Tackling The World

Laying with Scott’s arms wrapped around me, I smile feeling the warmth of his body around mine, the cum still all over our bodies. I don’t move knowing how good it feels having his big arms wrapped around my body and his still hard cock pushing into my leg which turns me on. We lay there together I check my phone for no new messages and I feel Scott kissing my neck. “Morning sexy,” he says as he kisses me and I turn my head back kissing his lips.

“That was amazing last night just having you inside me and being inside you, I think that was our hottest fuck yet bro,” I say as we can’t stop kissing each other and his hands running down my body feeling my cock. “Have anything left for breakfast?” Scott says winking at me with a cheeky smirk on his face.

“I think I could manage a round of breakfast fun if you’re definitely up for it,” I say to Scott as he cuddles into me and slides down my body so that he can put his mouth on my morning wood that is growing. This morning he doesn’t take any time in teasing my cock and goes straight into sucking the head and moving down the shaft, his nose hitting my skin as he goes up and down working his tongue around my cock. The feeling of his mouth on my shaft is amazing and I’m already leaking pre in Scott’s mouth.

The feeling of his mouth working my cock is relaxing me and I let Scott do all the work as he blows my cock, going faster and faster just taking it all in his mouth, as he goes deep with all of my shaft disappearing into his mouth and down his throat.

I don’t know how long he blows my cock for because I’m in the zone and blow a load of cum down his throat and all over his face as he leans into the kiss me again as my load is still on his tongue as we kiss. Soon after Scott crawls up and leans over my pecs and rubs his hard meat over my chin before feeding me his cock which I eagerly swallow taking it all in as he starts to throat fuck me.

His load building quickly and already putting pre on my tongue which I swallow eagerly enjoying it back down my throat even though it was only a few hours ago that I last tasted my favourite load. The feeling of Scott’s cock inside my mouth is only overshadowed by when he puts it in my tight pink hole, but I moan as he feeds me his meat and leaks his pre all over my tongue.His speed picks up as his cock leaks more and more cum before eventually, he blows his load down my throat. I slightly gag on the cum but I manage to take it all down my throat as he finishes and falls back on the bed.

“Fucking hell… that’s one way to start the morning,” he says laughing as he gets up, cum all over his body and chin. I smile before turning the conversation serious “There’s a favour I want to ask you if you’re not busy tonight can you come with me to dinner at my parents please” I say pleading with him “I know it’s a big ask but I just need an ally with me there and I think it might be good for them to show that we aren’t just friends but more than friends” I say as Scott raises his eyebrow at my comments.

“So you want me to come to dinner with your parents with you?” he says a bit unsure about things with my parents. I look back at him “I get that it’s a big favour but I just need an ally with me there to help me get through things with them”.

Scott looks at me and hugs me “As much as I’m behind you all the way, this is something that you will need to deal with on your own because it’s their invitation to you, and bringing me along is probably going to escalate things a lot more”. I nod and get Scott’s point as we go in and shower together, cleaning our bodies off we kiss and make out again before we get out and Scott gets ready for work. I look at him “Sorry I even asked about coming to dinner with me”.

Scott shakes his head “If I was in your position, I’d be asking the exact same thing but, in the end, I know that it would cause more problems than what it would be worth doing”. I smile and finish getting dressed, Scott picks up the spare card key that was sitting on the desk “I’ll wait here for you to get back so you can at least have some company tonight because again I don’t want you to be alone”.

I give Scott a massive hug and kiss him on the cheek “You are truly amazing Scott, I don’t know what you call our relationship but I just know that I’m so lucky to have a guy like you in my life” I smile at Scott and he hugs me “Well, we are dating so I guess we are boyfriends” he says out loud.

Surprised by what he says I stop for a minute “I thought you weren’t looking to settle into anything?” I ask Scott as he finishes getting ready “Well what I said I wanted was fun and being with you meant that I still got a whole lot of fun and the whole going out on dates thing is fun so why not try it” he says winking with a wry smile that tells me that he is more into this than what he is letting on.

He leaves for work and I sit in the hotel just on my laptop answering emails and just surfing the web, my searches see me looking for apartments in Sydney, just seeing what is available and around not really certain about what the future holds for me especially now if Scott sees as a couple now as well. I sit there for a few hours watching TV at the same time before heading out to wander around the city and take some time to myself to explore again the city that has changed so much in the time that I’ve been away.

I head down to Chinatown and get some lunch and just relax before tonight. I do some shopping around Sydney buying some new underwear and clothes to take home with me before I head back to the hotel and start to get ready to head to my parents for dinner. I take my time to ensure that I’m prepared for anything that comes my way and I get dressed and head to my parents.To ensure that I don’t arrive empty-handed, I stop by Eddie’s to pick up some dessert options for everyone and to show that I really want to make an effort for everything to go right. I head to my parents’ place and park out the front again and knock on the door. I don’t know what sort of reaction that I will get but Dad answers the door and doesn’t say much to me but lets me in before he goes back into the living room.

I wander out to the kitchen where mum is busy cooking away “Joshua, you made it” she says coming over and hugging me like I’m a friend of the family rather than her son, but it’s still an effort which is all I’m wanting from my family at the moment. I sit down at the breakfast bar after grabbing a drink from the fridge “How are you Mum after the party?” I ask her to bring up the subject away from Dad listening but Mum doesn’t really listen to the question, trying to either forget about what happened or just not wanting to discuss it.

“Ok, we just came home and went to bed, how was Isabella?” she says trying to change the topic “Isabella was extremely tired but had a good time with everyone there” I answer trying to keep the conversation going and not make things any more awkward than what they already are. The tension in the air is very noticeable as my father still doesn’t bother to say anything to me even with my mother glaring at him every time he comes into the room. I sit there looking around, noticing that my picture is still up on the wall from when I made my debut playing footy. “You still have all my footy pictures up on the wall I see?”.

Mum looks at me and nods “Of course we do Joshua, we have always been proud of what you managed to do playing football and managing to graduate from university too”. I sit there and smile as it looks there might still be plenty of hope for our relationship as a family. Mum looks at the clock repeatedly “Everything ok mum?” I ask her.

“Of course it is, just seeing how long it is before I need to finish everything off and your brother should’ve been here by now,” she says as my face screws up, not really wanting to see my brother who has been the treasure of Dad for a long time. “Alex is coming tonight too?” I ask her now worried again about how everything will go tonight.

Before she answers, my brother, his wife, and kids come through the door screaming, I can hear Dad’s voice rise “Alex and Laura you’re here” he says giving them both a big hug as the kids run out to see their grandma, both looking at me with dirty looks. She hugs them and then says to them “Are you going to say hello to Uncle Josh?” I sit there and they both ignore me as if I’m a monster that is going to eat them and they go back to their parents.

My brother walks out “Joshy” and gives me a big hug like everything is perfect in the family when it clearly isn’t. My relationship with my brother isn’t what you would call bad but he never stepped in to protect me when my family cut me off and stopped talking to me which upset me more than anything. I smile at him “You’re looking good bro” I say as his shirt clings to his body deliberately to show off compared to me seeing as I’ve always been bigger.

Dinner is a tense affair with really only my brother and mother trying to start conversations with me but Dad and Laura are quick to change the topic which I can see is making mum annoyed but to not upset the apple cart she doesn’t say anything which frustrates me but I grin and bear it for a while. Laura continues to bring up the kids and everything about her work and steps in anytime Mum asks me about my trip with Dad encouraging her to continue to talk over me.

I finally get the huff “Am I actually allowed to answer a question tonight that I get asked without the topic getting changed by either Dad or Laura?” I say out loud with Dad rolling his eyes as I do it “Do you need to be so rude Joshua, I thought we raised you better than to not be so damn selfish”.

My anger building, I don’t say anything but just get up and walk “I knew this would be a bad idea tonight but I at least thought we might be able to get through this like adults but I was wrong” I stand up “Thank you for inviting me Mum and Dinner has been lovely, I hope you enjoy the cake that I brought but I can’t stay here any longer”.

I walk out as my brother follows me “Josh wait” he says as I head out the front “Don’t go, I’m sorry for what’s going on in there it’s not on and I told Laura that but you know what she is like”. I stand there and nod “Yeah well it’s nothing new, I mean I’ve had to deal with it since coming out, and not once have I ever had any support from anyone in this family”.

Alex looks at me “That’s not true bro, I’ve always supported you and checked in on you with everything” he says gesturing me to sit down. “Well honestly bro, it doesn’t feel like that at the moment because you message me at Christmas and my birthday and that’s about it and not once did you step in and tell anyone in the family to leave off the hate”.

Alex nods and puts his head down “I know man and I do feel bad about that but I didn’t want to risk everything with the family because I saw what happened to you as well”. I nod in agreement with Alex but I know definitely that I don’t agree with him totally but can understand where he is coming from.

I look at him as he asks me to come back inside which I agree to because I don’t want things to end on a low note so I come back inside and when I do everyone is looking at me, “Sorry about that but I just want to say something before we go back to eating”. I look at everyone “I didn’t mean to fly off the handle then but I have kept my mouth shut for too long with everything” I say taking a mouthful of drink “The fact that I came here tonight means that I still care about this family a lot and I have never stopped caring about any of you here at this table, but the lack of support that I have had has been so demoralising that I went into a dark place”.

I let out a deep breath “I didn’t choose to be gay, that is just how I am and I get that it is difficult for you to understand, but at the end of the day I am still Joshua, your son, your brother and I don’t mind whether you are totally in support of my choices but you need to remember that I am who I am”.

Dad looks at me again “I’m sorry Joshua for not being the father that you deserved through everything” he says showing emotion for the first time “I didn’t know how to deal with this situation and I reacted in totally the wrong way and I am truly sorry and regret being so horrible to you” I can see Dad now crying as Mum comes around to hug him. Laura looks at me with daggers in her eyes as she puts her arm around Dad.

Everything that I said feels like I’ve lifted the weight of the world off my shoulders and I genuinely think for the first time they understand that I haven’t chosen to be gay but it’s just who I am. The rest of the dinner goes off for the most part being like old times although Laura picks up her stuff and leaves with the kids straight after everyone has finished eating which is fine by me.