From Campus to Camera

Finding New and Old Feelings

Everything feels good talking things through with Henry and I want to just keep chilling out with him not even to get more information about Cam but he just seems fun to be around and we’re connecting like I’ve not really connected with anyone before other than Tyson and now Cam as well.

I look at Cam and then Henry “I think I might just chill with Henry if he wants the company.” I see a smile on Henry’s face as I say that and Cam gives me a nod as we come downstairs and I tell Tyson who I don’t think is as drunk as he is making out to be that I’ll catch him back at the apartment and that he and Cam can spend some time together.

They head off as I don’t know whether anything will happen between the two of them again but in case it does I want it to be special between the two of them to reignite the old flame they have and even though it might get weird for me with how I feel about Tyson and he does with me, I just think it needs to happen. Henry and I walk to the bar and this time just get Pepsi rather than anything stronger as we find a spot in the corner to talk.

“You didn’t want to just head back home with Tyson?” Henry asks as I shake my head and explain the situation of the night. “Nah, Tyson convinced Cam to stay over because his wife is away visiting her parents and I thought the two of them could spend the time together like I think that they have always wanted to do.”

Henry looks at me and claps “Thank you, someone else who spots it.”

It takes me a moment to know what he is talking about before he elaborates “You think Cam and Tyson have stronger feelings for each other don’t you” Henry asks me as I nod my head. “Exactly, I’ve always thought that knowing them both for so long especially when Cam first did porn and he spent so much time with Tyson that I thought there was more going on between them but all I ever got was they were just friends.”

I don’t know how much Henry knows because as much as I want to talk about things with him I don’t want to betray Cam’s trust in case Henry says something that he shouldn’t know about even though there are very few secrets between them. “So they’ve never told you that there was anything more between them or they got up to anything else?” I probably just put my foot in it when Henry looks at me and I realise I shouldn’t have said anything.

“Oh you mean like South Africa, Vegas and all that?” he says as I nod my head and Henry waves his hand and laughs. “Fuck I know all about that especially Vegas because we all thought it was funny that Tyson was nailing two brothers on the same night because Tyson and I had a shoot that night something about Casino winnings and betting on me or something and then after we finished they were sharing a room next to mine and well heard them going at it” Henry has no issues sharing all the information about his brother.

The charm that Henry has is infectious and I can see how Cam and he bonded so closely as stepbrothers which is kind of hard to believe that’s all they are because they are so much alike it’s not funny and I mean there is probably a porn story there but I think Henry would have loved to be pounded by Cam though they wouldn’t go there.

Henry and I feel like we’ve known each other forever as we talk “You and Tyson really hit it off didn’t you?” Henry asks as I nod. “Yeah, we met the first day I went to the studio and he tried to hit on me and ask me out on a date which I guess we kind of went on but yeah we just hit it off and were pretty close” Henry nods with a smile as I talk about Tyson.

“He showed me into his world pretty quickly which was nice because, in the time that I’d been in town, I’d really only made a handful of friends at school and the bar that I worked at until it was closed and I felt embarrassed because I was living all the way out in a pretty deadbeat area after coming from North Dakota because that’s all I could afford but Tyson never judged and wanted to help” I tell Henry who nods and puts his arm around me as we sit there talking as he kisses me gently and I kiss him back.

We are sitting there almost cuddled up as I find myself leaning back on him between his legs in a way that not even Tyson and I have sat together but it feels right with Henry. “Do you think that we will get the scene in before I head home?” Henry says to me as I look across at him confused.

“You mean you don’t live here?” I ask as he shakes his head. “Nah, I actually live in Los Angeles with Christian” he says referring to his boyfriend whom obviously Cam knows about and Tyson has met a few times but otherwise it’s a big secret to everyone.

I nod my head “Doesn’t the porn make it weird? And wouldn’t this be a bit of an issue?” I ask worried but Henry shakes his head. “Nah, Christian and I are pretty open about things because with porn I do a fair bit of travelling between here and Los Angeles and then Christian is Danish so he spends a lot of time there working and then just travelling as well” he says as I nod trying to get my head around this whole openness thing still which is so different.

“Do I get a sneak peek of what this Danish boyfriend looks like?” I ask Henry who winks and gets his phone out as I’m expecting to just see an ordinary guy when he gets out a picture and my eyes go big “Th…that’s Christian Blom” I say with total surprise. I was just sitting there thinking that it was just going to be some guy not one of the hottest actors in Hollywood.

Henry smiles and nods “Yeah, we met when we worked on Pacific Palms and then he went back to Denmark but we were pretty close and I had a pretty good friendship with him and we flirt texted a bit and he actually was back in LA and I’d started doing porn and he thought it was hot and it just went from there but we keep it pretty quiet you know what they’d be like once they find out Christian Blom is dating a gay porn star,” he says shrugging as it doesn’t bother him.

We talk about that for a bit as I look at him and see that it’s just after midnight “When do you leave for LA?” I ask now really wanting to get this shoot done with Henry because he’s so amazing. “Fly out Friday morning” I run my hands over my face because Fridays are the only day that I can shoot, especially this week.

“Fuck sake… Fuck” My frustrations surprise me as I really want this scene with Henry as he looks at me. “What’s the matter? Did I say something wrong?” he asks as I shake my head.

“It’s not you at all, it’s just that with College I’m pretty much having class every day except Friday and that’s when usually I have to do my shoots unless it’s a night one and that gets complicated,” I say as Henry just shrugs his shoulders. “I can rearrange my flight, I’ve got a free change of date and Christian won’t mind because he’s filming in Alaska so won’t be back until Saturday night so we can make it work” he says with a smile though I don’t know if I can wait a whole week.

The two of us finish up our drink “Guess we should probably get going” Henry says as I nod and stand up as he looks at me. We head out of the bar “Whereabouts are you staying?” I ask with no real plans just curious as Henry looks at me and realises he was meant to be staying with Cam.

“I’m staying with Cam at his place so might just head back there tonight… though I just realised with him having the keys I can’t get in” he says as I smile and realise I could actually be getting further into Henry tonight. “Why don’t you just come and crash at the apartment I mean Cam is already there and he can just give you a lift home in the morning” I say as Henry nods and we just get a Taxi back to the apartment.

“Are you set for whatever is going on in there?” I ask Henry as a joke and he just laughs. “What am I ready for my stepbrother having sex with the guy he definitely never loved and wanted to be with” I laugh as Henry says that and I start to wonder if they’re keeping it secret wasn’t that good though most people didn’t believe when Henry said that’s what he thought was going on between the two of them.

We head upstairs and I unlock the door and everything is dark and turned off “Maybe Cam went home?” I say as Henry follows me in quietly and I close the door as quietly as I can to not disturb Tyson and/or Cam if they are asleep but it’s not long before I hear that they are definitely not sleeping.

There is plenty of groaning going on as I tell Henry to tiptoe up the hall and stop when we get near the door and I poke my head around to see what is going on without being seen as I see Cam with his jock still on but bent over his bed with his hands looking like they are tied behind his back as Tyson is going to work on him.

 

 “OH FUCK I’VE MISSED YOU TYSON” I hear Cam going as Henry tries to stop laughing and we quickly try to get past the bedroom into my room which we do and I close the door as I don’t know whether either of them heard us coming past and Henry sits on my bed. “That was probably unexpected,” I say as I really didn’t think that Tyson and Cam would be going at that way and so hard but then I couldn’t deny that the sexual desire is there between each other.

Sitting on my bed, I look at Henry who is smirking “Don’t think what is happening with them is happening between us tonight” I say to Henry who looks at me and winks. “Nah, because I got a stern warning that you’re not meant to get fucked until you do it on camera” he says with a smile as the thought of getting fucked still feels pretty weird to me in my head even though I think I’m pretty experienced at being with guys even though I’ve only fucked Tyson twice and then today with Tristan.

Despite being cuddled up in the bar, it feels awkward right now because I’ve invited Henry back to the apartment to crash here for the night and thought it was the good thing to do but now I’m worried about what anyone is going to think because we aren’t going to fuck or at least that wasn’t the plan.

“Did you want to use my bed and I could crash on the couch or if you don’t mind we could just crash here together?” I say as Henry looks at me and stares at me. “If it’s awkward for you I can just crash in my underwear on the couch if you give me a blanket” he says as I shake my head not wanting to force him onto the couch.

The two of us sit there as I remind myself of how far I’ve come and to stop just going back into old thought patterns about how things are meant to be between people as I weigh the options of what I want more “Nah, I mean I wouldn’t have asked you back here if I didn’t think it was cool but I just get worried that you know asking someone back home means well you know… fucking” I say embarrassed as Henry grabs hold of me.

“Hey, I never assumed that’s why you asked me back to crash here, I took as it being what it was that I’m staying with Cam who is here tonight and not being able to get in,” he says as I smile and feel more comfortable as I take my shirt off and start to strip off just down to my underwear as Henry does the same.

I can’t help but look at how perfect his smooth, tanned, muscled body is as he stands there just in a pair of Blue briefs that look sexy as fuck on him as his bulge stands out in the small pouch and then he turns as I notice they are like a jockstrap instead just with a covered back rather than the open back as his firm muscled butt sits perfectly in the briefs.

Henry looks across at me “You like what you see hey? Well if you’re lucky you’ll be fucking this next week” he says laughing as I just smile and take a good look at the firm ass as he pulls his briefs down slightly and I realise how tanned that he is all the way which shows how optional clothes have been.

“How did you manage to not get a tan line” I laugh as Henry pulls his briefs up which disappoints me because I wanted to see more though I realise I could just get up any of his shoots on my phone as I head out to the living room to get my charger and to see if the spare cord in the living room actually fits Henry’s phone and I’m bent over looking as Henry smacks my ass from behind.

I laugh as I get up and he plugs his phone in before looking at me “God whoever gets to put their hard cock in that ass is going to be one lucky man” he says as I look across at him and wink. “I promise you that if I’m still doing porn when I’m getting fucked then you can have your turn” he smirks at me and holds his arms over me.

“Oh is that a promise is it?” he says kissing me and looking at me as he nods and I feel the urge to make out with him but pull away right as we hear a noise. “Should get up the hall and back into the bedroom” I smile and as Henry and I head up there we hear a noise and Tyson and Cam are covered in cum naked as they were looking for something to eat before cleaning up.

“SCOTT…” Tyson says looking surprised as then Cam spots Henry “BRO… OHH… This isn’t what it looks like at all, we just watched one of our old videos.”

I just smirk and Henry can’t keep a straight face either “Honestly that’s all it was right?” Henry looks at Cam. “You’ve never been a good liar plus Scott seeing you bent over the bed arms tied behind your back with Tyson going hard into you probably says otherwise” Henry laughs and Cam rubs his face as I just nod.

“Look bro, it’s just that…” Cam looks like a kid that just got caught doing something wrong like stealing from the lolly jar when he shouldn’t be. Henry looks across at me and then at Tyson as he wants to say something but doesn’t know if he can.

I look at Tyson “Put some clothes on and we’ll get something from the Café” he says to me as I nod my head and feel like I’m going to be missing out on getting to crash with Henry which I wanted to do as Tyson cleans the cum off his body and just puts a Hoodie and track pants on with his slides.

“I’ll still be here when you two get back” Henry says as he puts his pants on and sits on the couch waiting for Cam as the newly found gossiping side of me wants to hear the conversation.

The two of us head down to the Café as we find a booth in the corner and sit down away from the few people that are in there as Tyson just orders a Grilled Cheese and Ham sandwich and fries which I promise I’ll eat and a milkshake.

“I know it’s nearly 1:30 but I just wanted to leave Cam and Henry to talk and I know it probably killed whatever you and Henry had going on but I just wanted to give them time to talk and well I didn’t think that you’d find out about what happened.” Tyson says as I nod my head but still don’t know why we couldn’t wait until morning because I wanted to cuddle with Henry but then there is probably a story for Tyson to tell.

Sitting here with Tyson feels normal and that he wants to talk but it’s almost like when my brother cheated on his girlfriend and they were trying to keep things normal but was just awkward as I sit there and he doesn’t know what to say.

“Well, this isn’t awkward,” I say cracking a joke as Tyson nod. “Yeah, I mean I thought you might see something but we weren’t expecting Henry and this was meant to be a secret and it was a little plan we sort of had early in the night after we saw you and Henry clicking and well we thought that we could sneak off because things in his personal life aren’t going so sweetly for Cam” Tyson says as I nod my head.

The food comes as Tyson changes the subject for a moment while the waitress puts the milkshake down and the grilled cheese and fries which could’ve been cooked for a lot longer.

“I got the sense of that this afternoon in the car because I was curious about his getting into gay porn so was asking him just about his way of getting into porn which at first he tried to avoid but then started to open up about things and we just chatted and then with you two talking in the apartment when you were, of course, standing in the kitchen completely naked shaving your legs” Tyson just laughs as someone walking past hears us even though we are in the far corner.

“We just talked about it and then after the three of us were talking and you were still in the shower I kinda just wanted some more information about him and then about you two which I know I probably shouldn’t have asked but I was intrigued so we talked… I mean I hope it was alright.”

Tyson has an angry face at the moment before he just smiles and whacks me “Of course it’s alright, I mean I’ve told you pretty much everything” he says as I think that he hasn’t really told me everything, especially about his feelings for Cam and whether he still has them.

“Did you know about the dramas Cam had going on?” I ask Tyson as he shakes his head but then shakes his hand to say sort of. “I got the sense that not everything was right at home but it wasn’t until tonight that he told me that they were pretty much separated these days and he was living out at the house for the most part” I nod my head and it starts to make sense why the flirting between the two got to their highest point.

Tyson changes the subject as the situation gets what I assume must be weird for him because he stopped looking at me again “So you and Henry seemed to click and bring him back to the apartment? Expecting some action?”

The smirk on Tyson’s face is so cute right now as I lean over and whack him “Nah, he told me that he was meant to be staying at Cam’s place tonight with him but Cam had the keys so I just told him he could crash at our place because Cam’s there.” Tyson nods his head “But you two did seem to click because I was looking for you and Tristan told me you’d gone upstairs with Henry to the rooftop bar and chilled together for a while and then you stuck around at the bar quite late by your standards.”

I laugh “Yeah I mean it was an interesting night but definitely in a good way because we really just clicked you know but like you and me it just felt like we’d known each other for a while and we were talking generally about life you know plus you and Cam.

Tyson looks intrigued at me as I sit there and run my hands over my face as I realise I might have said too much again “I probably said too much but basically it was after Cam told us you two were going that Henry asked if I wanted to go with you two and I said that I could feel you two needed to let out the feelings you had bottled up and he felt the same thing.”

Now I’m really worried that I’ve said the wrong thing as Tyson goes silent for a minute and then just smiles “You think that me and Cam had feelings for each other? Come on we don’t have anything going on other than just being friends” he says as I look at him sternly. “We’re just friends and Cam says that he’s straight and it’s for fun” Tyson continues to plead with me as I try to decide whether I want to share what Cam said to me.

“Cam is Pansexual… he told me in the car on the way home” I say knowing I shouldn’t be telling Tyson but maybe if they stopped tiptoeing around things they could get on the same page about things after all this time.

Tyson looks at me as I realise that I shouldn’t have told him “I shouldn’t have told you that, it wasn’t my place.” Tyson puts his hand on mine and looks at me “It’s fine, I mean we’ve talked about it and I told you what my feelings about Cam were so it’s ok you telling me everything but I promise I won’t mention anything to him.”

I feel a lot calmer after letting out that information as I look at Tyson again “So why did you drag me out of the apartment at 1:30 and couldn’t they come down here” I ask as Tyson laughs and shrugs.

“The situation was awkward enough and I think that they needed to talk it out plus I was hungry and pretty curious about you and Henry cuddled up in the bar” he says winking at me as I whack him trying to tell him nothing happened. “It was nothing you know, I mean kissing three guys in one day was a new experience.”

Tyson’s eyes open wide “Three? So Tristan, me and Henry?” he asks as I nod my head and he looks proud of me as I find him coming around and hugging me.  “There’s like a whole new Scott these days and I really think that you like this whole thing with three guys in one day” he says as I nod and realise that Cam never told him about the shower or he forgot.

The two of us sit there for a bit longer “That should be enough time for them to get through their conversation” Tyson says as he gets up and pays the bill before we head outside. “Did they really need to talk about things?” I ask as Tyson shrugs.

“I mean I thought now was the moment for them to actually talk because Cam hadn’t let on about anything and if he hadn’t told me until tonight then I felt that Henry should have known about what was going on so why not let them use our space and we can go and get something to eat because I was starving” I shake my head and knew that there would be some benefit to Tyson by letting them use our apartment.

Getting up and walking out of the Café “How do you know Cam and Henry aren’t upstairs going through all our stuff right now?”

Tyson smirks as I say that “I don’t but is that a bad thing at all? Did you and Henry talk about doing a scene together at all?”

Tyson’s ability to change a topic during a conversation to what he wants to talk about or something he’s curious about is probably the best in the world “Yeah we actually did, he said that he had to go back to LA at the end of the week so we kind of talked about Friday but he wanted to talk to Cam about it because we both really wanted to get it done.”

The excitement in my voice is noticeable and I can see the excitement on Tyson’s face as well “You two really want to do this don’t you?” he asks as I nod my head because I really want to get this going with Henry because he’s amazing and so damn fucking hot as well.

“Yeah, we really clicked you know and he was just so charming and charismatic because talking to him was like we knew each other forever in the same way that you and I just connected and when I kissed him first it just felt amazing and what was meant to happen” I look at Tyson worried that he might be jealous but then considering that he just spent the night fucking and making love to the guy that I’m sure that he has been in love with for a long time.

We walk back to the apartment “Are you jealous or upset about me and Henry clicking so much?” I ask Tyson who shakes his head as I worry that he might take a lot of offence to the question but thankfully he doesn’t. “Nah, I’m glad you’re connecting with more and more guys out there and actually embracing this side of you, especially with how you started and I reckon how things are going to end” he says as he holds my hand and we walk back upstairs to the apartment where Cam and Henry look as if they’ve been waiting for us.

“You two have a good chat?” Tyson asks as they nod and get up as I look around. “Well, it’s after 2 am so what are we going to do about sleeping arrangements?” I ask curious about what the situation is going to be where we are in bed.

Tyson puts his arm around Cam “I know where this guy is going to sleep but now it’s absolutely up to you two where you wanna go to bed.” I look at Henry who just smirks and watches as Tyson starts to take off his clothes whilst Cam takes off his pants and they close the door.

“Should we sleep or listen to a sex session?” Henry says nudging me as I just tell him to come to my bedroom where we can crash for the night together as he strips back to the hot blue briefs he had on before as he lays down next to me on the bed and puts his hand on My bare chest.

I laugh as we lay there “There is probably no chance of them going again… is there?” I laugh as we both know that rather than sleeping that Cam and Tyson could absolutely could go at it again but I think they really need to talk about things.

Henry cuddles into me as I talk to him “How did the conversation go with Cam?” I ask as Henry runs his hands down my abs as we are cuddled into each other right now talking like we’re a couple that has been together for years rather than having only met a few hours ago.

“Pretty good, he opened up to me about everything that was going on and I think it was a relief for him to tell him because he told me that he hadn’t even bothered to tell Tyson about it which I mean probably made the situation worse but I still think he wants to block out that other thing” Henry says as I nod my head.

“Yeah, that was the same when I pushed it with Tyson you know that they both had feelings for each other but he was quick to shut it down about Cam being straight even though Tyson told me that he thinks Cam is at least Pansexual and Cam told me in the car today that he feels Pansexual you know and without actually admitting it you know” Henry nods as I tell him and his hand still rubs over my chest and onto my abs as it feels pretty good right now.

I look across at Henry and kiss him deeply as we lay there together “This feels pretty amazing and hopefully we can actually get to fuck this week” I smirk as Henry runs his fingers along my cheek with a smile on his face.

“Even if we don’t get the scene done this week, I’m not heading back to Los Angeles without getting that cock in my ass” he says as I smile and lay there as everything is silent in the apartment and I close my eyes.