Toby's Journal

As I drove home, I searched the music channels on the car’s satellite radio and until I found one that played 1920s and 1930s jazz music.  While listening to it I drove with one hand and the used the other to rub on my massive boner that was underneath my cargo shorts and boxer briefs in that the events of the whole evening had me all horned up, from Annette feeling my junk with her bare hand, telling them my fantasy story on how I would love to lose my virginity, and then feeling hard cock that was in his lacrosse shorts rubbing along mine while we hugged.  That gives me plenty of material to spank my monkey with.

Once I arrived home, I saw that mom’s car wasn’t there.  Thought to myself ‘great. Ted must be there then.  I’m in no mood for more of his fucking games tonight.

I went into the house and saw a note for me on the end post on the stairs.  It was from mom.  I read it that she and Ted went to emergency school board meeting in that word about the pervo coach and what he did in front of Jake had gotten out and a lot of parents were pissed, especially the parents of the boy’s lacrosse team.  It also said that if I was hungry there was a corned beef sandwich on rye bread in the fridge if I was hungry.

I was hungry.  I went into the office, grabbed a couple of beers from its mini fridge, then when in the kitchen.

Once done eating and slamming tow of Ted’s beers I cleaned up the kitchen, went back to the office and grabbed a couple of more beers then went up to my bedroom where I got my night clothes from the floor and that one “special thing” from the bottom drawer of my dresser that I keep hidden with other stuff.

I went into the bathroom and stripped of my clothes while hoping that Ted doesn’t have one of his hidden cameras installed in it there or others in my bedroom and if he does, the way I’m feeling right now I just give my pervo step-dad a bit of a “show”.

As I stripped I saw and felt that my cock has been pretty semi-hard for a bit.  I checked out my black boxer briefs and yup I saw that there was a bit of my dried white pre in them.  

I then put on my “special thing” which was my cum jock that I bought when I was fifteen at New York City Department store.  I loved it when I first put it on in that the smooth and silky microfiber of it caressed my cock and balls versus the rough and scratchy cotton ones that athlete’s use.  I almost creamed in them when I first put it on in that I loved the way my dick felt it them.

Back then I bought a men’s small not knowing that my body would grow much more, but it was only a few weeks later I underwent a massive growth spurt in that less than a year I went from being five ten with a twenty-nine inch waist to being six foot one and having a thirty-four inch waist.  Must have been all the physical training I did playing soccer and lacrosse that did it.

I also noticed that my cock probably grew at least a couple of inches longer during that time as well.

I put on my cum jock and rub my semi-hard cock through it.  I love the feeling of it rubbing against my hardening rod that it didn’t take many strokes of it until I was hard in it and that my now stiff cock was almost sticking out of its pouch.  I then put on my sleep shorts and shirt, cracked open a beer and then went into my bedroom.

I layer in my bed, sipping on the beer and as I did so I gave my semi-hard cock a few rubs through my sleep shorts and cum jock.  The jockstrap’s soft microfiber material felt silky smooth as I slowly glided my palm and fingers along it.  As I massaged it, my cock got hard really fast.

I also then cupped my fingers and gave my balls a nice and slow massage as well.

As soon and my rod was fully erect in the jockstrap’s pouch, I glided from side to side so that my cock head was rubbing along the hairs of my “treasure trail”.  I kept rubbing along it until my cock started to leak pre.

Once my dick was all nice, hard and leaking, I got out of bed, took my tablet from my book bag, and then turned it on, then hit it’s internet browser button and set it to “privacy” mode.

I typed in the website name that is like the YouTube of gay male porn, acknowledged that I was eighteen, then went to it’s search field.  I typed in “beach”, then waited for what my viewing options would be.

I saw one that peeked my interest.  Slammed the rest of the beer I was sipping on and then opened up the other can I brought to my room.

I found one that had two buff and muscular young men being at the beach, swimming in the ocean, horse playing in the water.

As I watched it, I fantasized that it was Jake and I on that beach, swimming and messing around with us constantly trying to dunk one another into the water and loving the feeling of Jake trying to wrestle with me like we did in that shitty motel room we shared.

I imagined that both Jake and I were getting stiff boners underneath our unlined surfer’s board shorts so that both of our stiff cocks were well-known to each other but we both kept struggling to dunk one another until the both of us were close to exhaustion.

I then fantasized that I wussed out by saying to Jake “you win.”  With Jake saying, “I always do.  Let’s catch some rays.”

Jake and I go then to our towel on the beach where we can both rest and get some sunshine.

I shut my eyes to take a quick nap but I heard Jake undo the Velcro of his board shorts.  I do a quick glance at him and see that he untied the strings of it as well and has his board shorts to just right above his pubes and that he was rubbing on his dick some through them.  Since they have not completely dried off I can make the outline of his hard cock underneath them.

That thought of Jake made me horny as hell, so much that I took a big swig of the beer, pull down my sleep shorts, and then slowly jack off my cock through the smooth material of the jock while fantasizing about what would happen to Jake and I next.

I imagined Jake laying down on the towel next to mine.  I see that he still has a massive boner and that he is subconsciously has his right hand over it and adjusting it a lot until I see that his cock head is poking out from it. 

I watched Jake some more and see that he glides his right hand over his hard cock and then down to his balls and gives them a slow massaging.  He then said to me, not knowing that I was glancing at him “fuckin’ cold ocean water made my balls ride up, did yours as well Toby?”

I just said “yeah, a bit.  The water was a bit too cold for me Jake.”

He then said, “do you see anyone around?”

I told him, “no.”

Jake then said “good” as he lowered his board shorts to right below his balls, and then said to me “keep an eye out just incase someone walking their dog comes by.  I need to warm up my nads some.”

As I am now fully stroking on my hard and leaking cock through my cum jock while my pre is being absorbed into it, I continue on with my sexual fantasy of Jake by thinking. . .

I then suddenly heard Kathleen shout out, “Sean Tobias we’re home!  Are you awake son?!  Got some news to tell you!!” . . .

I just said “fuck” really softly as I got my hand off my cock, pulled up my sleep shorts and a tee shirt on and went downstairs.

 I went downstairs to see mom and Ted in the living room.  I gave mom a kiss.  She must have smelled the beer on my breath and immediately said, “have you been drinking tonight Sean Tobias?”

I told her that I was but only when I got home and while not out with my friends.  I also added in as I showed her my bandaged right hand, “Ted asked that swear to not drink and drive, so I did with blood.  Don’t worry mom it’s only a flesh wound.  He did buy me the car and all.”

Mom just said, “Ted said that he cut it by picking up a broken glass but since you made a blood oath to it, I expect to him, I expect you to honor it.

"Sean Tobias you are old enough to drink but just at home or at family engagements but please don’t become like Patrick and me and drink all the time. Okay.”

I replied back, I promise and thanks mom, so what’s the news?  I was hanging with Jake when he got a call from his dad and all.”

Mom said, “then you know.  That pervo assistant coach is getting what he deserves and so does the head coach but then chicken shit opted to quit rather than being fired for what he did to you baby.”

I just said, “serves them right.  He lost the room so he needed to go.  Is there anything else. I gotta get to bed.  School tomorrow and all.”

I went back to my room.  The beer that I snagged from Ted and had on my nightstand that I had had gotten warm but I slammed it anyways. 

Once I slammed it, I took off my sleep shorts so that I was just wearing my cum jock and a tee shirt and got in my bed.

My cock had gone totally soft so I gave it a few strokes through my heavily stained cum jock while thinking about Jake and I on that tropical beach as I once again turned on my tablet, hit the incognito setting and watch the video.

As I rubbed on my cock through the jock to get it all hard again and thinking of Jake and I on the beach again:

Jake and I are on the near abandon beach. There is no one around. We were both tired from horse playing around earlier that the both of us dozed off for a quick nap.

We were both awoken by a sudden downpour of rain hitting us, so we quickly gathered up our water drenched towels and gear, dressed and went to get shelter from the torrential tropical rain...