Exploring My True Self

We flew to Las Vegas on Sunday night, so we could do one last run-through and get a good night’s sleep before the presentation. Randy made me a great dinner to send me off and drove me to the airport. Alex had been trying to get a hold of us, we texted a little bit but didn’t have a chance to see him. We still hadn’t told him about the change in our relationship. However, we discussed Alex a lot, he was on the top of the approved “share list,” we’re both pretty sure he’d be more than happy with that role. But this week was going to be insane and we told Alex we probably wouldn’t see him until we got back from our trip to WI.

Monday was the big day. I got up early and walked through my presentation a few more times alone in my room. I met the team in the lobby, Bill came along to schmooze Jordan and his team. He would introduce the team, then sit back and watch the show. We had our luggage with us because we’d be heading to the airport after the presentation. We drove to Jordon’s office in our rented SUV. It was loud in the car as we blasted music and tried to psyche each other up.

We walked into the office a little before 10:00AM and were seated in the waiting room. Jordon’s current agency was pitching him and his team at 8:00AM. They knew Jordon wasn’t happy and was ready for a change, their presentation was basically a hail-Mary play to keep the business. About 9:45 the doors to the boardroom opened and the agency team walked out laughing and looking smug as hell as they passed by. They obviously were pleased with their last=ditch effort. Well, that was until Jordan pushed through the back of the group and yelled “KEVIN!! It’s so good to see you!!” And embraced me like we were long lost friends. If looks could kill, the look from his current Agency’s lead, Brenda, when he came towards me would have left me dead right there. She fake-smiled at us as she uncomfortably hugged Jordan goodbye and led her team out the door as the smugness quickly disintegrated from their faces.

“I’m so glad you’re here. Why don’t you all go in and set-up, while my guys clean-up.” Jordan said, then turned to Bill and said, “Why don’t you and I continue our conversation while they set-up” and they walked down the long hallway to Jordan’s office.

Meanwhile the team set-up, I could feel the nervous energy and said “Hey, we freaking got this. We’ve got awesome ideas, a smart strategy, and we know this product….and frankly, we know our shit. Let’s get this!” The mood lightened, and we continued to prep. A few of Jordan’s people came in to clean-up, replenish the coffee and bring us trays of pastries and fruit. First class hospitality all the way.” THIS was Jordan’s way and we built a campaign around it.

His team filed in at exactly 10:00 with Bill and Jordon right behind. We shook hands as we introduced ourselves to each other. I looked at Bill to start the show and he just said, “Why don’t you take over the introductions and jump into it.” So I did. I introduced the team and we spent the next hour knocking their socks off. We presented flawlessly, like a well-oiled machine. I was so proud of all of them. We did a Q&A in the end and it lasted for hours, they even brought lunch in. They asked very specific questions, they kind of thing you ask when you’re buying…not shopping. Jordon didn’t say much, he let his team do the work. At one point He said “I just have one question for your team. How many of you have spent at least on night at one of our hotels?” My entire team raised their hands. He said to bill “let’s talk” and they headed back to Jordan’s office again. Meanwhile his team kept asking questions, eventually they were asking our advice on internal projects and issues. We quickly went from pitching to being on the team. We HAD this!

When Bill and Jordan returned to the room, we took out final question from the team, said out goodbye’s and packed up. As we walked out of the office Jordon stopped me and said “Thanks for getting my team to think and work together. I appreciate your influence on them.” “Thank you for the opportunity, and the incredible hospitality.” He hugged me, and we left.

I texted Randy that the presentation went great and boarded the plane, I sat next to Bill on the way home. When we sat down I turned to him and asked “So, how do you think it went?

Bill turned to me and said, “It could not have gone better, and the best part was the look on that smug, bitch Brenda’s face when Joran passed her up to hug you.” We both laughed. After that, the flight home was quiet. Bill and I both pecked away at our laptops, every once in a while, Bill would ask me a budget or billing question about my proposal. At one point he said “This budget is massive, you’re not afraid to go big, are you?” The question was rhetorical and I knew he was impressed.

We landed about 6:30PM and Randy was waiting at the designated spot. I jumped in his car and hugged him tight “god I missed you so much” he said, “I missed you too, I can’t wait to get home.” Then I went on and on about the presentation. I talked all the way back to my house. When we walked in it smelled awesome. Randy already had dinner in the oven.

“Just a few more minutes,” he said. I walked through the kitchen and noticed something on the floor. Rose petals? A trail of them leading down the hallway. “Ignore that until after dinner, that’s dessert” Randy yelled from the kitchen. The dining room table was set elegantly, and Randy started bringing the food out. I sat down and noticed three place settings. Randy took his seat and I asked, “what’s with the extra place setting?” He smiled and ignored the question. Several minutes later the doorbell rang. “Answer it” He smiled and nodded towards the door.

I walked to the door and there stood my favorite ginger, shirtless with a rose in his mouth. Randy yelled from the dining room “guess who I ran into today” as he walked toward us. “I told Alex about us, and our arrangement. He asked if he could “break us in.”

“Hey sexy” Alex said as he kissed me “you too” He said pulling Randy into our kiss. I looked up and saw Bonnie peering out the window. I just waved as the three of us kissed passionately. Randy led us all into to the house and to the dining room table. We sat, ate and talked. We caught Alex up on everything, he was genuinely happy for us, he was also excited that he was our plaything for the night.

After dinner I followed the rose petals in to the bedroom, Alex and Randy followed me shedding their clothes on the way. When I got to the bedroom, the bed was covered in rose petals, the room was lit with candles, and there were chocolate covered strawberry’s, whipped cream and a jar of cherries sitting on the night stand along with a bottle of strawberry lube. The boys came in and pushed me onto the bed and started to strip me. I was naked except for my dress pants when my phone rang. It was Bill “Oh shit, he never calls me at night, guy, I’m sorry, I gotta take this” and I left the room.

“Hey, what’s up Bill? I answered as I paced nervously around the living room

“Hey Kev, so sorry to bug you at home so late”

“No problem, I just finished dinner,” I didn’t mention dessert.

“Can you meet me at 7:00AM for breakfast at The Egg?” He asked. The Egg was a greasy spoon breakfast place near the office that Bill liked.

“Sure, What’s up?” I asked

Bill hesitated, “We’ll talk at breakfast.”

“C’mon, don’t do this to me….did we win?”

“Yes. We did, congratulations, this one was all you….But there’s a contingency. We’ll talk in the morning. And keep it quiet, you’re the only one other than the partners who knows” He replied

“Thank you. Contingency?” I said

“In the morning. CONGRATULATIONS! This is a HUGE deal…for all of us.”

When I hung up the phone Randy was standing behind me “WELL? Did you get it? Did you win”

“WE WON!” I yelled unable to contain my excitement “WOO-HOO, let’s party” Alex yelled from the bedroom down the hall.

Randy pulled me into his naked body and hugged me “I am so proud of you, you worked hard for this” he whispered. We stood there for a moment in our embrace, and then he said, “C’mon it’s time for dessert and he led me to the bedroom. When we entered Alex was spread eagle on the bed covered in whipped cream, with cherries on his nipples and the strawberries laid out on his washboard abs. The candlelight made the red hairs on his arms, legs and hair shimmer. He truly was a beautiful specimen, and he was ours to devour.

“Congratulations, you’ve earned this,” Randy whispered as he kissed me and pushed me towards the bed. He was on the left, I was on the right. We plucked the cherries from Alex’s nipples and seductively fed them to each other. Then we started to lick the whipped cream off his muscular body, he moaned with every touch of our hungry tonhes. It was incredibly sensual. With Randy on his side and me on mine, our tongues devoured him, meeting in the middle every so often for soft kisses. We moved down to his abs and Randy held one of the strawberries to Alex’s lips and he licked it sensually, then bit it hard, his green eyes sparkling in the glow of the candlelight as he locked eyes with Randy. I just watched these two beautiful men enjoying each other. I repeated Randy’s move feeding Alex another strawberry and we locked eyes as he sensually devoured it.

There were two strawberries left and Randy and I fed them to each other while Alex looked on and murmured “Fuck that is hot.” I couldn’t wait any longer, I knew Alex’s pink, ginger dusted hole was waiting for me. I got between his legs and pushed them up to his chest and grabbed the can of whipped cream, covering my treat with it. I immediately darted my tongue into his hole as Randy took his entire cock down his throat. Alex let out an “oof” as he did and then transitioned into a continual moan, purring at our assault. My eyes were locked with Randy as he swallowed every inch of the ginger studs’ man-meat and I my tongue explored his hole. I was in my happy place….that sweet ginger ass. The three of us were lost in pure ecstasy as Randy and I shared this beautiful stud like he was a living sex-toy.

“I need you both in me” Alex grunted in a gruff, guttural voice, “I’ll be right back,” and he ran off to the shower to rinse off. He was back on the bed in mere seconds and on all fours. I got in front of him and he expertly swallowed my cock, Randy wasted no time taking up where I had left off devouring his pink hole. I just looked down and watched, I loved watching Randy as I felt the sensations of Alex’s talented mouth on my cock.

I started to fuck the beautiful face below me, slowly at first then faster and harder as I gripped his red locks. He massaged my balls ad he choked on my rock-hard missile. I was getting close and quickly pulled out “slow down, I don’t want to cum yet.”

“I want both your loads in me” Alex said in a quietly seductive voice. It was a command, not a suggestion. He stood up and reached for the strawberry lube and started slathering it on my dick as he gave it a few more licks to keep it hard. I laid on my back and Alex straddled me, practically impaling himself on my seven and a half inches of smoldering flesh. He leaned down to lick my neck and kiss my nipples.

I noticed that Alex had taken to his role as a sex toy like a fish to water while he let Randy and I be lovers. The three of us kissed a couple of times, Randy and I kissed passionately throughout the event, but there were no one-on-one kisses with Alex. Alex was there to provide an outlet for our passion and pleasure, and he seemed to revel in it.

Alex continued to slowly lift himself on and off my cock as Randy got behind him and licked my balls as he did. His tongue was pleasuring my balls, my hole and Alex’s hole as we lost ourselves in the sensation. Then Randy knelt behind Alex and slid his long slender dick up against mine and into Alex, stretching his tight hole as he did. We developed our rhythm quickly, one went in as the other went out, just as we had done with Chet our “masseur” in Vegas. I could feel every ripple and vein of Randy’s engorged phallus as it slid up and down mine all under the tight grip of Alex’s sphincter.

Alex’s hole contracted around us, and I grunted “I can’t fucking last you guys.” Randy and I quickened our pace and he said, “Get ready for our loads you fucking ginger stud.”

“fuck me, both or you fuck me, oh my god I’ve never felt this fucking full before.” I shot with a wail, at the same time Alex screamed and long hot jets of cum shot out of him the first landed on my face, I stuck out my tongue to taste it. By then Randy was wailing with us and I felt his dick pulsed against mine and the warmth of our mixed loads envelope bot of our cocks. Pure. Fucking. Animalistic. Ecstasy.

Randy pulled out and quickly moved to the head of the bed while Alex licked his dick clean and I bathed his balls with my tongue. The tastes, the smells, the new sensations were all so overwhelming. I just lie there as Rand and Alex dismounted me and moved to my sides. Randy whispered “Congratulations. Hard work pays off” and we ended our session with a three-way kiss.

Alex got up, got dressed and left Randy and I to bask in the afterglow. We took a quick shower and climbed into bed naked. This time, I was the big spoon as I whispered into Randy’s ear “Thanks for dessert.”

The next morning came quickly, I was up and on my way to The Egg to meet Bill by 6:30 leaving Randy to sleep in a little longer. I watched him sleep before kissed him. DAMMIT he’s so cute!He groggily waved to me as I said goodbye.

I made it to the Egg a few minutes before Bill and was waiting at our table. I stood as he approached the table and he embraced me and said “Congratulations. This is the biggest thing to ever happen to this agency.” I was glowing with pride inside.

The waitress came, took our order, poured the coffee and left. Bill jumped right in. “So, Jordan sent the contract. He accepted your entire proposal and even upped the budget because he wants to invest more in your umbrella strategy, so essential we landed the second hotel, the third hotel and the development of the corporate brand. That’s four accounts that more than double our current billings.

“So, what’s the contingency? I asked curiously

“You. You’re the contingency” He said as he put the last page of the contract on the table. There was a signature line with my name on it next to Bill’s “read the last paragraph above the signature lines.”

It basically said that I am to lead all of Jordan’s accounts (present and future), and I must have full decision making power for the agency. “No one has ever requested that of anyone other than a partner before…and frankly only partners have that kind of power. But he refuses to budge. It’s a deal breaker for him. He took me aside at the meeting twice to tell me that you’re the lynchpin here. We’ve been trying to get our foot in the door for over seven years, and you blew the hinges off it. We will have access to every property, this could be huge” He said in an extremely serious tone.

“So, how do we handle this?” I asked trying to maintain my composure…they needed me. Bad

“The partners met last night. Here’s our solution” he said as he put another document in front of me “You’ve only been here about two months. If we make you a partner it will ruffle too many feathers, hell any promotion will ruffle feathers, but we want to make you a VP effective immediately.” In 6 months we make you a partner on paper, and on your one year anniversary we announce it to the agency, all the details are in this document.” He dumped a lot on me in just a few seconds

“um…will Jordan go for it?” I stammered a little overwhelmed

“Yup. He understood our concerns and is willing to bend as long as we have you under contract and dedicated to his business.” I just stared at the piece of paper, at a loss for words as Bill continued “It’s a shitload of money and pretty much assures that you will be next in line to run this place when I retire in about ten years or whenever the hell that may be, provided you keep Jordan happy and don’t fuck up.” He laughed…kind of. “All the details are here. Take the day off and read it, do you know a lawyer who can look it over, if not I’ve can set you up.”

“My dad’s a lawyer, I can send it to him if you email me the document” I replied, “When do you need an answer?”

“today. If your dad has changes, we’ll do our best to work with him. It’s pretty standard, it outlines expectations, performance goals” he said as I thumbed through the document. I was skimming and saw the words “morality clause” and my heart sunk. Oh shit, does this mean they can fire me for being gay. I didn’t think through my words and blurted out “Bill, I’m gay, is that going to be in conflict with the morality clause.”

Bill laughed Heartily “We don’t care who you sleep with. Just don’t show up on the nightly news and take us and Jordan down with you.” I smiled weakly “Seriously, Kev, we don’t care, it’s advertising.” He said trying to reassure me “So, can I ask? Do you have someone special?”

"Yeah, I just started dating someone I knew back in college.”

“Awesome". Bill said, “We’re throwing a party on Thursday night to after the contract is signed to announce it to the agency and celebrate. Invite him. I want to meet him.” With that we finished breakfast, Bill went into the office, I went home to focus on the contract.

When I got home, Randy was just leaving “What are you doing back? Is everything alright” He asked.

“Everything is great. They gave me a promotion, shitloads of cash, and are going to make me a partner in 6 months if things go well.” I eked out still in disbelief

“FUCKING AWESOME! I am so proud of you!” He hugged me, and I started to cry a little. The emotions of my achievements and having someone to share it all with just took me over.

Randy left after I babbled the details “Good luck with your dad. Keep me posted. We’re going to celebrate tonight” he said as he rushed out the door Good luck topping last night” I replied as he jumped into his car.

I pulled out my laptop and saw that Bill had sent the PDF of both contracts. I forwarded them to my dad and called him immediately. He was overjoyed. I told him everything and told him I was coming back for homecoming this weekend. He made me vow to spend time with him and mom. That was my plan anyway.

I came to explore myself and discover what I could become. In two short months I had career opportunities beyond my wildest dreams and was falling in love with the perfect man. Yup. I was falling in love.

To be continued…