A Parent's Choices

Joseph looked up at the sky. Sunlight glittered through the leaves. He shifted on the bench and watched William drag his feet to slow down before pumping his legs again to get himself going again. In the distance behind William, Joseph saw the padlocked gate to the old city pool. He used to love watching the sparkles of the sun on the water.

The sun burned into the ground on the cloudless days at the end of August when the gang got together on the last weekend before the start of school. The boys had talked about going swimming and met at Bradley Simpson’s house. They sat under the patio awning and began talking about their summer sexcapades. Most of them bragged about touching breasts and kissing with tongue. Joseph remained quiet and gazed out at the pool wondering if he should just get into the water.

Then Brad turned to him. “So, Joey, how many boobs did you touch?” He laughed as he said it.

“Joey don’t like the girls,” chuckled Larry.

“Fuck you,” retorted Joseph. “There’s a girl down the street from my grandparents. Her name’s Roberta. She’s been after me every year since I was little. This year I went on a walk with her. I kissed her under the live oak tree at the edge of the park. When I stuck my tongue in her mouth, she sucked on it so hard that I thought she was going to pull it out of my mouth.”

“But did you touch her boob? Did she let you?”

“She unbuttoned her blouse, and I kissed her nipple and sucked it into my mouth. It got really hard, you know, like when it’s really cold out. Both nipples did because I was pinching the other with one hand and while I was doing that, I reached down and into her skirt. She wasn’t wearing underwear. She stopped me and pulled up her skirt. I saw her bush and then I reached down and touched her pussy.”

He had everyone’s attention.

“Then I pushed a finger into her. She started to moan. It was warm and wet, so I put two inside her. I moved down and kissed her pussy and ran my tongue over it. She started to move her hips. She told me to stand up. I did, and she pushed my shorts down and grabbed my dick.”

“She grabbed your dick?” Larry said with eyes wide open.

“Yeah.”

There was an overlap of ‘wow,’ ‘shit,’ and ‘fuck’ from the guys.

“She wanted me to fuck her, but we didn’t have protection. So she got on her knees and blew me.”

“She did not.” Bradley was calling him out.

“Yeah, she did. She took my hard dick and kissed the end. She ran her tongue around the head of my dick and then licked up and down. It’s when she wrapped her lips around it and moved up and down that I thought I would go crazy. Her mouth was wet and warm, not as warm as her pussy. But I wanted to grab her head and pump my dick into it.” He reported the details accurately except for the name; it had been Robert, not Roberta, who had treated him to the exquisite fellatio.

The guys were mesmerized.

“Did you get her to suck you for a long time?” asked Larry.

“It didn’t take very long for me to come.”

Larry started to laugh. “That doesn’t surprise me. I think I came just hearing about it.”

All the guys started to laugh. Joseph felt relief. The guys wouldn’t hassle him for a while. But how long would it be before he gave himself away? He still wondered what it would be like to be with Larry, but there was a new guy he’d seen at school when getting his schedule. He didn’t know his name, yet; but he was determined to find out.

Joseph shifted his position on the park bench. William was still swinging, and he smiled up at his father. Joseph waved at him, and he giggled.

Remembering the time he told the boys about his first blowjob but pretending it had been done by a girl reminded him of events that occurred a little later that year. Joseph had been trying to decide whether to tell Larry about enjoying performing a blowjob; sometimes, he was trying to convince himself, straight guys get blown by guys, so straight guys must blow guys, too. But Joseph was confused by his increasing attraction to Eddy Ivicic. The fear of being discovered had begun to build. He recalled the first time he seriously thought about dating William’s mother.
The day was hot, even for October. Joseph replayed the events leading up to it. Gym class had ended, but he was forced to take a shower; he was able to avoid it most of the time. He’d washed the sweat away quickly, and he had already dressed when he noticed Larry still playing around in the shower. He was sporting a boner. Larry’s dick had to be at least seven inches long, and Joseph wondered what it would be like to suck it. He was also beginning to wonder what it would be like to have a dick inside him.

As he stared, Larry blurted, “Are you fucking looking at me, Anderson?”

Larry approached Joseph, but Joseph continued staring in the original direction giving Larry some doubts about what Joseph was really looking at. “I guess you’re not drooling over my cock,” Larry laughed. But Joseph worried that the seeds of doubt had been sown, and inside, he began to panic.

The only way to throw everyone off the scent was to start dating a girl. He needed someone who’d be willing to let him take advantage and talk about it. Joseph knew the perfect girl, Rhonda Johnson. Several of the boys talked about how Rhonda willingly spread her legs for any boy willing to spend enough money on her.

He saw her after fifth period the next day and asked her to meet him at the Chicken Express the next Thursday after school. He bought her a soda and told her he wanted to take her out to the movies. Joseph said that she was pretty, even sexy. That Friday, he took her for cheeseburgers and a movie.

The next Friday, Joseph took Rhonda to an Italian restaurant and gave her a pendant with a real sapphire that he had ordered from Amazon. After dinner, they got into the backseat of his mother’s Tahoe and began to make out. She pushed his pants down and grabbed onto him. Joseph knew he should be hard, but he wasn’t. He began to think about how it would be if he were there with Larry. His dick immediately hardened.

Rhonda was impressed. “This is the biggest dick I’ve ever held.” She began to rub the head against her clit. “Stick it in me. Make me feel good.”

Joseph wasn’t sure, but when Rhonda pushed his cock into the folds of her wet labia, he felt electric shocks. ‘Maybe I am straight,’ he thought, and he plunged his erection into her. It was almost like being sucked by his cousin, but the wetness and tightness were more consistent, and the entire shaft was being stimulated. Rhonda was amazed by how long Joseph was able to fuck her without coming. He smiled when she said it. He didn’t have to think about Larry to stay hard. The friction of Rhonda’s pussy was taking care of that, but the brief thought of Larry triggered Joseph, and he unloaded into her.

“Wow,” said Rhonda. “That was the best fuck I’ve ever had. That was better than that sailor who did me on the cruise last summer, and he was pretty awesome.”

“Yeah?” Joseph was pleased with himself. “Want to do it again next week?”

“You want to be like my boyfriend or something and fuck me all the time?”

“Sure,” he replied. This is almost as good as getting sucked by Robert, he thought, and if someone catches us, people will know that I’m straight. Robert was wrong.

Every Friday, they repeated the scene. The anticipation of Rhonda’s wet, warm tunnel was enough to get him hard, but to finish the job, Joseph had to imagine having sex with a guy. After several weeks, Joseph no longer thought of Larry. Thoughts of Eddy Ivicic, the new guy at school, stirred Joseph to come. Once he was hard; he would fuck Rhonda until he ran out of energy, then he would think about Eddy again and fill Rhonda with his seed. Rhonda was amazed by his stamina, and Joseph shared the experience with his buddies, except for the part about Eddy, and proved to them that he was a real man.

Rhonda was insatiable when it came to sex. She began to want it more than just Friday nights. They began to fuck after school whenever possible, and when Rhonda announced that she was pregnant, instead of whining that he had ruined his life, or that she had ruined his life, as he heard a junior had done when he’d knocked up his girl, Joseph puffed out his chest. He’d been having more pussy than any of his friends. He was not only a hero to all his buddies, but he had been able to produce a baby. No one could doubt his manhood now.

Joseph’s parents were furious when he decided to do the ‘right’ thing and marry her.  They didn’t believe he was in love with her.  His plan to continue his vocational training to become a welder did please his father, but his father had doubts about Joseph’s stated goal.  He was going to live a happy life with a wife and kids, a straight life.