Tackling The World

I drive back to the hotel, suspicious of what Dani has planned but I’ve known her too long to know that she will tell me what the plans are to get my family talking to me.

I get back to the hotel and head straight in for a shower, just letting the water run down my body as wash myself off, giving some good attention to my shoulders and pecs which are feeling tense. As I do that, I feel myself running my hands down and focussing on my cock. I start running my hands over my balls, enjoying the feeling of getting hard and the attention that I need. I turn the water off and dry myself off before I go out to the bed and start to slap meaty cock against my abs getting it hard, I run my hand over my balls and rub my taint.

I slowly lift my legs as I jerk my hard cock before slowly sliding my finger into my tight hole and pushing it in and out as lay there jerking. The feeling of fingering myself is absolutely amazing as I keep pushing in and hitting my prostate. It’s still a weird feeling but it makes my cock jump and get so hard. I leak pre-cum everywhere as I continue to massage my prostate and jerk, eventually I pick up the pace because I can’t control how it feels and eventually, I blow three massive wads of cum up my chest and hitting my chin and beard.

Laying back panting, my phone rings for a video call and I cover a towel over myself and answer the call and see Liam on the other end of the phone. “Hey bro… oh did I get you at a bad time?” he says gesturing to my chest where I still have cum sitting.

“Oh… ah that” I give a nervous laugh and wipe the cum off my chest before talking to Liam “Is everything alright? What’s up with the video call” I ask Liam, a touch surprised about him video calling me.

“Yeah, everything is fine man, I just wanted to check in with you because I know Ben has been talking to you and he’s been keeping me updated but I just wanted to check if there was anything I could do” Liam asks me “I know you’re Ben’s closest friend and I know everything that happened between you two to not to make it so awkward but as good as his advice can be, I know what it was like to not be close to family so I want to be here to talk”.

I feel a bit awkward when Liam mentions my history with Ben and I know that I told Ben to be honest with me but it still feels really weird when Liam mentions it. I smile “Thanks Liam it means a lot to me that you care about me and all this.” I look at Liam through the video chat “Is everything ok with you Liam?”.

I can get the sense that there is something going on with Liam that he wants to talk about but can’t talk to Ben about it. Liam sighs “Mostly yeah, it’s nothing major but I can’t really talk to Ben about it because he has this wholesome view of family and well mine is a bit like yours, I don’t talk to my Mum and well I’ve never known my Dad, so I just wanted to use you as a guidance to help me reconnect with my Mum”.

I nod understanding that Ben has wanted Liam to not reconnect with his mother for everything she put him through as a child. I lay there and listen to Liam talking about his family situation that I have only ever heard bits and pieces about. “So, because your getting married and you and Ben want to start a family, you want to try and reconnect with your Mum”.

He nods and I sit there thinking about my situation about how similar but different it really is “I don’t know what I can really do Liam you know”. I sit there “Look, have you tried to go and see her one day and tell her everything” thinking about how badly my dealings with my parents are at the moment. There are so many things wrong with my family at the moment so I don’t know how good my advice can truly be.

“Is there anybody that you can connect with to help organise that you know like a neighbour, a friend, family member that could get you two to the same place to talk things out or just even see each other” thinking about how Dad considered me just a stranger when I went to visit. Liam and I talk for a little bit just discussing plans before he has to go to work. We both log off the chat and I lay there thinking about my family situation and how badly I handled it in the first place on my part just taking everything so personally.

I go into the bathroom and wash off the cum before heading back into the bed and going to sleep until my alarm goes off. The next morning, I go for a morning walk and head out to breakfast before spending the day doing some more work and meeting some Sydney based clients. At lunch time, I get a text from Dani, it doesn’t have any details but I get worried about what she has planned “I’ve started the plans”.

I run my hands over my eyes, feeling a touch uneasy about what Dani has planned but I know that whatever she is doing, I’m not going to ever stop her so I just have to go along with the flow and I know that it’s with the greatest of intentions. My afternoon flies by dealing with more clients travelling across Sydney meeting with people looking to invest in property on the opposite sides of the world. As I am driving home, I get a text message from Scott wanting to know if I want to catch up for dinner.

I text him back asking for a when and where which at least means I don’t have to eat dinner alone tonight. He texts me to meet him at a pub near his place where we can catch up and have dinner. When I get there, Scott is already there in a t-shirt and shorts as opposed to me who is still in a business shirt and pants.

“Hey bro, nice to see somebody get dressed up for the dinner date” I laugh before Scott quickly retorts “Who the hell said anything about this being a date just because I fucked you”. I shake my head as someone at the next table glances at us somewhat disapprovingly “Will you shut up bro?” I say as I look around “So what is this bro?”.

Scott laughs “Well it’s just two old friends catching up for dinner so one of us doesn’t have to eat alone” I look at Scott “Were you talking about yourself bro?”. He sits there winking and laughing “Alright bro as long as you’re paying for it”. Scott gives me an annoyed look but eventually agrees to it, I was only joking but there is nothing going to stop me from taking a free meal.

I look through the menu and order the Aussie pub favourite a Chicken Parmi with Chips and Salad which wouldn’t be on my eating plan but who cares about that when on holidays. Scott comes back from ordering it for me “Have you heard from Dani at all today bro?”. Scott umms for a moment “Nah bro, why would she be texting me?”. I can see straight through his lies “Seriously bro, you are the worst liar I have ever come across and I know you and Dani are close still too”.

He laughs “Honestly bro, I haven’t heard from her in a few days” his lies still not very convincing “Right… so in other words you have but she told you not to tell me”. Scott just smirks and changes the conversation “So are you still intending to grow your hair out” ribbing me about my stubbled chest and pubes. “You cannot leave it alone can you bro?”. Scott shakes his head “I suppose not bro, it’s just something that you bring out in me you know”. I laugh thinking about the other night and how much it felt like the old days again.

“I thought you were looking for a girlfriend bro?” I ask Scott who sits there pondering “Well I was bro but there is just something about settling down that makes me really uncomfortable and feels like I can’t have fun anymore.” Scott looks a bit downhearted about it before I respond “Bro… are you sure that’s all it is settling down? It’s just that you are going to settle down whether you decide to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend”.

I look at Scott who nods “Yeah I know that bro and I mean I’m really into chicks but I just don’t find it enjoyable being with a girl all the time you know, like friends with benefits is great but I don’t want to live with them, a guy on the other hand I don’t know if I could be in love with a guy but you know just hanging around with them is fun, like what we used to do on trips away even if we didn’t fuck”.

“Only you can make that decision bro and you know that I’m only here for two weeks and I head back to London bro you know that” Scott laughs “You really do think that you have that much affect on me don’t you”. I laugh “Well you’re the one who mentioned my body hair and talked about dating” I say laughing as we go over and get our food. “Look, you know that I am always going to be around for you whatever decision that you make”.

We sit and eat dinner reflecting on the old days of playing as we watch the TV in the pub watching one of the many replays of the Panthers V Souths games on the TV. “You ever miss those days of playing?” Scott says looking at me “Part of me honestly does but then at the same time it made having sex a lot easier without judgement you know that”. I nod and agree “Yeah I know, I still regret retiring so young but at the same time I know that I would never have been happy nor being able to open about everything if I was still playing”.