Toby's Journal

Day One of My Junior Year in High School:

Lacrosse tryouts started today.  One month before the start of the school year.  I see my few of my classmates and school buddies from the team as well as a new guy.  I am told that he is a recent transfer student.  I go up to him and introduce myself.  He tells me his name is Jake.

Coach put us through some rigorous drills.  My classmates from middle school struggle some but Jake seems to take all of them in stride.  Looks like he knows the drills.

Coach then teams up us freshmen plebes as well as with other juniors and senior class guys.  They get in our face a lot. Saying that we better not get in there way, but Jake just stares them right back and says, “no, you better not get in mine so just pass me the ball and let me do my thing.” 

Coach runs us through the drills and every time the senior guys passed Jake the ball he either ran for the net to score or passed it back to someone to had a better shot at the net.  He has great field awareness.

Last Day of Tryouts:

Today is the day where coach decides on who makes the cut form the team’s tryouts.  He drilled us hard as well as lower and senior class guys.  They were relentless but Jake and I were skilled and tough enough to make the cut.  I feel sorry for guys that I played during my sophomore year though.

When Jake and I made the cut we high fived one another and I gave him a hug.  He reluctantly hugged me back.

Homecoming Weekend:

Football jocks get all the glory and some of them are kind of hot.  Why am I writing that.  Better scratch that out.

Big Win:

A preseason game. Coach paired Jake and I up as the midfielders.  Jake is a natural at passing the ball to the to an open attacker, or he passes it to me and I find one.  Once the game is won we all hug on the field in victory.  Jake hugs me and I hug him back.  Got hard on in my jock when he did it.  Not sure why.  He is just a teammate and all.

Back in the locker room I still had a massive woody.  I dare not strip down and take a shower just yet ‘cause if the other guys see that they will call me a homo so I just quickly changed into my regular clothes and  say “I gotta run home. Something has some up.  As I changed there was a big wet spot in my jock.

Made the Varsity Team:

I could not handle another season on the JV team but Jake and I made the cut.  We high fived one another.  I’m on midfield while Jake is on the attackers.  He has a natural sense of the field.

First Date:

Some gal from my science class has been hitting on me for weeks asks me to go out with her.  We went to a movie.  Had dinner. He tried to make out me.  Wasn’t really feeling it. We kissed and all.  I felt up her shirt a bit to have a feel of her saggy big boobs.  She managed to get her hand down my to my junk and felt that I wasn’t getting hard.  She says “you homo or something Sean?  The other guy’s dicks are usually hard by now when they are around me.”  I told her “no I’m not and tell her that she has a bit of a reputation in the locker room for be a bit of a slut.” She slaps me but she is one.

Victory Win at Home!!

We won our first game at home and are now going on the road to play a match upstate. o the capital city Once we get off the bus, Coach has our roommate assignments and says “O’Malley and Smith” and adds “you guys seem to get along ok and not cause too much trouble.  Hope you don’t mind bucking with one another.

I like how Jake just responds back “I just do what is good for the team, so no trouble from me.  You Sean?”

I tell Coach back “yeah I’m good with it”.  There is something about Jake and his attitude that I like.  I do hate it when he and people call me ‘Sean’ though.  I tell Jake this as we make it to our room. Jake immediately apologizes.

We go to our room and unpack some and lay in our beds watching the crappy cable that the hotel has.  I can’t help it but keep looking over at Jake every once in a while though.  Nothing good is on so.  Jake then says to me “I brought my tablet. Wanna watch some porn together?”  I tell him back “we’re not 18 yet so technically we can’t.”  Jake just smiles at me with a big grin and says, “yeah technically, so do you want to or not?”  I said “sure.”  Jake says “great.”

Jake gets in my bed and holds the tablet between the both of us.  Uses the coach’s last name and room number to log into the wifi and immediately finds a porn site.  He asks me “what’s your taste?”  I say “I dunno. Finds something interesting.”  Jake does.  It’s a three-way video with two guys and a gal.  Jake tells me that this is a hot one and starts to play it.  We watch it.  Two beefy and studly guys kissing on a gal, running their hands on her big titties. Then as one of them kisses her the other one starts sucking on her nipples.  I get hard.  I look over at Jake and I see that he is rubbing on his crotch some.  Th guys then strip down to their underwear; they have pretty big bulges in them.  The gal starts to feel on both the guy’s hardening cocks under them and I focus on their massive bulges.  This makes us both just rub on crotches some more.  The gal then lowers both the guy’s underwear and their big dicks hit her in the face.  She grabs a hold of them and starts to spit on them and stroke them. 

I look over at Jake, and this time he has his hand in his shorts.  I follow his lead and do the same.  He says to me “pretty hot, huh O’Malley?”  I say back “yeah.  I was warned about this.”  Jake says, “no shit, how?”

I tell him that I went to Catholic schools before high school.”  Jake then says “ohh.  Didn’t know.  I can turn this off if you like.  Find you a Gideon Bible to read or something?”  I say very funny as I gently punch Jake in his bicep.  He says, “ow bitch that hurt” and punches me back slightly.”  Then before I know Jake and I are wrestling one another in the bed, with Jake on top of me.  Pinning me down on the bed.

“and with that ‘Altar Boy’ I gotta take a shower. I hope that the priests didn’t diddle with you though.  I said angrily back “no Jake they didn’t.  The nuns were cunts thought.”  Jake apologizes again and says “sorry to offend O’Malley.  I’m gonna take a shower, possibly onanate in there as well, unless you a problem with that?”

The thought of Jake jacking off in the shower turns me on in that he is just so up front and honest about it.  As he strips down to bare ass and is about to enter the bathroom I say to Jake “I go by Toby.”  Jake then walks over to me while I am laying in the bed but still with a massive boner in my shorts, and says “good to meet you Toby.  Just giving you shit and all, so hard feelings” as he extends a hand to shake for me to shake it.  I do but I see a bit of pre on his cock.  I so want to taste it.

Maybe I am a faggot after all.

I struggle to look up at Jake so that I am not giving the impression that just I’m not staring at his fine big and thick cock and his big low hanging balls but I still see his still semi-erect and leaking pre while it’s just inches from my face.   I say back “no offence taken.  You do reek like a ‘jawa’ so go take a shower.”  Jake then asks me asks me “what the fuck is that?”.  I say back “will explain later. Now go take a shower”.   I check out Jake’s fine ass as he goes into the bathroom.  Jake does but takes a look back at me and says, “next school you will be captain of the team.  You just have that persona about you.  I can tell” as he goes shower.

After that I can’t hold it in much longer.  I just whip it out to relieve myself.  It didn’t take much time.  Shot a massive load pretty quick.  Used the game jock for tomorrow to wipe up the mess.  Hopefully it will dry quickly though and maybe bring us luck.  There is something about Jake that gets me hard and I cannot explain it though. . . ”