Exploring My True Self

Author's Note: This is my first published story. Your feedback, criticism, input and encouragement i welcome.

I could hardly see through the darkness as I felt my way down the narrow maze of hallways. A heavy odor of sweat, man musk, and sex enveloped my nostrils as I moved forward. Every so often another body clad in nothing, but a thin, rough terrycloth towel would rub up against mine as we passed, grazing their hand over my ass, or giving my crotch a friendly touch. I felt dirty, scared, excited, invigorated and about a million other indescribable emotions. But mostly, I felt free!

I had finally done it. At 30 years old I’d left my small midwestern life behind to move West to the big city and explore my true self. Standing at just 5’4, 130 pounds with an average body, dark wavy hair, and light brown eyes I was nothing spectacular. I guess you’d call me “cute” at best. My small stature and light-colored eyes got me some attention in the few gay bars I mustered the courage to enter back home. So, here I was, roaming the dark halls of a bathhouse, basically naked except for the tiny cloth that hardly qualified as a towel wrapped around my waist. A BATHHOUSE! ME! I never thought I’d have the guts to leave my closet much less come to a place like this, but the darkness masking my identity made me feel anonymous and safe. The more my eyes adjusted the more worried I became that someone would recognize me even though I didn’t know many people here yet. But lust and desire overshadowed fear and I kept moving through the maze.

I walked through an opening on my right that led to another maze of small cubicles with glory holes. As my eyes continued to adjust I saw a young guy down on his knees pressing his face up against one of the cubical walls, then pulling back, his chiseled muscles flexing with every movement. I stopped to watch as he pulled back completely giving me a good look at the giant cock poking through the hole. It was Beautiful! Uncut with a downward curve and hard as a steel pipe. I’d never seen anything like it. The young guy on his knees glanced back at me with tears in his eyes as he wiped the sweat off his forehead. His face was as chiseled as his back and arms although the rest of his features were hard to make out in the darkness. His mischievous grin turned into a full-blown smile that broke through the darkness. It was clear he loved having an audience as he turned his focus back to the drooling cock in front of him. With its unusual curve, the cock seemed custom made for his young throat. 

He put on an incredible show for me deep throating the nine-plus inch phallus. He worked it up and down with his hand as he pulled back and teased the head with his tongue, then went down on it again. The flimsy walls shook as the cock pushed its way deeper down his throat. He kept going with enthusiasm being rewarded with consistent moans of pleasure coming louder and louder over the wall. The young man’s pace quickened as he turned his head slightly, stared straight into my eyes and kept going taking me on the journey with him. The walls shook harder and the moans got louder. It was so intense that I swear I could feel the cock going down my own throat. Suddenly a deep voice with a deep German accent whispered loudly from the other side of the wall “I’m cumming.” The young hunk didn’t miss a beat, he worked the curved cock with even more vigor. With a loud groan the man on the other side of the wall buried himself deep in the young god’s throat and shot stream after stream of hot, thick jizz into his gullet. The hunk swallowed every drop before coming up for air. He stood, turned, took a couple steps towards me as he grabbed the back of my head and pulled my mouth up to his feeding me the load he had just earned. I never saw it coming. Yeah, I had tasted my own cum a couple of times, but that was the extent of my experience. The taste was completely new to me. Salty, sweet, pungent. I never knew anything could be this incredibly hot. Before I could react, his hand reached for my tiny towel and pushed it to the floor as his lips started to work their way from my lips down my body, sucking on one nipple while he pinched the other, switching back and forth. With his free hand he pulled hard on my balls. The combination of pain and pleasure was almost unbearable. His lips continued to move down the front of my body following the trail to my seven-and-a-half-inch cock. He took it deep down his throat with one swallow as his one hand continued working my nipples and other mercilessly pulled my balls even tighter. I was in pure ecstasy. His hand left my nipple as he pulled a small brown bottle seemingly out of nowhere and held it under my right nostril telling me to inhale, I did as I was told then he moved the bottle to my left nostril and I inhaled again. I had no idea what poppers were at the time, but DAMN! My surroundings slowly disappeared until nothing was left except the extreme pleasure this guy was giving my cock and balls. As I felt my eyes roll back into my head, I closed them and leaned against the wall as waves of unsurmountable pleasure coursed through my body. The feeling was almost other-worldly. I was so entranced that I didn’t even notice the second set of hands caressing my body until a wet finger tried to invade my hole. My eyes shot open and I looked up to see a beautiful blue-eyed, blond-haired man, in his late twenties, about 6’ tall with a broad, smooth chest and a perfect smile. I looked down to see the awesome, curved cock that was sticking through the hole minutes earlier, still hard (I could’ve picked that dick out of a line up). “Cum for me” he said with his intoxicating accent. I was fighting to hold on, I wanted this to last forever. Then suddenly the young stud between my legs pulled up off my tool, grabbed the blond by the wrist and pulled his hand from my hole almost yelling “NO!” then he whispered, “Let’s take this to my room.”

We followed the young man through the maze to his room introducing ourselves along the way. The German hunk held out his hand and introduced himself as Max, the younger guy was Alex and I introduced myself as Kevin. When we entered Alex’s room the light was still dim, but I could make out the features of my two companions. Damn! Like I said, Max was blonde, about 6’ tall, 190 pounds, lean and toned. His chest was smooth with a happy trail that led to a trimmed blond patch just above his magnificent manhood. His balls were smooth, and his ass dusted with the perfect amount of blonde fur. Then there was Alex. A perfect specimen in his early twenties standing about 5’9” with a wrestler’s build. In the dim light I could see his ruddy red hair, piercing green eyes, and smooth white skin. A ginger! Score! For the first time I saw his thick, cut 8” cock. It was hard and thick, just a solid piece of meat adorned by the most tempting red bush. His ass was perfection with a hairy crack and a sweet little pink hole. Other than that, his body was mostly hairless. I couldn’t believe that I was standing here with these two hot guys, naked and ready to play. “THIS… is why I moved here” I thought to myself.

We shut the door and started exploring each other with our hands, mouths and tongues. Rubbing our bodies together while we got to know every inch of each other. Alex and Max gently pushed me onto the tiny bed. Alex went back to work on my cock, taking it deep down his throat while Max knelt at the foot of the bed and started sucking my balls, taking them one at a time into his warm mouth gently at first then with more lust and force. His finger started to circle my hole again. Two mouths enveloping my cock and balls while four hands started to explore every inch of my body. These two incredible studs were totally out of my league. How the hell was I the center of their attentions? It was all so overwhelming. Alex took a hit from the poppers bottle while sucking my dick then passed it to Max who inhaled deeply once, then twice then handed the bottle to me. In just seconds all three of us were euphoric, exploring each other passionately with total abandon. Nothing else mattered except this moment. I was never so present in my life.

I pulled Alex off my dick, flipped him on to his stomach and pulled his ass up. There was this perfect ginger, haunches down and ass up just inches from my face. I spread his cheeks with both hands and moved my face closer taking in his sweet, spicy scent. I don’t know what came over me but for the first time in my 30 years of life my tongue entered another man’s ass. It was fucking glorious. I was possessed. I pushed my face deep into his ass crack as the little red hairs danced around my tongue and nose as I pushed in deeper and deeper. The feel, the taste, the smell, ALL OF IT! I couldn’t get enough. Alex was squirming and moaning at my touch, pushing his ass into my face. Both of his hands reached back and pulled my head into him as he yelled “Eat that hole, come on, eat it, Kevin.” My nose was smashed against his crack, I wanted to taste every inch of this ginger god. All of a sudden, I felt Max’s tongue enter my hole from behind (hell, I was so into Alex’s ass that I almost forgot this German hunk was in the room). His assault was hard and deep and came without warning. It was fucking awesome. “Fuuuuuck!!!” I screamed out. No one had ever done that to me before. I started to tongue fuck Alex in rhythm with Max’s invasion of my own hole. Alex was still writhing and his moans became louder as he cried “I’m coming! Fuck, I’m coming!” He pulled me as tight as he could against his hole as he shot his seed all over the sheets of the tiny bed without ever touching his cock. Max responded by pushing his tongue deep into my ass while he pulled my cock back underneath me, spit on his hand and start to stroke me in unison with his tongue fucking. I was moaning uncontrollably and screamed “Keep going, I’m gonna come! I’m cumming! Fuuuuuuck!!!” With that Max flipped me onto my back, lifted my legs straight up and continued his assault on my manhole. Alex jumped up and whispered “that’s mine. I earned it” as he took my dick deep and massaged it with his throat …. that was it, I was gone. I shot stream after stream of cum down his throat and he milked every drop out of me. No sooner did he pull off me when Max leaned over, his lips meeting Alex’s and his tongue invading his mouth trying get his share of my seed. I sat up on my elbows and looked on in awe. Two hot guys hovering above me…. naked…fighting over my load.

Damn! This was the right move.