Toby's Journal

I woke up the next morning to a massive boner.  As I pulled back by bed coverings, I could see that it was sticking out of the waistband of my cum jock and that I must have recently had a wet dream in that there was still drying cum all over my lower abs and in my belly button.  As I pulled off my cum jock, I saw that my treasure trail and my pubes were caked with my spooge.  I pulled off my cum to use it to wipe up my manly mess, took a smell of it, and then took a taste of it with my tongue; my baby batter has a salty-sweet taste to it.  I’ve overheard in the locker room that eating tropical fruits makes it taste even sweeter.

I went into my bathroom to wash off the rest of my cum with a warm washrag and soap from my treasure trail, pubes, cock, and balls before drying them off with a towel, then dress for my usual pre-dawn run.

I ran five miles listening to my usual music playlist.

Once I got home, I showered, changed, then got ready for school.

I went down to the kitchen and mom was up making breakfast.  It was scrambled eggs with sausage patties, fresh fruit, toast, and orange juice.  Mom asked me how my hand was doing.  I said it was fine, just a scratch.  She then if I wanted tea, I said “sure”, but I was really craving a cup of black coffee instead.

Once I was done eating I went back upstairs to brush my teeth, then bring my book and lacrosse gear down then drove off to school, but making a stop to some chain joint close by for their overpriced swill they called coffee.

Once I got to the school for my usual morning workout I didn’t see Jake’s car in the parking lot; he had a few too many vodka shots last night so he is either probably running late or something else has happened to him.

While using the school’s athletes weight room, I didn’t see Jake there either, which was unusual for him in that he was always a gym rat.

I finished my workout while missing Jake as my workout partner, showered, then got dressed for classes.

I was in the middle of Frau Schmitz’s algebra class when I heard a scratchy metallic voice over the school’s intercom system, “Sean O’Malley, Jacob Smith to the principal’s office.  Sean Tobias O’Malley and Jacob Timothy Smith to the principal’s office now please!”

I just said, “sorry Frau ‘Blücher’, I mean Schmidt, I have been summoned to the principal’s office.  May I get a hall pass please?”  She looked at me sternly and gave it to me as I exited the classroom.

I sat outside of the principal’s office, wondering why Jake and I were summoned to it.  As I waited, Jake took a seat next to me.  I could tell that something was off from his usual chatty self.  I said, “rough night?”

He just said, “yeah bud. Rough night.  Spent most of it barfing up the vodka.  I don't take hard lquir well but I wanted to impress Monika.

"My dad made me come to school instead of him calling that I was sick to teach me a lesson.  It’s a lesson learned but well worth it.  Monika wants to get together with me after the prom if you catch my drift. 

“Seems that Annette is really interested in you as well ‘cause of you telling us your hot and erotic fantasy on how you want to have your cherry popped, Annette is in my first period class and all and since she figures out as the shy type, she asked that I relay to you that she really wants to get to ‘know you better’ but it won’t be on some tropical beach though.”

Jake must be getting over his hangover in that he is now getting back to the guy that I have such a deep man-crush on with his usual sexual innuendos.

I changed the subject by asking Jake, “so why are we here?  Your suspension was rescinded and all?”

Jake just said “you got me bro.  I’m not too comfortable being summoned without my dad being here, especially with all the shit that has happened to me of the past few days.”

I said, “totally understandable bro.  I’m not too comfortable with this either but I guess we will find out soon.”

Jake and I waited for a couple of more minutes until the DEI hire of a principal’s receptionist received a call, hung up and said to Jake and I, “Mr. O’Malley, Mister Smith, you can go in now.”

Jake and I entered the principal’s office.  She was there with two other men.  One was the school’s athletic director while I didn’t recognize the other guy.

The principal started off by saying, “have a seat gentleman, this may take some time.”

Jake just said in a defiant manner, “with all due respect ma’am I prefer to stand, and I want it noted that I am very uncomfortable being in here without my dad present.  Toby?”

I had Jake’s back and said, “I agree with Jake, my mom should be here as well.  Neither Jake nor I have done anything wrong ma’am.”

The principal just said, “we took the charges against now former lacrosse coaches Wilson and Morrow very seriously and have completed our investigations into these matters.  Both are no longer employed here.  Coach Morrow has been charged with a crime that warranted immediate termination as for Coach Wilson, he resigned for a personal reason.”

I said, “ok, yeah now that ma’am.  May I ask why?”

She just said, “it’s a personal issue.”

I said, “he lost the room didn’t he?”

The AD stepped in to say, “he did.  We found that he was a bit too harsh on both of you Jake and Sean.  Most coaches would just have a player sit out a game.”

I said, “goddam right.  He put me in the hospital, I could have died or maybe have a serious head injury in the shower.   Jake here probably saved my life.”

The unnamed guy in the suit said, “that is why the school board decided to rescind his suspension and reinstated him back on the lacrosse team.”

Jake just said, “but what team sir, most of the players quit it out of protest for what Wilson and Morrow did to us.  Good luck finding us a new one with only three more games to play in the season.”

The AD said, “that’s our problem.  There will be a lacrosse team practice after school as usual gentlemen.  You can either be there or not.   This school has a State Title to defend and all.  You boys are dismissed.”

Jake and I left the principal’s office in silence.

As we parted ways to return to our classes, he just said to me, “looking forward to seeing you at lunch and on the field ‘Crop-Boy’, and thanks for having my back.”

I replied back, “as you mine.  We are in this together now bro and I hope that our next coach is not total dick bag like our last few.  See you at lunch.”

The rest of the morning classes were uneventful as usual.  When it came to lunch time, Jake and I queued up to get the usual slop the school cafeteria called “Taco Tuesday”. 

As we waited in line many of the guys and girls that both Jake and I knew from school were coming up to him to either congratulate him for punching the pervert coach in the nuts a hug and said it must have been a traumatic experience for him.  Jake smiled and said “it sure was.  You have no idea how traumatic it was.”  A few girls even slipped Jake their phone numbers.

Once we got our food we sat down at our usual table.  Monika and Annette were already there, and Monika was quiet when Jake sat down next to her.  He tried to sit closer to her, but she just gave him a dirty look and said something to him in Finnish. 

Jake asked her what she just said. 

Monika just replied to Jake, “you are a ‘Huoripukki’, a man whore.”

Jake just said to Monika, “I’m no man whore babe, I swear!  I don’t know those girls.  Yeah, they are in my classes and all.  Toby back me up here.”

I was about to reply to Jake when Dean and Tommy showed up at our table.  Tommy said to Jake, “does punching a man in the nads get you off Smith?”

Jake then said in a loud voice so that most of the lunchroom would hear it, “only if his balls are six inches from my face.  Maybe that is something that you may want to experience.  I’ll be more than be fucking happy to do it again.  I’m sure Dean is already used to you smacking you balls hard against his asshole and all so your nuts should be able to handle a hard punch from me.”

Tommy and Dean then quickly departed and we got back to eating our lunch.

Annette then said, “Sean, don’t forget getting me a corsage for the Prom and my parents want to meet you before we go to it.  I told them what a clean-cut Catholic you are.”

I just said in a soft but snarky way, “will do.  I can’t wait to introduce you to my mother.”

Jake then said, “so are we still on Monika as well?  I would love to still love to be your escort to the Prom.”

Monika said, “of course Jake, I was just teasing you, seeing how you would react.  We are still on for Saturday, ‘joo’.”

After the lunch hour Jake and I went back to our afternoon classes.  Lacrosse team practice started thirty minutes after they ended.

Jake and I go into the locker room and all the players that resigned from the team are getting dressed up as well.  They are chatting amongst themselves with Jeff, our team captain saying, “all I know is that we have a new coach, don’t know much else.  The AD is keeping it all secret.”     

Another player said, “I overheard that he is a ball buster, but he coaches hard and expects the best from his players.”

Jeff said, “and how would you know that Ramirez?”  Ramirez just said, “my mom works in the school’s HR office.  He is a real ‘pendejo’.”

Once the team is all dressed, Jeff said to us, “ok ladies, let’s go meet our new coach.”

We all hit the field.  Once we are there the AD is there along with our new coach.  I just said to Jake, “no fucking way.”

Jake asked me, “you know the guy?”

I just said, “I do, and Ramirez was right. He is a ball buster.  He coached me back at the Catholic School.  We had a nickname for him, called him “Dirty Harry.”

Jake was about to respond when “Dirty Harry” blew his whistle and shouted, “I am your new coach, Harrison Callahan.  I have been asked to fill in for the rest of the by Athletic Director Johnson to coach you sorry lot of you rebellious sacks of shit so that this team can win this season’s state championship and you boys already forfeited a game.

“I see a few familiar faces here; Ramirez, Harris, O’Malley so they will all tell you that I don't I fuck around when it comes to the game!”

Rick Harris, Mario Ramirez and I all shout out in unison, “no you don’t fuck around coach!!  You demand the best and we will give you the best!!”

Coach Callahan then shouts out, “you goddamn right I do. Now give me five burpees and then one lap around the field and I mean fucking now ladies!!”

The team and I did our burpees quickly, with Harris, Ramirez, and doing them faster than the rest of the guys because we all know how he rolls.

Once we were done Coach Callahan was yelling at the rest of the team, “be quicker ladies!  I don’t have all fucking day!!”

Once the rest of the team was done, we took off for our lap around the lacrosse field.  Jake came up to my side and asked me, “who is this coach?”

I said while running, “he was my coach back in a Catholic School.  We called him ‘Dirty Harry’.  He is a hard-ass coach, expects the best from his players, and doesn’t take shit from them either so watch your tongue around him Jake.”

After I said that I could hear Coach Callahan yelling at Jake and I across the field, “O’Malley are you making dinner plans with your boyfriend on my time!!”

I yelled back, “No Coach I’m not.  Sorry Coach!  Won’t happen again Coach!!”

As Jake and I ran to finish our lap all I heard Jake say silently to himself, “fuck.”

For the next hour and a half “Dirty Harry” put us through the most grueling lacrosse practice that I have had all season and while the rest of the team, only Harris, Ramirez, and pushed on.

Once practice was called, we hit the locker room to shower. 

Once in there the other guys were complaining that the new coach is a total dick, including our team captain Jeff. 

We then hear a voice say from outside the shower room, “while I am still learning the team’s roster, your Jeff Matthews, the team captain.”

Jeff said, “yes coach I am.”

“Dirty Harry” then said, “not anymore.  O’Malley is in charge now.  He knows what I expect from my players.”

Coach then left and the rest of us just showed in silence, but I could hear Jeff mutter underneath his breath, “fucking prick.”

Once I was done dressing and gathering up my gear, my teammates were giving me dirty looks, including Jake, but it was Jeff who said, “Toby is our new captain now and he will be a fine one.  The coach made his choice.  We all should support him.”

I just said, “thanks Jeff” and then said to the guys in room in an assertive voice, “be back here at oh seven thirty for team workouts.  We have a fucking state title to defend and already gave up one game.  Now fucking move.”

All the players except Jake hustled out of the locker room but I noticed that he lagged behind me some.  Once the locker room was clear Jake came up to me and said, “what the fuck was that all about Toby?  Who this this new coach of ours?  He knows you and all.”

I just said, “yeah, I know ‘Dirty Harry’.  He is a tough son-of-bitch, being a former Marine Drill Sergeant and all as well as being my former priest.  He quit it to marry.  Has three daughters and a son from what I heard.”

Jake just said in total shock, “no fucking way.  The guy talks like drunken sailor.”

I said, “I know.  I better go talk to him.”

Jake says “yeah, you better.  Have him ease up on us a bit.”

I just said, “he won’t.”

Jake then said, “okay, but I did foresee you becoming team captain one day Toby.”

I just said, “yeah, I just wish it was under better circumstances.”

I gathered up my gear and left.  I walked by now Coach Callahan’s office and said, “may I have word coach?”

He just said, “sure Sean, come on in. Have a seat.”

I entered his office but decided to stand in front of his desk instead.  I said, “I go by ‘Toby’ when I am at school, Coach Harrison.”

He looked up at me and said, “noted O’Malley, what’s on your mind?”

I just said bluntly, “why did you demote Jeff and promote me in front of the whole team?”

Coach ‘Dirty Harry’ just said, “to send a message.  Matthews led a bit of a player’s mutiny so the AD and the school board wasn’t happy about that, regardless of the circumstances.  He is a senior anyways, so he graduates in a few weeks. 

I responded, “I quit the team as well, so maybe you should have chosen one of the guys that didn’t resign.”

Dirty Harry replied back, “I coached you before Toby, so you know what I expect from my team.  You are also the quiet voice in the room, but I know how you play and compose yourself on the field.  You are loyal to your teammates and from what I can tell, they respect you.

I just said, “yes, I am coach, they are my brothers.”

Coach then said, “then go get some rest captain O’Malley.  We have a tough few games to get ready for.”

I just said, “yessir” and left coach Harrison’s office.

As I gathered up my gear, and left the school building to my car, Jake was standing by it.  He asked me what I said to Dirty Harry so I told him as well as I may need his assistance as well.

Jake said, “always Crop-Boy, you have some pretty big shoes to fill but I know that you are up to the challenge.”

I thanked Jake and recommended that we grab something to eat.  He declined because he was seeing Monika later that they would be “alone” for once in that he has to make things right with her considering she is his prom date for this Saturday.

I said no problem but that I expect his sorry ass in the gym at 7:30 AM for the team workout but that reminded me that I still need to pick up my tuxedo from the

We left the school’s parking lot and I drove to Ted’s tailor’s shop but they were closed so I drove home instead.

Once I got there mom asked me how my day went.  I told her that our former priest is now our new lacrosse coach and that I’m the new team’s captain.  She was glad to hear the news of that and told me that dinner would be ready soon but that Ted wanted to see me in the office.  I said, “sure.”

I knocked on the office door.  I heard Ted say, “come in.”

I entered it and as usual I saw Ted seated at the desk on his computer.

I said, “you wish to see me Ted?”

He replied back, “yes Toby.  Have a seat and a drink if you wish.”

I said, “no thanks Ted.  What do you want to see me about?”

Ted replied, "so why did you tell Kathleen how we both have bandages on our hands.”

I just said, “I know mom, she would want to know why the both of us have cuts on our palms, so I figured it was best to come clean about it.  She knows what she needs to know to satisfy her curiosity.  Don’t worry Ted, I didn’t rat you out. 

“We both have some secrets that she doesn’t have to know about.  I’m not sure if you put Vaclav up to it or not though.  Promised him a raise or something else.”

Ted just coldly said, “call it reciprocity Toby and nothing else.  We both know something about one one another that neither of us want your mother to know about for both our mutual benefit. 

“We don’t have to like one another but you are a man of your word, which I do respect.  Hopefully one day we can move past this.”

I just said, “Same hear Ted.  We are who we are and in a way a lot alike so is there anything else.  I need to go do my homework.”

Ted just said, “I’m glad that we both came to an understanding Toby and by the way my tailor called me, so I picked up your tux for the prom.  You may want to try it on to make sure it fits you right, it is this weekend so you better check if it needs any additional alterations.”

I just said, “appreciate it Ted” and then left his office to my bedroom.

When I got to my bedroom, I saw the suit bag laying on my bed.  I unzipped it to see the tux that Ted bought me as well as the shirt, shoes, and accessories.

I stripped down to my underwear then put it on.  The pants, shirt, and jacket fitted me like a glove.  When it came to the tie, I was expecting the usual clip on type but instead there was a real bow tie.

All I could thing was, ‘shit, I don’t know how to tie this thing’; good thing there is YouTube.

For the next hour or so I was watching online videos on how to tie to tie a bow tie until mom yelled that it was time for dinner.

I quickly took it off, put on some sweats, then went down to dinner and the usual silence during dinner occurred.

Once I was done with it, I helped mom do the dishes then went back to my room to do my homework before watching some tv and getting ready for bed.

I woke up the next morning, did my usual run, had breakfast before going to the school’s gym for weight training before classes.  Once I got to the gym at 7:25 am the rest of the team were there, including Jake.  I was about to start on my morning gym workout routine, but I noticed that they all stopped what they were doing and looked at me harshly.  Some of the guys were even muttering under their breaths to one another.

It was Jeff who said to me, “word of advice captain O’Malley, if you are going to lead this team then going forward in that you are the new team captain now, you should always the first to arrive and the last to leave to any team gathering, either on or off the field.”

I just said, “understood Jeff, won’t happen again.  Thanks for the advice.”

Jeff replied back, “’Dirty Harry’ has a soft spot for you, I don’t know why though.”

Dean then chimed in, “yeah I bet I know why, ‘Dirty Harry’ was once a priest and O’Malley, I mean ‘captain’ O’Malley was once an altar boy so I think that ‘Father Harrison’ gave Toby a bit more than just ‘Communion’ if you catch my drift.

Jake then got totally riled up at Dean by getting in his face and shouting at him, “you are one sick fucker Dean. 

"If you want to project your own homo tendencies and fantasies on anyone then let it be me Dean because word around school has it that Tommy is about to break up with you in that you can't handle his big cock up your ass and that you would probably like a bit of a bit of a rebound dick to suck on in the meantime!

Now lay off Toby!”

Dean then got nervous and said, “I was just teasing him Smith, that’s all.  Giving our new team captain a bit of hard time but why can’t your lover boy defend himself at all Jake?  You seem to be the one defending him all the time?  Why?”

Jake then got really irate, and from what I saw was about to punch Dean in the face when I shouted, “Smith, that’s enough!!  You just your suspension rescinded, so don’t fuck thing up getting suspended again by punching this worm excrement of a goalie in his face!!”

Jake then backed off and said, “sorry ‘cap’.  He’s not worth it and he probably wished that was Morrow about to give him a ‘pearl necklace’ instead of me.”

I then stood tall in front of Dean and said, “am I going to have problems with you Dean?  I know that you goalie types are weird and all but maybe since you won’t be sucking on Tommy’s cock anytime soon, you are just looking for a new ‘big stick’ to put your mouth around.”

Den then shouted, “why you sonofa!” as he attempted to punch me, but I was quicker in that my 6’2’ height and 180 lbs. weight behind me to Dean’s 5’10” and 165 lbs. body that I just immediately clocked him in the jaw with my fist.

Dean went down immediately and body and face hit the gym’s floor. 

The rest of the team just stared at me and Dean on the floor for a brief moment until we all heard Coach Callahan say from the doorway into the gym, “what the fuck is going on here ladies? And why is Dean on the floor?”

I just said, “Dean slipped and fell Coach.  We were about to get you.  Is that right guys?”

Jake chimed in, “that’s right Coach, Dean slipped and fell.  My water bottle spilled some water on the floor some.”

Jeff then added, “I saw the whole thing Coach, Dean slipped on the water, that’s all.  We were about to get him up and all when you came in.”

Coach is not buying the story so he goes up to Ramirez and asked him what happened, for which he said that Dean slipped and fell.

Dean the starts to lift himself up from the floor as says, “that’s what happened Coach. I slipped and fell on the floor.  O’Malley and Smith were about to help me up from it.”

At that point, the thirty minute bell before classes are to begin goes off and I said to him “Coach, we gotta get ready for class now.”

Coach Harrison leaves the gym to allow the team and I to shower and dress before them.

As I departed the weight room to the locker room, Jeff said to me, “you impressed me O’Malley, never knew that you had that in you.”

I just said, “it’s something that needed to be done.  If ‘Dirty Harry’ wants me to lead this team, then I will but I won’t put up with Dean’s disrespectful and insubordinate shit either.  Now he knows that and hopefully the rest of the guys as well.”

Jeff replied, “well O’Malley you made a hell of an impact on the team, and Dean’s jaw.  The trick is can you deliver on it.  We are hoping that you can so that we can win what few games left in the season.  You have my support, that’s for sure.”

I said, “thanks” to Jeff. We gave one another a bro-hug and went into the locker room to shower.