Exploring My True Self

We went backstage and Charlie was nowhere to be found. Apparently, he pulled on his shorts and ran out the backdoor with his clothes under his arm and his tail between his legs. Monday at the office was bound to be interesting, but I really wasn’t worried. I’m sure he knew I was there even though he couldn’t see my face, however, his ego is so big that the humiliation will likely force him to keep his mouth shut. To admit that someone got the best of him goes against his nature.

“So, do you feel better?” I asked Randy as we all got in the car with our clothes pulled over our leather gear.

“I had him right there. I could’ve hurt him, but all I wanted was for him to acknowledge he hurt me. It finally feels like it’s over.” He answered.

“Closure.” I said very matter of fact.

“Closure” randy repeated with a contented smile. “Whose idea was this anyway?! It was mind-blowing.”

“Antonio’s. He saw Charlie at breakfast with me last week and asked him out before he knew the story. Once I told him everything he concocted this off-the-fucking-wall insane plan. He made most of the arrangements, and it actually came together” I said as Randy hugged me

“Master Ash?” Alex snickered from the back seat

“That was my idea – Master Randy sounded so….I dunno…so…” I said before Adam interrupted.

“Gay. The word you want is gay. Master Randy sounds gay” Adam blurted out and we all laughed. “Where do you think Charlie went?”

“Probably half way back to New York by now,” Alex said

“No.” Randy responded “If I know him he burned all his bridges there too. Charlie isn’t exactly known for his graceful exits.”

“Maybe you got through to him, you could’ve brought the pain, but you didn’t. I’m proud of the way you handled yourself. You were in total control, and that pain speech! Where the fuck did that come from?” I said impressed.

“I have no idea” Randy said shaking his head, “I felt it. I saw him there and I realized I could hurt him, Bad. But that’s not want I wanted to do. I never wanted to hurt him. Then the words just flowed out.”

“You were fucking amazing” I said and leaned over from the driver’s seat to kiss him

“And hot as fuck” Alex said from the back “You looked incredible up there, every guy in that room wanted you.”

“Me? What about you guys, the whole scene was so hot! I’m not really into that whole scene, but you guys were beautiful. My dick is still hard, How the hell I didn’t cum I have no idea.”

Just then my phone dinged, it was a text from Antonio. I told Randy to read it while a drove. “He sent a bunch of pics… holy shit!! Look at us!!” he said then forwarded them to his own phone and Adam and Alex. I was dying to look but my eyes were on the road as we headed back to the hotel. The rest of the ride to the hotel was energized with conversation, the adrenaline was flowing. We were all on an incredible high.

We parked the car in the parking garage and took the elevator up to our floor. We were still laughing and swapping stories when the elevator opened. As we got closer to the room we saw someone sitting on the floor, leaning against the door. It was Charlie.

He stood and approached Randy “Can I talk to you alone for a minute?” He said meekly. Randy looked at us and nodded, we entered the room and left them in the hallway to talk. We tried to listen through the door but couldn’t hear, after a few minutes I looked through the peephole. The hallway was empty.

The three of us took off our gear and laid on the beds in our jockstraps. Adam and Alex on their bed, me on ours. It was at least an hour before Randy returned. We all stared at Randy as he stepped through the doorway.

“What?” he said as he looked at us all with the grin of his.

“What do you mean “what?” Tell us what the hell happened I yelled back anxious for the details.

“We went up to the bar and had a drink. the bottom line is I got to say the things I needed to say to him two years ago, and he actually apologized. It’s done, and I never want to talk about it again.” He said as he pulled his Tee-shirt over his head revealing his leather harness. He walked toward the bathroom and said, “I’m washing my fucking arm now” and we all cracked up.

When he walked back into the room we couldn’t help but stare. He stood there in his Jeans and harness. He truly was a sexy man. He shed his pants. All four of us were still in our leather jocks, and Randy with his harness still on. The room smelled like leather, sweat, and a combination of our four very distinct odors. The air was so sexually charged.

Randy looked down on the three of us sitting on the beds and said “you” as he looked at me “move to the other bed.” I just sat there, and he added “NOW” in a commanding voice I couldn’t resist. I moved to the other bed and sat between Adam and Alex. We all just stared at Randy while he took inventory of our bodies and contemplated his next move.

“All three of you… move to the end of the bed, get on all fours and present your asses” He commanded. The three of us just looked at each other trying to decide if we were going to play or not.

Adam broke the silence with a “Yes, SIR” as he got into position and complied. Alex and I followed suit. There we were, the three of us wearing leather jockstraps with our asses in the air awaiting instruction. I was in the middle with Adam on my right and Alex on my left. Randy walked slowly from one side of the bed to the other dragging his hand across our displayed asses as he did. He walked back and forth a few times then stopped behind Adam moving his fingers up and down his ass trench as Adam moaned. He spit on Adam’s hole and inserted a finger as he moved his free hand to my ass and started to caress it gently, the “SLAP” he hit me hard, and caressed me again. It was thrilling as he took control, he was so commanding.

He moved behind me and lowered himself, I could feel his hot breath on my exposed pucker. The middle finger of his right hand was still working Adam’s hole when he leaned to his left and spit on Alex’s hole and inserted the middle finger of his left hand into his tight, waiting ass ring. Suddenly I felt him lick the length of my ass trench and then insert his hot tongue into my hole. Oh my god it felt great.

Adam moved his face towards mine and came in for a kiss. His tongue pushed its way past my wet lips, I moaned as our tongues met and danced. I pulled away and turned towards Alex and leaned in, repeating the kiss. Both Adam and Alex started rubbing their hands up and down my body while Alex tongue fucked me, still fingering the other two studs. I toggled between Alex and Adam, becoming the conduit in our three-way kiss While Randy turned our asses into his own personal playground.

Randy released our assed and stood behind me. He climbed onto the bed and mounted me. Alex moved under me in a sixty nine. We all shed our jockstraps and he took my throbbing cock down his throat. Adam came over and started to feed me his Marine dick. The four of us were all connected, devouring each other’s bodies in the heat of the moment.

Adam leaned over and kissed Randy, soon they were locked in a passionate make out session over my back. I’d be lying if I didn’t say I was a little jealous. Sex with others is awesome, but I love the intimacy of kissing Randy, and that should be reserved for me. We didn’t have a rule, but I decided I was going to ask him to save kissing for me after this. But for now, I wasn’t going to let it upset me, instead I was going to enjoy the moment. So I put all my energy into throating Adam’s ample Marine cock ad I welcome Randy’s long, slender manhood into my ass. Randy knew how to hit all the right spots and I was extremely close to shooting my load down the ginger studs throat.

I could feel Alex stroking his own cock underneath me and felt him moan over my cock as he shot his seed onto my abs and chest above him. Adam started pounding his dick into my mouth, face fucking me as Randy drilled into me from behind. Both my holes were being ravaged mercilessly as the ginger stud tried to milk my cock. Adam Grunted loudly “I’m cumming.” Spurring Randy to pump harder and smack my ass a couple of times.

Randy and I shot our loads at the same time, mine going down Alex’s throat, his going deep into my bowels. At the same time I was still choking down Adam’s load. The love of my life breeding me, my mouth full of the sweet cum of a hot Marine, and a ginger stud milking my seven and a half inches dry. There was not a nerve-ending in my body that wasn’t exposed and raw at that moment as my body involuntarily pumped and moved at the whim of my three partners. I was their sex-toy and I loved it. I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be the center of attention for three incredible studs like this, but here I was.

We all lay there catching our breath for a moment, then randy and I moved to our own bed and did my favorite thing. Spooned. Tonight I was the little spoon.

The next morning we got up about 10:00 and went up for brunch to what was quickly becoming my “usual spot” when I was in Vegas. Antonio was working as usual and came over to the table. “Good morning, men. That was a hell of a show last night.”

Randy looked at him and said “Thank you. Thank you for helping me finish this with Charlie.”

“My pleasure. I heard you finally got to say what was on your mind.” Antonio said, and Randy shot me a look.

“I didn’t say anything to him” I said.

“Charlie told me. He came looking for me after he got over the shock. He was embarrassed, but I think he knows he got what he deserved. So…I gave him a memorable night. Of course between my gaping hole and his tiny dick, that wasn’t too easy.” Antonio shared while the four of us broke out in laughter.

After brunch we just took in Vegas as four friends. We checked out the strip, gambled a little, tried to see whatever we could. We ended the night by seeing Celine Dion. The best part of the show was watching Adam, this muscle-bound Marine, screaming like a teenage girl at a Justin Bieber concert. He was absolutely star struck. I swear he cried when she walked on stage. He was such a nice guy, and he and Alex made a very hot couple. Randy and I weren’t too bad either, the four of us turned a lot of heads.

We got up early on Sunday morning to head back to Phoenix. I wanted to spend the afternoon relaxing, do some grocery shopping, and then decompress. Thursday was Thanksgiving and Randy and I decided to spend our first Holiday at home together. We invited Alex and Adam to enjoy us for a nice quiet dinner with all the trimmings and a quiet evening at our house.

Both our mothers were pissed that we weren’t coming home, and we had to agree to spend Christmas with both of them to get them off our backs. Christmas eve at the Ashton’s, and Christmas day with the Nicholls’ clan. We were both terrified and looking forward to it at the same time.

The ride back to Phoenix was a lot of fun. Just a couple of months ago we were all complete strangers, then one night of not-so-anonymous sex at a bathhouse brought us together. Now the four of us were like old friends. I was so excited about spending our first holiday together.

To be continued…