Exploring My True Self

The Alarm went off at 6AM and I woke up in Randy’s arms again. I don’t think I ever had a better night’s sleep.

“Hey” he said, “Time to get up, breakfast will be here in a minute and we gotta get you home.”

“I AM home, Randy” I whispered back then turned to face him. “What the hell happened last night?”

“Hopefully the best date of your life and a night we’ll never forget.” He answered as he touched my cheek and kissed me. “Was it more memorable than your date with Aaaaaaalex” He said emphasizing my name in the same snotty voiced I used for Adam.

Thinking back to the night the leather clad Ginger god had me tied to his bed and took my anal virginity, I said “well they were both memorable, but this date was the best because I was with you,” as soon as I said it I realized how cheesy it sounded.

Randy broke into a huge grin and said, “My romanticism is rubbing off on you.”

“Man, I had no clue you were such a cheesy romantic, and I freaking love it.”

“So, did it work? Did my over-the top cheesy romanticism win me a chance with the boy of my dreams?” He said still stroking my cheek.

I laughed “It sure as fuck did.” Suddenly there was a knock on the door

“Hide or get decent” Randy said as he got out of bed, grabbed a robe from the closet and answered the door “I ordered breakfast for us last night, so we could eat early and maybe take a shower before we head out of here.”

I jumped up and headed to the bathroom. When I came out there were two covered, silver serving platters on the small table in the corner of the room. There was a pot of coffee ready for us and a vase with a single rose sitting at my place. I sat down, and he reached over and touched my hand. “So, are you officially my boyfriend?” He asked

“What does that look like?” I said seriously

“We get to know each other, experience life and build a history….and hopefully decide to build a future together.” He said

“I like that.” I smiled at him “But, what about sex?” I asked “I mean…there are different kinds of relationships. Do you see us as monogamous?”

“I’ve been thinking about this lot. Do I see us in a monogamous relationship? Someday, absolutely.” He replied

“Me too, but, we’re both still figuring out what turns us on, and frankly I LOVE when we play together. I love fucking someone else with you. It’ll be even hotter when I know you’re going home with me at the end.” I said

“That’s only gonna work if we’re 100% honest and upfront with each other at all times. No sneaking around, no “just this one time without him. We do this together” he said attacking the giant breakfast in front of him. “We have to talk about it. We decide together if it’s right, and we don’t hide our feelings.”

“And the other always has veto power. We NEVER force each other into anything.” I said wolfing down my eggs and sausage. “Honestly, I think we’re both just starting to discover ourselves sexually, and I’m not sure I’m ready to give that up yet. I want to explore with you.“

“I want to explore with you too,” Randy put down his fork, got up, stood behind my chair, embraced me from behind and whispered in my ear “Then, we’re official?”

I turned to kiss him whispering “Yup. You’re my bitch now.”

Randy laughed “who you calling bitch? Bitch.” The kissed me again. “Let’s take a shower before we check out.” I stood up and he led me to the shower to enjoy the last minutes of our first date. I brushed my teeth as he turned on the water, when I finished and stepped in he was already soaped up and hard.

I dropped to my knees and grabbed his dick, licking around the head, then down the shaft, I could feel every vein with my tongue. I went back up to the head and pushed my tongue in his sit. Randy had his head his hips arched out and his head thrown back as the back as he rinsed his hair. His moans were echoing throughout the small tiled room. As I was working his cock with my mouth and massaged his balls with my left hand, my free hand reached for the soap.

I lathered up my fingers and started to tease his sweet little hole and gently inserted y index finger as Randy purred. Hearing his reaction I added my middle finger and started moving them in a circular motion. He readily opened up for me and I added a third finger. As tight as Randy was, he was taking whatever I gave him. He reached down and pulled me up by my shoulders as he turned toward the shower wall, offering me his taught, perfect ass.

I moved in an rubbed my swollen cock up and down his ass trench, I was on the tis of my toes trying to make up for the height difference. He reached back and cupped my ass, pulling closer and into him, his sphincter eagerly accepted my manhood and I slowly pushed until I hit bottom and my bush met his ass. I embraced him, and my hands met on his wet, hairy chest as the water cascading around us. There was something so indescribably intimate about that moment. I was in him, he was moving his hips to match my long, slow, loving strokes. Our bodies were melding together and is was so wonderful.

I heard Randy grunt each time my strokes grazed his prostate. We were moving slow when Randy Whispered, “I’m so close, let’s cum together.” He didn’t have to ask twice, our rhythm sped up, but we were still perfectly in sync. I felt my orgasm building in my balls and working its way up my shaft “Oh god, I’m gonna cum, Randy, fuck” His hand grabbed his own cock and he started to stroke briskly, it took but a second before he said “me too, shit! I’m cumming, I’m cumming.” Then both of our words were replaced with guttural sounds and I started shooting my cum up has ass while he spilled his seed on the shower wall. It was intense as fuck. As we kept our rhythm going trying to milk every drop and every bit of pleasure from the moment. Finally I stopped, leaning against Randy and pushing him to the wall my body weight pinning him there as we both panted and gasped for breath, my dick still throbbing, but softening inside him.

He reached back and grabbed the back of my head while he grunted softly “Oh my fucking god, that was so intense, this is so fucking right.” All I could do was nod before my lips met his. It was incredible.

It was past 7:30 when we grabbed our stuff and headed to the car to head home, I saw Randy grab the rose from the table and put it in his pocket with the cork from last night. My presentation was a week away and I had a big work week ahead of me.

I was staring forward as Randy drove “Let me know if Bill’s cool with you taking time off. If he is, I’ll book our flights tonight, we should still be able to get a decent deal.” Randy said “Cool. I’ve got a one-on-one with him after our team meeting, I’ll ask him then” I replied.

About a half hour later we pulled up to my house. “Thank you for the best first date ever!” I said as I embraced Randy, I really didn’t want to let him go. It felt so damn good to hold him tight like that. “I gotta go, big week ahead, I’ll text you later.” As I got out of the car I saw Bonnie next door watching again and I waved wildly like a little kid, Randy started to laugh and do the same. Bonnie just shot me and embarrassed smile as I walked into the house and Randy drove away.

I threw on fresh clothes, grabbed my computer bag and jumped in the Jeep. The traffic sucked, and it took me an extra 20 minutes to get to work, but I made it for the weekly team meeting. The meeting went well, my one-on-one with Bill went well, he was impressed with the progress I made on the presentation since we last met, and fine with me taking next Friday off telling me I’d need the rest because once we won this account it’s be “balls to the wall” I laughed harder at that than I should have picturing Randy in the shower earlier that morning. I spent the rest of the day locked in a conference room with the pitch team tweaking and practicing our presentation. This would be my life for the rest of the week. We intended on winning this.

I texted Randy to tell him the trip was on and bitched about how busy I was. That was pretty much my only contact with the world outside my office. Randy booked the tickets instantly before I could back out.

I finally left the office about 8:00 at night, I hadn’t eaten anything all day and was just wiped out. I couldn’t wait to get home. When I pulled in the driveway I saw Randy’s car parked there, my heart jumped, and I got a second wind. I pulled in next to his car. It was empty. I went into the house and I could see him through the French doors, just sitting on the patio, he stood up and walked to the door when he saw the lights go on. I walked over and let him in and hugged him tight. I don’t think I was ever happier to see anyone in my life “What are you doing here?” I asked as I held him with my head buried in his chest.

He lifted a bag of Chinese food “You said you didn’t eat all day, so, I brought you this. I know you’re busy so I’m just gonna drop this off an let you get back to it.”

“The fuck you are!” I said, “Eat with me and stay here tonight…please!!!” I begged him to stay. He did. We ate, I bored him with details of my day, then we went to bed and just cuddled. I woke up in his arms for the third day in a row and thought to myself“I never want to sleep alone again.” Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday were all more of the same with Randy bringing me dinner every night. He listened as I went through my presentation. He gave me great input on my presentation style and asked great questions. He made me better. I’d be ready for anything they threw at us. Every night ended with me falling asleep in his arms, and every morning started with me waking up as his little spoon. He spent so much time waiting for me to get home that I decided to give him a key to my house.

When I finally got home late Friday night, Randy was already in my kitchen making me dinner. Cooking for ME! No one had ever done that for me before. That’s when it hit me, he’d been taking care of me all week. Dinner together, listening to my presentation, sleeping here, none of that was for him, it was all about me. He made some incredible shrimp dish for dinner, I have no clue what it’s called but I couldn’t get enough. He started with a salad and ended with desert. He made a freaking apple pie. He could really cook. This guy was everything. I can’t believe he’d been lurking in the shadows all these years and when he stepped into the spotlight, all I saw was a fuck buddy….damn, I’m an idiot.

We stripped and got into bed with Randy spooning me. I was tired but needed him in me. I pushed my ass back onto his cock silently requesting his attention. He obliged by rubbing his dick up and down my smooth crack. I could feel it grow as it moved slowly up and down my trench, teasing my hot hole. My hole contracted with every gentle touch of his head. He quietly reached into my nightstand and grabbed the bottle of lube, I soon felt one finger, then two, then three invade my ass. I pushed back with every movement. Soon he pulled his fingers back, just for a few second, I was empty, then I felt the prize. The head of Randy’s long, slender flesh penetrated my yearning hole as his arms wrapped tighter around my torso and his tongue played with my earlobe. He was making love to me slowly, it was wonderful, but I needed a long overdue fucking, so I reached back to grab his as and impaled myself onto his throbbing fuck-stick. In and out, faster and faster, pulling almost all the way out then slamming mercilessly into me and hitting my prostate over and over.

“You want me to breed your ass, dontcha’?” he growled into my ear “You want your man’s load. That’s your fucking load, come on grip my cock” He was begging me to milk him and I did, my sphincter squeezed his dick as tight as it could, the released. I looked down as my cock bounced against my flat stomach, without warning it started to shoot up towards my chest as I lay on my side. “Fuuuuuck,’ I wailed, Randy started to grunt as he pounded his load dee within my bowels. His pace slowed as we huffed and tried to catch our breath. Within a few minutes we were just lying there, his arms around me, his dick in me, and my front covered with cum. That’s how we fell asleep.

My weekend was spent at the office with more tweaking and rehearsing. But we were ready. Monday was the big day, and there was no way in hell we were losing this.

To be continued…