Toby's Journal

[This is actually the third entry into Toby's Journal but it may be listed as it's fourth.  Sorry about the confusion.]

As soon as I got out of the shower, I checked my watch to see that I have less than ten minutes to get dressed and run across the school’s campus to catch the team bus home.  I just put on my short, tee, tennis shoes and ran like hell with my bag gym bag to the bus.

As I get there the coach was pissed.  He was shouting at Jake asking where I was and as his roommate on the road he should make sure that I was there as well.  Jake says “sorry coach. Didn’t know the rule. It won’t happen again” before I run up and say “sorry coach, its totally my fault.  Jake tried to get me…”

Coach then started to scream at me and say “I don’t fucking care O’Malley.  You were late and because you and roommate were not having one another’s back both you ladies are going to give me five laps around the field, in full gear when we get back home.  Is that clear!!  Now get your asses on the bus!!” 

We both said, “yes coach!!” and boarded the bus.

I took a seat next to Jake because all the other ones were either taken of that my fellow teammates were giving me dirty looks.  Jake just sat their silently, with his earbuds listening to music, and not saying a word to me on the four-hour bus ride home.

Once we got back to the school, we waited for the trainer to unpack our gear bags from the bus’s cargo hold, grabbed them and while our teammates went home Jake and I carried our gear bags to the locker room and changed.  I could tell from the look on Jake’s face that he was still pissed off at me.  I tried to apologize and his words to me were “save it O’Malley.  Let’s just get suited up and run the laps.  As we were waiting for you there was chatter between the guys that you must be a faggot ‘cause you get hard seeing other guys in the buff.” 

I told him “I know, I heard their whispering as well” and I lie to Jake by saying “I’m fucking not a homo, it’s just my first time showering with other guys, that’s all.”

Jake then said to me, “well ‘Altar Boy’ you better get used to it and quick now let’s just run the fucking laps and get the fuck home.”

We both stripped down to change into our gear.  My Bike brand jockstrap was still damp from by body and ball sweat from the game as well but at least the cum load I shot into it has dried up but it did leave a bit of a whitish-yellow stain at it. As I put on my shorts and adjust my nads so that they are comfortably in place Jake said to me “you wear a lucky j-strap as well.” 

I said “yeah, it’s well broken in.  I never wash it.”  Jake said that neither did he and he has is pretty “broken in as well”.  I take a quick glance at his crotch to see that his jock has turned totally a brownish yellow and the waistband is fraying a bit.  Some would consider it a biohazard with the amount of “male bodily excretions” that is trapped in it.

Jake and I finish getting geared up and are about to hit the field to run our laps until the coach comes in the locker room and says “laps are cancelled for now ‘ladies’, my wife water just broke.  It’s our first.”

Both Jake and I said “congratulations coach” and quickly dressed out of our lacrosse gear and back into our regular clothes but I kept wearing the jock and so did Jake.

As he packed up his gear into his car said to me “you hungry Toby?  Want to get some burgers or something.  I said sure and that I know a place that makes great ones. I packed my gear into his car and went to go eat.

Jake drove to the spot I know of and once he gets out of the car he says “oh, are you that ‘O’Malley’?”

I told Jake yeah I was and that it was my late father’s business but now his step-father runs it in that he was business partner of his late father but kept the name.

We go in and are immediately greeted.  The host said “Mr. Toby, good to see you again.”

Jake and I are seated, and I Jake browsed the menu to find something to eat, I tell him that he could pick whatever he wanted because it was on the house (actually Ted is paying for it). 

Jake ordered a steak, and I did the same.”

As our food was getting cooked Jake and I talked about ourselves.  I told him my story about my father passing away when I was four and that how my mother married his business partner just to make sure that his legacy remained intact and had something to pass on.  I also added that they rarely have sex.

Jake then tells me his story in that he never knew his natural father and that he died before he was born and that his mother remarried to his current step-father but just one day just abandoned them both.

Jake tears up and says “she just up and left, never came back home.  Mark, the one I call Dad now, had either a choice to put me in foster care or petition the court to adopt me and for five fucking years he fought the family courts to finally adopt me, and I am grateful that he did.  God the fuck knows what would have happened to me if I was a charge of the state.”

Jake goes on to say “Mark later remarried someone else who had two sons from a previous marriage but she passed shortly after they married in a car accident, so my Dad adopted as well so now it’s just my occasionally pain in the ass young brothers, Mark, and I.

I heard Jake’s story, and all could say is that we are both alike and didn’t grow up with our natural fathers like the other kids.  He raises his glass of iced tea to me and says “here is to growing up with without our natural dad’s” as he clicks his glass to mine.  I clicked it back and sat their silently across from Jake until our food arrived.

Once our meal is served, Jake said “if don’t like taking about it Toby so you mind if we get this to go.  I lost my appetite.”  I said sure and we have our meal packed up to go.

Jake drove me to my house.  He is silent on the ride and once we arrive there Jake just says “thanks for the meal, sorry I wasn’t better company, I just don’t like to talk about that stuff.”  I tell him that I understand and that I’ll see him at school on Monday.

As I my food and gear and about to enter my house Jake said to me, “Toby, you better get used to showering with the team: we are the newbies that made the cut but we still have to bond with the veteran players so that means showering with them.  Call it an ‘team bonding experience’ or something and some of the guys are already thinking that you’re a queer.”

I tell Jake that I know and that I’ll do a better job at bonding with the other guys.

As I entered my house there is a note from Ted saying that he and his mother are out with friends and to congratulate him on the team’s win.  I crumpled the note and take my bag to my room, strip down and shower again and as I showered I had a massive hard on in that I could think about was Jake.  I stroked on my cock some while bathing but since I had some free time to myself,  I might as well make good use of it.

With a towel around my waist, and my massive boner protruding from it, I put on my own jock strap on and once I did my cock was leaking precum.  I then put on my lacrosse pads for my arms and chest, and once I was dressed in them, I took the jock strap that I “borrowed” from Jake the night before while he was showering.  It was well “broken in” with his “manly bodily excretions” and took a whiff of it.

My cock got fully hard in my jock and leaked out even more pre.

I the laid in my bed edging and jacking off my cock while sniffing on Jake’s jockstrap while just thinking about him until I could feel my balls ride up and my cock explode cum and made the pouch all wet.

It was the biggest cum load I ever shot in my jock ever and once I was done with the orgasmic rush I used my cum rag to wipe the shot cum from my lower abs and treasure trail and then used Jake’s jock to wipe off my cock.

Once my man mess is all cleaned up, I take another sniff of Jake’s jock and think to myself that hopefully I can get it back in his gear bag without him noticing that it’s gone.

As I get out of my bed to take off my pads I hear a voice say “Toby, your mom and I are home. Come on down, we want to hear about your road trip and game” . . .