From Campus to Camera

 The Country Boy Metamorphosis 

It’s early the next morning when my alarm goes off, I’m laying in bed naked which I never usually do before getting up and taking a shower. Everything feels really different at the moment because I’m flat broke with barely anything in my cupboards and with no permanent job but the last week or so has given me so much more confidence in my life.

Heading to class, I feel like I’ve got two different personalities right now which is probably true considering that I’ve got the country North Dakota boy who’s the calm, quiet, conservative boy who grew up on a farm outside of a small town and then now I’ve got the hot gay porn star vibe who’s not afraid to get naked and push the limits.

Sitting down in class, one of my friends Ash sits down next to me and pulls my hood down “What’s going on with all this” she says as I laugh and shake my head. “Your hair is magnificent” I shrug as she runs her hand through it as she feels how soft it is.

“What is this all about?” she asks as I don’t know what to say because I’ve never been one to care about how I look and suddenly now that I’m taking a lot more interest in my looks and everything like that. “Nothing, I just did my hair today that’s all,” I say as she looks at me with curiosity as if she knows something is going on but then doesn’t quite know what it is so drops it.

In class, I’m totally distracted messaging with Tyson again who can’t leave me alone and I can’t complain because he just brings something out of me that I’ve never had before. After a little bit, I realise that I’ve totally lost track of where we are up to in class today as I have to scroll back through the presentation link to quickly catch up when I’m asked about the topic.

The class finishes and I sit there for a few minutes to catch up on what I missed distracted in the class as me staying back to type things or ask extra questions isn’t unusual because normally I’m just trying to add extra information in so that when we get our assessments I’m on top of things. Today, though is more about trying to catch up on what I missed out on as my phone keeps buzzing with messages from Tyson.

Walking out of class, Ash is standing there with her arms folded “Something is going on with you Scott” she says as I just ignore her and keep walking towards the library where I can do some more work before another class this afternoon.

“Don’t walk away from me Scott” she calls out chasing me down “You never have your phone anywhere near you in class yet today you couldn’t get away from it” she says as I nod realising it was pretty obvious that I was on my phone. “Yeah, but it’s nothing major just they closed down the bar so there was some talk between some of us about what we were going to do that’s all” my excuse is plausible and Ash just nods and looks as if she believes me but I don’t know as I just go to the library to do some work because I know that I’ve slacked off in the past few days.

I spend a few hours in the library and turn my phone off to not get distracted by anything before heading to my next class again sitting up the front looking like the diligent student that I always am and not really giving anyone any hint that there are any changes in my life.

Finishing up in class, I turn my phone back on as I see a few messages from Tyson, as well as a couple of missed calls from Cam and one from Bennett as well plus one from my brother.

I ring my brother back first because he doesn’t ever ring me so I assume something must be wrong at home for him to ring me.

Me: “What’s up bro, everything alright”

Thomas: “You tell me? Mum’s been so stressed about you in the past few days and just worrying that something is wrong”

Me: “Nothing is wrong, I told her that there was nothing to worry about and everything was going well”

Thomas: “You sure about that? I know about the car situation”

Me: “Yeah and I told Mum everything you know… it’s fine my neighbour Sharon only uses her car once a week and she’s letting me use it to get to college and where I need to go and I do some errands for her, it’s all fine”

Thomas: “I won’t tell Mum if things aren’t”

Me: “They are fine, honestly bro”

My brother continues to try and push me into saying if things aren’t fine which in all honesty they aren’t but I’m not going to add to my family’s stresses at all especially with everything going on with my Dad.

Thomas: “Alright, I’ll tell Mum that I talked to you but she’s going to keep worrying and you just need to be clear with her that everything is ok”

Me: “You don’t need to be my parent, Tom, it’s fucking patronising and I told her everything would be sorted, it just takes time and it’s not like at home where you can just walk in and everybody takes you on trust”

My brother groans back down the phone at me but then just says he’s glad that everything is ok and he will tell Mum that everything is fine. I just shake my head, I understand that there is concern given that I’m living over 1500 miles away in a city that my Mum hasn’t ever been to and that is the polar opposite to the small town of 400 people where my family has spent generations living.

I get in the car and head home just so that I can get some privacy so that I can ring Cam back;

Me: “Hey Cam, sorry for not answering the calls earlier, I was in class so couldn’t answer the phone” 

Cam: “Nah that’s all good, I was just letting you know that we are all good to shoot your solo whenever you want and we need to create your personality, as in your name and everything like that”

Me: “Oh yeah that’s cool, well I’m studying now but we can do it anytime you’re free and happy to do it”

Cam: “Friday is your free day isn’t it? We could do it Friday because we wanna get this done quickly before filming your first duo scene”

Me: “Yeah that sounds cool”

Cam: “Cool, Bennett was sending you some info about just doing the routine blood testing which is what we need before you can shoot and do duo scenes, we do that every 14 days just to make sure that everybody is clean”

Me: “Yep that sounds cool, is that all covered and whatnot because I can do it as soon as possible”

Cam: “Yeah, we’ve got a place that we use so if you head there with the paperwork Ben sent you and get it done, there’s a 24-48 turnaround but once that’s done it applies for a period I can’t remember”

Me: “All good, so about 11 on Friday?”

Cam: “Yep sounds good, can’t wait to see you then”

Getting off the phone, I just sit there for a minute as it hits me that for everything I’ve done is just pictures and photos that are more tasteful shots and now it’s actually going to me having sex with another guy something that I’ve never really thought about doing or ever really wanted to do but here I am about to have sex with another guy.

I check my emails and see Bennett has sent the testing information and I ring up the number to book a time to get the test done and they tell me I can come down in the afternoon if I’ve got all the paperwork which I do.

The afternoon is a rush with everything going on, getting my first blood screen done which is a surprisingly nerve-wracking experience because even though I know that everything will be ok, you just don’t know whether they’ll find something there which there shouldn’t be.

I get tested before taking a selfie of myself with the test afterwards and sending it straight to Tyson

Me: “Been a bit busy today” I message to him as he is so quick to respond

Tyson: “😍 my boy is officially a gay pornstar”

Tyson responds as I just laugh at his message

Me: “Not officially yet, I’ve probably got to film a scene and get a paycheck first… I could fly home tonight”

Tyson: 💔💔💔💔💔

Tyson: “So when are you filming your solo?”

Me: “Tomorrow, gotta create the whole profile tomorrow and some photos”

Tyson: “Fuck are you serious? I’ve gotta do my real job all day tomorrow”

Me: “Yep so you’re gonna have to wait like everyone else to see me jerk off”

Tyson: “Well I’ve kissed you before anyone else so I’m good”

I just laugh as I head to the gym to get a workout in and get pumped again before the shoot tomorrow so that I look perfect for the shoot tomorrow and I think that I’m actually looking really good as I trim everything down so that I’m ready.

The next day I’m awake early, feeling nervous about this all because today is really a life-changing day literally because I’m going to become a new person with my porn persona that Tyson helped me with last night.

I catch an Uber into the house which is covered by the studios which are good because we don’t know how long that I’m going to be there for. Walking into the studios, I’m only in my crappy clothes because I’ve become obsessed with the clothes that are there.

“Hey Scott, how are you feeling about this afternoon?” Cam says as he hugs me as I walk through the doors after getting close to him as well with everything happening in such a short amount of time as instead of heading into the office we walk into the kitchen where there are some of the other guys who I meet for the first time without knowing their names and Cam not really using my name either.

Sitting out on the deck having a coffee, Cam and I hash out the details of what we are going to do today with the scene.

“So have you hashed out a name and profile so to speak?” he asks as I nod and give him the piece of paper that I scrawled the information onto last week. “Yeah, me and Tyson did it last night, I wanted to keep it as close to myself as possible which he said is usually the way but just with the new name”

Cam reads through the piece of paper “Looks good so tell me about yourself” he says almost interviewing me again. “Well I’m Jordie, I’m 21 and I’m originally from North Dakota” I say as it sounds weird to me to say somebody else’s name as I’m talking about myself.

As we sit there talking Cam seems happy and I head downstairs to get changed where today instead of getting a choice, I’ve got a checked buttoned-up shirt and jeans on but with my white CK briefs that I wore.

“So today we’ve got a new face, you’ve seen him on our socials but today we get to properly introduce him so tell us about yourself,” Cam says as the cameras are rolling and I’m feeling really nervous about things and I hope that it isn’t coming through on camera.

“I’m Jordie, I’m 21 originally from a small part of North Dakota and moved out east for college about 18 months ago” I say as in my head everything that I remembered is an absolute blur right now. “So tell us about what you’re into back home and then around here”

I think about what I like to do at home “I’m a real farm boy so usually it’s out with the animals, going horseback riding and I like to play guitar but I’m awful at it” I say laughing about things and feeling a lot more comfortable now talking about home.

There are a few more questions before the final question throws me a bit “So what is your sexual preference, guys, girls or?” Cam asks me as I don’t really know how to answer it.

“I’m straight but I mean I’m pretty curious you know, always up for trying new things,” I say laughing as Cam smiles and gives me the cue to start.

Laying there on the bed, I close my eyes as I rub my hand over my crotch feeling my bulge already getting hard as I lay there unbuttoning my jeans and taking them off as I run my hand around my bulge before taking my shirt off and just laying there on the bed running my hands over my body.

The hand over my abs feels so good as I keep rubbing them and closing my eyes just imagining myself in the bedroom by myself. I slide my hand down my briefs feeling my cock grow as my eyes stay closed imaging someone else on my cock now which feels amazing.

Sliding my briefs off, my hard 6-and-a-half-inch cock flops out and slaps against my smooth abs right now as I kneel on the bed and show my perfect cock to the camera as I start jerking it. On my knees, I look into the camera as the oil on my body shines in the lights right now and I run my hand right over it putting the show on.

As I’m running my hands over my body, I lay back down on the bed as I slowly jerk my cock, taking my time on it as the oil lubes it up for me. My hands run over my balls which are ticklish but always a spot that turns me on so much whenever they are played with especially right now with how full they are.

Closing my eyes again I spread my legs and run my hand over my balls and as I usually imagine a hot girl all over me but today as my eyes are closed, I think about the photoshoot with Tyson the other night and when he was on top of me and our cocks were rubbing even though it wasn’t intentional it just felt so hot right now to have his bigger frame on top of me.

I keep running my hands over my body, playing with my nipples as my right hand is firmly gripped on my cock and my left hand is pinching my nipples as I moan loudly. I have to slow down so many times as I run my hands back up my body right now and keep my eyes closed.

As I open them again, I follow Cam’s instructions and start to play around with my tight smooth hole right now, as I show it to the camera and work it before he gives me the cue that I can start to jerk my cock again and blow a load.

Laying there, I run my hands over my body and play with my nipples as I’m playing with my balls massaging them before jerking my cock. As I lay there, I’m moaning thinking again about Tyson but this time all about him and me doing even more together. I lay there jerking my cock, it doesn’t take long for me to blow a hot thick load all over my chest that spurts onto my face and even up into my hair right now as I lay there still covered in hot thick cum with more loads coming out as I continue to jerk my cock.

I lay there breathing heavily looking around, smiling to myself about how good that felt not just blowing the first load that I have in weeks but the fact that I did it on camera with all these people. I’ve never been an exhibitionist but this experience is hotter than I have ever experienced.

“That looked like it felt good,” Cam says as I’m still trying to catch my breath right now but I just nod my head. “It did,” I say as I lay there as he wants to get some more pictures of me naked, with the cum still on my cock as I lay there.

The cameras are still rolling “So was there someone you were thinking about because you definitely seemed in a zone” Cam says as I just shrug. “Maybe, maybe not,” I say laughing not giving Cam anything as he tells me that everything is done for the day other than some more pictures and I just lay there for a while.

My mind is awash with thoughts right now because in my first jerk in ages, instead of thinking about the same girl that I always thought of, all I could imagine was Tyson’s body on top of me as we were in bed together for the photoshoot.

I get up and head to the shower before just putting on my pants and heading upstairs to meet some of the other guys. I walk over and see just the one guy chilling out who I actually recognise from the gym “Sup bro” he says as I sit down on the couch.

“Not much bro, just had a solo and thought I’d come to meet some of the guys,” I say as he nods and looks at my body. “You go to FitnessWorld down on Thompson Road don’t you?” he says as I nod and realise that he probably got into this in the same way that I did.

I grab a bottle of water and just chill for a bit before Cam wants to see me and show me some of the action “So how long have you been doing porn?” I ask the guy without really introducing myself. “About 4 months, I did the whole picture thing then had to wait a few months to make sure that I was committed then for the past few months been doing shoots” he says which is interesting given that I’ve been rushed through compared to most of the guys.

He looks at me “What about you? They seemed to rush you through pretty quickly considering” he says as I nod my head. “Yeah it’s all been a rush for me but I’m good with that because it’s something totally different to me you know,” I say as he nods.

“You’re Scott aren’t you?” he says as I nod “Yeah or Jordie, whichever one you’d prefer considering most of you guys know each other by the studio name Cam said”.

The guy nods “We’ll go with Jordie and Tristan then” he says smiling at me as we just chat for a while about the game on the TV. “You much of a ball fan?” he asks as I nod,

“I am, but without a team at home, it’s a bit hard when you tell people that you don’t necessarily have a team” I laugh as I say that and Tristan does too. “I’ll be honest, I just have a few different jerseys at my place you know, I just buy them more if I like them rather than for who they are.

As I talk, it sounds weird because I don’t sound like the masc straight farm boy that I am because even though I said that I was into working on the farm and the animals which I am, I’m probably more into chilling at home writing or doing more artistic things since moving from the farm.

We keep chatting for a little bit before Cam calls me down to the office to show me the stills from the video and the pictures taken today as yet again I’m not even able to recognise myself in the video as it just doesn’t feel real to think that it’s me.

“Wow,” I say as I’m just in awe of how good I look “I never realised that I was that good looking if I’m totally honest with you, I was always the ugly duckling and thought I’d grown into the ugly swan,” I say as Cam laughs.

“Well that idea should be totally wiped out of your head now isn’t it, because honestly the interest we’ve had in you is massive and people wanting to see more of you has been so much, we’ve barely had this level of request,” he says as I smile and blush feeling embarrassed. “That’s amazing, I just never thought even 2 weeks ago that I’d ever do porn and now I’m about to sign a contract,” I say as Cam gives me a deal that Bennett approved straight away because apparently they are keen to lock me down.

“So first up a lot of our guys do a straight scene so we’ve got that planned in for you to start, that’s only $100 because we don’t really want guys milking straight scenes out of it and we are a gay porn studio but want to balance it out for them to give them incentives,” Cam says as I put my hand up to him.

I quickly realise that I don’t want a straight scene because as much as I’ve always been into women and consider myself straight, I’m not really here to fuck girls. “Skip it you know, I’m not really interested in it, I came here for something different so I’d just wanna get straight into the action” I say as Cam nods and doesn’t look surprised at me.

“Next Friday we’ll do your first shoot with a guy” he says as I nod and he gives me the shooting schedule and I have a look at the roster and smile as I see who the first partner I’m going to have is.

Cam sees my smile “I was nagged so much into this and well I’ve seen how connected you two are and especially with the bedtime photo shoot the other night, I reckon it was always going to happen” I keep smiling at it as Tyson is going to be the first guy I fuck.

Finishing up, I head out with Cam depositing the money into my account and I look at the time seeing it say that it is about 4:30 now and on a Friday night I feel like I wanna do something with the money and celebrate with my bromance bud.

Me: “Someone Just signed a 12-month contract, so up for celebrations?

Tyson: “Holy fuck? I’m always up for celebrations with you”

Me: “You pick the place and time”

Tyson: “Same spot as last week

Me: “Definitely and I’m gonna pay this week 💰” 

I head home and put on the same outfit that I had last week with the Andrew Christian briefs and wait for Tyson in the same spot we were at last week.

“Sup my gay pornstar bro,” he says as a few people look around at us as I punch him and order us both a round of drinks. “Damn, these are actually pretty good,” I say as he just rolls his eyes at me enjoying the margaritas. “Why do you think I come here?” he says as I look across at him.

‘Well, I thought it was to enjoy the company of hot straight country boys and spoil them” I say as he shrugs. “That too but aren’t you paying for all this tonight” I nod as I say that I am as we sit there looking at the food options and just order the snack platter for two which has various things.

We sit there looking around “So did you get any filming schedule this week?” he asks as I nod my head “Yeah found out that my first fuck is with some weird guy… Tyler… Tyron…” I say as I push my phone across to show my schedule and show him that he is going to be the first ever guy that I fuck.

“Hell yeah boy, I asked Cam so many times to make it happen but usually it never does, thought they’d put someone smaller with you” he says as we are both are so excited. “Damn the thought of being the first guy you fuck is making me so fucking hard right now,” he says as I sneak my hand underneath and cop a feel.

“Fuck you aren’t lying” I feel his bulge through his pants as he laughs. “Damn, somebody has really come out of his shell” I shrug and we sit pretty close together right now as there really doesn’t seem to be any limits between us right now and even though I still think I’m straight I realise that when it comes to Tyson that everything is really different to me because for me it’s not a straight gay situation.

“So how did today go?” he asks as I don’t know how to put things as the bar fills up. “Was really good, got really nervous once it got time to get naked and actually jerk it, I was thinking that I couldn’t do this but once you get into your own zone it’s actually pretty good”.

Tyson nods “I fucking hate solo shoots, they love to give us ones every so often but I hate it, it feels more awkward to me than being with another guy, especially a newbie because you’re on your own but with a scene partner you can bounce off them and work the scene to what you want especially if there’s a connection between us which I’m confident that we already have that as bros,” he says as I nod in agreement.

“Yeah, the thought of having sex with another guy feels really weird because honestly it doesn’t turn me on but knowing it is with you kinda feels like this is the way that it should be,” I say to Tyson who awws and looks loved right now. “Damn you are such a sweetie at heart Scott… or should I say Jordie” he says rubbing my cheek as it looks like we are a couple having date night as the waitress brings the food.

“You know you’re not what I expect when I look at you, there’s this look of a typical jock, maybe not so much a football player but something physical like that and talking you’re more like that real soft sensual guy but then I watch you and you are a typical guy,” I say as Tyson nods as he gets his phone out.

“Don’t laugh or make a comment ok?” he says as he shows me an old selfie of his from his high school days 10 years ago as I see this chubby kid with big glasses holding a chess competition trophy. “That can’t be you?” I say as he just nods at me. “Yeah I was far from a jock, I hated Gym class every week because I was shit at everything but I knew at the same time that I’m not this guy and I was 17 when I just said fuck this and I lost so much weight and put on the muscle”.

I look at him and can’t believe this pale chubby kid is now this tanned muscled stud with perfect skin was how he was “I always use that to motivate myself that I wasn’t the person I wanted to be and remind myself of the efforts which are why I always compliment you because you are honestly so good looking and I want you to remember that” he says as I smile and rub his hand and look forward to the rest of the night.