Our Senior Year and More

After Harry and his boyfriend quickly bowed out, Josh’s mom and I sat and talked a good long while. It seemed she was struggling to get something off of her chest. I always got along well with her and I actually found I could be honest with her more than I could with my own parents. Josh’s parents have accepted Josh for who he was from the beginning, a very young age, where I was scared silly to come out to my own parents. Josh and his parents is what gave me the confidence to ultimately come out to my parents.

Then she asked me outright, “What’s the matter?”… she caught me off guard, and suddenly after a short silence between us, a tear came to my eye, for I knew her, it was apparent that Josh and she had talked about us, there was no hiding it. She was there to play “UN ambassador”. I began my sob story and started to let it all out, how we’ve seem to have both grown apart and haven’t had the time for each other anymore, the stresses of college and life in general, and what’s to become of us. As I tried to continue pouring out my heart, she stopped me dead in my tracks, she said she’s heard it all, not only from Josh’s side, and then she said “and you’re about to tell me more of your side, but No, I don’t want to hear it, I’m going to tell you what I told Josh, and that is, your both going to listen to her side”.

She began at the beginning…… the birth of her son…… this was going to be a long night, I could tell at this point. She spoke of her ups and downs, in both she and her husband’s life, both struggling careers, working, with a baby, and owning a first home, cars, food, and bills. The two of them had issues and back then and didn’t have the luxury of living together before hand, it was a different time. Then she told a part of the story I never knew, they both nearly divorced over the situation. Then went into Josh’s adolescent stage and his free will to do what he wanted, his dropping grades and probably drugs, alcohol, and promiscuity, then one day he met this guy named Dave, who made him a better man, she told me she saw something in both of us that she’s rarely seen, and hoped it would continue to flourish.

She went on saying that Josh and I, both hit hard times before and we pulled each other through, and that was worth saving in her eyes. Then after a while, the conversation switched back to me, she asked me one question and then she said “Now please don’t lie”….. “Do… You… Love… Him?”…… without hesitation I began babbling away “Yes of course with all of my heart forever and ever”…… so on and so forth, I was getting so forceful and defensive she finally stopped me. Then she said “Then what’s the problem?”…. before I could answer she butted in one last time, and said “Fix it”…….”Just Fix IT!”….. then added “Because it’s worth fixing, and you know what?, Josh said almost the same things you did, almost word for word, which tells me your both worth it, you’re both on the same page, you two just need to talk.” “Now get off your sorry ass, and go find each other again.” With that she stood up, finished her coffee and washed and dried out the cups, put them in the cupboard (always a mother) and gave me a hug and walked out the door. In all the time I’ve known her, she’d never been so frank, but she wanted us to work it out as much as did we.

After she left, it was getting late, Josh had already texted me this afternoon that he was headed to the city after class today, so I knew I wouldn’t see him. So I went to bed alone on a Friday night thinking about the evenings events, feeling guilty, and Josh’s mom’s words. I picked up my phone and texted him goodnight, although I kept waiting, I didn’t get a reply, as I anxiously awaited, about a hour, I finally fell asleep. Then my phone woke me, it was Josh Face timing me. I answered groggily with a smile on my face, and said I love you “Pudgy Boy” (a nick name I gave him when he rode a horse named Pudgy at Tommy’s farm 3 years earlier) he began to cry and apologized for his mom stopping by. He said he just got off the phone with her again, then he said to me “Dave……. I love you with all of my heart, and I swear to you staring tonight we are going to make time for each other, I’m Coming home right after work tomorrow and I’m going to spend all day Sunday with you. I already told my dad that I’m not doing the weekday research anymore and weeknight nights are just for us again”. I said “Thank you but are you sure?” He said “Your damn right I’m sure”. I told him it’s late, and reassured him we’d talk in the morning. He agreed, but first he slid the phone under his blanket, he was already in bed, where it was too dark, I told him I wasn’t quite sure what he was showing me, although I damn sure speculated, when he flipped on the bed side light and flipped the blanket off his naked body and he began stroking that smooth body from his gorgeous chest down to his freshly shaved cock and balls. My mouth was watering as I did the same,. I was hard as can possibly be, and we jerked off talking dirty to one another for the next hour and a half. “wouldn’t you like this fat mushroom cock head to caress your wet dripping lips right now?” and “let me squeeze my balls and lift them so you can see my pink hole waiting anxiously for you”, then he stuck his finger in moaning all the while, while we both jerked ourselves off together. We both fired our loads all over our chests, when he scooped up his own cum and put it on his tongue letting it drip down in a sexy close up off of the end of his tongue. His face oh so cherubic, and I so wanted and wished to hold and touch him. We left our phones on the rest of the night, I heard his faint snoring and each other’s breathing, a more comforting sleep I haven’t had in months.

I decided that I was going to surprise Josh so Saturday morning I went to Josh’s parents house, explained my plan, I picked up a spare set of the city apartment keys from his dad. Swapped out my car for Josh’s dads car with his city parking permit. I then drove into the city, thank god it was a Saturday, as I drove around over and over trying to get to the apartment on my own. I let myself in and saw his laptop still there on the kitchen table, as I began to prepare a special dinner. I wanted to surprise him but I still needed him to make sure he came back to the city apartment before heading back upstate to our apartment so I texted him, and told him to make sure to bring his laptop home when he came tonight, as I needed some programs he had on it, and wanted to review some of the pictures of us. He sadly begged me, that it could wait because the laptop was back at the city apartment and he wasn’t planning on stopping back there, but I made him promise, with a pretty please. He finally agreed, when he said he was also planning on leaving work earlier, now because of having to stop back , he would be delayed, I laughed and told him I really needed it. I asked him how much earlier he was planning on leaving, he said about 3 or so, I said “great then you’ll be back home before 5 then?” He answered yup 5 – 5:30 depending on traffic.

When 3:30 rolled around and there was still no Josh, he should have been here to get that laptop by now, I hoped he remembered. Beginning to panic, I shot him a text asking if he was on his way yet, a quick response from him was, just stopping for the laptop now. Within a few seconds I heard the key in the door, I quick stripped down naked, and turned out the lights. As he opened the door, he said “what the heck smells, something is cooking” I jumped out from behind the counter as he threw his briefcase at me in fright. I flipped on the light switch, as he realized and ran to me saying he’s sorry, I said sorry for what? He said throwing the briefcase, and everything as he hugged me so tight, we didn’t want to let go of each other, that is, till we both realized the door to the hallway was still open and people were walking by.

We closed the door and Josh questioned why the hell I was there as he began to undress leaving his clothes in entryway and when did you get here. I told him to get his “pudgy” butt, firm ass over here, we’ve got about 2 hours till supper and led him to the bedroom saying I’ll explain everything later.

Now mind you I was naked already and I pushed him down on the bed, I tore his casual dress shirt to shreds (it was Saturday at the closed office so casual was accepted) one of the buttons hit him in the eye as he raised his hands to shield the rest. I quickly flipped around putting my ass in his face as I unbuttoned his pants and pushed them down to his knees, underwear and all. That perfect dick slapped against his abdomen. I felt his hands grasp my ass cheeks as he pulled my dick closer to his mouth, he was straining his neck trying to reach it when I slid my knees out further letting my meat drop freely into his wide open mouth. He took his hands and tried to not only take my shaft in but forcefully began stuffing my nut sack in too, that is until he began gagging and choking for air, ejecting everything.

Internally I began holding back my laughing as I felt his abdomen bouncing in a giggle, which created its own movement of his dick in my mouth. I mustered up as much sloppy spit as I could as I studied his dick head with my eyes every time I pulled it all the way out, the purple sheen was so wet I could almost see my next tonguing coming towards it to greet it. I pressed my finger to his crack searching for that warm hole, his crack was a bit sweaty but his bud seemed dry I had to steal some spit to help pry at it a bit.

Finally with my fingers on his back, I pushed my thumb into his hole, all the while sucking on his dick, but concentrating on the head. He announces his intention to cum shortly thereafter, when I stopped dead in my tracks. He looked at me a bit puzzled as I rolled to his side on my back. I was raising my legs as I spit on my fingers and rubbed it in my hole. His eyes opened wide and he asked if I was sure, in as few words as possible I let him know he was the only one that could ever have my hole, while I still don’t like bottoming, Josh was the only one I trusted with this special task, especially tonight.

He took his sweet time, knowing that these times were rare, as he added some of his own spit to aid. Josh is so big, my eyes shut so tight as he gradually applied that steady pressure into my tightening hole, I tried with all my might to let him in but the temptation to clench overtook me with pain. I’m sure he saw my clenched teeth and eyes shut so tight, as my fingernails dug into his back, possibly even drawing blood. Finally he got in just past the head and I was breathing so hard, as I started to relax with his brief resting break.

With that he leaned in and gave me a kiss and then forced his way all the way in, while our mouths were locked. Although I didn’t expect it, I was glad he was finally in, as we lay there locked together for several minutes kissing. He began very slowly pulling back out, as he also gave a slight rotation. Eventually I finally became more relaxed and wondered why I couldn’t do this earlier as be both finally began pumping in unison, my dick, once again beginning to harden was being pressed in between our crushing abdomens, our bellies bouncing against each other, my grip on his back lessening from that of defensive holding him off, into a loving hugging embrace, we were bouncing all over with pleasure when I felt that warm slippery lubricating liquid sliding within my insides between him and me. He slowly withdrew his still dripping dick, collapsing on the bed next to me. We rested for a moment and we looked to each other at the same time, we smiled as he raised his legs inviting me into him with a happy smile. once again we consummated our love this time in reverse, till our hot, exhausted, sweaty bodies lay on top of one another, as we drifted toward sleep. I jumped up screaming “Dinner Dinner, my god it is burning.” We both ran to the kitchen (still naked mind you) and attempted to save an un-savable roasted chicken, as we laughed, opened some windows turned on the exhaust fan and cleaned up the mess. My Josh and I both working cleaning our mess, yet still naked, we were a sight, but just at that moment I knew we were on the mend, the old me and the old Josh seemed to be working together. We talked like our old selves and playfully caressed each other’s nude bodies while working.

We dressed rather quickly and wound up going down the street for Chinese takeout, we sat on a park bench sharing each other’s small boxes of food, I just then realized for the first time he was proficient in using chopsticks and I had no clue.  We talked a good long time reminiscing our faults and how we seem to have taken advantage of each other, somewhere we just got off track and we both agreed we were determined to get back on track, because we realized we meant more to each other and the thought of losing one another would be devastating. We were both guilty, as I even told him I almost went all the way with Harry and his boyfriend, he wasn’t happy, but glad I told him, even though we had both fooled around with Harry together before. We went back to his dad’s apartment, we closed up the windows and climbed into bed, in each other’s loving arms, and played another round of tasting and hide the sausage too, I have to tell you it was better than those NYC “dirty water hotdogs” from the Sabretts carts and our toppings weren’t mustard or ketchup either, we both prefer creamy, spermy semen. And come to think of it even his nuts were better than those hot roasted chestnut vendors.

To be continued