The Right Kind of Pain
Getting out of his wet clothes proved to be a pain. Alexander looked like he wanted to ask a boatload of questions after they perfunctorily exchanged medical information, like two lovers caught in a sterile environment, so Lyn had to shut him up over and over again with urgent kisses. The secret of what he had seen needed to be buried deeply, as far as he could dig, under as many layers of disappointment as he could manage.
“I’m crazy about your mouth,” he whispered as he continued to devour Alexander’s lips, biting them and adding fuel to the fire. “I should’ve kissed you a long time ago.”
“You did kiss me once before,” Alexander reminded him.
Lyn remembered it. “You call that a kiss?” he chuckled as he straddled Alexander and rubbed his cock against his friend’s perfect abs. “How inexperienced are you?”
“Not as much as I want to be right now. Fuck, Lyn,” Alexander whispered against his lips.
His fingers ran through Alexander’s silky hair, tugging at it. Lyn felt so hungry he wanted to bite the sensuous mouth surrendering to his, but he needed to restrain himself. After all, he was the one in need of pain.
Alexander dropped him on his back and climbed on top of him. His lips were everywhere on Lyn’s body, and they moved lower and lower, teasing the cock in their way with a small kiss. Lyn moaned as he felt the warm and wet mouth taking in his balls. But it was when Alexander’s earnest tongue reached his ass that he let it all out. A string of expletives and praise left his mouth without censorship.
“You’re so vocal today,” Alexander said. “I like it. Still, Lyn, I have to ask. Do you really--”
Lyn straightened up and bunched one hand in the hair at the back of Alexander’s head. “You kept on teasing me about how you wanted to put your cock in me all this time, and now you’re getting cold feet? I won’t forgive you if you back out of this, Alexander. In a million years, I won’t.”
Alexander smiled. Lyn died a little inside at the sight of that smile. It was just perfect. He couldn’t think of a more beautiful thing in the entire world. That hurt, too, so it was good.
“Then watch me eat you out before we get to the main course,” Alexander teased him playfully.
“You look good licking ass,” Lyn said, adjusting his position. “And sucking cock, and acting so unapologetically gay.” He laughed at his own taunting of Alexander.
“I’m licking your ass. I’m sucking your cock,” Alexander corrected him, as he was wont to do. “And I am acting unapologetically gay only for you.”
“Good to know. Don’t keep me waiting. You promised you’d fuck me, and now my expectations are high.”
Lyn yelped when Alexander rolled him on his belly and then lifted his ass so he could take his time licking it thoroughly. His entire body trembled now with anticipation. It would hurt, but it was fine. He’d stop worrying for a change and let someone else take charge.
“Any moment now, Alexander,” he warned. “Do you want me to come too early so you can make fun of me?”
He was babbling and knew it. But talking helped, and it helped keep his mouth busy. In this position, he couldn’t kiss Alexander anymore, and it felt like a loss. The tongue moving in and out of his ass made him moan desperately and he tugged at his cock to make it behave. It was his ambition to come only with Alexander’s beautiful cock lodged deep inside him, preferably shooting, in an attempt to claim Lyn as no one else had done before.
“Easy now,” Alexander whispered after kissing Lyn’s asshole a few more times. His fingers replaced his tongue, and they seemed too much all of a sudden. “Let’s take our time getting you ready.”
Lyn knew Alexander would never skip steps. He was the kind of guy who would do things by the book. This would be no exception, and Lyn was glad. Only his desperation was growing, and all it took was for Alexander to go in search of lube to allow ugly thoughts to crowd his mind.
He sighed in satisfaction as Alexander used what felt like copious amounts of lube on his ass. Was that also part of Alexander’s getting ready for this reunion of theirs? He’d ask later. Right now, his body was enjoying the intrusion, made easier by his partner’s skillful preparations.
It felt strange if he was completely honest with himself. He had nothing for comparison, but he realized that it would’ve been a nightmare to experience this with a stranger.
But with Brad—
No, he needed to push him out from his mind. Completely. Brad was most likely just a guy who liked having his dick sucked; it didn’t matter by who.
It was a lie, and Lyn knew it. It mattered to him, at least.
“Alexander, please, hurry,” he said in a strained voice. How could he run as far away as possible if he didn’t get help?
“You’re really tight,” Alexander said in a strained voice. “Do you think it’s easy for me to work on your ass while my cock is about to burst?”
“I’ve fucked plenty of guys. I love that you’re so considerate, but you have to put your cock in. It’s how it’s done. Take it from the expert.” Lyn pulled his ass cheeks apart, trying to tempt Alexander enough to eliminate any delay.
“Don’t talk about other guys when you’re with me,” Alexander ordered.
“If you don’t want me talking at all, start fucking me already.”
Alexander huffed, obviously annoyed, but the way the bed dipped told Lyn that he was about to feel it, that gorgeous cock breaching his defenses.
He gasped in surprise as he sensed something that definitely felt a lot larger than Alexander’s cock poised at his backdoor, ready to enter.
“Is that your fist?” he asked, peering over his shoulder.
Alexander gave him a startled look. He had his hands on Lyn’s hips now, and clearly the answer was negative.
“Go ahead,” Lyn said, turning his head to stare at the pillow in front of him.
Alexander pulled out, if that could be said since he hadn’t even gone in an inch. Lyn was about to protest some more when he felt Alexander rubbing his cock head against his entrance, teasing it. Then, a finger joined the party, adding more lube. Lyn could tell his asshole was slowly relaxing.
“I can’t believe you’ve never done this before,” he mumbled, as the new pleasure radiating from the nerve endings in his ass engulfed him. “Ah, right, I suppose it’s not rocket science, right?”
“I have had anal sex with women,” Alexander set things straight.
“Ugh, don’t talk about your women while you’re about to wreck my ass,” Lyn said. “How did you like it?”
“Anal sex?”
“Yes.”
“It felt good,” Alexander replied. “Although I don’t recall experiencing this kind of squeeze before.”
Of course, Lyn thought. His ass wasn’t ready to cooperate after years and years of denial that anyone would ever enter it this way.
“You’ll have to push harder, then,” he said. As long as Alexander wasn’t advancing much, it felt so good it made him groan and beg for more. But that wasn’t fast or painful enough, and Lyn could tell by the way his hands clutched the sheets that he was growing restless and frustrated.
“This is your first time. And my first time with you. The last thing I want is to leave us both traumatized because you can’t understand basic biology. Your ass needs to open more--”
“Alexander!” Lyn said with a hiss. “Do it. Don’t make me tell you twice.”
He cried out as Alexander did as he was told. It couldn’t have been much, but it felt like the pleasure from before had been wiped completely away by pain. He let out a deep breath, to prepare himself. “More,” he ordered, while his entire body tensed in expectation. His body needed to learn what his mind wanted.
“No, this is—I’m hurting you,” Alexander said. “We need to take it slow--”
Lyn pushed his partner away and turned. “What? Did you just realize you aren’t into the gay guy as much as you thought?” He spread his legs wide. “This is a cock,” he said, grabbing his member, “and this is my ass. If you’re as brave as you claim to be, you’re going to fuck me now, or it will never happen.”
Alexander’s face ran through the entire spectrum of emotions. Lyn knew he was being cruel to press this man, who always strove to do the right thing, into doing the wrong one for a change.
But was it truly wrong? Not on Alexander’s part, it wasn’t. Lyn was the only one who’d have to live with the guilt and self-hate later.
“Why are you giving me an impossible choice?” Alexander scolded him.
“Come here. I assume full responsibility,” Lyn said, opening his arms wide to welcome his partner. “Don’t you think it’s better like this? I can kiss you and give you immediate feedback if it’s becoming too much.”
Alexander let his weight rest fully on top of Lyn, eagerly searching for his lips. “I think I hate you a little, Lyn.”
“I know. There’s no help for it. I’m the kind of guy worth hating, I guess.”
“Not true.” Alexander adjusted his position and Lyn felt him pressing his cock against his hole again.
He willed himself to relax. To distract himself from his own incipient protests, he hugged Alexander tightly and kissed him. He wrapped his legs around the strong body pressing him down while willing his ass to relax. Willing was a figure of speech. But he could imagine it was fine.
It stung and it hurt, but his lips only whispered words of encouragement while taking Alexander’s mouth over and over, while his ass took Alexander’s cock. His self-flagellation was coming along nicely. It washed him clean.
The first gasp of pleasure caught him unawares. It overthrew him because he hadn’t thought it possible, not while feeling like he was being skewered by the best-looking cock he’d ever had the pleasure to meet face to face.
Alexander moved slowly, and the deep frown on his face told Lyn that his sex partner was torn between allowing himself to fall prey to his own sensations and stopping himself from going too fast, too hard.
They both stopped. They stared at each other, breathing deeply. Sweat had gathered on Alexander’s upper lip and Lyn stuck his tongue out to lick it off.
“It’s all good, Alexander,” he said, the wonder in his voice letting his partner know neither had been quite prepared for this moment. Lyn felt something akin to tenderness wash over him as he watched Alexander’s face brightening for a change. “Your cock in me,” he said in a lower tone, “is just like you said it would be. It feels so good inside me.”
Alexander breathed out a sigh of relief and kissed Lyn gently. “Do I have your blessing then to go deeper and faster?”
“Deeper?” Lyn asked, feigning disbelief. He wrapped his arms around his friend’s broad back. “Go crazy, lover boy. You’ve earned it.”
Alexander chuckled and hugged him tightly. His hands were rough and eager as they moved lower to grip Lyn’s hips. “Don’t take your eyes off me, not for one second, do you hear me, Lyn?”
“I get to see the mighty Alexander Montgomery III losing it over a tight hole milking his cock. I wouldn’t dream of closing my eyes.”
They laughed softly, sharing the joke, like always. Lyn pressed one hand against his lower belly, underneath his bouncing cock. It looked like Alexander was really taking him for a ride, and he wanted to feel everything.
His entire body shuddered as Alexander angled his body and his cock in such a way that Lyn would feel every inch. A few cues and moans were enough to guide the overachiever on the path to give his partner pleasure.
Alexander continued to look at him. Lyn felt an itch to look away, but he had promised otherwise. He felt naked, more than he was physically, vulnerable, and exposed, but this was his friend, the only one he trusted, so it was okay to be all of those things.
“How does it feel?” he whispered, wanting to hear Alexander speak, to give him all the validation he was after.
Alexander’s smile was beatific, so words weren’t necessary. But Lyn got them anyway. “It’s everything I’ve dreamed of and more.”
“Have you dreamed of it for a long time then?” Lyn teased him.
His entire body was reacting to the fucking, not only his ass and cock. Lyn brushed one hand over his hardened nipples and took one between a thumb and a forefinger, pinching it fiercely. He let out a harsher moan and bit his bottom lip.
Alexander groaned playfully and wrapped one hand around the back of Lyn’s head. “You have no idea,” he said tenderly.
Lyn had no choice but to bring Alexander close for another kiss. “Then I suppose you deserve your prize. Shoot in me with everything you’ve got. I’ll take it all.”
Alexander’s breath hitched at those words. They kissed and bit playfully at each other’s lips, while the pace of their fucking increased. Lyn felt it again, the way his body barely kept up with being conquered and opened like that, but he didn’t mind it at all. With one hand, he grabbed his cock and began pumping it.
He had never experienced anything like this before. It felt so good to have a long, thick cock inside his ass, pounding him like he was only there to give the other pleasure. His own cock never had a chance.
Lyn expressed his unexpected delight through moans, groans and curses. Alexander caught his mouth to swallow them all. And he began pumping harder and faster, even as Lyn barely managed to avoid being left behind, while the whole of him went through the final stages of their fucking.
Alexander’s cock was like steel wrapped in velvet inside him. It moved fluidly, but Lyn could still feel its girth and length and the way it hit the same spot inside him that made him come undone.
Once he realized Alexander was shooting inside him, his ass responded in kind without being told to. It twitched and squeezed, bent on milking every drop of cum it could get.
Alexander held Lyn tightly through their shared climax. Their lips pressed so hard together, it’d be no wonder if they ended up bruised. It didn’t matter. Lyn would gladly wear his battle scars out into the world for everyone to see.
What a liberating, impossible thought. Lyn held Alexander close, enjoying the skin on skin sensation, absorbing the smell of their mingled sweat and the sweetness of their spent kisses.
“You are going to feel this,” Alexander warned him as he let his cock slip out of Lyn’s well-used ass. “For days, I believe.”
“Good,” Lyn replied. “I wouldn’t want it any other way.”
“Really?” Alexander shifted his position so he could see Lyn’s face.
“Why are you so surprised? Weren’t you the one saying I have a thing for pain?”
“I was only testing you, to see if it was true. You took me really well,” Alexander said, propping his head up with one hand and using the other to draw invisible circles on Lyn’s chest. “While displaying an incredible level of disregard for the wellbeing of your ass.”
“Well, I’m getting screwed by a doctor, so I can only assume that he’ll take good care of me.”
Alexander grinned and caught Lyn’s chin, making eye contact. “It sounds like an amazing plan. How about you tell me now what got you in such a rush to offer your ass to me? Not that I’m complaining.”
Lyn’s smile froze for a moment. Hopefully, he hadn’t been in courts facing so many redoubtable opponents without developing a keen sense for what his face looked like at any given time.
“You know that was where we were heading with all our fooling around and reciprocal blowjobs,” he said. He brushed Alexander’s hair out of his eyes. “I could see no reason to postpone it. After all, barely half of this vacation is left.”
Alexander sighed and closed his eyes. He grabbed Lyn’s wrist and pressed it against the bed. “With you, I always need to manage my expectations. But it’s okay. I’m still taking my time and I’m not giving up.”
Of course, the demon would be able to smell a lie from miles away. Lyn also had a lot of managing to do. He’d have to start by avoiding Brad for a while. He didn’t trust himself if he were to come face to face with that two-timing asshole. Although, it was hard to be outraged for Bella’s sake, since he had been imagining himself going down on Brad the way he’d seen Luke doing.
“You can tell me everything, Lyn,” Alexander insisted in a soft yearning voice. “You know that, right?”
“Right,” Lyn murmured, but his mind was already somewhere else. His eyes were closing, and exhaustion was claiming him.
“Hey,” Alexander called gently, “are you really going to sleep with my cum inside you?”
“I don’t see why not.” Lyn cuddled against Alexander, wanting nothing but to fall sleep and forget about the rest.
“You’re one kinky little fucker,” Alexander said, chuckling. “Can you at least give me an honest answer? To just one question.”
“Ask it already and let me sleep. By the way, you’re the perfect pillow and blanket.”
“How was it for you?”
“Don’t tell me you’re unsure of yourself, you demon. It was amazing. I shouldn’t have avoided getting my ass rammed all these years.”
The silence that followed could only mean one thing. Lyn barely opened only one eye.
“You’re pouting! I can’t believe you. Fine, let me tell you everything.” He moved Alexander’s face so they could kiss. “I’m glad it was you. And frankly, I don’t see myself getting rammed by anyone else. This won’t ever be repeated with another person. Happy now?”
“Happy, yes. For now,” came the prompt reply that made Lyn laugh while rubbing his head against Alexander’s hairy chest in search of the perfect spot for getting his well-deserved sleep.
TBC
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@Derek - oh, I guess you're right about Brad fishing... you read the clues right :)
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