I know you think your life has been derailed in the last six months, but it hasn’t. Everything that has happened allows other things that are meant to be to take place. Use the summer to regroup and get ready for your second year of college. I know I sound like a broken record but relax and don’t worry about the things that you can’t control.
Work hard in your classes and enjoy the time you spend with the new friends you’ve made as well as the ones you had in high school. Just know that some of those old friends will become less important to you and the others will remain close to you. The ones that remain close are your true friends, Dan and Rob are perfect examples of how friendships change.
Stay positive and keep your head up, every other kid your age is just as unsure of their path in life as you are…
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I went home for the summer and was going to work for my dad at the grain elevator. I will help load and unload trucks with grain and do all the other menial tasks that the full-time guys don’t want to do. I have worked at the elevator in the past and I don’t mind the work, I’m sure it will help keep my mind off of Heath.
Some of my other high school friends were also home for the summer and I was able to spend some time with them. They had all heard that I was gay by this time. There were a few that reacted like Rob and didn’t want to be around me anymore, I guess that’s their loss. Most were as supportive as Dan was and didn’t treat any differently, just as I had hoped. There were also those who really couldn’t care less.
For the most part, I had a decent summer but was ready to head back to college when August rolled around. I liked the independence that I had developed while I was away. Although mom and dad were great, I think they were ready for me to leave too. They had gotten used to their empty nest.
Once again, I loaded my things in my car and made the drive to campus, I was a bit more relaxed this year, knowing what to expect. Clark and I had gotten along well enough that we decided to room together again this year. Of course, I had told him that I gay when I came back from Christmas break last year, luckily, he didn’t have a problem with it.
As I drove back to campus, I decided that I was more fortunate than a lot of other gay guys. My family still supported me, and my real friends also accepted me for who I was. I had heard lots of horror stories about others that were kicked out of their homes and lost all of their friends. I guess being cheated on by one guy wasn’t the worst thing in the world.
Clark and I talked about how we spent our summer as we unpacked and got our room set up. As we were finishing up, his girlfriend came to our room. She was a nice girl, and we also got along well, although I hadn’t spent a lot of time with her last year. She and Clark spent most of their time in her room. Her roommate from last year had transferred schools and she now had a new one.
She told us that it had only been a couple of hours, but she already knew she was not going to get along with her new roommate. As a result, over the first month of classes, she spent most of her time in our room. Trying to be a good roommate, I would find other places to go when she was there. I didn’t mind studying in the library. My workout friends from last year were still meeting at the student center a few times a week, so I at least had those nights covered.
Sean and Damon lived across the hall from me and Clark; they were also in their second year of classes. Last year they lived on the other end of the hall, we weren’t good friends, but we had talked before. I was leaving my room one night to give Clark some privacy with his girlfriend, Sean and Damon’s door was open, so I said hi.
Damon said, “Hey Jack, what are you up to tonight?”
I shrugged, “Not much, just letting Clark have some alone time with his girlfriend.”
Sean chuckled, “Dang, what a nice roommate.”
Damon said, “You can hang in here if you want to. We’re just chillin, watching some TV.”
I smiled, “Thanks, I appreciate it guys.”
Damon was on the wrestling team and had your classic, muscular wrestler’s build. He had close cropped black hair and brown eyes that sparkled when he smiled. His white teeth were in perfect contrast to his smooth ebony skin. He stood about 5’6” and I think I heard him say he wrestled in the 140 lb. class. I had noticed how good-looking he was last year.
Sean was about 2 or 3 inches taller and probably 20 lbs. heavier. His red hair and pale skin were completely opposite of his roommate. He wasn’t on the wrestling team, but he appeared to have an athletic build. I also didn’t hate his emerald-green eyes.
I sat down and we talked about our classes and all the other things that college kids talk about. As the weeks went on, I spent a couple of nights a week in Sean and Damon’s room. We were quickly becoming good friends and talked about everything under the sun. The one exception was girls or dating. I still hadn’t told them that I was gay, because, well, the subject never came up. To be fair, they never told me whether they were straight or not either.
The truth did come out shortly before Christmas break. I stopped by their room one night, just as I had been doing all semester. They introduced me to Glen; he is a teammate of Damon’s. He wrestles in the next higher weight class, weighing in at 165 lbs. He had brown hair and eyes and a dark complexion, your stereotypical Italian stud.
After we talked for about an hour, Sean smirked at Damon and said, “How about a game of cards?”
I shrugged, “Sure, I’m up for that.”
Glen asked, “What kind of cards?”
Damon said, “How about poker?”
Glen chuckled, “I’m just a broke college student, it would have to be just for fun.”
Sean said, “Yeah, we’re all broke too, but we could make it a little bit interesting.”
Glen asked, “How would we do that?”
Damon said, "We could play strip poker.”
My mind raced, first of all, I wouldn’t mind seeing any of these guys without their clothes. Secondly, from the looks Sean and Damon were giving each other, I think they had been planning this for a while. I was going to see Glen’s reaction before I answered, I certainly didn’t want to seem too eager.
Glen looked at all three of us and said, “You mean get naked with just us guys, and no girls?”
Damon nodded, “Yeah, just us guys, it’s no big deal. Besides, you and I have seen each other naked lots of times in the locker room.”
Glen shook his head, “I don’t know, I’ve only played strip pokers if there were girls playing too.”
Sean asked me, “What about you Jack?”
I shrugged, “I’m okay with it. We all have seen other guys naked before, it’s no big deal.”
All eyes were now back on Glen. He sighed, “I guess Jack is right, as long as nothing else happens.”
I know Damon winked at Sean this time, I think something was definitely going to happen. My dick twitched a little at the possibilities that were now running through my head.
We quickly agreed on the ground rules, shoes counted at one item, as did socks. Belts did not count; I was the only one wearing one anyway. Once we had that hashed out, the cards for the first hand was dealt. After the first two hands, I was barefoot. I didn’t have a problem with being the first one naked, but I was hoping that the others would at least lose some clothes before that happened.
Glen lost his shoes the next hand, then Damon lost his. At least things were a little more even now. Damon took off his socks next, and the following hand he was pulling his shirt over his head. He was just as cut as I had hoped. I quickly diverted my eyes, again, I didn’t want it to seem like I was staring.
So far, Sean was the only one that was still fully dressed. Thankfully, that changed over the next three hands, and he joined his roommate being shirtless. The following hand, I joined them, much to Glen’s relief. We all smiled after the next hand when Glen lost his shirt, and we were all even again, just wearing our pants and underwear.
The next three hands found me, Damon and Glen stripping to our underwear. Sean grinned as he dealt out the next hand. I looked at my cards, I had a pair of nines, a four, six and jack. Sean asked how many cards we each wanted, I kept my jack and nines and drew a five and a three, no help at all.
I sighed, “A pair of nines.” Like I said, I was fine being the first one naked, at least I got two of the three of them down to their underwear.
Damon shrugged, “You are a lousy dealer, Sean.” He threw down a pair of sevens. I tried not to smile too much. It suddenly occurred to me that I had never seen a black cock before. I was pleased that possibly that was about to change.
Glen smiled, “Two pairs, queens and deuces.”
Sean took a deep breath, He laid down his cards, one at a time. “Two, three, four, five…ten.”
Damon laughed, “Welcome to the underwear club, lose those jeans.”
Sean sighed, “Yeah, about that. I guess I should have told you that am going commando tonight.”
After a round of laughter, we quickly decided that Sean gets to keep his jeans on for one more round. Someone was going to be naked after the next hand.
Glen was looking very nervous as we began to lay our cards down. He was relived when Damon was standing to drop his drawers. I was enjoying the sight, and it appeared that Sean was too. Damon was not huge, but his cock was very respectable. In perfect proportion to his tight compact body. I was suddenly nervous that I was going to pop a boner, not sure how everyone would react.
We kept playing, with Damon sitting out. I was finding it hard to concentrate as he sat back in his chair, that beautiful ebony piece of meat just resting between his muscular legs.
Sean lost the next hand, and I know my mouth nearly hit the floor as he dropped his pants. Another first for me, seeing an uncut cock had me mesmerized. Not to mention that Sean was nearly twice the size of Damon, and it appeared that he was in the first stages of a full-blown erection. Glen’s eyes were still as big as saucers when I glanced in his direction. Damon just sat there unfazed, a slight smirk on his face.
Sean sat back down and said, “Okay, one more hand to decide the winner.” He dealt cards to Glen and me.
We each threw two cards away and were given our replacements. I had a full house, tens over fours. I had been worried that I was going to be the first one naked, now I felt I had a good chance to be the last.
That feeling faded quickly when Glen laid down his own full house, kings over sixes, with a big smile on his face. I noticed Damon and Sean were also grinning. I took a deep breath, stood up and dropped my underwear. Once again, Damon and Sean shared a little smirk as Glen breathed a shy of relief.
Glen said, “Well, that was interesting, thanks guys. I guess I’ll get dressed and head back to my room.”
Damon said, “Oh no, not yet.”
Glen furrowed his brow, not sure what that statement meant.
Sean nodded, “Yep, the winner gets a special prize.”
Glen asked, “What special prize?”
Damon grinned, “A blow job from the losers. Now lose your shorts.”
Glen’s face turned red, but before he could protest, Damon and Sean were at his side pulling his underwear down. His face only got redder when his small manhood appeared. Soft, Glen’s penis was thin and probably just a little over two inches, maybe three if we are being generous. The head was the only thing visible, peeking out his thick pubes. The two grape sized nuts were also hidden behind all that hair.
Damon and Sean were great about it; they just smiled at each other and started to kiss Glen’s neck. Damon’s hand went to Glen’s cock, and it began to swell to a slim 4 inches. My own cock was now at full mast as my hand instinctively began to stroke it.
Damon gave Glen another kiss on the cheek and said, “We won’t make you do anything you don’t want to. If it gets to be too much, just tell us to stop.”
Sean smiled, “And don’t worry about not being the biggest down there, we still like the way you look naked.”
Sean turned to me and asked, “Do you care to join us?”
I nodded as I walked around the table. I went to my knees in front of Glen; I took his entire manhood into my mouth. Both his cock and balls fit very nicely. Glen nearly fell as his knees began to give out from the attention he was receiving. Me on his cock and Damon and Sean were now working over his nipples. I reached up and started to stroke Seam and Damon as I continued to suck Glen, my hand barely able to get around Sean’s monster.
I noticed the precum leaking from them and started to move from one cock to another. I chuckled to myself as I made the first round, I felt like Goldilocks. One was too small, one was too big, but this one was just right. Who was I kidding, I loved all three of them.
Damon pulled me to my feet as we shared a kiss, and he began to stroke my aching manhood. Sean pulled me away for a kiss and then turned me to Glen to do the same. I was still expecting Glen to say stop, but so far he was just going with the flow.
I continued to kiss Glen as Damon and Sean went to their knees and alternated sucking me and Glen. They both gave incredible blow jobs. Glen broke our kiss and took a deep breath, “I think I want to try sucking now.”
Damon and Sean immediately stood up and let Glen go his knees in front of us. Glen first licked each of our heads and then up one side and down the other of all three cocks before him. Moving from one cock to the other and back again. It was obvious that he had never done this before, but I have to give him credit for trying and he seemed to be a quick learner.
Before long, he was sucking me and Damon halfway down, but he was only able to get just the head of Sean’s enormous pecker past his lips. I admit, I had the same problem when I was sucking Sean too.
Damon said, “How about we get more comfortable?”
We moved to the floor and formed a circle, each with a cock in our mouth, and a mouth on our dick. Heath and I had sixty-nined before, but this was completely different. It only got better when we rotated every few minutes, until we all sucked the others and had been sucked by everyone else.
On the last rotation, I was sucking Glen and Damon was sucking me. Damon started to work a finger along the crack of my ass, then soon found my hole. I felt my body tingle as he pushed his finger inside. I have had a few dates since I left Heath, but the sex had been virtually nonexistent. Oh, I had exchanged blowjobs with a couple of guys but that was it. I gladly spread my legs to encourage Damon; my hole had not had much attention in a long time.
Damon took the hint and added a second finger. He let my cock fall from his mouth and was soon trying to lick my ass. I shifted so he could be successful. I couldn’t take it any longer, I let go of Glen’s cock and rolled onto my back and pulled my legs up. Damon went to his knees and crawled between my legs to give me a proper rim job. He was very good at eating ass.
Sean and Glen moved beside me and started to kiss as I reached up to tug at their cocks. I have always hoped that at some point I could have some fun with Damon and Sean, but this exceeded my wildest dreams. Adding Glen to the mix was just icing on the cake. Sean leaned down to give me a kiss and then moved down to my chest to give my nipple a little attention. Glen followed his lead, and after a quick kiss, had latched on to my other nipple.
Having all three of these studs pleasuring me, had me close the brink. I let out a load moan as Damon left my ass to give my nuts and cock another loving lick.
Damon grinned and gave me a kiss as Glen and Sean pulled away. Damon said, “I have you all primed, would you like something other than a tongue in your hole?”
I sighed and nodded, “Oh God yes.”
He scrambled to his dresser and returned with box of condoms and bottle of lube. He stood behind Glen, running his hands all over his chest and stroking his cock. He opened the condom package and started to unroll on Glen. It wasn’t exactly a tight fit. Glen’s face turn red again as he said, “Sorry, there is only one place in town that carries my size.”
Damon gave him a kiss on the cheek, “That’s okay, I’ll hold it on while you stick it inside Jack.”
Glen asked, “Is it okay if I fuck you Jack?”
I nodded, “Yes, I don’t care who is first, somebody just fuck me already.”
Damon guided Glen’s member into my hole, keeping the condom from coming off until Glen was in as far as he could go. I confess, Glen wasn’t hitting my sweet spot, but I still was glad to have a cock inside me.
Sean had moved so that his cock was close enough to my mouth so that I could suck him. Damon was behind Glen, kissing his neck and rubbing cock along Glen’s crack. He encouraged Glen as he began to saw in and out. Glen pulled back a little too far and slipped out of my hole, the condom stayed, but Damon was able to remove it.
He again gave Glen a kiss on the cheek and asked, “Is it okay if I give it a try?” Glen nodded and rolled a new condom onto Damon.
Holy shit, Damon was hitting all the right spots. Damon had Glen move around to his side so he could suck Glen’s cock. I continued to suck Sean and was able to get him a bit further down my throat.
Sean pulled away and repositioned Glen. He now had Glen squatting above my face, his perfect hairy pink pucker winking at me. I pulled him down and pushed my tongue into Glen’s hole with every thrust of Damon’s cock into me. Glen gasped as he reached back and spread his cheeks as far as he could. Sean moved down was now sucking my precum leaking pole.
Damon moaned and said, “Damn Jack, you have me so close, how about we change things up a bit again?”
Glen looked a bit disappointed as he stood up. Damon kissed Sean, “You want a crack at the hole, don’t you?”
Sean nodded, “Oh yeah.”
He kissed me, “And you want a crack at Glen’s ass, now that you have it all ready, don’t you?”
I grinned and echoed Sean, “Oh yeah.”
He stood and kissed Glen, who’s eyes were wide, I think he knew what question was coming next. Damon asked, “What do think, Glen, can Jack fuck you?”
Glenn stuttered, “Will it hurt?”
I said, “A little at first, but I’ll go slow. Just tell me to stop if the pain is too much.”
Glen was soon on his back with his legs in the air. Sean was rolling a condom on my rock-hard member, and I took my position between Glen’s legs. I leaned down to give him a kiss, hoping to keep his mind off of what was coming next. I slowly started to push in; Glen’s hands went to my hips. I paused to let him set the pace. He paused our kiss to take a deep breath, and after a moment was pulling me in as deep as he could. Our kiss became more passionate as I started to pull back and then push back in. His moans told me that he was past the pain stage and he was beginning to enjoy this.
I had to pause when I felt the tree trunk that Sean had swinging between his legs rubbing across my hole. I let out my own deep breath as the pressure increased, suddenly glad that I had Glen and Damon open me up first. Maybe having each dick get bigger was the best way to take Sean. To be honest, I wanted that to try to take that huge thing since he dropped his pants during our card game.
I followed the advice that I had given Glen and much to my delight, Sean was bottoming out in my hole and I was in ecstasy. Glen’s tight hole was milking my cock, and Sean’s huge monster was hitting my love button with every thrust. Damon had moved behind Sean and was now fucking Sean. Somehow we got into a good rhythm, and all of our moans were in perfect harmony.
Glen panted, “I’m going to cum.” And he did. All over his and my chest. His constricting ass muscles gave my cock the squeeze it needed to release my baby batter into my condom. The chain reaction had started, and we couldn’t stop it now. Sean bit my neck as he filled his condom and I heard Damon grunt as he let his seed fill his condom.
We unstacked and rolled onto the floor, all trying to catch our breath. I swear, between our condoms and the mess on Glen’s chest and stomach, there must have been at least a gallon of cum in the room.
After we cleaned up, Glen quickly dressed and said he needed to get going. Damon, Sean and I were still sitting there naked as he left.
Sean said, “I’m not sure if he will come over again, I hope we didn’t scare him too badly.” He turned to me, “You are welcome to spend the night if you want to.”
I turned to Damon, he was smiling, “Of course you are, we would really like it of you did.”
I agreed and they spread some blankets on the floor and I cuddled in between the two jocks. I had the best night’s sleep that I have had in a long time.
It was about a month later, I was in Damon and Sean’s room, just like many times before. I was a bit surprised when Glen walked in. He smiled as we all said hi. Glen turned red when a box of condoms fell out of his pocket as he was taking his jacket off.
He shrugged and said, “I brought them along, um… you know, just in case.”
Sean laughed, “I wore underwear tonight… you know, just in case.”
Damon grinned, “I’ll get the cards.”
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… I told you that you would have fun this year.
You would continue to have your card games with Sean and Damon for the rest of the school year. Glen wasn’t always there, sometimes Damon and Sean would invite another friend. You would also go on other dates on your own, but there was never that deep connection you are looking for.
Glen did find a girlfriend a few months later, but he would keep coming to your card games whenever she went home for the weekend. Glen wasn’t gay but admitted he was probably bi. He did love his girlfriend, and they stayed together for the rest of their college years. They would get married after college and have a couple of kids.
Damon and Sean finally admitted they had been a couple since they met the previous year. They both liked to have sex with other guys, but they only did that when they both were involved. They told you that it was just sex with others, but when it was just them, it was making love. You enjoyed having fun with them but completely understood the difference and respected their boundaries.
I know you’re disappointed that you still haven’t that special person, but you’re only 19, you have plenty of time for that. Stay on the path you are on, things will work out.
To be Continued…
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