Now that Eric and Zane have finally made love, they feel like nothing can come between them and break the bond they've built together. But when a surprise guest comes to Stanford to give a lecture to one of Eric's classes, the ensuing drama risks the fabric of Zane and Eric's relationship. Who might this guest be? The head of Mercer Industries and Zane's father: Richard Mercer. But does Eric learn a little more about how Richard feels about his ...
Semester finals are close and everyone is working hard. Zane asks Eric for help on his art final and Eric happily agrees. But is the end result a masterpiece? When Eric learns a bit more about Zane's difficult financial situation, he and Charles come up with an idea. Charles introduces Eric to an old friend of his and helps with their idea and Eric learn a little more about Charles' life. But is this life filled with hurt? Getting the plan ...
Alec, the sweet, innocent young man finds himself in an abusive relationship, so, he talks to a fellow lifeguard, bobby about it. Will he help Alec, or will Alec get more than he bargained for?
It's just a few days before Thanksgiving and everyone's ready to head home for the break. At the annual Big Game, Eric and Zane talk to two people Josh and Leo know very well and Eric decides to bring Zane home to Seattle and has finally chosen the time to come out to his parents. But will Eric's parents and friends be accepting as he hopes? Or will his whole world come crashing down?
After almost a month of being together, Zane and Eric are doing incredibly well. But when Zane asks Eric for a very...revealing favor, will Eric be willing to display himself to Zane...and two dozen other students? Eric and Zane decide to get closer to one another and this leads them to the dorm room. Will Eric be scared of the unknown world of sex with another man? Or will be find out he's better at it than he thought?
An explanation, surprise, and thank you to all of you. Now that Eric and Zane are finally together, things are going great for the both of them. So when the two go out on their first date, does everything go well for them? Or will it be nothing but a train wreck? Afterword, Eric gets some more information about Zane and his home. Will the news make the bond between them stronger? Or will it cause everything to fall apart?
After confessing to Zane and being rejected, Eric is in a very deep depression. He goes for a workout to clear his mind and finds someone who he can talk to about the whole situation: Leo. Eric finally talks to Zane and Zane tells Eric a little more about his dark past. Will the story end in nothing but more sadness? Or will these two find that they want and need each other more than they know?
Even more confused about his thoughts of Zane, Eric turns to one of the only people he can talk to for advice: Josh. But is what he's expecting what he wants to hear? While hanging out with Josh, Leo and the football guys, Eric talks to Zane a little more and gets a few choice words from Zane. Having come to a realization, Eric talks to Zane one more time in the bathroom, but what will the end result be?
Eric is trying to figure things out, like how he can't get Zane out of his mind no matter how hard he tries. So how does a meeting with Zane in an art room go? Eric talks to Josh and Leo a little more and finds out a bit about Zane's past. Eric and Zane have a heart to heart in the bathroom, but does it end in them being friends? Or is it just another lashing out?
Josh and Leo's story is over, but their world isn't gone. It's the beginning of a new story of two entirely new characters. No more short descriptions after this one. Eric Swanson is entering his freshman year at Stanford on a full baseball scholarship. With a hardened body from baseball to go with a rugged face, he thinks he has his life set. That is until he finds out he's going to be living with an openly gay football player and two other gay ...
Sorry guys. No description for this one. It will give something away. Thank you all so much for reading. I hope you enjoy the final chapter of 'Am I...?'
One more chapter after this one and Josh and Leo's story will be complete. With Josh and Leo now happily engaged, they look toward the future together, plans already set. But Josh gets a little more advice from his parents. Graduation day is coming up, but what's going to happen to the guys when they're all apart? Summer passes and Josh and Leo start at Stanford. What's going to happen to them next?
The time has finally come for Ryan and Nate's wedding and Josh and his family are very excited for it. But in New York, is there nothing but drama and terror awaiting Josh and his family? Will the wedding go perfectly for Ryan and Nate? Or will the wedding become derailed before it even starts?
A freak heat wave has hit Southern California and all the guys are feeling the heat. So Josh thinks the beach is the perfect solution to beating the heat. But at the beach, do the guys have a scary encounter with something in the water? Also, will Josh and Leo try to take a risk with their relationship by going one step further and taking it outside the bedroom?
After a very romantic night together, Leo and Josh are as close as two people can be. College acceptances start arriving for the guys. Where is everybody going after high school? But another problem arrises that risks the future of Josh and Leo's relationship. Josh has the chance to meet some very important people. But with these people be accepting of him being gay?
The aftermath of the Franklin High School hostage situation. Josh gets to the hospital and is treated for his injuries. But does Leo have some things he wants to say to Josh? The next day, Josh goes and visits Justin in the hospital, who's recovering from the bullet wound in his stomach. But is there another visitor there for Justin as well?
Josh, Leo, Brian, and Justin are at the hands of Gerald, the gunman who stormed the school cafeteria and is now holding them hostage. Is Gerald the crazed man he appears to be? Or is he just as scared as Josh and the guys are? Does the situation end in no one getting hurt? Or does it end in a bloody shootout? And will someone not make it out alive?
Josh gives a little relationship advice to the boyfriend of a very close friend of his, but does the advice he gives help? Josh has an interview with the Dean of Admissions at Stanford. Does he ace the interview? Or is the dean too tough for Josh to handle? Terror strikes the school and Josh and the gang are right in the middle of it. Do they make it out of it unscathed? Or will someone not survive?
Josh and Leo are back together and their relationship is stronger than ever. News of Josh's outing has spread to the school and while school has become a much more accepting place, how will they handle Josh being gay? And will Leo be willing to come out as well? Leo decides to be romantic and sets up a surprise for Josh. Will Josh like what Leo has in store for him? And when a friend needs help, how will Josh and Leo react to what they see and ...
Josh and Leo still aren't speaking, despite it having been a month since their breakup. Josh and Brian go to talk to Danny so Josh can give his statement about Brian's attack, but does Danny have something to hide that can change everything? The SCFA awards ceremony is here and Josh is incredibly nervous for it. Will Josh win Running Back of the Year? Or will he lose it just like he lost Leo? Josh finally summons up the courage to talk to Leo, ...
Leo has broken up with Josh and Josh is left with his heart in ruins. Josh wants to talk to Leo to ask why he broke up with him, but what happens when he even sees Leo? Josh needs to confide in other people about his breakup and knows two people to talk to, but will these people turn their backs on Josh? Josh needs answers to why Leo dumped him, but is the answer to Josh's question darker than he expects it to be?
Thanksgiving is over and Ryan and Nate, now happily engaged, head back to school. Josh and Leo help a friend get closer to someone they have a crush on, but does this friend share the same feelings? And Josh and Leo take their relationship to a new level. Will this new level be as magical and wonderful as Josh hopes it to be? Or does it only end in regret and heartbreak?
The aftermath of Brian's attack and how the entire school takes it. Thanksgiving break arrives and Ryan's coming home to spend the weekend with Josh and their parents. But he brings something else along with him: Nate. Ryan and Nate plan to come out to Josh and Ryan's parents, but is there another plan waiting for the couple?
Josh and Leo feel a lot better about their relationship now that they know they can confide in their teachers about it. But not all is well. Things take a dark turn when homophobia rears its ugly head at school. Does someone get hurt as a result? Can Josh and Leo overcome such hurdles?
Starts out with a little note from yours truly. After a very shocking turn of events the night before, Josh has finally come to a decision. The question is: does Leo have the same opinion of Josh that Josh has for him? Will Josh like the answer Leo gives him?
After learning his brother's secret, Josh is just as confused as ever about how he feels about Leo. And with the senior class annual Halloween costume party, how will Josh react when he learns of and sees Leo's costume? But what's going to happen when Josh takes a drunken Leo back to his house?
Josh introduces Leo to his friends and they really hit it off. After a long first day at school, Josh decides he needs a little help from the library about the feelings he's having and gets some...interesting results. But that's clouded by some news from Josh's older brother, Ryan, over video chat.
Josh can't stop thinking about Leo. From Leo's dark blue eyes, to his perfect body, it's all that's on Josh's mind. So what's Josh going to think when he peeks through a slit in the bathroom stall wall and sees Leo using the bathroom?
Josh Rusden is your everyday jock: body built from football, face worthy of magazine covers, the whole nine yards. He's starting his senior year in hopes of starting a long term relationship with a girl. Enter, Leo Trigon, the motorcycle driving jock with the deepest blue eyes you have ever seen. Whenever Josh looks into Leo's eyes, his heart skips a beat. Why is this happening to him? Is he?