Exploring My True Self

WHAT THE HELL?! I turned and looked at Alex who just sat there with a grin on his face. Then I looked back over at my straight friend Randy expecting…. well…. I don’t know what I expected Randy to do. He just caught his “straight” buddy making out with a hot ginger stud in a hot tub. I’m not sure what the appropriate response for that should be.

Randy was a really cute guy. He was just under 6' tall with a lean, body, blond curly hair and blue eyes. Definitely attractive, but hitting on him would be dangerous as hell, he had way too many connections to my straight world. So, I never even thought about him in a sexual way. He was usually pretty cocky and always had something to say about everything, but at this moment he was silent.

Then Randy eked out, “Um…can I?” Before I could react, object, come up with a good cover story as to why I was naked in the hot tub with a guy, or even regain my ability to speak, Alex stood up with his magnificent hard-on protruding proudly from his ginger bush, reached out his hand to Randy offering to help him climb in, and said “Absolutely, the more the merrier.” Alex was taking control of the situation yet again. He was like the Sherpa of my sexual discovery, guiding me through unexplored territory for the fourth time this weekend. This young guy was so ridiculously sure of himself that you couldn’t help but be drawn in by him.

Randy wasted no time shedding his clothes and grabbing onto Alex’s hand for support. As he climbed into the tub I could see his long, slender manhood was already getting hard. Once he was in Alex sat back down next to me, Randy sitting across from us, darting his eyes from me to Alex waiting for someone to speak. He then looked Alex up and down obviously checking him out.

“You look familiar. I know you from somewhere,” Alex finally said in a friendly voice.

“No. I doubt it.” Randy quickly replied, looking down.

A knowing grin came across Alex’s face and he quickly dropped the subject. He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek then turned his attention back to Randy. “So, how do you guys know each other?”

“We went to college together,” Randy replied still not making eye contact with the stud.

“We have a lot of mutual friends and used to see each other around at parties and bars but didn’t know each other that well. When I found out he lived here, I looked him up. He’s been showing me around.” I added casually trying to ignore the awkwardness of the situation.

“So, did you two ever date?” Alex blurted out. I wanted to smack him! He knew he was my first and only date with a man, and he knew all my friends thought I was straight. What the hell was he doing to me?

Randy was dumbstruck. He didn’t respond or move a muscle.

Then Alex said very matter-of-factly, “Well, I’ve blown both of you, so I thought maybe you two had gotten together before.”

Randy looked at me and I looked at him. It never occurred to me Randy was gay! Frankly, I was so concerned with keeping my sexuality a secret from Randy that I never really thought about his. I suddenly realized we were both in the same situation, both scared shitless knowing our cover was blown, and trying to avoid the inevitable confession.

Alex shot a look at me and said “Come on! We’re all sitting naked together in a hot tub…” He nodded his head toward Randy “You just walked in on us making out, and I KNOW you remember me from the bookstore. Are we really gonna pretend we’re just a bunch of straight guys hanging out or are going to get it out in the open and make this a night to remember?!”

“What the fuck, Alex?!” I said pissed off at him for forcing the inevitable.

“What? We all know what’s going on. Somebody just say it.”

“Fine. Hey Randy…” I looked over at him, “I’m gay!” I said loudly in an angry voice, annoyed by the fact that I was being forced to admit my deepest secret (regardless of how obvious it now was). Then I glared at Alex and said, “You happy now?” He just shot me that shit eating grin of his and nodded slightly, then looked over at Randy and said “How about you? Do you have something you want to share with the rest of the tub?”

Randy stood up in all his glory and said, “I’m gay too, should we face-time Matty and Jeff to let them know?” We both started to laugh, and the flood gates officially opened. For the next half hour, the two of us talked as if Alex wasn’t even there. We talked about how the signs were right in front of us all along, and about the times each of us almost got busted by our friends, and how scared we were to come out to them. We had both been leading double lives never knowing that the other was in the same boat.

“Damn, I wish we would’ve just talked, and figured this out in college. Life would have been easier for both of us.” I said standing to hug my wet, naked friend as a feeling of relief came over me.

“Easier, and a hell of a lot more fun.” Said Randy as we embraced.

“Speaking of fun, I aint hear to reminisce” Alex said in that calm tone reminding us he was there too. He stood up and joined our embrace. His right hand grabbing my soft cock and his left grabbing Randy’s. Both grew instantly in his hand. He tried to pull us into a three-way kiss, but it was more like he and I kissing, and then he and Randy kissing. There was definitely some weirdness between me and Randy. We’d known each other for years and weren’t quite ready to cross that line.

But what the hell, there was plenty of room on this ginger hunk for both of us to play. Alex pushed us both down onto his nipples, I took his right nipple in my mouth and looked up at him, our eyes locked and he smiled down at me. I bit hard! “OW, What the fuck, Kevin?!” he wailed. “That’s what you get for tying me up and scaring the shit out of me, asshole” I smiled sweetly up at him and went back to licking his nipple. “Touché’, I deserved that” he laughed back.

Randy was working Alex’s left nipple and we worked our way down his torso, both following the happy trail to his cock together. I was about to take his growing manhood into my mouth when he pulled me back and said, “let’s take this to your bedroom.”

We got out of the hot tub and dried each other off with the two towels I brought out earlier, then headed to the bedroom. The three of us laid down with Alex in the middle. My queen bed squeaked as Randy and I jumped back on Alex’s crotch. I took his shaft down my throat as Randy expertly worked his balls…this was definitely not his first rodeo.

Moans of pleasure emanated from Alex as we pleasured him with our tongues, still avoiding any contact with each other. I pulled off of his dick and my mouth was quickly replaced by Randy’s as I moved down to the foot of the bed and positioned myself between Alex’s legs. I was now licking his balls, working my way lower to the object of my new addiction, that sweet, pink, ginger hole. I started pushing his legs back to gain access.

Randy took the opportunity to move up and kiss Alex, I watched them make out from between his legs as I continued attacking his tight ass ring. It was hot as hell! Alex reached down and put his right hand on the back of my head trying to push my tongue deeper, while he fondled Randy with his left hand, their lips never parting. Our non-stop moaning turning into more of a continuous purr.

It was my turn to take control. I sat back on my knees and told Alex to roll on to his stomach and present his ass. He did so without hesitation. I then commanded Randy to move in front of him, so Alex could suck his cock. This was MY show now.

I reached in the night stand, pulled out a bottle of lube, and started to prep my rock-hard cock. I then inserted a well-lubed finger past his tight, pink ring, then two, then three…in and out in a circular motion. His moans intensified with each intrusion and his sphincter opened, ready to welcome me.

I lined myself up with his ring, leaned over and whispered in his ear “are you ready for this?” He spit Randy’s cock out of his mouth and replied, “Born ready.” Then, he reached back to pull my head toward him, turned and kissed me as I pushed forward and entered him, slowly but steadily pushing in inch by inch until I hit his prostate. His ass was tight and soft with a vice like grip. I loved it! He moaned into my mouth, then broke our kiss to go back to work on Randy’s long, hard cock.

Randy and I were using Alex as a sex toy. An object between us that gave us both pleasure while never touching each other. We made sure we never touched, like two homophobic straight guys in a devil’s threesome (because that would be gay). Alex reveled in the attention as he pushed back on me and dove deeper on Randy getting as much of our cocks inside of him as possible.

It didn’t take long for us develop a rhythm, both of us going in and pulling out together. Filling Alex with our cock, then temporarily leaving him empty. Neither of us were in a hurry, we were savoring the sensation of our long, slow strokes, and so was Alex. Our eyes met occasionally, and we just smiled at each other ear-to-ear sharing the rewards of our conquest as we spit-roasted the willing stud between us.

“You wanna switch?” I asked Randy “Hell yeah I do!” he shot back, and we started to move around the bed. Alex just stayed there on all fours waiting to be skewered again. He didn’t have to wait long as I moved from his ass to his mouth. He started cleaning my dick without complaint. Meanwhile, Randy had grabbed the bottle of lube from the table and was preparing his long slender missile for its attack on Alex’s hole. He entered with one long, powerful thrust, hitting bottom almost immediately. “OW” Alex yelled “slowly, Randy, that hurt like hell.” “Sorry, man” Alex whispered apologetically “I…. I’ve never done this before.” Alex didn’t miss a beat, he looked up at me and said, “Get back the and teach your friend how to fuck.”

Not really sure what to do, I moved to the foot of the bed and knelt behind Randy. VERY apprehensively a grabbed his smooth, round ass with both hands -our first touch, and it felt great. I pushed him forward, slowly into Alex, then held him there until Alex said “Okay, give me more.” I pushed Randy’s ass forward a little more as my right hand began to caress his firm buttocks with a light, circular touch. Randy moaned in response. He turned back and looked at me as his hand reach back to caress my dick. I just nodded my approval.

Although Alex was still the center of attention, the dynamic had changed, and we were all in this together now. I continued to caress the fine ass in front of me and eventually reached underneath him to massage his balls as he moved steadily in and out of Alex. I was rewarded with a moan of pure ecstasy. Randy was getting into it, so I decided to push my luck a little and circled his hole with my thumb as I continued to massage his balls. He let out a gasp, but didn’t stop me, so I kept going and moved my full attention to his ass, inserting a finger. Damn he was tight! Definitely virgin territory. He stopped fucking Alex for just a second or two, I didn’t move. Then, he pushed back, and I started to fuck him with my finger.

Meanwhile, Alex started bucking like a wild man, begging Randy to fuck him hard. He did. I withdrew my finger from Randy’s ass. As much as he seemed to enjoy it, I think he was relieved that it didn’t go any further than a finger. I moved to the head of the bed in front of Alex who grabbed my cock and greedily took it down his throat. I Put my hands on the back of his head, losing my fingers in his beautiful red hair, and pushed myself down his throat as mercilessly as he had fucked my ass the night before. I fuck his face while Randy fucked his ass. Alex grunted and groaned like a man possessed. He tried to pull off my cock, but my hands held him firmly, he looked up at me begging for mercy. I let go of his head and he pulled off sputtering with tears in his eyes, but still smiling and loving the assault he was getting.

Before I could register what was happening, Randy leaned forward, grabbed my cock and put it in his mouth. He was stroking me with his right hand and sucking for all he was worth, swirling his tongue up and down my shaft. He was a man on a mission, one I was definite he would complete.

“OH MY GOD I’M GONNA CUM! FUCK ME HARDER, RANDY!” Alex yelled for the whole damn neighborhood to hear. “I’m right there with you, stud!” Randy replied almost breathlessly as he continued to drive his cock deep into that sweet ginger ass. Feeling a little left out I started driving into Randy’s mouth, He choked a little at first then rolled with the flow and took it like a man.

Randy came first with a yell and unloaded into Alex’s wanting ass. That was all it took for Alex to shoot stream after hot stream onto the bedsheets below us. Mine was the last but undeniably most powerful orgasm. I shot my first stream into Randy’s mouth and he quickly pulled off me. My second shot flew into the air. Alex, not one to miss an opportunity grabbed my cock and I finished shooting my load in his mouth.

We all collapsed on the bed in one sweaty, cum-soaked pile of flesh and just lay there for a minute. Randy and I looked at each other, we both expected the other to be freaked out. Nope. We both laid there with grins of amazement on our faces.

“SHIT!!!!!!” Randy shouted. “I just wanted to go out for one fucking beer!”