From Campus to Camera

Apologies for the long break in chapters, had a busy few weeks including a holiday away. I suffered from writers block so personally not sure this chapter is as good as normal but hope you all find it ok and give some positive feedback

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I’ve never thought of myself being anything but straight and even after doing my first scenes with Tyson, I still didn’t think anything had changed about the way that I feel. As I lay here, I quickly realise that after watching the shoot with Cam and Tyson I don’t know how I really feel or how I’m supposed to feel.

The connection between Tyson and I is something that I really can’t explain because we just hit it off straight away and it was just like that, he knew how to bring down all the barriers that I had put up as a country boy in the big city and he knew what exactly would bring them all down. As I try to sleep, I can’t stop thinking about that video and all that sex I just watched with Tyson but as I close my eyes, I realise that instead of Tyson, I’m imagining myself with Cam.

Closing my eyes, I imagine Cam and me going at it in the same way that he and Tyson were as his beefy body is pressed up against mine as our arms wrap each other as we start to make out, our lips both surprisingly soft pressed against each other as the contrast of body sizes makes this so hot. As we keep making out, Cam takes off his shirt and the cool crisp air hits his amazingly firm chest with the most amazing skin.

As our bodies press together, my cock is now hard as it can get both in my fantasy and in bed as well, as it springs up as my shorts and boxers come off in one move as he kisses down my body and I moan as I can feel his lips and tongue running down my abs as he goes straight down to my cock as I watch this beefy, muscled straight boy now licking my shaft down to my balls. Each individual ball now getting its own special intention as I lay in bed and realise how much this is turning me on as my cock is leaking in my sleep shorts.

I open my eyes stunned at what I was thinking about and how much I’m being turned on right now and genuinely how excited I am by the thought of being turned on by all this and everything even if it’s just from watching the movie.

Closing my eyes again, I go back to thinking about Cam and as I start jerking to my hard cock and Cam is sucking each of my balls, not staying on either one for too long but doing what I need as my balls are now full of cum that is trying to leak out of my hard cock. As I keep jerking my cock, I’m moaning loudly as I’m jerking and I know that Tyson can probably hear me but I’m in such a mood that I need to blow a massive load.

My eyes closed right now as I continue to jerk my cock as with Tyson I was more dominant but right now imagining how things would go with Cam I find myself just submitting to his beefy body. 

Laying there, Cam opens my legs apart and moves his tongue around my balls and runs it through the area between my cock and ass and I’m moaning so loudly as it feels so good before he starts to put all his attention on my pink virgin hole.

My tight pink hole is getting all the attention right now as I moan loudly. The feeling of my hole being rimmed is amazing and it’s something that very quickly I have learnt that I love as now I start to run my finger over my hole and then press it into my virgin pink hole.

I know it’s not the first time that I’ve had anything in there after Tyson worked my hole with the dildo the other night but this feels so different as I’m pressing my finger in. It doesn’t take much as the feeling of pleasure overwhelms me as I start to blow a massive load of hot white creamy cum all over myself including over my face, body and it goes up the walls as well “HOLY SHIT” I moan loud enough for Tyson to hear me. I can hear him laughing through the wall as I bang on it to tell him to shut up and I can still hear him going in there.

The next morning, I get up just in a different pair of shorts to what I wore last night as I wander into the kitchen and Tyson is making coffee when he turns around and gives me a cup “You sounded like you had fun in your room last night, something you watched maybe?” he says as I just shake my head and laugh and try to deny it.

As he gives me the coffee, I feel that I’m completely overdressed in my shorts as Tyson is in the kitchen totally naked with his beefy body on show and morning wood that isn’t hard to miss either. “You look like you are having a good morning this morning?” I say as we sit down at the small table that he has looking out over the city.

“Well I suppose when you’re hot as fuck, gay porn star roommate is jerking his cock after watching one of the hottest porn films ever with him, of course it’s a damn good morning” he says as I just laugh because it still feels extremely weird him say that even though I know it’s true.

As we sit there, the confidence just exudes from Tyson and it’s infectious because he could make even the most depressive person feel good about themselves because he has that sort of personality and I can feel myself changing in just a few days.

“So what’s on the cards today?” Tyson asks as I shrug my shoulders because my only class of the day has been cancelled because the lecturer has some travel in her other work so I’ve got nothing really planned. I decide that I might go to the library to do some more work on my major assignments/

“I’m just going to the library for a while and then hopefully we should get some information on my place, what about you?” I ask Tyson who now rolling his eyes as I say about going to the library yet again. “

Tyson looks at me “You don’t need to study all the time, just relax you know” he says to me as I know that but for me it was all that I had to do outside of going to work and maybe spending Sunday night relaxing because I didn’t want to disappointment my family about what I’m doing here.

“I know that but I just need to prove that I’m studying because I told my family that I’d pretty much just be working and studying so that’s what I do and this is my way of proving that and that this is all worth it”. 

Tyson nods and then looks at me “Who are you trying to prove yourself to?” he says as it sort of shocks me but I let him finish talking. “This is not a dig at you at all because you know how special I think you are but I don’t think you are trying to necessarily try to prove to your family but to yourself mostly.”

Getting that sort of hard-hitting comment and advice is something that isn’t easy to take at all but as I think about it, there is something probably right about what Tyson has to say as I sit there stunned about things though he is probably the best thing in my life and his charisma probably makes it easier.

“This isn’t me belittling you or doubting you at all but as I’ve said, you want to be you and you’re scared to do that which is normal, but don’t stress yourself to the point of exhaustion because you will be an amazing doctor, but if you wear yourself down now you can’t be what you want to be because you’re a shell of the person.” Tyson looks at me and rubs my hand “What I mean by that is that you won’t be the Scott that you want to be but at the same time you’re not going to be the one your family wants, so you’ll be in limbo”.

Tyson’s words are accurate because this whole situation was initially about my family and the reason why I became a doctor to stop what happened to my dad from happening to anyone else but now that I think about it there is a different person I want to be. I realise that for all the desire to be different, I’ve just been concreted in the North Dakota ways and how my family expect me to be as well.

“Yeah, I know” I say as Tyson rubs my hand and even though we have only known each other a couple of weeks he is like nobody I have ever met in my life and he just brings out the best in me and makes me feel more comfortable about myself because after what happened, I’m doubting about this whole move thing.

I start to feel a bit more comfortable again and know it’s probably not knowing about the whole situation after the fire that is making me feel this way “So what’s on the cards for you today?” I ask Tyson as I probably should already know. “Salon 11-7” he says with a sense of passion because he seems to actually hold such a big passion for his work as a stylist though I think he is just genuinely that passionate about anything.

“So are you always up this early then for that late of a start?” Tyson nods his head as I ask that. “Yeah, I mean it is only 7:30 and I hit the gym for two hours or so,” he says as I nod and he invites me to come down with him which I agree to do.

I have to borrow some gym clothes from Tyson which are still slightly too big for me despite them being too small for him and as he finally puts some clothes on which are probably half a size too small as I can see how much of a show-off that he likes to be in the gym, even though we are only going to the fully fitted gym downstairs exclusive for the residents.

Instead of doing my own thing, Tyson makes me join in his workout and his routine is harder than anything I’ve ever done before and harder than any personal training session that I’ve ever had and I’m ready to be sick and collapse as Tyson continues to push me until we finally stop. The sweat is running off both of us like a waterfall as we finally finish and I’ve never been so exhausted but the explanation is now pretty clear because Tyson is also a qualified Personal Trainer not that he’s ever done any PT work.

Heading back upstairs, I’m shy about getting undressed around Tyson, especially after the morning and gym session which is weird considering what we’ve done but my confidence is a bit lacking right now as Tyson laughs. “Why are you so worried about getting naked in front of me? We’ve had sex twice remember and you saw me this morning remember?” he says as I just laugh and nod my head.

“Yeah, I know that, but I mean look at you, especially after the gym this morning,” I say as Tyson hits me hard and shakes his head and rightly so as well. “Scotty, I don’t know what’s bothering you so much today but remember you are as hot as fuck and remember how popular you are as a star so you’re clearly fucking hot and there’s nothing to worry about,” he says as I nod and he hugs me tight as I think there’s a lot playing on my mind and realising that I’m missing Mum’s birthday today.

Tyson takes his clothes off and heads into his bedroom ensuite and has a shower to get ready for work as I head into the main bathroom and do the same to get changed into some more borrowed clothes from Tyson. As I get out of the shower my phone rings and it’s a number I don’t recognise but I answer it and find out that it’s the fire inspector giving me a call that they have an update for me and if I could come down to the apartment to see them.

As I get dressed in some borrowed clothes, Tyson is standing there in the tightest Black and White long-sleeve shirt and tight jeans with some boots on as the difference in looks and personalities he can pull off is amazing. “I was gonna ask if you can show off anymore but I’ve already seen today that you can,” I say as we both laugh and he puts his arm around me and teasingly kisses me on the cheek.

“Who was on the phone?” Tyson asks as I tell him that it’s the fire inspector with an update for me because there is different information for each apartment and then what happens from there becomes totally different. “Do you want a lift down there, it won’t make me late for work or anything?” Tyson asks as I shake my head and tell him that I’ll just catch a ride down there as we both start to get ready to head out as I book an Uber to head out there.

“Whatever happens, it’ll be ok, right? And if anything isn’t ok just come by the salon to talk because nobody will care” he says to me as I nod my head and he hugs me again as he heads to work. The whole situation is so weird because it was only a couple of days ago that everything happened with the fire and having to move in with Tyson but it feels like such an eternity of change and it sinks in a fair bit of how much change I’ve had to make both through necessity and through force all within about three weeks.

It's about 10:50 when the Uber gets here and we take the long journey out to where my apartment was and as much as I miss having my own place, it is a quick reminder of how bad this area is with so many police cars patrolling the area and how derelict all the buildings are despite people living there.

Getting out of the Uber the fire inspector is standing there having just spoken to one of the families that lived at the other end of the building that I never really got to know other than that they were Vietnamese and didn’t speak a lot of English but outside of that they always said hello.

I wander over to the inspector “Hi there, I’m Scott you were expecting me?” he looks at his list and crosses my name off “Ah yes Scott, Bill McGrath” he says shaking my hand as I see a few people able to go into their apartments as he has a glum look on his face.

“So I actually wish I had better news for you today but unfortunately unlike most of the other apartments on the top floor, it’s bad news for you that your apartment has been considered a total loss and it’s not safe for anybody to get in there because you were directly underneath where the fire started so it burnt through the floor and well it’s not safe because the floor collapsed so everything went down into the fire,” he says as I rub my hands over my face because that was so much of what I had in North Dakota in there as well as what I had built up with my work money and that means everything is completely gone.

“I am so sorry about that sir” he says as I just stand there in pure disbelief as I cannot believe that everything is gone from some of the family stuff that I didn’t collect and rush into a bag which makes me grateful that I managed to put some photos and my laptop in even though it was ridiculously stupid that night to do so. As I still stand there, the fire inspector leaves me for a moment to take another call as I can see that the police are still investigating the situation as well as the fire inspector is still dealing with them.

After a few minutes, he walks back over “Sorry about that, as you can see there is an active crime scene because of the nature of the events of the fire, the best thing would be to get in touch with your insurance company because they can do a lot more sooner because any compensation from the building's owners would be on the base of the completed investigation but as you can see with the situation that is going to be a very long time” he says as I realise that I never got my own insurance on anything so I’m well and truly up the creek without a paddle.

“So there was nothing able to be saved at all? It was destroyed?” I ask the Inspector with the hope that there was something that could be saved even if it is a bit damaged such as the pictures on the wall that surely didn’t collapse in the fire. The inspector stands there for a moment “I don’t want to push anything serious but it’s just that I’m from North Dakota and my family is all there so I was hoping something got saved” I say as he looks at me and has a small smile on his face.

“Let me see what I can do right now,” he says as he gets on the phone for a minute and I appreciate anything that he is doing for me as he gets off the phone. “Come on up, I’ll take you as far as we can go and if there’s anything that you can grab” I smile and appreciate the effort that he is going to for me.

We head up to my apartment “I come from Nebraska originally before I joined the Air Force so I know what it’s like to be living so far alone from home” he says as we go up there and I realise how much damage there is and how lucky I was to get out with the floor pretty much gone. I look around and see everything gone bar one photo and frame that is on the ground albeit smashed I pick it up and see it with me and my Dad when I was a kid.

“Thank you for this,” I say as I pick it up and decide that after seeing the apartment this might be the chance for the fresh break that I needed and head back down with the inspector. He gives me another information card that once the investigation is concluded and any legal action is taken and that could be months if not longer. 

Booking an Uber back home, I jump in and hold the photo dear to me as the driver picks me up “Hey Buddy, how’s it all going” he says somewhat over cheerfully given where he is picking me up from and how obvious the fire was. “Been better, but I still so can’t complain” I say as he just nods and starts to chat to me about anything which is actually nice enough despite the chatter being non-stop for the 40 minutes that it takes to get back to the apartment.

Heading back upstairs to Tyson’s place, I sit down and think about going to the library but then take his advice and I start to make a list of things that I lost in the fire of any value which really a heap of second-hand furniture isn’t going to be worth a lot and then my clothes from cheap shops and Walmart won’t be that expensive either so what I probably do get won’t be that much after everything is done and sorted.

As I grab something out of the cupboard to eat before sitting down and grabbing my laptop, I put it down and grab a bottle of water and put my laptop on and when nothing happens I throw my head back “Ugh what is the matter with you now” I say as it won’t turn on which is fucking annoying because pretty much everything I own is on there now and even though I upload a lot to the cloud, the last lot of work that I’ve done still hasn’t been uploaded.

“Fuck fuck fuck” I say as I check my phone to see what my laptop issue could be and even after trying to use a spare cord which thankfully Tyson’s laptop uses the same sort of charger it doesn’t turn on as a lot of my work has potentially disappeared.

Sitting on the couch, the frustration is starting to take over me as even though Tyson has brought out so much confidence in me, the fact that he’s not around shows how much I bounce off his confidence and person about things because I know that he would be able to show me the positives in the situation.

I get up and take a walk for a while and just decide to give Mum a call letting her know everything that happened today so that she can know about everything going on. I take a few minutes nervous about what she has to say.

Me: “Hey Mum”

Mum: “Oh Scott, did your brother text you?”

Me: “No? Why what’s the matter you sound frantic?”

Mum: “Oh nothing, just your Dad’s had to go to the hospital because he had a fall last night, nothing serious but they think he has fractured his hip”

Me: “What? When did that happen?”

Mum: “He went to the bathroom last night and just lost his balance in the dark and fell down…”

Me: “So you didn’t think that it was right to tell me?”

Mum: “Well… you’re so far away you know, not like you can make a difference”

Me: “Ok then”

My frustrations must start to become obvious because Mum sends me texts, messenger messages or rings me to talk to me about random family members getting married or people I don’t know doing things almost every day across the most boring stuff that I have no interest in but won’t tell me this.

Me: “So you can tell me anything about people from Church that I’ve never met from 20 miles away and go on about that for 15 minutes but then when this happens, it’s only me calling you about something else at least 12 hours after it happened that I find out?”

Mum: “Why are you taking that tone, Scott? Sounds like this Tyson must be rubbing off on you with the attitude”

Me: “Excuse me? I’ve stayed with Tyson for 2 nights and known him for a few weeks”

Mum: “Was there a purpose to this whole phone call or just want to give me attitude”

Me: “I don’t think I’m the one with attitude but I was just ringing you to let you know that I spoke to the fire people today and my apartment is a total loss, the damage to the floor and everything was ruined”

Mum: “Oh…”

Me: “Yeah it was that bad”

Mum: “Well, you know there’s always room for you to come back home make some money and transfer”

Me: “I’m not moving back, I’ve got enough support here and Tyson is helping me out”

Mum: “Yes him…”

Me: ”I know you don’t know him but can you just give him a chance, I know that you’re not a fan of city people”

Mum: “Fine…, Is there anything else you want to have a go at me about because I’m such a bad mother”

Me: “Where the hell did that come from? I never said anything like that, I just wanted to give you the update as soon as I got it, nobody else knows but jeez I’m sorry that I got annoyed that nobody bothered to tell me about Dad being in the hospital”

Mum: “Sorry Scott, it’s just all so much”

Me: “I know, anyway just make sure someone can give me an update at some point please because not being around isn’t exactly easy”

Mum: “I am proud of you Scott and if you want to video call me tonight so that I can meet Tyson and I can give you another update”

Getting off the phone with Mum, I thought that I would be less frustrated with the situation but I’m the complete opposite right now because it feels like that she has somehow put the blame for everything on me for it all which is so stupid. The move wasn’t exactly her first choice for me but she was never against it but now it seems like the true colours are being shown about what she thought although I guess she is stressed.

I wander around for a while getting lost and having no idea where I am as I look for any sort of landmark in an area that is pretty modern still but being built as I look at my phone and see that I’m closer to the Salon than I am home so I set the GPS there.

Walking there, I’m going through all the thoughts in my mind about how this could be different and maybe it might be better if I went back home because, in the past few weeks, I’ve lost my job, my apartment, just about all my money and added in that my family isn’t exactly going perfectly right now with Dad in hospital and Mum showing that she isn’t exactly a fan of the move.

I text Tyson so I’m not showing up without warning:

“Hey man, I’m dropping by if it’s cool had to take a walk”

He just replies with a thumbs up and says he will talk to me when I get there. It takes me about 20 minutes as the GPS tries to take me down a road that is actually closed for construction so I have to go around the block so eventually I get to the Salon exhausted and needing water. I wander in and there’s a tall blonde lady at the reception desk “Good Afternoon and welcome to Salon54, do you have a booking today?” she asks as I tell her that I’m here to see Tyson.

“Tyson, your man is here” she says as I look totally embarrassed as they all think I’m Tyson’s new boyfriend which I don’t necessarily deny as he comes over and gives me a big hug which still doesn’t dispel the thoughts of us being a couple. 

Tyson lets go of me “You ok, seems like you're bothered about it, not good news” he says as he takes me into a private little area and I shake my head. “The worst really, everything is a total loss at the apartment, the brunt of the fire seemed to be right below my place and it destroyed the floor and completely everything and they don’t think the whole situation can be dealt with for a while because I’m not insured, any compensation comes after the police close their case which could be months or years,” I say as Tyson wraps his arm around me.

“You know that everyone has your back and whatever you need I can help you with it for nothing because I don’t want anything” he says as I nod and he can sense that there is more wrong than just that. 

He grabs me a bottle of water which I need and he looks at me “What else happened today? Because it can’t be just that because you knew that it would be bad news like that and you were ok with it” he says as I nod and agree that I did.

“Well my laptop died, it just wouldn’t turn on or anything even with your power cord and then I went for the walk so I rang Mum and I found out Dad had a fall last night and hurt his hip but then somehow it became my fault for not knowing you know” he nods his head and looks at me as he puts his head on my shoulder and looks deep in my eyes. “It’s not your fault and like I said this morning, you need to live your life that you want and family can just suck sometimes” I nod my head and as he looks at me and holds me.

“Always take this advice that a great mind once said that I think is important to remember When everything is goin' wrong, don't worry, it won't last for long, Yeah, it's all gonna come around don't go let it get you down You gotta keep on holding on”.

I just smile as Tyson keeps going because I know exactly where he got this advice from “And up, up, up, can only go up from here up, up, up, where the clouds gonna clear up, up, there's no way but up from here. Up, up, up”.

As he quotes that I look at him “I know where you got that… you know how to bring Shania Twain into anything don’t you?” I say as he just laughs and looks at me. “I know how much you love her as well and you are probably the only person that I can quote those lyrics to and know what song it is,” he says as I smile and already feel so much more confident around him as he looks at the time and has a client to work on but says he’ll take me out for dinner and shopping afterwards.

I get up and head back home as I feel so much better just for those few moments around him and as I get in the door, Cam texts me wanting to know if I want to film on Friday and I send a thumbs up.