In the pit of my stomach, I felt something else was coming.
We had dinner, I was still quiet. Hudson continued to be right there his had was either on my thigh, or holding my hand under the table. We all talked about the week ahead. Mom had a lot going on at school, Jackie was staying in town, and we had the game coming up. It was also beginning to be a busy time for dad with farming. He seemed very excited to have Jimmy to help. He also said he would need Hudson and I Saturday if we could. In unison we said, “sure thing”. My sister looked at us and just laughed and said, “peas in a pod”. I smiled because thinking back this was something that grams had always said about us too. Which had me wondering did she know?
After dinner I said I had to check on some homework and was pretty tired. I headed upstairs. Hudson was right behind me. We entered the room and closed the door. Hudson just wrapped his arms around me from behind. He pulled me in and it was pure comfort. Together we just stood there. Then he said, “I can listen if you want to talk”.
We sat down on the bed, I started in explaining it all to him, the company, the money, the investments and even the car and truck. At first, he just said, “wow, that has to be a lot for you to process”. Then he said, “the truck, that’s in the barn”. I smiled and said, “yeah, it was my grandpa’s”. He said, “do you think we can fix it up, maybe together”. This was the kind of relief I needed. I responded, “heck yeah”.
Before we could go further, there was a soft knock at the door. It was Jimmy, Loki and Max. They all entered. Loki and Max jumped on the other bed and Jimmy came over to me and said, “are you ok Austin, you seemed kind of quiet at dinner”. I smiled and said, “yeah, I’m good buddy, thanks for asking”. Then he leaned in and gave me a hug. I felt tears welling up in my eyes at this. He just smiled and said, “you are my brother too”. Welp, that did it. I immediately had a few more tears now. He then stood back shoved his hands in his pockets and looked at Hudson and I and said, “you know I love you both, right, so um please don’t mess this up”. This brought a smile to my face and Hudson said, “ain’t got no plans on messing this up Jimster”. He just said, “good”. He turned to leave and said, “come on you two let’s go to bed”. Immediately Loki and Max dutifully fell in line behind him, and off they went.
The door again closed, and I sort of had a different perspective on a few things. The work that Grams did, she did it because it helped people that didn’t have as many opportunities. I resolved then to continue her work and add to it. Maybe some youth services, clubs, and groups. Our town could really use a community center. I had all kinds of ideas now.
I must have had a look in my eye because I heard Hudson say, “Austin, you there man”. I looked at him and said, “sorry what”. He laughed and said, “do you have homework”. I said, “nah, that was an excuse to come up”. He laughed and said, “ok let’s get ready for bed”. We brushed our teeth, shucked our clothes and crawled in.
Once in bed and lying next to Hudson, I felt more at ease. I was laying on my back and Hudson on his side, his hand was lightly tracing over my torso. He was propped up on his elbow, just looking at me. He broke the silence with just three words, “I love you”. I just smiled and said, “I love you more”. We kissed and switched off the lamp. I must have been tired, I did not wake up till morning, and it was because Hudson was reaching over me turning off my phone alarm. Before he could retreat, I grabbed him and pulled him on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him and just held tight. He lay there then he said, “Aus, um I kinda need to get up, I gotta pee bad”. I just chuckled and held him tighter. He started to squirm and said, “unless you’re into being peed on you better let me go”. I kissed him and relented, he bolted to the bathroom, hard cock bobbing in front of him. I popped up and joined him. He was standing at the toilet. I said, “thought you had to go”. He said, “well gotta get it to go down first”. I said, “easy remedy”. I turned on the shower and got in. He stepped in behind me and immediately a torrent of pee came out. I laughed and said, man you did have to go. We showered and dressed for school.
The day was pretty mondain, classes, lunch, work out and Hudson had practice. I had scheduled a meeting with an attorney and financial advisor. I entered and was immediately greeted by Mr. Caravelle, Jacob’s grandfather. I said, “well good afternoon, sir”. He smiled and said, “please call me Lloyd”. He said, “who are you looking for”. I said, “well I have a meeting with Pam Rooks for some legal services and then, I need to see a financial advisor”. He said, “ahh yes Ms. Rooks’ office is just down the hall on the right, and as for financial advice any of our advisors here can certainly help you”. I said, “well who would you recommend”. He chuckled and said, “you meet with Ms. Rooks and I’ll have someone meet you after”.
I shared all the paperwork with her and explained what was proposed. She looked everything over and asked a few questions. Then she said, “well before we get too far into this, we should discuss if you want me as your attorney, if so we need to sign paperwork”. She had some standard forms for me and explained each step. I went through some of my ideas about how to continue Gram’s work and what I would like to add. She had a lot of great suggestions and thought it best to set it up as a foundation with a board to oversee it all. We could get into more detail as we went along. This was a great start.
I walked out and was greeted again by Lloyd; he introduced me to Jared. He told me how he had brought him down from Chicago to help him and thought maybe I would be a good client for him to get started with. I said, “will Darla still be working here”. He replied, “oh yes, but she deals more on the corporate side now with 401 k’s and rollovers etc”. I nodded like I knew what that all meant. We went into what I supposed was Jared’s office. I handed him the paperwork that Ed had given me from my part of the investments. His eyes betrayed him and he looked up at me and then Lloyd. Lloyd said, “is something wrong”. He said, “uh no but um maybe someone with more experience should handle this”. He handed the paperwork to Lloyd. He chuckled and said, “well Jared, it looks like you have your first big client, should Austin decide to invest with you”. He said, “well, I’ve just never handled anything like this”. Lloyd said, “well start with new client paperwork, and we will go from there, now Austin, just so you know investments of this amount in our company are never handled only by one person, for security we require two brokers to sign off and a manager, right now I am the only ranking manager, so if that is a conflict with you we understand”. I replied, “no actually that makes me feel better sir”. It was nice to have some resolution to that matter.
I had texted Hudson and let him know where I was and I would be home later. He said he’d get a ride home. Him calling it home, warmed my heart. I got home and greeted mom and filled her in a bit. Then headed upstairs, thinking Hudson would be doing homework or something. I opened the door and the shower was on. I peeked in the bathroom and my jaw dropped. There was Hudson in the shower, one leg up on the bench, bent at the waist, trying to get one of my smaller toys in his “back there”. I immediately began to get hard at the sight. Dear lord he looked so hot there and vulnerable. I wasn’t sure what to do so I just quietly stepped back and lay on the bed. I heard a few grunts and moans, and it was all I could do not to go back and watch. Finally, the shower turned off, and I heard he get out, and then after a while the drawer closed. He stepped out and seen me on the bed. He about jumped out of his skin. He said, “fuck Aus, you scared the heck out of me”. Then he blushed and said, “um how long have you been here”. I said, “oh long enough”. He said, “oh”. I just said, “come here” and opened my arms to him.
He lay down set down facing me on the bed and said, “so um did you like see anything”. I smiled and said, “only a bit, I came in and just lay down and left you alone”. He said, “oh”. I said, “was that the first time”. He said, “yeah, I wanted to try and see”. I said, “how was it”. He said, “well it was weird at first, and I just felt full, like I had to like go to the bathroom, but eventually, I think it felt good”. I laughed and said, “you think”. He said, “I don’t know it was my first time”. I said, “I understand”. He then said, “maybe sometime you can help me with some toys and see where it goes”? I said, “absolutely, but you can’t like it too much, I’m your catcher remember”. He laughed and kissed me and said, “oh I remember”. He kissed me again and we lay there and just cuddled and talked. We discussed my day with the attorney, some ideas I had, my time with Jared and Lloyd. He was quiet through most of it and just listened. Then I stopped talking and looked at him and said, “so other than your shower experience how was your day”. He told me about practice, game film, his classes and how he was excited but nervous about the game.
We talked for at least an hour. Finally, we both yawned and decided to get some rest. We kissed and said good night with “I love you”. That night it seemed like Hudson held me a little tighter and I liked it. We woke up the next morning still intertwined, Hudson was kissing the back of my neck and grinding into me. I felt his hardness close to my entrance. He whispered, “can you be quiet”. I let out a low growl. Then reached back with my spit slicked fingers and guided his head to my hole. He said, “you sure”. I shook my head yes and put my face into my pillow. He slowly pushed into me. I winced and he stopped. I reached back and pulled him further in. I pulled until he was buried in me. He held there. I hissed “yes” into the pillow. He let out a low growl into my ear. He started to slowly rock his hips, in and out. I kept my face in the pillow to not make noise. Hudson was doing his best by burying his face in my back. He was kissing and nibbling and grunting. I started to jerk my turgid cock. I felt my impending orgasm and sunk my head further into the pillow and fired off. My clinching sent Hudson over the edge. He buried his face in my back and released in me, I felt his cock swell and spurt, and his mouth on my shoulder. He finished and held me tight. He slipped from me and I rolled over. I looked into his eyes and just smiled. He said, “sorry Aus”. I said, “sorry for what”. He said, “well we were not supposed to do that, we promised, and I may have um left a mark on your shoulder”. I chuckled and said, “yeah I know, we do need to be respectful, but hopefully we were quiet enough, and honestly, I needed that”. He replied, “me too”.
We go up and showered, made our way down for breakfast. There was a note from mom, she had left us some breakfast burritos in the microwave. Just then Jimmy and Loki came back in, they had been out doing chores. I looked at Hudson and said, “well guess we were alone”. He chuckled and winked.
We were eating when Jacob, Cole, Clay, Tanner, and Hunter all showed up. I set the rest of the burritos out on the counter and we scarfed them down. We all then headed off to school. We parked and were heading in all walking and talking. Just as we were about to the doors, tornado made her appearance. She trotted over to Hudson and hooked his arm with hers and said, “well hey babe”. He just had a pained look and said, “hi Tara, and to what do I owe this visit”. She replied, “well the cheer leaders have decided to adopt a player for the week and decorate their lockers, and make them treats and stuff for support, and I chose you”. His only response was, “why”. She scoffed, and said, “well I thought you would like it”. He was being too nice this had to end. I looked at her and said, “Tara, you’ve caused enough trouble, now why don’t you just have one of the other cheerleaders adopt Hudson and run along, clearly he isn’t interested anymore”. She looked at me and said, “why don’t you butt out you privileged little rich boy, exactly how much or your inheritance did you promise to Hudson to keep hanging out with you”. Shock overtook me. I looked at Hudson, he had a look of hurt, anger, and helplessness in his eyes. Before I could say anything else, Jacob said, “Tara, if you know what is good for you, you will walk away right now”. Hudson, yanked his arm away and she looked at him. He turned to her and said, “Tara, up until now I have been nice to you, but from now on stay away from me, do not come close to me, text me, or talk to me, I do not want you anywhere near me”. He turned and looked into my eyes and said, “we should go to class”. We walked away.
We did not make it to class Hudson pulled me toward the locker rooms. We made our way back to coach Mac’s office. We walked in and coach said, “you boys alright”. Hudson said, “yes coach, can we use your office to talk”. He said, “yes boys but, in good faith I can’t leave you alone”. He said, “I understand, but anything we say can stay in this room please”. He said, “as long as you aren’t breaking any laws or rules that will be fine”. Hudson then looked at me and said, “Aus, I am so sorry she said those things, she is just mean and well stupid”. I laughed and agreed. He went on to say, “Aus, I do not want any of your money, that has never been a reason for me to be your friend or boyfriend”. With that coach looked up from his paperwork, then back down. I said, “Hud, I know that has nothing to do with it and I do not care anything about the money, I care about you”. He replied, “I know”. Then he leaned in and kissed me. Coach cleared his throat and said, “ok gentlemen, um maybe I don’t need to be here”. We just laughed and Hudson said, “sorry coach, but now you know, and can you please keep this between us, our close friends and family know but that’s it”. He said, “not my place to say anything, but as your health teacher, I have to tell you to be safe boys”. We both said, “yes coach”.
We then heard the bell, and coach said, “hang on you two will need passes”. He wrote them out and off we went to class.
The rest of the day was uneventful compared the morning. The day wrapped up and Cole and I went to work out. We were changing in the locker room and Cole said, “wow, a bite mark, damn did Hudson turn vampire”. I laughed and said, “no we were trying to be quiet this morning. He laughed and said, “oh way too much information”. We worked out and Hudson was finishing up practice. He was walking across the field, and I see he was walking with Anna the head cheerleader, they were smiling and laughing. They walked over to Cole and I and we found out Anna would be Hud’s cheerleader for the week now. He went to the locker room grabbed his stuff and met me in the parking lot. We headed back home. I looked and said, “no shower, stinky boy”. He laughed and said, “nah wanted to get out and with you quicker, maybe we can take one together at home”. I smiled and said, “I like that you call it home”. He got a serious look and said, “Austin, it is home to Jimmy and me now, it is the most stable and safest place we have ever had, that makes it home”. I took his hand and said, “Hudson, I meant it in a good way, it makes my heart happy that you consider it home”. He then said, “Austin if you and I lived in this jeep that would be home to me, home isn’t a place, it’s you”. Oh wow. I looked and said, “Hudson, I have no idea what to say to that, other than to say, you have me always”.
We drove home and got into the house. Mom said dinner would be ready at six. I said, we were going to get our homework done and shower up. We made our way upstairs. I went in our room, and he went to Jimmy’s room. He quickly came back and said, “just us then he kissed me”. We closed the door and stripped. We went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, Hudson opened the drawer and pulled out a toy and said, “Austin, will you play with me”. I smiled and said, “gladly”.
We entered the shower; I set the toy on the shelf with some lube. But first I went to my knees and spun Hudson around. I parted his kissed the backs of his thighs, his cheeks, then ran my tongue up his crack. He then said, “mercy, why does that feel so good”. I chuckled and said, “who knows, but I am glad it does”. I continued licking and lightly probing. In my mind if we were really going to do this, he had to be relaxed and prepared. I pulled my tight pucker was glistening with spit. I lightly pressed my finger around it and gently in. He jerked a bit at first and I stopped. Then he relaxed again, and slowly I probed my index finger in and held it there. He then said, “wow, that feels kinda good too”. I said, “oh I know”. I then began to slowly move my finger in small circles and began to loosen him up a bit. Eventually he was moaning and bucking his hips. I said, “ready”. He said, “as I’ll ever be”. I took the toy and liberally coated it with lube. I slowly pressed it toward his hole and with a little pressure it breached him. He hissed a bit, and winced. I stopped. Then slowly I pushed a bit further, there were more noises and some unintelligible words from him. Once in fully, I reached under and felt his balls then his throbbing erection. He was leaking precum like crazy. I didn’t say anything, I just started to lightly go in and out with the toy and slowly stroke him. Before long he was bucking his hips, and I felt his balls tighten on my forearm. With a grunt he began to orgasm and it was a lot.
His orgasm subsided and I slid the toy out and dropped in on the shower floor. I stood and moved in front of Hudson; he had a look of bliss. I pulled him in for a hug and light kiss on the cheek. He just said, “wow”. I said, “yeah”. He smiled and said, “yeah”. We finished up our shower and cleaned everything and put it away. We dried off and made our way to the bedroom. We both got dressed and Hudson said, “babe thank you, that felt great, but I am not sure I am ready for this yet, and he grabbed my crotch”. I chuckled and said, “maybe in time”. He replied, “yes in time”.
We made our way back downstairs and talked with mom, dad, Jackie and Jimmy a bit. Then we set down for dinner. Mealtimes with us was about sharing about our day and catching up. Noone mentioned the ordeal this morning with Tara or coach. It was a nice escape from that.
After dinner my phone rang, I did not recognize the number, but it was local. I answered. The voice said, “may I speak with Austin Tucker please. I said, “speaking”. The voice said, Jared Stinson with Lincoln Financial Advisors, I am here with Mr. Lloyd Caravell”. I said, “ok, how may I help you”. He then said, “we understand there may have been an incident today that led us to investigate something, we found that your files were accessed by an unauthorized employee. That matter was handled internally and the employee has been terminated immediately. Lloyd then spoke up and said, “Austin, I know you have put a lot of faith in us here, and we know that trust was eroded with this ugly incident, we only hope that we may mend those fences with you”. I said, “can you elaborate about what happened”. Lloyd said, “I will be frank with you, Darla was caught in Jared’s office and your file was opened and read through. When questioned, she claimed Jared asked her to be the second person to sign off on your account. We both knew this to be untrue, as he had not spoken to anyone about your file”. I then said, “that probably makes what happened this morning make a lot more sense now”. I thanked them for letting me know and if they needed anything more from me or my attorney to let us know.
I hung up and told my family what had happened. Hudson quietly spoke up and said, “Austin, I’m sorry, this is my fault, I brought this on you”. I looked at him and said, “you can stop that line of thought right now, you are not responsible for any of their behaviors, but I fear it might get worse now that Darla has been fired”. He said, “oh boy”. I said, “whatever happens we will work it out and be fine babe”. With these words my family all looked at me and mom just smiled and nodded.
Tuesday and Wednesday brought no drama, in fact Tara went out of her way to avoid us. That was nice. Thursday was game day and due to the rotation, they had to travel. The team was set to leave at noon. Hudson and I spent the morning together before school. The school was all out to see them off, as he walked by he gave me a wink and I smiled. I was nervous after what happened with this team last week. The bus was off and most of us were going to be carpooling to the game too. Mom was going with a group from school as a sponsor. Dad and Jimmy were driving together, and I was taking Jacob, Cole, Rose and Sara. It was about 2 hours away; we stopped for snacks and finally arrived about 3. Game time was 4:30.
I was a bit surprised to see that Dalton and Alex also made the drive. The game started off with a bang we scored 3 in the top of the first. This sort of took the momentum completely away from them. This actually made me more nervous, if they got desperate what might they do. In the bottom of the fourth they scored a run and had a bit of life; however we jumped right back with 2 in the top of the fifth. From there the game seemed to cruise, they never mounted another run. I was glad it seemed to go fairly smooth. Except then it happened, they were lined up shaking hands when it happened. One of their players shoved Clay and called him a bitch. Hunter immediately took offense and was about to throw a punch when Hudson grabbed him along with Tanner. Coaches then intervened. I heard Alex say, “I don’t know why that mother fucker even gets to play, he’s the one that did this to me”. His coach no had him by the shirt and was dragging him to the dugout. The umpires were now on the field between them, and they told everyone to get in their dugouts and disperse.
Well, that was not as bad as it could have been. I picked Hudson up at school he had calmed down some and it seemed Clay and Hunter were ok now too. We all headed home deciding we would celebrate tomorrow night.
Friday at school was laid back, lots of celebration for their trip to the final four at state. The school had an assembly and after we headed to the diner and it was packed. We all had a good time, the crowd was dispersing and breaking into smaller groups. Jacob invited us to go to his grandfathers if we would like. So, a few of us headed there. I let my parents know where we were going.
We arrived and were greeted by Lloyd who was setting up some food and drinks for everyone. Somehow it looked like catering appeared out of thin air. We set around and chatted and enjoyed our time. It was a warm evening, but by 11, I was getting tired. We had some work to do tomorrow too. So, we started our Midwest goodbye’s and were finally out by midnight. By then most everyone else was departing as well.
On the way home Hudson said, “hey do you think we could maybe he out to the reservoir and look at the moon and some stars”. I said, “umm sure if you want”. He then said, “maybe you can moon me, and I can fuck you till you see stars”. I laughed and said, “you dork”. But at the thought, I sped up a bit. We turned down the gravel road and pulled out to the overlook. It was quiet and actually a nice evening. We got out and walked over and set on the rocks. Hudson took my hand and said, “we don’t have to fuck babe, I just wanted some alone time”. I just smiled and pulled his hand up and kissed the back of it.
We set there quietly just taking in the sound of the crickets, and random hoots from an owl or two. Then Hudson stood and stepped between my legs, he bent down and kissed me as he pulled me to my feet. We started making out, he then had both hands cupping my ass and mine were roaming all over him. He undid my jeans and slid them down then my compression shorts. I was not dick in the wind, pants at my ankles. I undid his pants and pulled them and his underwear down in one fell swoop, then I knelt and took him in my mouth. He ran his hands through my hair and groaned. I sucked a while then he pulled me up and spun me around. He reached down and pulled a small tube out of his pocket. I said, “you sneak, you planned this”. He just laughed and said, “what me”. He applied some lube and pushed me over the rock. I said, “yeah take me”. He said, “can I be aggressive”. I said, “yes please”. I felt him rubbing the head over my hole and he lined up and grabbed my hips and pushed in me, not to hard but enough that I had that moment of sharp pain. I hissed, “oh fuck”. He just said, “oh yeah”. He kept sliding forward and bottomed out. He then started in and out not fast but began picking up pace quickly. He was a bit more aggressive and I liked it. Before long he was hammering a bit, and my prostate was the nail. “Oh, fuck yeah”, I yelled, “keep doing that and I’ll shoot”. He said, “fuck yeah me too”. I barely touched my cock and began to cum. He felt this and went even harder. He was not slamming into me fucking the orgasm out of me. He then froze and came in me with a howl.
After we set there bare assed on the rock for a bit. Finally, I said, “we should get home”. He said, “yeah”. He pulled my face to his and kissed me deeply.
We got home and made our way up to bed. We were tired and decided to forgo the shower. We just stripped and crawled into bed. That was one of the best night’s sleeps I had in a while.
We woke up the next morning and made our way down for a quick bite and then out to help dad. We drove the side by side, and I hit a bump and actually winced a bit. He said, “you ok”. I said, “yeah maybe a bit tender back there, someone was aggressive”. He laughed and said, “you said I could”. I said, “oh it’s a good tender babe”. He rested his hand on my thigh. We finished up working and moving cows and rode fence. We headed back to the farm, as we came down the drive we seen the sheriff’s car.
We went in the house and mom said, boys come in and set please. She had a strained look on her face, and I did not like it. This time it was Deputy Hill. He said, “Hudson, as you know we suspected you mom was somewhere in Texas, maybe near where your father was, well unfortunately, I am sorry to inform you we have found her and she has passed away”. Hudson just squeezed my hand and said, “oh no does Jimmy know”. It struck me, that was his first worry. I took his hand in mine. Mom said, “no honey, he is still out with Mike”. Hudson then took a deep breath and his exhale hitched. Deputy Hill then said, the sheriff would be in touch this afternoon, but he wanted to let you know as soon as possible. He would have more information later. He then excused himself.
Hudson looked at me and said, “how will I tell Jimmy”. I said, “we will do it together”. Mom said, “we are all here for you, we will be with you for anything you need”. He then said, “what will happen to us”. Mom said, “baby we are not going to worry about that now, you are here and not going anywhere”. He then turned to me and I just hugged him.
We set there for a while and mom called dad, she said, they would be here soon. They walked in and Hudson said, “Jimster can you come set with me”. Jimmy looked at him and said, “sure, is everything ok”. Hudson said, “come sit”. He did. Then Hudson said, “buddy, I don’t know how to say this so, I’ll just come out with it, mom’s gone, she has passed away, we don’t know much more yet, but we will find our more this afternoon”. At first Jimmy was stoic. Then I could see his mind working and tears formed in his eyes. He was still quiet. What he did next sort of surprised me. He stood up walked over to mom and just curled up in her lap. Mom just wrapped her arms around him, and we heard him sniffing crying. With this Hudson turned into me and I felt his wet tears on my neck. I just held him. I said, “we will get through this”.
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