pumping his way into my cum-filled hole which is absolutely phenomenal right now. Pounding my hole, I grip the pillow because I can feel Connor bringing out all of his frustrations right now as he continues to go hard at me which is something that I missed so badly.

Sex with Harry was amazing but he wasn’t as dominating as Connor is right now as he grabs my hair and then starts to control my body. I don’t know how long he has been fucking me for but again his cock is exploding with cum right through my hole as now he flips me over onto my back and lifts my legs so he can jerk my cock and I can blow my load straight up into my chest and on my face.

Hitting my prostate repeatedly, Connor gets me to blow at least 5 separate loads that spray everywhere from my body to my face and then straight up over Connor as well who runs his finger over my abs and starts to lick the cum off it.

Connor is panting hard but leans down while he is still inside me and kisses me deeply as we make out, his cock still leaking inside my tight hole as we make out. Eventually, Connor pulls out of me exhausted and flops back onto the bed panting hard.

“Damn that was absolutely phenomenal,” Connor says as he is still panting and looks so cute laying there naked with his cock still rock hard and leaking with cum as I cuddle down next to him. We lay there mostly hanging off the bed as I run my hand over his abs where I run my finger down his abs and taste the cum that is sitting there right now.

Laying there, this sex feels hotter than anything that we’ve ever had before because we could have lost each other and the first time you have sex is special. This is almost like a rebirth of our relationship so means so much and as I look at Connor I realise that being with him forever isn’t just a want but a need.