Toby's Journal

For the first time I could recall Kathleen did what she was told to do by Ted and put her cigarette and went into the house and into Ted’s office.  Ted and I followed her into it.   Ted got himself his usual bourbon, mom a refreshed vodka tonic and said to me “car keys Toby.  You get them back tomorrow, per our agreement.”  I gave Ted my new car’s keys, and he said to me “what are you having?”  I just said, “what you are having is fine Ted.”

Mom then said in a sarcastic way “well haven’t you both become besties while I was away.”

Ted just replied back “Toby and I got to know each other better while you were away, and from what I can tell it was long overdue. 

“He now knows the truth about you and I Kathleen, as he should. Now here is your fucking drink now sit the fuck down in the chair.”

Mom took a sip her drink and did.

Ted then went on to say “when I saw you burn up his school papers, I knew that you had no intention of signing them and I saw the sadness and anger in his voice.  Good thing Toby saw that in you as well so kudos to you for raising a smart kid and of Paddy’s words to him; ‘never trust a Ryan’.”

I added as I sipped on my drink, “I know mom”.

Ted went on to say, “well Kathleen if you are going to break that promise to your son, then how many more will you break to him before he totally resents and despises you, so while you were away I thought it was time that he got a car.” . .

For the next hour or so both Ted and I didn’t necessarily gang up on Kathleen, but she had to hear both of us out and by the time the conversation was over she admitted to having my MRI images swapped and made some feeble excuse for it. 

I just coldly said to her “if you want forgiveness mother, then go ask God for it but if you want mine then you will call Doctor Rosenberg right the fuck now to say that my MRI images were mistakenly misread if he still wants his five grand.  Do it the fuck now, with Ted here in the room.”

Mom said to me “I did it out of love Sean Tobias.”

I just coldly responded “no you did it out of selfishness, give Bernie the call or I fucking swear I will have his medical license revoked for faulty medical diagnosis.  I fucking swear!!  Now make the fucking call.”

I had no pity for my mother as she sat their weeping and made the phone call and once, she was done with it, she got up and said to me “it’s done Sean Tobias.  You are medically cleared.  Doctor Rosenberg will admit that the MRI technician misread your results and the images were mistakenly swapped.  Are you fucking happy now?”

I just said “no mother, not yet.  Today is Saturday so by Monday morning before I go to school, I want a fucking signed letter from Doctor Rosenberg in my hands to clear me to play and your permission to do so, I’ll get download one from the school district’s website and please don’t fucking light them on fire this time. 

“I’m not fucking around this time mom.  I goddamn swear I’m not!!  Now go have a fucking cigarette and call Aunt Maureen like you usually do where she can give you her “expert parental advice” considering her husband is on disability for an injury ten years ago while two of her three sons served time in prison and only can only get menial jobs, while my cousin Kyle your nephew got expelled from the private Catholic School we both attended because well rumor has it he got caught giving another male student, well you and I both know what he did, and I won’t even talk about her daughters.”

Mom then shrieked out at me “Ok Sean Tobias you made your fucking point!!” as she got up and left the room.

Ted just sat there sipping his bourbon as he heard all of mom’s and mine “discussion” and once she stormed out of the office and said to me “Toby I underestimated you.  You got a big set of cojones on you to say that to your own mother and will make a great business negotiator.”

I took Ted words a compliment and said  "people talk during Irish weddings and wakes and boy does my cousin Kyle does like to talk when lit but Kathleen is still my mother. Mind if I get a small one?”

Ted said sure ‘tomorrow is Sunday but be sober when you leave this house Toby.  That’s my rule and not hers or the car goes back.  Understand.”

I said, “understood dad.”

I refilled my drink with a splash of Ted’s expensive bourbon and went out to the front porch.  Mom was there smoking but this time she was just nervously puffing on it and not on her cell phone.

I just walked up to her and asked her for a drag from it.  All Mom could say to me “ohh now you have taken up smoking as well?”  I just replied that she started when she was fifteen when she started.  Mom passed me her cigarette and I took an inhale of it and passed it back to her.

As she took a long drag of it, exhaled the smoke almost right in my face and took a sip of her vodka tonic she said to me “had I been such a bad mother to you Sean Tobias?”

I told her, “you haven’t mom.  You have had to make a lot of sacrifices for me and marrying Ted was probably the greatest one all to make sure that dad’s business remains intact.

“I’m not like Aunt Maureen’s kids in that I’m not a fuck up like they are but at eventually mom you have to let me to be myself.  Do I blessing to do so?”

Mom just said to me in language of our ancestors “’is tusa mo bhuachaill agus níor mhaith liom go rachfá’”.

I struggled to say back to her in our native tongue “’lá amháin caithfidh tú a mháthair’ so if it’s not today then when?”

Mom just said to me “it’s today.  I did the best to protect you and I don’t want you to be a fuck up like Maureen’s kids.  You are all I have.”

I said to her “same here mom but you gotta let go of me.”

We hugged, and we kissed each other on the cheeks, and she went back in the house, straight up the stairs to her bedroom while I rejoined Ted back in the office.  He asked me on our conversation went and I just said to him “it was a personal conversation between a mother and son.”

Ted said that he understood. We talked for a bit more and I got to talking to him, hearing his life stories, it was both our bed times.  Ted opted to sleep in the office while I went to my room, but I had to ask Ted for my car keys in order to hit one of the gyms he runs and not to leave the house until I was completely sober. 

I swore to him that I would be and for having my back again.

The next morning I woke up, no hang over in that I chugged Gatorade and Advil before going to bed, yeah I pissed a lot during the night in order to get the booze out of my system but as I was about to leave the house for my usual morning run my car keys were on the small entry table by the front door.

I grabbed then and instead of my usual run I went for a drive to one of Ted’s gyms.

Once I got there, I told them who I was, gave them my member number, and the attendant on duty said to me that I was early and that the staff hasn’t fully shown up yet but the Finnish Sauna and steam room are currently open.

I just said “ok, I’ll do that for now, come back later for the gym when the staff was here.”

The attendant smiled at me and said “of course Mr. O’Malley.  Here is your locker key.  Spa towels are in there as well.   Enjoy your workout.”

I went into the locker room and stripped down, took a quick shower and went into the steam room, hoping that it would help me purge the booze that is still in my body from the night before.  I had thought that I had the place to myself at this hour of the morning but as I opened the door there was a man seated in there and he was quickly covering himself up with a towel I swore he hard a hard dick as he covered himself up with it.

As I entered the steam room I just said “hey” to the occupant, and lay down on the bench in there.  I did casually adjust my junk some underneath the towel some as I did so.

The other guy in the steam room just sat there while I laid down and let the stream open my skin pours up and help me sweat out the toxins in my body.

As I am about to shut my eyes the other guy in the steam room said to me “don’t shut your eyes” in a foreign accent, “don’t shut your eyes.  You may fall asleep and get heat blisters.  Is this your first time in the steam room here?”

I just said “by myself it is.  I usually come with my stepdad and just do the gym.”

The foreigner said, well it’s time you got out from what I can tell.  We go.  Your body needs to cool off some.  I show you if interested.”

All I could say was “sure man. From your accent you probably know about this stuff than I do so appreciate your advice.”

The foreign guy in the steam room gave his name, and I gave him mine.  We both securely take our damp towels, and the foreign guy tells me to take it off and to take a very lukewarm shower to cool my core body temperature off a bit but not to make my skin blister from the intense heat of the steam room and told me that I should use the lotions in the shower to apply to my skin as I cool off my body a bit.

I told him and thanks and that I really does know his stuff as I went into a private shower stall and did as the foreign guy instructed me to do.

As I showered and use the lotions my too cool my body my dick started to get hard.  I used the lotion to lube it up some and as I was slowly stroking it with semi-hard dick in my hand, my shower stall curtain was quickly pulled back and I was the foreign guy standing there and said to me “just being sure you are not passed out in here.”

I said “thanks but I already passed out in the shower once this week and not planning on letting it happen again” as I quickly took my hand off my semi-boned cock and pretended just keep showering on but I’m sure the foreign guy saw what I was doing in that I swear I saw him take a hand to his junk that covered up by his towel as he said to me in his accent “I go sauna now, care to join me.  Sauna is so boring alone where I come from.”

I just said, “sure man, give me a few moments though.”

At that point I really didn’t know what to do.  Was this guy hitting on me or what.  He did catch me in a rather embarrassing situation and yet invited me to “sauna” with him whatever that fucking means.

He grabs an extra towel and rolls it up a bit.  I did the same.  He just said to me, “a pillow. The wood benches are hard.”  I just said, “that they are.”

We went into that sauna, and it was empty as well.  There was hot in there, but it was dryer heat than the steam room, which was muggy and humid.  The foreign guy then fills up a bucket of water and pours two ladles full of water on the heat stones.  I heard the sizzle of the water hitting the hot rocks as I laid down on one of the wood bleacher style benches inside it and placed the rolled-up towel behind my head while the foreign guy takes off the towel that is wrapped around his waist and lays it down on the benches across from me and his towel pillow as well.  He asked me if I minded him being fully nude in that it is the traditional way back home and that it was just the two of us in there.  I said it was fine.

I tried to place his accent; it wasn’t German nor Russian, so I asked him where he was from.  He told me that he was from Czechia or as us Americans say the Czech Republic and not Chechnya in that a lot of Americans get the two confused by the two.  I laughed a bit and said that I know where the Czech Republic is.

The Czech guy laid on his side with a hand holding up his head and I did the same. 

He was tall about in his mid-twenties and around six feet tall, had dark blonde hair, a fine lean and muscular smooth body and I must say a fine set of nads on him in that his soft cock was still pretty long and uncut while having a nice set of low hanging balls that draped down onto his leg but pretty muscular legs. 

Just by looking at the Czech guy’s body, cock, and big nuts I felt my cock getting a bit stiff underneath my towel and tried casually to adjust it so that my growing boner wasn’t hopefully too noticeable to him.

He then got up and put more water on the heated rocks and I checked out his fine bubble butt as he did so and boy did my cock got even harder.  I am not sure how much longer I could take this because I was getting so horned up by this guy.

The Czech guy then goes back to his place, adjust his nads some, and I swear he was giving his cock a yank or two before continuing the conversation with me about what I did and so on.  I gave him very vague details in that I was seventeen so still in high school and I play lacrosse but on IR at the moment, and that was about in tat I didn’t want him to know that family runs the gym nor that Ted oversees it.

He told me that he is from Prague and that he was working on his master’s degree at the university close by, so he was on a student visa as the more he talked about himself and saw me looking at him, the more he casually stroked his cock and pulled on his nut sacs and the more I saw him do it his cock got a bit bigger and his nuts got a bit more swollen up.

I was getting really turned by what the Czech guy was doing in that now I could feel that my cock was now fully hard under my towel.

I was thinking fuck, there is not much more of this I can take in that now I’m hard and horned up and just needed to nut out a load right about now.

I a very polite way I said to the Czech guy that I’ve been in here long enough and that I’m not used to saunas so I better go and take a shower to cool off some.

The Czech guy said to me that he understood in that saunas take a bit of getting used to for the inexperienced.  I said thanks and left the sauna.

As I did so my cock was fully hard underneath my towel and pointing “due north” and so fucking needed to nut out a load in that I was so horned up.  I walked quicky to my shower stall, stripped off my towel and turned on the water to a lukewarm temperature, lathered up my cock with the body wash the club offered and went to town lathering up my cock so I could get some male relief.

I managed to get a few strokes in and I felt that my nuts and cock were about to explode with jizz when I heard the curtain of my shower stall get pulled back a bit and then quickly shut.  I liked over to see that the totally nude Czech guy has a full on erection as he got into my shower and said “do you need help with that?” . . .