From Campus to Camera

(This is a sort of sub-chapter to the story and I'm not sure how well it flows in but from a personal perspective I wanted to write about Cam's story a bit more, it might not connect directly to the story but I wanted to touch on it and explore some sexual action that I've never felt about;  I hope the chapter is ok for everyone and it's not too random and unrelated to the overall story arc)

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Inside the Mind of Cam

Wandering around the room, the turnout tonight is pretty good and everyone is in good spirits as I look worried about Tyson having stressed about seeing his parents earlier this afternoon but he seems good flirting his way around the room and somehow managing to get new hair clients with some of the girlfriends.

The atmosphere is good because these things can be a tense sort of affair with different sorts of thoughts of the girlfriends. You have the likes of Cassie and Olivia who are actually two of the straight models we use and are obviously open to Marshall and Luke having sex with other guys but as long as they are in their straight scenes, then you girlfriends who are really into the idea of their guys having sex with other guys and then in my case like Alysha who are so turned off by it and prefer not having to do anything.

The night is going well as Tyson comes up to me with a glass in his hand having already had a few drinks tonight as he puts his arm around me and whispers into my ear “Do you wanna go back to the apartment early and have some fun?” he says as I can tell that he’s had a few to drink and after the chatting this afternoon it felt like old times.

“How many have you had?” I say as Tyson just winks at me and I roll my eyes thinking that he’s had too many to drink as he gives me the glass and I realise that he’s playing the drunk act to get me to take him so we can talk. 

Tasting that he is pretty much just drinking Soda Water and Lime, the thought of being able to talk through things with Tyson is good as I look around and everything is going well as I leave him for a minute to check on things. “Have you seen Scott anywhere?” he asks me as I shake my head having last seen him with Tristan before Tyson wanders over to where the two of them were and I head upstairs to see if the rooftop is free to get some fresh air with Tyson so that we could possibly talk about things that I should open up to him about.

The space is a quiet space that not many people know about unless you’re a regular here which I am. I go up there and open the door seeing Henry and Scott sitting there cuddled up together which makes the offer from Tyson even more alluring having missed that for so long like we’d just hang and cuddle up even if it wasn’t for sex. I decide that it might be the best plan for tonight because seeing Tyson naked today in the apartment and the flirting took me back to where I was the most happiest.

I chat with Scott and Henry telling them that I’m worried about Tyson having had too much to drink tonight after what happened and want to take him home to make sure that he’s ok even though I know that he is barely drunk at all but at the same time I wanted to be upfront with Scott so that he knows the whole situation if he comes looking for Tyson when he wants to leave.

Walking downstairs, Tyson is sitting on the couch that lines the room as I tell one of the guys that I’ve got to head off and grab Tyson “Scott and Henry are upstairs together and they seem pretty happy and don’t really wanna go, so do you wanna… do what you said?”

Tyson smiles big as he hears me and I put my arm around him to help him down to the street and the Taxi on the way home as he looks at me as the smile can’t disappear off his face as it feels like the old times.

Getting into the apartment, Tyson kisses me and any doubts about whether this is a good idea are completely gone as those lips are just so soft and amazing. The kiss between us is absolutely perfect and better than anything that I’ve had in a long time like I’m kissing the person that I was actually meant to be with and not this whole straight act that I had going on.

Tyson pushes me to the couch and straddles me as we keep making out and I feel Tyson’s tongue pushing into my mouth and it feels so good and just natural between us which is probably why our porn scenes were also so amazing. 

As we keep kissing, Tyson pulls off my shirt and his hand runs down my smooth soft chest that even though it’s much beefier and bulkier than what it used to be when we last had sex, the feeling has never changed and despite Tyson getting it on with so many guys both in porn and in real life, he still knows every little bit of my body putting his fingers in the right spot as well.

The two of us continue to make out as I pull off his shirt so that our chests are pressed against each other as I kiss him deeply arms wrapped around him as my mind knows that I probably shouldn’t be putting myself in this spot again but I have so many feelings for Tyson I just need to.

As I’m sitting on the couch, Tyson puts me down being rougher than he ever has before off camera as he pushes me down and I just lay there as in one go he pulls my pants down and I feel his hand rubbing my jock right now as his hands run over the soles of my feet. The feeling of Tyson’s soft hands up my legs and my bulge feels good as he starts to strip down as well so now he is just in his jock strap grinding against me as I feel his cock bulging and needing a release right now but being pinned down I can’t do anything about it.

The pressing of Tyson’s muscled body against mine feels amazing as our muscled pecs push against each other and we keep kissing before I look at him and start to pull down his jock. Tyson climbs above me and starts to feed me his cock and despite it being so long, you never lose the instinct of sucking cock at all as I take the head slowly in my mouth and lick the head before sucking on it.

Tyson might want to dominate me right now but he knows that I probably need to ease my way back into it as I can feel his cock on my tongue and it brings back the memories of the first time we fucked on camera but then all the other times as well especially when it was just the two of us on the countless times we fucked.

I open my mouth and take his cock further down my throat and I remember how amazing it is to suck another guy off and hear him moaning in the same way that Tyson is now. Despite him being on top of me, I get my arms around Tyson’s back and squeeze his firm smooth ass which feels better now than it ever has before as I squeeze it and slap it even as he starts to fuck my mouth.

Pushing his cock down my throat further, my gag reflexes aren’t what they were as I gag with Tyson’s cock only 60% down my throat. “FUCK… You used to take that all without a gag” Tyson says almost punishing me by going deeper and I can see there’s a lot of pent-up frustration about not getting to own my body for so long.

Having a guy the size of Tyson on top of me is probably the best feeling that I’ve had in a long time and it feels more perfect than whenever Alysha and I had sex which got less and less over time as our rocky marriage never really hit the heights of what we expected it to. I close my eyes and focus on the 8 inches of cock that is now down my throat completely as my nose hits his bare skin and feel the pre-cum leaking out of his cock.

My cock is hard and I want to get it out and jerk it but given the positioning of Tyson, I can’t get it out and the bulge in my pants is huge right now as I’m aching for it to be free as the jock pouch can barely keep it in.

Tyson pulls his cock out of my mouth and kisses me as his pre cum sits on my tongue and we swap it around again as we both moan and I can’t believe that I resisted this urge for so long and in my head the stupidity of not being honest with Tyson hurts as I feel him pressing into me.

“Do you remember when we did that scene at the lake house and I said that I was always going to get revenge” Tyson’s smirk is devious as I remember exactly what he is talking about because the studio wanted some edgier scenes so I don’t even remember how it went but remember having Tyson pinned down.

Pulling me up, I look at Tyson’s naked body which I know I have seen so many times around the studio but being the one who gets to touch it and have all the attention of it makes me as much as excited as I was the first time that I had ever sex and even more so when I got to have it with another guy. Tyson has total control of me right now as he tells me to get over the edge of the couch and I think that he is going to get one of his dildos to help me loosen my hole that has probably gone back to his virgin state.

I’m bent over the couch with my ass prone in the air almost begging to be fucked right now as I close my eyes and hear Tyson coming back as he grabs my arms and starts to tie them up. “I’ve wanted to do this for a long time” he says as I nod my head and he looks at me as he grabs the rope and almost parades me up the hall into his bedroom and throws me over the bed.

The two of us are kissing right now as I have no control over my body and this feels so amazing as the dominant straight side of me are completely gone as Tyson is going through a box in his wardrobe and I’m completely submitting to him as I just nod to anything he wants to do. My infatuation with Tyson is so much right now and I probably should talk things out with him but there is nothing more that I want now than Tyson fucking me hard. 

As I’m bent over the bed, Tyson grabs a blindfold and puts it over me before he even gets out a gag that I’m so intrigued by “You want me to gag you too and slut you out?” he says to me as my first instinct was to say no I’m straight but my feels for Tyson overwhelms me as I nod. 

I’m not completely submissive to Tyson as he can do whatever he wants to me right now as he pushes me onto the bed and I’m laying there as he feeds me his cock even though I can’t see a thing and have no control over anything. Tyson starts to push his cock down my throat again and it just feels amazing as I suck on it using nothing but instinct to get to all of his turn-on spots as the pre-cum rushes onto my tongue again.

As his cock gets harder I can feel him already blowing a load down my throat as I gag hard swallowing it almost reuniting with the taste of another man's natural protein shake. Tyson finishes off feeding me his cock and slaps it across my chin right now as it’s still hard and without warning, I feel the gag going in my mouth.

Tyson now pushes me over the edge of the bed and my ass is in the air as he gets on his knees and starts to eat out of my hole as I can only moan through into my gag right now as I really want to moan but just can’t as I have no control right now.

The feeling of his tongue going to work on my hairy ass which I haven’t smoothed out since quitting porn and having his finger pressing against my hole is also amazing. Having no idea what I can see is happening right now is nothing like the sex that I’ve ever had before because it actually makes me feel more justified about getting fucked which as much as I always loved having my hole filled up by another man’s cock and then his cum, it was just something that was still tough in my mind.

Tyson slaps his cock on my crack a few times and I can feel the load that he blew earlier still sitting on his cock as he starts to press in and even with the blindfold on I have to close my eyes cringing at the feeling. 

“FUCKKK… OHH FUCKKK” I say as I can hear Tyson laughing as I am moaning so loudly trying to get used to having a cock in my tight hole again after so many years. Tyson slaps my ass right now as I am completely naked and without any control of my body and absolutely love it right now as I’m Tyson’s little bitch rather than being his boss right now.

The thought of having his best friend pinned to the bed but more so the guy who is also his boss in total submission seems to be turning Tyson on even more than the years between actually getting to fuck me is making this fuck even hotter as the sweat is dripping off his body onto mine as his cock is ripping my hole apart right now.

“OH FUCK TAKE MY COCK, BABY,” he says as he continues to pound me harder than what I think he has before though it has been so long that maybe it’s the tightness of my ass. The power running through my body is so good as I moan into the gag right now and I am in a sensory overload right not having any control but feeling amazing in doing so when usually everybody looks at me for control.

I don’t know how long Tyson fucks me bent over the bed before I can feel him lift me up and push me onto the bed before he takes out the gag and then the blindfold but still has me tied up so I can’t do anything else. 

Watching Tyson pulling my legs up to his shoulders feels so fucking good getting to see my best friend getting to relive his dreams and the old times that we had together and for me, it feels like when we did our first scene together. It was such a long time between getting to know each other so closely before that scene because we just clicked but there was some consternation that we were both beefier guys compared to most of the other guys so they weren’t sure how we would go for fans.

The two of us had very few doubts about the sex and it was the greatest thing that I had experienced and I know for Tyson it was probably his best-ever scene until Scott came along which makes me slightly jealous but I know that he has a high standard. 

Tyson starts to push back into my hole and this time being able to see him feels even better than it ever has before as my stretched-out hole is quickly back to tightening up so him pushing into me feels like the first time again as this time he can see my face. The look on his face as I grimace is absolutely amazing as I can see him smiling as I can feel his fat 8 inches stretching me out completely as my hole opens up again.

Bending over to kiss me, I forgot how good it felt to be kissed and fucked by the same guy at the same time as we continue to make out while I get adjusted to the speed and then watch Tyson starting to fuck me harder.

I lay there looking up as our bodies are completely sweat-drenched not even hearing the door opening as Tyson continues to go at me and the both of us are just focussed on pleasuring each other as we don’t see Henry and Scott walking up the hall. The power going through my body and the bed hitting the wall right now as we continue to fuck hard.

“OH FUCK I’VE MISSED YOU TYSON FUCKING ME SO DAMN HARD” I yell not realising anybody can hear me as he continues to slam into me harder than anything I’ve experienced before as he starts to cum inside me again fucking my hole and as he creampies me before pulling out and starts to cum on my abs.

The fact my hands are tied still and I’m still wearing the jock means that I can’t even expose my cock to the air even though I’ve been leaking and there is so much pre-cum on the pouch and up my body as finally Tyson takes it off me and sucks on my cock to help me cum.

I blow a huge load that spreads all over the two of us as it sprays on the walls and on the chest and all over my body as Tyson flops down next to me and kisses me before licking up the cum off my body and running my finger over the chest and feeding me the cum.

After a few minutes, Tyson undoes the rope behind my back and it feels weird as all we can hear is silence thinking that Scott must still be with Henry, we wander out into the hallway and unexpectedly see Scott and Henry standing in the hall together both standing in their underwear as both of us are completely naked.

The embarrassment on my face must be evident because I had always told Henry that all my interest in the guys with the sex is now from behind the camera and directing rather than ever really wanting to do things again. I stand there not knowing what to say as Tyson takes control and tells Scott to put on some clothes and they’ll head out for a few minutes so I can explain things through to Henry which I probably should have done a long time ago.

I go into the other bathroom and shower off as Tyson does the same thing and they head out to the all-night Café as I don’t know what to say because I know Henry knew about the past me and Tyson had but nothing about how I feel and that fact that I’m probably pansexual though probably more bisexual rather than pansexual.

The two of us sit down on the couch as I grab a Banana off the fruit bowl and sit down and look at Cam as the conversation is going to get pretty awkward as we both sit there not knowing what to say as Henry looks at me.

“You don’t need to explain anything to me if you don’t want to Cam, I mean it’s none of my business I guess,” Henry says as I nod but then shake my head because I want to at least let something out and I know that I can’t really tell Tyson how I feel.

Henry sitting there just in his briefs still feels weird considering that I probably interrupted anything that he and Scott had going on. “Sorry for ruining yours and Scott’s night, I didn’t think you two would be back so soon or together” I chuckle as Henry puts his hand up to tell me not to worry about it.

“Nothing was going on, you came back here with Tyson and well I’m supposed to be staying with you tonight but you have the only set of keys to get back into your place tonight” I laugh and realise that was true because even though Henry is staying with me, he just needed to lock the door from my place rather than using the key.

Sitting there, the awkwardness is not easing up as I sigh “Ok… well I guess there is plenty for me to tell you about with what happened tonight and over the past few weeks” I say as he nods his head as I gulp and wonder how I’m going to put it.

“Look, me and Alysha are pretty much split up these days you know, that’s why she is away because she moved back North to stay with their family because I think that they were starting to put more pressure on her about me still working in porn and they really didn’t like my past” I sit there as Cam nods as I didn’t think I’d be having this conversation yet.

Cam puts his arm around me “I know that we were already well into our teens but I know that Mum and Dad wouldn’t be upset with you because they never got along with Alysha’s parents in the first place and honestly the porn factor shouldn’t have been a big deal because you were upfront about it and you don’t exactly have the work experience to get a job in an office and you’d not cope.”

Laughing as he says that I nod my head and then look at Henry trying to think about what to say about me and Tyson tonight “Look, there is probably something else I need to tell you and I haven’t said this to anybody other than Scott today because I thought it was time but I’m not straight… I think that I’m probably Bisexual more than anything, I told Scott I was Pan but then realised that I actually feel a greater connection to other men than I do women.”

I worry about how Henry is going to take it even though he’s gay I feel like he wants to be the special one of the family but he smiles “You can’t just let me be the gay brother, you couldn’t be the straight one” he says laughing a little bit before putting his arm around me. “I know that you are into guys more than women, I could always sense it with you and Tyson because I knew that your feelings for him were more than just being best friends.

The two of us sit there for a few minutes just chatting generally as we can hear the footsteps from outside as Scott and Tyson come back as Henry asks me one last question “Do you love Tyson?”

Henry’s question is a pointed one but I don’t get to hear the answer as they come in and we stand up trying to work out what happens for the night because it’s too late to drive home and I’m probably over the limit and I know for sure that Henry is as well.

In the end, we just go to bed how we were going to do it before as I get into bed next to Tyson and despite wanting to keep my distance from him, it’s too hard as he completely strips naked and gets into bed as I do the same. “Did the talk go well between you two?” he asks me as I nod my head but the last question is running through my head right now about loving Tyson because I’ve never thought of it that way but it probably is true but I can’t admit it.

The two of us lay there as I tell him about everything that happened between me and Alysha, especially with the breakup and everything but I can’t think how much of an idiot that I was for not telling my best friend sooner. “Look, you’re my best friend and I probably should have told you everything but I felt ashamed that my marriage broke up over the porn factor even though she was ok with it and I just blamed myself and wasn’t ready for you to keep telling me that it wasn’t me it was her even though I thought I was straight when honestly I’m probably not.”

Tyson looks at me and laughs “Glad you finally said that because I’ve known that since we fucked in Vegas… or Hawaii… or South Africa… whichever one came first” he says as I punch him without too much energy because I’m getting tired right now and just want to fall asleep in the arms of the hottest guy I know.

“Do you just wanna talk tomorrow?” Tyson asks as I nod my head and put my head on his chest as everything tonight takes me back to the days of where we just used to be like boyfriends when we would go away. I nuzzle my head into his firm pecs using them as a pillow as he runs his hands through my hair and I feel comfortable falling asleep on the chest of the guy that I probably have loved for a long time but was just too dumb and pigheaded to ever admit.