Alliance of Gay Students

I told Vincent, “Saturday, noon, Fungus Station.”

Vincent rapped on Spencer’s door. A man who didn’t resemble Spencer answered it. I walked in.

“Right on time,” said Spencer.

The man closed the door. Spencer took my hand and led me to the bed. We both sat. The man pulled the desk chair over and sat facing us.

“I feel like a condemned prisoner facing the preacher before they take me away,” I mumbled.

I saw a smile flash across the man’s face. “No one’s ever confused me with a preacher.”

“This is my brother Kenneth,” Spencer told me. “He’s here to whip me so I’ll toe the line.”

“Garcin, you know that’s not entirely true. I left the whip at home.”

“Fill me in. What’s the story here?” I tried to sound brave. And why did he just call Spencer Garcin ? “You called your father last night, and your brother shows up today.”

“OK, Ryan.” He said my name with an air of contempt. “Father set this up to keep Garcin out of trouble. He knew if he was in the regular dorm, there’d be some screwing around. His being in this room was to eliminate that. Or at least minimize it.” He turned to Spencer. “He figured you would fuck at least one girl this year. But he didn’t figure that would happen until the spring. Because you’re on the shy side.” He looked back at me. “What he didn’t figure is that Garcin is queer.”

“He would have done something different if he’d known I’m gay?” Spencer looked from Kenneth to me.

“We both know that gay guys are worse than rabbits. Who knows what he would have done. You know, I have nothing against the two of you screwing each other and getting your rocks off, but Garcin, you should have known that Dad would be watching you.”

“How about we’re together because we’ve fallen in love,” again I tried to sound brave.

“Oh, fuck that, Ryan. You’re eighteen. He’s eighteen. You think when a guy squeezes your dick, it means you’re in love. It’s lust. You think I was in love when I fucked my first guy?”

“Your first?” asked Spencer.

“Shit, Garcin. Why do you think I’m relegated to the crap jobs? You had to have known.” Kenneth said.

“I just figured that Dad liked Stewart better because he was first born.”

“Yeah, it’s partly that, but it’s because I wasn’t careful. After I saw Dad fucking his hunting partner, that one time, I thought he wouldn’t care that I was fucking every ass that held still long enough for me to get my dick in it. Then I fell in love with Kent Randall. Dad caught us. Kent loved the payoff more than he loved me, and I got stuck with the shit end of the stick.”

“Then you’ve got to understand what I’m going through,” Spencer said.

“It’s not love, Garcin. Sure Ryan’s cute; actually, he’s pretty hot. I’d do him. You’ve got good taste there. But you’re too young. You’re only going to get yourself in trouble. I’m here to help you, little brother. That’s why you need to do what Dad wants. He’ll make your life miserable if you don’t. And, if you’re thinking that you can walk away from him and let your mom pay for your college, you could probably do it. But he’ll make life impossible after.”

Spencer sat there and tears filled his eyes. I slid closer to him. I held him, pulled him to me. “Spence, it’s OK, baby. We can figure it out somehow.”

“Garcin, you’re not going to like this next part.”

“You mean it gets worse?” Spencer asked.

“Ryan, I’m prepared to give you fifty thousand if you will walk away from this. Get up now, and go back to your dorm room. Don’t come back.”

“Ken,” I said coldly, “this is a life-time investment for me. I love Spencer. You may not understand it, but I’m not walking away from him.”

“OK, I was actually authorized to give you a hundred thousand, in cash, small bills. Just get up and leave.”

“If I get up now, it’ll be to punch you in the face and kick you in the balls. What you’ve just done disgusts me.”

“Ryan, I’m scared for you,” said Spencer.

“That just means you love me,” I said.

Kenneth stood up. “Maybe it is love.” He put the chair back. “Father is not going to be happy.”

“Is he still fucking his hunting partner?” I asked.

Kenneth’s eyes burned. “I don’t know.” His features softened slightly. “I’ve been too much of a coward to find out.”

“I doubt that; you don’t seem like a coward to me. I think you’re just trapped in… I’m not sure what to call it. Know this Kenneth, I don’t hate you. You’re Spencer’s brother, and I love him with all my heart. I just wish you were on our side.”

Kenneth walked to the door. “Call me Ken. I am on your side, Ryan; I just know the situation, and I’m worried about you. And, I love my little brother, more than he probably realizes.”

Spencer walked to the door. He gave Ken a hug.

“I’m worried about you, too, Garcin.” He closed the door and left.

Spencer turned to me. “You turned down a pile of money.”

I went up to him and kissed him. “One taste of your lips is worth more than all that cash.”

“I think it’s this new lip balm.” He pulled a small tube from his pocket. “It was only ninety-nine cents.” He smiled, but I saw a tear roll down his cheek.

I stood there staring at him. Then I started to remove my clothes. I dropped them in a pile and went back to the bed. I pulled the blanket to the side and sat on the sheet. I reached under the pillow and pulled out the bottle of lube. I rubbed some over my man cunt. “Come here, Spence. There will be one constant in all of this, and that’s our love. No matter what they try to do to us, they cannot win.”

Spencer walked toward me. He dropped his clothing on the floor as he moved closer. He said nothing. His penis became more erect the closer he got. I put lube in my hand, and when he stood next to the bed. I encircled him with my hand and covered his hardness with lubricant. I looked up into Spencer’s eyes. They were never greener. I leaned back and pulled his shaft to my hole. I took a deep breath as he pushed himself into me. He bent forward, and we kissed. We continued kissing as he moved into and out of me. We quietly moaned while we made love.

It was my first time to have a man inside me, and I loved it. There was pleasure in each stroke. We fit together perfectly. My own hardness throbbed as he pushed inside. I wrapped my ankles and crossed them at his lower back. The pleasure intensified and soon, I felt an incredible release as my seed spilled from my dick. I tilted my hips. The pitch of Spencer’s moans changed; his thrusts became more forceful. The pressure within me increased, and he ceased thrusting into me.

Spencer’s forehead touched mine. We remained motionless, and I was suddenly overwhelmed by the reality of what had just happened. The man I loved, and yes I realized that he and I were considered boys less than a year before, but he and I had just physically joined each other. We had just given something to the other, something precious and wonderful.

A hand caressed my temple, and Spencer moved beside me. I straightened my legs, and Spencer moved one of his to cover one of mine. I closed my eyes. Despite the visit from Spencer’s brother, I was the happiest I’d been in my life. I fell asleep.

I awoke a few hours later; Spencer was still beside me. My movements caused him to stir, and he opened his eyes. I saw him smile, and I felt warm inside. I ran my fingers over his brow.

“Ryan, what are we going to do?”

“Keep loving each other.”

“That’s not a practical answer; although, I will admit that we’re going to do that regardless.”

“I don’t know how to formulate a plan when…”

“When the enemy is my own father?”

“I don’t want to think of him that way,” I told him.

“Well, if he’s not the enemy, he’s the opposition,” Spencer shook his head. “What do you do when the opposition has all the cards?”

“You play a different game.”

“I don’t want to play any games,” Spencer said angrily.

“Maybe that’s our strategy,” I said. “I think Vincent’s on our team. I’m not sure about Ken.”

“I want to believe Ken won’t do anything against us, but Dad still controls him.”

“Is there any way to find out what he did or said after he left here? And, unless he kept the money for himself, your dad’s going to know that I didn’t take it.”

Spencer sighed. “I just want to go to class and be with you.”

“I think we can do those things without giving Vincent anything to report. Oh, and we have a lunch date with him on Saturday.”

“We do?”

“At the Fungus Station. Simon’s going to meet us there.”

“I don’t know him.”

“He’s one of the guys from the Alliance. I wanted you to go to the next Alliance meeting with me, but I wonder if we should avoid that.”

“You look like you’re hatching a plan,” Spencer rolled on top of me. “Tell me what it is or I’ll be forced to hurt you.”

I started laughing. “You couldn’t hurt me if you tried. Is that your dick? Did you get hard that fast?”

Spencer just smiled.

“You horny little bastard. You just gave me another reason to love you.”

“I was going to use it as a weapon,” Spencer chuckled.

“Were you planning to fuck me to death?”

“Never. I’m not into necrophilia, and I plan to fuck you as often as possible for as long as we live.”

“You have such a way with words,” I laughed. “Now, get off me. You’re distracting me. I need to tell you what I’m thinking, and all I can think about is your hard cock. I really want to suck it, but it was recently up someone’s ass, and I’m not a hole-to-mouth kind of guy.”

“Hmmph.”

“What?”

Spencer sat up. “That means I need to plan things better.”

“Plan what things?”

“I guess I need to make sure you blow me before I fuck you. This could be a game changer.”

“You’re right; it is.” I stood up and pulled him to his feet. I slapped his ass. “It means we need to shower. Then I’m going to suck you so hard, your dick will grow an inch.”

Spencer reached down and grabbed my hardon. “Who’s the horny bastard now?”