Our Senior Year and More

We woke and both of us went to our first day of classes, very uneventful and for me at least it seemed like it was going to be a fairly easy schedule. My toughest courses were done and under my belt. I came home and Josh was already there, with snacks and some cold beers waiting on the kitchen table all ready to discuss. I began as I fully laid the cards on the table, although he already knew most of the situations before hand, we put everything together with both his input and mine. it’s not like any of what I was saying was earth shattering news, as we had talked every night, but we put it all down on paper. We talked about it all, but one recurring factor that coming up was my dad’s health, as it foreshadowed everything else.

We discussed many options especially how working remotely could probably work fine, for work and ordering, and then I dropped the big one, we both had it in the back of our minds but neither of us breached the subject, and then I finally said it. “What about if I were to drop out and head home” as my voice cracked a bit, I suddenly stopped talking, and I watched the expression on Josh’s face waiting for a reaction, but I had more to say, and Josh’s eyes saddened, and then I realized I just said “HEAD HOME”, and I knew damn well this was my home now, here with Josh and I breeched the subject of separating a mere 3 weeks after getting engaged, for I knew he had to graduate and he had this wonderful opportunity with his father’s law firm in the city, the tears began to fill my eyes, oh my life was in such upheaval, and Josh just embraced me in a hug for dear life. We both thought the same thing but were afraid to mention it, and once I mentioned it, now the genie is out of the bottle, and I can’t put it back. He said let’s just sleep on it. I was so upset I didn’t even start the work I promised mom and Tommy that I would get to, yet delaying the task at hand even further.

The next day still feeling rather depressed, I went in to class early and talked to my advisor who managed to squeeze me in. He suggested a possible online remote way to finish the semester out, his words were of some comfort, but as he said, he couldn’t help with Josh and my separation, he did suggest that perhaps by graduation or maybe before I could resolve the issues back in my home town and maybe a few months of a long distance thing might work.

That night I reluctantly discussed it with Josh and we agreed we could try it, if we thought it might help, but Josh felt I really needed to be closer to my parents during this time of need, and he thought with words of encouragement that our relationship could handle the separation, so rather than stay in school and work remotely on the store and Tommy’s, we thought remote school and helping my mom, was the better choice for me, but not necessarily the best choice for us, it wasn’t what either of us wants. We hemmed and hawed about it for just over a week and we finally made the decision that we would at least try it. The following Monday I set up the plan with the college, my professors and advisor, and we bought me a plane ticket.

So this is really happening, I’m headed my own way now, and my best friend, fiancé and love of my life is staying behind, Josh promised he would make an effort to come visit on some weekends even if he had to quit his dads firm, but that’s the last thing I wanted for him and made sure he knew that, but then again I knew I really wanted to be with him too.

I arrived in Springfield and Tommy made the trip to pick me up, he was already at the baggage claim and we jumped right into the car, where he took me and my bags to my parents house, he offered to move into his place with he and Devin, but I thought staying with mom and helping with dad would probably be a better option, although Tommy had installed state of the art (for this rural little town), Internet and cable, I was fairly sure mom and dad still might have had a modem, lol, so I agreed I could probably do my school work at his house, but still go home at night. And there it was again “HOME” this wasn’t my home anymore why was I still saying that?

Upon entering the house there was no one there, no mom no dad which seemed odd, they knew I was coming and dad was supposed to stay in bed as much as possible, no note either. So I grabbed my phone and realized I hadn’t turned it on from the flight and I’ve been out of touch for the last 4 or 5 hours. Ding, Ding, Ding, as I turned it on, three messages, it was mom, they rushed dad to the hospital up in Springfield, this morning. With the expression on my face Tommy pulled out his phone he somehow switched it to silent and sure enough mom had left him messages too. We both jumped back in the car and headed back up to Springfield.

On the trip back to Springfield, I called and got mom even with that old flip phone of hers in the hospital, she said dad was ok but the doctors wanted him to stay for observation at least several more days, and told us to turn around and go back home, Damn it, there it was again HOME. Tommy refused and said no were going, you need to at least see him before beginning my new jobs and school. I called Josh and he didn’t answer probably was still in one of his classes and so I texted him that I arrived safely and what I knew of dads situation.  Was about an hour later while I was in with dad visiting him, Josh called back and even spoke to dad. Dad told him repeatedly that he appreciated the sacrifices that he and I were doing for them. I could tell by dads side of the conversation that Josh was putting dad at ease of everything in only the way Josh could do, even though I know we would be missing each other and this was putting an undo strain on us. During the conversation mom knew too, and she stood and kissed me on the head as she rubbed Tommy’s shoulder beside me.

Back HOM…… to my parents house, I began sorting though my luggage and then drove to Tommy’s to set up an make shift office of sorts for my laptop and books and we located a section of the living room that could be close to Maryann’s office as well, and I would work nights and weekends  and a few afternoons splitting my time between the Dude ranch and the store, I also set up to interview potential candidates for the store at Tommy’s house, by the end of the first week I was set ready to go all totally organized, the store was running well, and my first orders began arriving there were some glitches on some items being the wrong items or too much and a few shortages but we were making out ok, my accounting programs were working well and both the store and Maryann were accessing the programs on my computer as they typed in their accounting info. At night I went back to (caught myself from saying home) to mom and dad’s to sleep, as dad being away from home these few days enabled me to get a better grip on things.

I called Josh every night unless he called me first and we had Face time Sex, and whispered sweet nothings to each other till we fell asleep, but I was back on farm time, let alone in another time zone, that we needed to work out. We even managed to call each other during the day. By the third week dad was back home and my classes were going great and the books were all in order and I had several potential employees for the store who would potentially be good and not just bodies. So I planned on having a walk through with two candidates that I liked on Saturday morning, hoping to be able to pull the trigger on at least one if not both.

Saturday came and I drove to the store and the day went fantastic by all accounts, I hired them both and set up a training schedule and had Marge handle getting them trained and off on the right foot. I was a bit concerned, as I texted Josh a few times and he didn’t reply back all day, I got so concerned I even called and left messages, but still no answers. I called his mom who said she didn’t know, maybe he was busy today she said. The later in the day it got with not a single reply, the more worried I got, I even checked with his dad incase he was working this weekend in the city, his dad was too vague saying he wasn’t sure, but probably and I shouldn’t worry.

Tommy had texted asking if I could go to dinner tonight with he and Devin, I told him I really didn’t feel up to it, but he insisted, and wouldn’t take no for an answer. So over to Tommy’s I headed after I stopped back at mom and dad’s to check on them, and both mom and dad also insisted I take the night off and enjoy myself.  I saw Devin in the living room and asked where we were planning on going, I figured pizza and beer or the Italian place in town, but Tommy came down the stairs and said no were going to Springfield, to my protest, “it’s too damn far away and I really don’t want to make it a late night”. To which Tommy replied “Shut the FUCK UP! Were going”, rather instantly. So into Devin’s car we went and on the trip we talked about work and the farm and the store, Tommy then asked what I was so concerned about my phone for, and I told him Josh hasn’t answered a single text or message all day. Then Tommy just joked well you know the old story while the cats away, the mice will play and I was beginning to get pissed because, in the back of my mind I was genuinely concerned as both he and Devin began making sensual suggestions about my fiancé as only friends would be able to get away with, but non the less I was getting pissed, if only Josh would reply back.

We pulled into a pricey place but I protested I didn’t wear proper clothes and Tommy said nonsense lets go. He told the hostess, his name and then said reservations for 4, which I only half heard until she said the other person in your party is already here. My eyes jumped to attention as we followed her in as I shook my head in every direction scanning every customer at tables. We approached our table and Tommy and Devin in front of me blocked most of my view but I knew in an instant it was Josh as he stood hugging Tommy and then Devin, and I shoved Devin aside and put my tongue deep down his throat in the hardest, most gripping bear hug, before reprimanding him for not answering my damn texts. Tommy and Devin now sitting down said “well I didn’t expect that after 3 weeks being apart.” I sat and leaned over with tears in my eyes and kissed Josh apologizing for being such an ass. Josh said I wanted to make sure it was a surprise as he just got in a hour ago, and yes his mom and dad as well as my mom and dad knew he was on his way but swore them all to secrecy so it could be a surprise.

We had the most wonderful dinner and I let my inhibitions and stresses all go for the first time since I’ve been back here again, I felt so good and relaxed, the Vodka Collins’ I was drinking probably helped. After dinner we went out to a bar, Josh and I were all over each other when Tommy suggested we head on home to his place. Then my stupid mind told me but my clothes and stuff are at mom and dad’s and Devin said “you were planning on wearing clothes tonight”? In an embarrassing question, that made Josh laugh.

Josh and I ran up the stairs to our “Regular” room accommodations at Tommy’s, and I stumbled behind, beginning to unbutton everything I could. When we got inside the room was outfitted a bit different with silks over the lamp shades and candles, real candles already lit around the room and soft music playing from a Bluetooth on the dresser, Maryann had prepped the room before we got back, as Josh turned and pushed me into the door as it closed behind my back. He ran his hands up under my shirt and his warm hands ran up my sides and onto my back as we deep penetrated our tongues in a really long kiss.

Then began to spin me toward the bed as I slid my hands into his jeans and cupped that fine smooth ass of his. I spun him around and fell to my knees and we both undid his pants and he shimmied them down. His rock hard, hot dick was calling my name, as it was longing for action. I reached under it with one hand and up his ass crack while the other cupped his fine smooth ball sack and my face, well it got buried in his abdomen with his cock halfway to my stomach for sure. My own restricted cock was straining in pain as he started to sit, my fingers were in his crack franticly searched for his hole and the process of him sitting slid my “fuck Finger” right in, I continued to wiggle it around that warm cave as he pulled my head up telling me to slow down, he was already on the brink of coming. So I stood and undid my pants as he finished stripping naked. Still sitting on the edge of the bed he lay back and raised those legs up to my shoulders as I began to press my cock in, but first out of the corner of my eye I saw a lube tube on the bedside table within reach, I picked it up and applied so much it dripped all over the bed covers, as I pressed my way in, that wonderful feeling of slip sliding in and out as well as all around I came way too soon as he wrapped his legs around my waist and put me in a leg lock clamp, holding me inside him, long after I softened. He finally released me and I fell to the floor on my knees again and not only sucked him real good, I teased the pre cum out several times before letting him cum, but when he did, it was with such force, I swear it lifted my face off of him each time. I swallowed it all enjoying every drop, climbed up beside him as he perfectly spooned me in a hug and we fell asleep.

We awoke the next morning to that damn Jokester Devin, who managed to play revile over that Bluetooth speaker and then a damn rooster recording right after. We quick threw on some shorts commando style, that I had left there from my last visit and went down to a welcoming breakfast with Tommy, Devin, Maryann, Hulk, the Bakers, and Sammy and Juan. Here we were dressed rather scantly but we were forced to join in as they all served us before themselves. It was a perfect night, oh hell it was a perfect weekend and I got nothing done, but that was ok, my energy was replenished with my lovers cum last night. Josh had a 4:30 flight back so we cleaned up dressed, we visited mom and dad and I drove Josh back to the airport. I cried all the way HOME… Damn it ….I mean my parent’s house, where I spent the night working while I waited for Josh’s call saying he was home and safe.

Monday was upon me and it was back to my grind beginning with school work, then accounting and then over to the store for a few hours. Things are still moving along fine, life is just good, except for me missing Josh already again.

To be Continued