Have a talk with your parents, it may be time to become even more independent. You already know your decision to go to college was the right choice. Your business classes are going well, and to be honest, you like them.
The next two years are going to fly by very quickly. Keep working hard but have a bit of fun along the way. Don’t be stressed out about being single. I know I keep saying things will work out but believe me they will. Just keep being patient. Your time will come…
***
Clark told me that he and his girlfriend were going to move into an apartment together for the next school year. It really didn’t surprise me, but that meant I was going to have to find a new roommate as well. I decided I wanted to move out of the dorms. After I talked to mom and dad about it, we decided I would need to get a part-time job if I was going to get my own place. Before the school year ended, I applied for several jobs. I was hired by the new Home Depot, that just came to town, to unload trucks and stock shelves. They hired many college students and were used to working around student’s class schedules.
Now that I have a job, I started to look for a place to live. After I looked at the first few apartments, it became clear that I would need to find someone to share expenses with. A couple of my workout buddies had already found a place, since they were staying in town to take some summer classes. They offered to let me sleep on their couch until I found a roommate and an apartment.
I wasn’t going to start my job at Home Depot until a week after classes ended. After I finished my classes, I went home for a couple of days to see my family. When I returned to town the day before I was going to start my job I slept on my friends couch.
On my first day of work, I met Nate, it was also his first day. We had a truck show up as soon as our shift started. We got acquainted as we unloaded the truck and he told me that he was looking for a roommate. When he told his parents he wanted to stay in town for the summer, they told him they would help him pay for his first month’s rent, but he needed to find a job to pay for it after that. That is why he was working at Home Depot, so we already had a lot in common.
After work, I went to see the apartment. It was a decent place and was affordable with both of paying our share. Nate and I not only became friends on our first day of work, but also roommates. I moved my clothes into the empty bedroom, that was all I brought since I didn’t have a place when I left home. I slept on the couch until the weekend when my folks could bring my bed to my new place.
A week later, Nate and I were getting along well and were both settled into your new home and new job. That weekend, Nate told me that his girlfriend was coming town for a visit and asked if it would be okay if she stayed with him.
I said, “Of course. If you want me to leave, just say so, I can find some place to go.”
Nate smiled, “Thanks, but it’s your place too.”
As he was telling me about his girlfriend, I knew it was probably time to tell him that I was gay. We did have another gay guy that we worked with, and Nate seemed fine with him. I was hoping he wouldn’t be upset with me. We really hadn’t talked about dating in the short time that we knew each other.
Nate said, “If you ever want to have a friend stay over, you are welcome to do so.”
I took a deep breath, “Well, I’m not seeing anyone right now, but I will let you know if that changes.”
He smiled, “Maybe my girlfriend as a friend she can introduce you to.”
I said, “Well, unless her friend is guy, I probably wouldn’t be interested.”
He thought for a moment as he looked at me, I was trying to read his expression to see if he was upset with me.
He said, “Are you saying that you are gay?”
I nodded, “Is that going to be a problem? I can look for another place…”
He grinned, “No, no it’s fine. Maybe I should introduce you to my brother.”
I let out a sigh of relief, “Thanks, I’ll let you know.”
That weekend when Nate’s girlfriend arrived, I went to Damon and Sean’s place. They also rented an apartment in town over the summer. They were happy to let me spend the night and Nate was grateful for the privacy. I had a standing invitation from Damon and Sean whenever Nate’s girlfriend was in town.
By the end of summer, Nate and I were settled into our routine. When classes started, we quickly adjusted and were off on another school year. It didn’t take long and school year just flew by. I always laughed when people told me that the older you get, the faster time goes. I quickly found out how true that statement was.
Before I knew it, I was in my senior year and only a month away from graduation. I have been to several job fairs and filled out countless job applications. I was getting ready for finals and was happy that I had two interviews already lined up.
I was still working out on campus with the group that I started with four years ago. Although a couple of them had graduated, but we added some new guys from incoming students.
One of the guys that had been with the group from the beginning was Wade Hall. Wade was about 5’10” and like many of the others, had a jock build. Over the years we had been working out, I learned that he had played most every sport while he was in high school. I would be lying if I said that I never noticed how attractive that Wade was. I always tried very hard not to make any of the guys uncomfortable. I would never make any comments about their bodies and whenever they were talking about girls, I just sat quietly and listened. I didn’t talk about any of my dates either.
After our latest basketball game, we were all walking to our cars to go home. Wade said, “Hey Jack, how’s the job search going?”
I smiled, “I have two interviews lined up. How about you?”
He shrugged, “I have one lined up, I guess I need to send out a few more resumes.”
I nodded, “Just because I have an interview doesn’t mean I have a job.”
Wade chuckled, “Yeah, I guess you’re right.”
We talked until we reached our cars, Wade asked, “Do you have any plans for the rest of the night?”
I shook my head, “Not really, just going to take a shower and maybe do a little studying.”
He nodded, “Yeah, that’s probably what I am going to do too. I think I would rather just kick back and have a beer.”
I chuckled, “That sounds good to me too. Hey, Nate is working tonight and I have a six pack in my fridge if you want to come over.”
He smiled, “I’ll stop by my place and take a shower and be to your place in a half hour.”
I nodded, “Sounds perfect, it will give me time to hit the shower too.”
After my shower, I threw on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt. I didn’t bother putting any shoes or underwear on, I was going to sleep in these clothes anyway. Wade knocked on my door about 15 minutes later. He was wearing a similar outfit to mine; except he was wearing sneakers.
I handed him a beer, and we sat on the couch and resumed talking about our job search. He was just as nervous as I was about finding that perfect job. As I retrieved our second beer, Wade changed the subject and told me that he and his girlfriend had just broken up.
I said, “I’m sorry to hear that.”
He smiled, “Thanks, I guess we just wanted different things out of life.”
I nodded, “Well, it’s better to find that out now.”
Wade chuckled, “I guess that’s true.”
We both took a drink of our beer. Wade asked, “What about you? Are you seeing anyone?”
I was a bit surprised, I had never talked to any of my workout group about my love life, not that I really had one.
I took another drink, “No, I’m not seeing anyone right now. I guess there will be time for that once I get a job and figure out where I am going to live.”
Wade sighed, “Yeah, that makes sense. Where do you want to live?”
I said, “I think I want to stay here. Since my hometown is so small, I think it will be easier to find a job in a city of 100,000 versus a town of 5000.”
He chuckled, “You’re probably right. I wish I was as sure about my life as you are.”
I nearly did a spit take, “Damn, I should move to Hollywood, because I must be one hell of an actor.”
He asked, “Why do you say that?”
I sighed, “I don’t have a clue about my life, I’m trying to figure it all out, just like you are.”
Wade smiled, “You have always seemed pretty sure of yourself. I have always admired that about you.”
I think I blushed, “Thanks… I guess. I’m pretty sure we are all just as unsure of things as everyone else is.”
Wade thought for a moment and then said, “Can I ask you something, and if it’s too personal, just tell me and I will drop it.”
I wasn’t sure where this was going but I nodded, “Sure, you can ask me anything.”
He took a deep drink of beer, “What is it like being gay?”
I wasn’t expecting that question at all. How was I supposed to respond to that?
I stuttered, “What do you mean?”
Wade looked down at his beer, “I mean, I know you like guys instead of girls and all that. I guess I was just wondering what it was like being with a guy.”
I asked, “Do you mean like in sex?”
He emptied his beer and took a deep breath, “I guess so. What do you do when you are with a guy?”
I chuckled, “Mostly the same things you do when you are with a girl, I suppose.”
Wade asked, “Do you kiss?”
I nodded, “Yes.” I paused and asked, “How graphic would you like me to get?”
He shrugged, “I’m just curious, you can get as graphic as you want. I’ll stop you if gets to be too much.”
I downed my beer and thought, okay, you asked for it. I said, “Well. just like when you are with a girl, it usually starts with some kissing. At some point, we get naked and begin to play with each other’s cocks. Some guys like to have their nipples licked, so I sometimes kiss down their chest and stomach. Here is where things get a bit different, instead of licking your partner’s pussy, I suck their dick and lick their balls.”
I pause to see Wade’s reaction so far. His expression hadn’t changed, so I decided to keep going. “After a blowjob, I might go even further and push their legs in the air.”
Wade furrowed his brow, I could see he was thinking about why a guy would have his legs in the air. I continued, “That way I can give him a rim job.”
He asked, “What’s a rim job?”
I sighed, “That’s when you lick the other guy’s ass.”
Wade’s eyes went wide, “You mean like their actual asshole?”
I nodded, “Yes. Is that too much for you?”
He took a deep breath, “No, I asked the question. What do you do next?”
I shrugged, “It depends on who you are with, but normally this would lead to one guy fucking the other.”
Wade said, “In the ass, right?”
I chuckled, “Yeah, that’s really the only place to do it.”
He asked, “Does it hurt?”
I replied, “A little the first time, but after a while it starts to feel really good.”
Again, Wade was seriously thinking about all the information I had just given him. He asked, “How can it feel good?”
I spent the next 5 minutes telling him about the prostrate and how it can affect your orgasm. I could tell he was trying to wrap his head around all of this. I didn’t even want to get started on all the fetishes that some guys are into. To be honest, I didn’t have much to say about some of those, so far I tend to be pretty vanilla in my sexual experiences. Not that I am an expert by any means.
Wade let out a deep breath, “So, it’s basically just like sex with a girl, except your dick goes in an ass instead of a pussy.”
I rolled my eyes, “Yes, basically.”
Wade picked at the label on his beer bottle and asked, “Is it weird that I asked you all those questions?”
I shook my head, “No, not at all. You are just trying to learn something that you don’t have any experience in.”
He gave me a slight smile, “Thanks.” He fidgeted for another moment and then said, “I might be interested in gaining some experience.”
After I processed what he said, I asked, “You want to try gay sex?”
He face turned red, “Maybe… Some of it.”
I looked into his eyes, “What did you want to try?”
Wade took another deep breath, “Maybe we could just start out slow, like you described and see how it goes. You know, maybe a little kissing and touching.”
I asked, “Did you say, we?”
He nodded, “Who else would I do it with? You are the only gay guy I know.”
I admit, the thought of doing something sexual with Wade was not unpleasant. I just wanted him to be certain about this. I said, “If you’re sure… Just make sure to stop me if things get too weird for you.”
Wade swallowed hard and looked at me, not sure what he should do next. I tried to give him a reassuring smile and said, “We could go in my bedroom if you want.”
He stood and followed down the hall. Once we were in my room, he stood there waiting for me to tell him what to do next.
I said, “Do you want to get undressed and lay on the bed?”
He nodded as he kicked his shoes off. I stood there and watched as he pulled his shirt over his head. I had seen him shirtless during many of our basketball games and knew he had a nice body. Wade closed his eyes and pushed his shorts off of his hips, like me, he chose to forgo the underwear tonight. My God, his cock was magnificent. Not huge like Sean’s and certainly not tiny like Glen’s. It was in perfect proportion to rest of his body, slightly longer than mine, but not quite as thick.
He turned to see me staring his naked body and he began to blush; he had nothing to be embarrassed about.
I asked, “Do you want to lay on the bed?”
He said, “Okay, but aren’t you going to get naked?”
I asked, “Do you want me to get naked?”
Wade nodded, “I just thought that you…”
I started pulled my shirt off, “Yes, if you want me get undressed, I will be glad to.”
Wade laid down on my bed on his back, with his hands behind his head. He looked so beautiful laying there in all his glory. He looked so nervous and vulnerable, his chest rising and falling with every breath he took.
I crawled onto the bed and lay on my side facing him, I whispered, “Just tell me to stop if you become uncomfortable.”
He gave me a slight smile and nodded. I leaned forward and gave him a gentle kiss on his neck just below his ear. I moved up and nibbled on his ear lobe and Wade let out the cutest little whimper. After I kissed his neck a little more, I turned his head to give him a proper kiss on his lips. He willingly parted his lips as I pushed my tongue into his mouth. He was a very good kisser.
I broke our kiss and looked into his eyes, Wade swallowed hard. I asked, “Are you okay?”
He nodded, so I continued giving him kisses on his neck and began to move down his chest. That was when I noticed that my kisses had gotten a rise out of Wade. A very nice rise that even had a glistening drop of clear liquid sitting on top of a large mushroom shaped perch. It was all I could do to not immediately rush down to lick it off.
Wade noticed that I was looking at the erection that appeared without anyone even touching it, he blushed. I gave him a reassuring smile, and whispered, “It’s okay to like it if it feels good.” A slight smile crossed Wade’s lips.
I ran my hands across Wade’s rippled stomach, and my mouth found his erect nipples. I flicked his right nipple with my finger as I licked and kissed his left one. I gave it a gentle love bite before I moved further down his broad chest. I licked my way up and down every ridge and valley of his washboard abs until I reached his bellybutton. I gave it a quick kiss and continued my trek to the grand prize.
I resisted all my urges and skipped over the rock-hard pole that standing straight up in the air, defying gravity. I instead, gave each plump cum-filled nut a kiss, then sucked them into my warm, wet mouth, one by one, then both at the same time. This elicited another sexy whimper from Wade. Before I returned to his cock, I gave his taint a couple of quick licks. To my surprise, Wade’s legs spread automatically.
I smiled but decided to save that information for a little bit later. I just had to taste the precum that now had started to run down that perfect cock. It twitched the first time that I ran my tongue across the sensitive head. A few more licks and I was able to catch that cock between my lips and give it a proper suck. Wade shivered as I made it half-way down his manhood, the whimpers were also coming more frequently.
After I thought Wade’s cock had been sufficiently sucked, I went back to his nuts and then returned to his taint. Just as before, he spread his legs apart; I took that as permission to continue. Wade offered no resistance as I pushed his legs up, exposing a very nice-looking pink pucker. I looked up at his face to see the expression on his face as my tongue raked across his hole for the first time.
Wade gasped as his eyes shot open and he lifted his head, his eyes met mine. The look of ecstasy on his face told me that it was okay to continue. I went to work, giving him the best rim job I could muster. From the moans I was hearing, I think I was doing a good job. I noticed another drop of precum start to run down his cock. I gave his hole one more lick and then scooped up that precum just before I went up to give Wade another kiss.
This time I was laying on top of him as we made out, our hard cocks smearing precum all over each other. Wade finally pulled his hands from behind his head and wrapped his arms around me. After we made out for a few minutes, Wade broke our kiss.
He asked, “Can I try it now?”
I smiled, “What do you want to try?”
He blushed, “I think I want to suck you.”
I gave him a quick kiss, “You can do whatever you want.”
I rolled onto my back as Wade crawled between my legs. He took a deep breath as he stared at my cock and took it into his hand. He slowly leaned down and gave the head a tentative lick. I watched as he swallowed the precum that he had just licked. He looked up at me as he leaned in again and wrapped his lips around the head and sucked.
I was very impressed with his natural ability. I knew this was his first time, but he was obviously a quick learner. After an initial gag, he began to relax and was getting most of my cock down his throat. Once he had my dick covered in his slobber, he came back up and gave me another kiss.
He softly asked, “Can I fuck you?”
I smiled and nodded as I reached to my nightstand to retrieve some lube and a condom. I was soon back on my back with my legs up in the air and Wade was between my legs with his sheathed manhood poised at my lubed entrance.
I gave him a smile and a nodded and felt the pressure increase until his cock slowly disappeared into my welcoming hole. Wade hit my sweet spot on his first thrust; he pulled back and hit it again.
He panted, “It’s…so…tight…and…so…warm.” He thrust in with every word, hitting my love button each time. Holy shit, if he kept that up, I wasn’t going to last much longer.
No sooner than he finished those words, Wade sank in as deep as he could and just fell on top of me, slightly shaking. His breathing told me that he was filling his condom. As he gave his final push, my own cock exploded sending my seed squirting out all over my stomach and chest. Wade stayed on top of me until he caught his breath.
He slowly lifted his head and our eyes locked onto each other. I smiled, “Did you like that?”
He blushed, “I didn’t hate it.”
I knew it was too much to expect him to admit he enjoyed himself, I’ll take ‘I didn’t hate it’. He rolled off of me and pulled his condom off while I went to get a towel so we could clean up. Wade didn’t say much as he dressed and I didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, so I quietly pulled my shorts and shirt back on too.
We went back out and I grabbed two more beers from my fridge and handed him one. We opened them and returned to the couch.
I asked, “Are you okay?”
He nodded, “Yeah, I think so. That was pretty intense though.”
We made idol chit chat as we finished our beer and Wade stood to leave. He shifted from one foot to the other and nervously leaned to give me a quick kiss.
I smiled, “Call whenever you want to come over again. Just know, I don’t expect us to do that every time. I would be fine with just having a beer and talking.”
He nodded, “Thanks, and good luck on your interviews next week.”
I said, “Thanks, you too.”
The next two weeks before graduation were busy with those interviews and finals. We didn’t even have time to meet up for our workouts or basketball games. I suppose that was for the best, I’m not sure how Wade felt about our night together.
A week after graduation, I received and accepted a job offer from one of those interviews. I had my degree and job and was ready to start the rest of my life. I didn’t honestly think that Wade was going to be part of that life. He was a great guy, but I think he was just curious.
***
… You were right about Wade; he was just curious. He sort of had a checklist of all the things that he wanted to try while he was in college. He had done almost all of them and knew that you were gay. He thought you would be the best guy to talk to about checking that last item off his list.
He didn’t do it to use you; he did have a genuine interest in what gay sex was like. You should feel at least a little bit honored that he respects and trusts you enough to broach the subject with you. You answered all of his questions, and he will meet the woman that he will spend the rest of his life with the next year. He never regretted that night, the only thing he wished he had done differently would have been to talk to you about it after that night.
Your education is behind you now but never stop learning new things. You are about to learn that things aren’t always fair in the business world and that every person is only looking out for themselves. Don’t let it discourage you.
To be Continued…
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