Chapter 9: Caught in a Gay Personal and Sexual Relationship
After I turned 33 years of age, I found myself reconsidering the direction of my personal and sexual relationships. My connection with my African American BBW partner, Nessa, who was thirty-seven, continued to stagnate; we rarely had sex, and when we did, it was to satisfy her own desires during those brief moments when her daughters were not around. This lack of intimacy made me realize how I missed having a genuine, fulfilling relationship with someone—one that offered both emotional and physical closeness whether it was with a man or a woman.
We ran into family situations full of drama when Nessa was away on a business trip and came home missing earrings and her oldest daughter, Beth tried sneaking a boyfriend in through her bedroom window and got in trouble while her mother Nessa was away. Beth threw a tantrum on her mother and moved away to live with her father who was creating problems in our home leaving Alissa as Nessa’s only daughter that was still living with us.
One of my classmates from college who recognized my girlfriend Nessa from a short recording of a porn flick he had seen asked me to look at a porn flick he had saw on the internet because the black female bbw in the porn flick looked like Nessa. I was seeing Nessa being fucked from behind by another white man while she was on her hands and knees while he was holding her love handles between her ass, and stomach just like I liked doing with Nessa. I watched Nessa slow sucking the white man’s cock while wearing the earrings Nessa claimed she was missing one of from her business trip. It looked like Nessa was not really on a business trip, but a trip to be a secret actress in an interracial porn flick.
Feeling increasingly dissatisfied at home, I started exploring the possibility of meeting men or women to pursue a lasting personal and sexual relationship, hoping to find the connection and permanence I craved. At the same time. I continued making efforts to meet women, particularly those who were beautiful African American Big Beautiful Women regardless of age, their confidence and allure. Through these experiences, I began to understand that my strongest sexual attraction was toward African American individuals, more so than Caucasian or Hispanic men and women. This realization guided my search for both meaningful companionship and intimacy, whether it was with a with a man or a woman.
After a string of disappointing attempts to find meaningful connections—both online through the computer and meeting and hooking up with men and women I met at local straight night clubs or the local gay bar where I hit on them in person—I decided to try something different. One night, feeling especially restless, I logged into a gay chat room, hoping to find someone who might understand the complexities of my living situation. It did not take long before I started chatting with an African American man named Alan who was 43 years old. There was an immediate sense of ease in our conversation, the kind that felt rare and genuine.
As we talked, it became clear that both of us were navigating similar struggles. Alan shared how his relationship with his long-term Hispanic girlfriend Melissa that is a big and beautiful curvy woman with enormous tits and a thick and round ass becoming like they were for me with my African American girlfriend Nessa. The relationships had grown distant, lacking the sexual intimacy and emotional closeness we both craved. I found myself opening to Alan about my own personal and sexual frustrations, the stagnant connection with my partner and the emptiness that came from feeling more like a roommate than a lover and sexual partner. Alan and I bonded over the mutual dissatisfaction we had in our heterosexual relationships, realizing that neither of us felt truly seen or fulfilled personally or sexually.
The more we confided in each other, the more our conversations shifted from frustration to understanding. We talked about the loneliness that comes from hiding parts of ourselves and the yearning for a relationship where we could be authentic with men or women. Our late-night chats became a safe space to process our feelings, share our hopes, and admit our fears. This mutual support laid the foundation for a deeper connection, as we both recognized the comfort in finding someone who understood our personal and sexual struggles from the inside.
Eventually, our conversations turned toward what we were truly seeking in future relationships. We were both honest about our attraction to men—specifically, to partners from diverse backgrounds. For Alan, the idea of a committed interracial relationship represented a chance to embrace his full identity without compromise. I admitted that my strongest attractions had always been toward African American men, drawn by their sexual confidence and warmth. We discussed what it would mean to find a sexual partner who not only shared our desires but also valued intimacy, trust, and long-term commitment.
Reflecting on these exchanges, I realized how transformative it was to share my true self with someone who understood. Our connection, though still new, gave me hope that genuine companionship and intimacy were within reach. Alan and I left those conversations feeling less alone and more determined to continue our search, not just for fleeting encounters, but for relationships built on mutual respect, attraction, and the possibility of lasting love. These experiences became an important chapter in my ongoing journey toward authentic connection and self-acceptance.
After two weeks of chatting with Alan online and in the man-for-man gay chat room, Alan and I decided to exchange pictures. We started with ordinary photos—those candid moments captured by our friends or family—and gradually moved to nude pictures, showing both our front and backsides so we could see each other’s cocks and asses.
After a few weeks of chatting with Alan online in the man for man gay chat room we both decided to send each other pictures of ourselves that were ordinary pictures that we're taking of us by our friends and family as well as nude pictures of ourselves showing both our front and backsides so we could see each other’s cocks and asses as we were naked. Alan and I seemed to find the pictures that each of us sent to each other to be attractive. Alan understood that I was a white man with a tan completion, 6-feet tall weighing 165 pounds with a medium build having brown hair and hazel eyes with the sexy butt. I let Alan know that my cock was 7 inches long, cut and thick. I told Alan was into oral and anal sex with men both giving and receiving as a versatile top that loves to fuck men in the ass and as a bottom being fucked in the ass by the right man. There was a mutual appreciation for what we saw; we each found the other's photos attractive and reassuring, deepening our sense of sexual attraction and connection.
Alan told me that he was an African American male who had never been with men sexually before to have anal sex with men. Alan said he was curious about exploring a personal and sexual relationship with an attractive gay or bisexual Caucasian male. Alan said he wanted to build a gay long-term personal and sexual connection, emphasizing intimacy and mutual attraction. Alan shared that he was a potentially gay African American male that is 5 foot 10 inches tall, weighed 220 pounds, with short black hair and brown eyes, and has a 10-inch cock, cut and thick. Alan made it clear that he was not interested in having another man fuck him in the ass because he wanted to be the man in a gay sexual relationship. Alan had always been intrigued by the idea of fucking a beautiful Caucasian gay man in their sexy ass to see how much differently it feels fucking a man compared to having vaginal sex with a woman. Alan let me know that he was not into having his cock sucked by a man, but he said he has always loved giving head to men. Alan said he had met gay truck drivers and prostitutes at truck stops and rest areas that he had spent the night with holding, kissing, and sleeping with each other in the bedroom of the truck cab while they were both naked. Alan said he loved sucking a men’s cocks in the bedroom cab of his semi-truck and swallowing cum and eventually wants to have anal sex with a man he sleeps with naked, fucking them in the ass as he makes love with them.
During one of our late-night chats, Alan mentioned the topic of our work schedules and how they might affect our chances of meeting in person. Alan explained that he is a full-time long-distance truck driver, which means he is often away for days at a time and does not have free time. Alan asked me about my own career and when I might be available.
I told Alan that I was a full-time college student with flexible hours, especially on weekends when I am most free. I was honest about being careful, since my girlfriend Nessa does not know about my bisexuality with preferences to have sexual relations with both men and women and because she does not know I am sexually attracted to men that I enjoy having sex with. I told Alan I needed to keep things sexually discreet.
Alan wanted to know if I was comfortable with his complicated schedule of being on the road for several days at a time.
I reassured Alan that we could make it work, meeting at the house I shared with my girlfriend Nessa and her daughter during daytime hours during weekdays when privacy was possible and weekends when Nessa and her daughter was away for the weekend for sporting events her daughter is involved in, or at his apartment while Alan’s girlfriend Melissa is at work if that felt right. My conversation with Alan made me feel hopeful that, despite the challenges, we could find ways to connect and spend time together sexually as a long-term committed interracial gay couple.
I asked Alan when the soonest date and time he would be available to meet with me so we could spend time getting to know each other and potentially make out and make love with each other as a gay couple? I told Alan that after looking through his pictures, I found him to be attractive and would love us to get together as soon as possible while my girlfriend Nessa had left for work a couple of hours ago without saying goodbye or offering me any forms of affection.
Alan replied that he would be leaving for a long-haul delivery drive tomorrow and would be gone for a week and a half. He mentioned that his girlfriend Melissa was working as a nurse at a local hospital, often gone for extended hours on 18-hour shifts,
Alan offered to meet today, inviting me to his apartment—located at the same complex I used to live in, in building room 204 across from the swimming pool area. Alan suggested that I could take a shower and change clothes while he did the same before I drove over to his apartment in another hour and a half when he is ready for me.
I told Alan, absolutely, after showering and putting my clothes on, I should be able to arrive within an hour and a half. As our conversation ended, we both expressed how we were looking forward to meeting, and Alan admitted that he thought he was falling in love with me. The anticipation of finally connecting face to face filled me with excitement and hope for what might come next.
When I arrived at Alan’s apartment, I tapped the brass door knocker to let him know I was there. Moments later, Alan opened the door, greeted me with a warm kiss, and smiled as he complimented my casual look—shorts, T-shirt, and sandals. “You look really cute Tony,” he said, his tone playful and genuine.
I returned the compliment, telling him, “Alan you look incredibly attractive as well in his T-shirt and boxers,” which made him grin even wider.
“So, what do you have in mind for us to do Alan?” I asked, feeling the anticipation in the air.
Alan leaned in, kissed me again, and suggested, “How about we sit on the couch and hold each other while we watch something on TV? There is not much on except soap operas, but that is fine with me if it is okay with you Tony.”
I hugged him and laughed, replying, “Soap operas are a lot of drama, but that’s okay for me—hopefully we do not get involved in much drama ourselves Alan.”
Curious about privacy, I asked, “Is your girlfriend Melissa coming home anytime soon?”
Alan reassured me, “No Tony, Melissa is more than likely not going to be home until tomorrow unless there is an emergency, which I doubt will happen.” With that, we headed to the living room, feeling relaxed and grateful for the quiet time together.
Alan held my hand as we walked together over to the couch and settled in to watch television. He turned on the soap opera, and as he leaned close, Alan wrapped his arm around me, gently rubbing my back and shoulder. The warmth of his touch felt comforting, and when I looked up, he leaned in and kissed me deeply, his tongue exploring mine in an enthusiastic embrace.
"I am enjoying my time with you more than the soap opera Tony," Alan whispered, smiling softly, "I do enjoy the intimacy."
I kissed Alan back and agreed, letting him know, “Alan, I appreciated the closeness we are sharing, what else do you have in mind for us to do?”
Alan kissed me again and suggested, "How would you feel about us going back to the master bedroom so we can lay in bed together to kiss and make out Tony? Then we can see where things go from there."
Alan’s suggestion excited me, and I told him, “It sounds enjoyable to me Alan.”
Alan kissed me once more, then stood up, holding both my hands to help me off the couch. He lifted me into his arms, holding me close and passionately kissing me as I held his face deep tongue kissing Alan as he carried me into the bedroom.
When Alan carried me to the foot of the bed in the master bedroom he laid me into the bed, where I laid and watched him walk to the stereo in the bedroom to turn on soft romantic music that he slowly danced to as he undressed while tossing each piece of clothing he took off into the corner of the bedroom until he was completely naked. Alan came back to bed and crawled into bed next to me to kiss me while we were passionately making out as Alan slowly undressed me and tossed each piece of my clothing by the dresser next to the bed until I was completely naked in bed exchanging passionate deep romantic kisses as we held each other close. Alan began kissing and tonguing a path down my chest until he made it down to the head of my cock that he slowly kissed as he held my cock in his hand as he looked not my eyes and asked me, “Tony, do you truly want us to be an interracial gay couple in a committed gay relationship where neither of us sees and has sexual relations with other men so your beautiful cock and adorable ass will truly belong to me as we become gay boyfriends and eventually gay husbands when we decide to get our own place together and get married? Are you ok with being the woman in our gay relationship as my boyfriend? I love sucking cock and swallowing cum, but I do not get into men sucking my cock. I want a sexy man like you for me to fuck you in the ass while making love, but I am not into men fucking me in the ass Tony. I want a man to be the woman of the relationship and eventually replace my girlfriend, Melissa. I know I will give you the best blowjobs you have ever received from men or women before Tony and I will fuck you more passionately than I have fucked my sexy girlfriend. Are you ok with this?”
I suddenly became teary eyed when I gave Alan a deep and enthusiastic kiss and told him, “Absolutely Alan, I am fine with being the woman in our gay relationship. I am sure I will enjoy having you suck my cock Alan if you stop sucking other men’s cocks at truck stops and rest areas. If we are in a committed gay relationship with each other, my cock and my ass are yours Alan. I will happily let you fuck my ass as your gay boyfriend and eventual husband for you to be able to suck my cock and fuck me in the ass as much and as often as you wish Alan. You will need to be careful when you are breaking my ass in though Alan. I have never seen or been fucked by a cock as enormous as yours Alan. The biggest cock I have ever had a man fuck me with was 9-inches cut and thick, and it hurt for a while at first until he had my ass broken in and accustomed to fit his cock deep inside my ass. I have had 10 inches of a double ended 20 inch dildo in my ass before when a gay lover named Greg put the heads of the cock in both of our asses for us to fuck each other anally at the same time until we both came. That was just a dildo, not 10 inches of a man’s enormous cock like you have that will have my ass hurting when you start fucking me with your monstrous sized cock Alan. Be gentle when you start fucking my ass Alan, so you do not rip my asshole apart when you are breaking my ass in.
Alan said, “I understand and I will go easy on you while I am fucking you, Tony. My current and past girlfriends would not let me fuck them in the ass because of the size of my cock, so you will be the first man or woman I will have ever fucked in the ass. I will go easy on you and cherish the moment as my first time enjoying anal sex with a man or a woman.” Alan leaned up and gave me a kiss, and he looked into my eyes and told me, “I love you Tony and I am going to enjoy having your cock in my mouth and deep down my throat.”
Alan went down on the bed toward my cock and lifted my legs over his shoulders as he held both of my hands as he began deep throating my cock so hard and fast that I began clinching Alan’s hands with a tight grip as Alan made glugging noises as he sucked my cock with his lips all the way down to the base of my cock and my balls. Within minutes I enjoyed a moment of sexual extasy as my cock exploded deep down Alan’s throat as I had the biggest sexual orgasm I had ever had with any man or woman before in my life. My cock exploded with the biggest amount of cum I ever felt pumping from my cock while my entire body was quivering and tingling with sexual pleasure to a point that I began getting teary eyes with the amount of sexual pleasure I was experiencing that was beyond any I had ever experienced with any other man or woman before. Alan was right, he gave me the best blowjob I had ever received before, and I loved every second of it.
After I finished cumming down Alan’s throat he rolled me over onto my stomach as he spread my legs and began eating my asshole to moisten it as he stuck his tongue deep into my ass when it was moist. Alan moved on top of me as he slowly worked his cock into my ass as I gripped the pillow tight from the high amount of pain I was feeling as Alan’s cock was stretching my ass more than it had even been stretched before. The 20-inch double headed dildo that Greg used to fuck both of our asses at once years ago was not as thick and monstrous as Alan’s 10-inch cock. Alan eased his cock deep into my ass until it was all the way in as I strongly gripped both of his hands from the pain and pressure, I was feeling deeper in my ass that I had ever felt with any man before. Alan began to slow fuck me while his cock buried deep in my ass as he kissed my mouth deeply with his tongue with my head turned as I became teary eyed and began to cry from the pain I was experiencing as Alan was beginning to fuck my ass with his cock that was far larger and more massive than any other cock or dildo I had ever had buried in my ass before. As minutes went by my ass began to adapt and adjust to the feeling of Alan’s massive cock being deep in my ass to where the pain turned into sexual pleasure as my asshole began to fit Alan’s cock. Eventually, the tightness of the grip I had on Alan’s hand subsided as our fingers interlocked and I began to moan with gay anal sexual pleasure rather than cry as Alan and I continued to lovingly kiss.
Alan told me, “Your precious ass feels so good Tony, I have never fucked any woman’s pussy that ever felt as good as my cock feels inside of your amazing ass.” Alan gave me a kiss and he told me, “Tony I am getting ready to cum, do you want me to pull my cock out of your ass before I cum or to keep my cock deep inside your ass as I cum inside your ass like I would if I were cumming in a woman’s pussy?”
I told Alan, “Your massive cock feels so good deep inside my ass Alan. I want you to cum deep inside my ass. After you finish cumming I want you to keep your cock deep in my ass and hold me as we kiss. As hard as it was for you to get your massive cock inside me and breaking my ass in for your cock, I deserve to enjoy the feeling of keeping your cock deep inside my ass as you hold me and continue making out with me as your boyfriend just as you would if I were a woman.”
I could feel Alan’s cock explode deep inside my ass as I used my ass muscles that were beginning to feel worn out from the enormous size of Alan’s cock to grip onto his cock and milk all his cum out of his cock until there was no cum left to milk. Alan held me and we continued to kiss as his cock stayed inside my ass for a half an hour when his girlfriend Melissa called and Alan to tell him that she just let off from work since they were caught up and was going to be getting home from work early in another half an hour after she got everything put away.
I went and took a quick shower as Alan stripped the cum soaked sheets off the bed and remade the bed with clean sheets and blankets. After I was finished taking a shower and Alan was done making the bed while putting the cum stained sheets and blankets into the washing machine, he came and gave me a kiss as I was drying myself off with a towel and he got in the shower to clean himself off as I was getting dressed in the clothes I wore coming over. After Alan took a quick shower, he came out and dried himself off with the same towel I used and threw it into the washing machine with the bedding he had already placed into it and quickly got dressed before giving me a kiss goodbye as he walked me to the door of his apartment. As I was about to leave Alan told me, “Be careful Tony, you might walk by my girlfriend Melissa when you get to the parking lot outside of the apartment because she was on her way home from work.
I agreed with Alan that I would be careful not to give anything away about our gay sexual relationship if I passed Melissa in the parking lot. To my amazement, I crossed paths with Alan’s girlfriend, Melissa, and I recognized her from when I lived at the apartment complex 5 years ago. I met Melissa at a Country Music Bar and Melissa, and I began making out in her car after the bar closed and the parking lot was empty after everyone at the bar left. Melissa pulled my cock out of my pants and gave me a deep blowjob until my cock was hard and Melissa and I took off our clothes and got naked and I spread Melissa’s legs and fucked her pussy while she was on her back and sucked on her massively large breasts with large nipples as I faced her in the back seat of her car. I had fucker Melissa until I came deep inside her pussy while she screamed loudly with sexual pleasure and clutched my back with her fingernails while having a major orgasm. After I finished fucking Melissa in the backseat of her car that night, she told me her boyfriend Alan was out of town for his job, and she wanted to get laid since she rarely had sex with him when he was back in town for a few days every 2 weeks because her boyfriend did not seem to have an interest in having sex with her for over a year. That night Melissa told me that she was beginning to wonder if her boyfriend Alan was gay because he is friendly with men than women. Melissa told me that when she watched a bisexual porn movie with Alan to try and increase his interests in having sex with her, Alan did not seem interested in sex that men and women were having with women when she tried watching a bisexual porn movie with Alan did not seem to excite him sexually. When men began having gay sex with other men in the bisexual porn movies Melissa’s boyfriend Alan became sexually excited getting a hard on and fucking Melissa while watching men having sex with each other and it was beginning to cause Melissa to question Alan’s sexuality.
Little would Melissa or I know her boyfriend was Alan would turn out to be gay and would want to have a gay sexually relationship with me without knowing I had fucked his girlfriend Melissa in the past while they were together in a committed straight relationship as a couple.
When Melissa saw me in the apartment parking lot she looked like she was excited to see me when she came to me and gave me a hug and a kiss and she told me, “It has been a long time since I last saw you Tony when we met at the Country Music Bar and had amazing sex together with you in the parking lot. We might have to do it again if I am ever lucky enough to catch you at the Country Music Bar again. You still look very sexy to me Tony. The last time my boyfriend Alan and I had sex with each other was more than 2 years ago. I still think he might be gay because when we did have sex it did not feel like Alan really wanted to have sex with me because he could not keep an erection when I was sucking his cock to try and get his cock hard enough to fuck me. The only times Alan was able to keep an erection was when we were watching bisexual porn movies when men were having sex with each other. The last time Alan fucked me was over 3 years ago when we were both drunk and Alan played a gay porn movie in the DVD player and said he had gotten the gay porn movie by accident at the porn shop. When Alan fucked me throughout the gay porn movie and kept a hardon throughout the movie and Alan not having sex with me since we watched the gay porn movie Alan picked up at the porn shop it began making me question Alan’s sexuality more. I think Alan might be seeing gay men behind my back when he is gone for several weeks on his truck driving job since Alan does not call me anymore while he is away on the road.
I told Melissa, “I am sorry to hear that you and Alan are still having difficulties in your personal and sexual relationship. I am not sure how much else I am able to say Melissa.” I left it along from there since I did not want to tell Melissa that I had just finished having sex with Alan as the first gay man Alan had ever fucked anally less than a half an hour ago. I could not tell her that I knew Alan was gay and I was the first man Alan did more with than giving another man a blowjob and sleeping with men naked in the bedroom cab of his semi-truck as Alan told me he has done in the past.
Melissa asked me for my cell phone number and told me, “We should talk and get together sometime Tony. I know when we met before you were not having any luck getting laid by your girlfriend Nessa you were living with so you were having a lack of sex with your girlfriend Nessa like I was having with my boyfriend Alan when we were able to get each other out of our sexual ruts with our sexual partners of the opposite sex at the time. If things have not changed with your girlfriend Nessa, we might have to do something about it again together to please each other sexually to make up for our lack of sex lives Tony.”
I gave Melissa a hug and a kiss and gave her my cell phone number that Melissa placed into her cell phone and she also programed her cell phone number into my cell phone and said, “Who knows Melissa, if you catch me at the Country Music Bar and you want to catch up, we can see where things go because things have not improved sexually with my girlfriend Nessa that I am still living with either.” I headed for my car to leave without drawing any further attention from Alan or his girlfriend Melissa. It felt strange knowing that neither of them has any awareness that I have had sex with both. I needed to keep it that way or I may end up losing the possibility of having either of them as a sexual partner to make up for the lack of a sex life that I had at home with my girlfriend Nessa.
Two weeks later Melissa began sending me text messages asking how I was doing while Alan was sending me emails while he was on the road as a truck driver. I advised both to keep the communications we were having with each other to themselves so it would not create problems in either relationship as a couple while letting them know that I was not going to share our communications with my girlfriend Nessa that I was living with either.
After a month of Alan being on the road, he sent me an email asking if I could let him know of a day in the coming week where I would be home alone so we could get together sexually to make love to each other as a gay couple.
I sent an email response to Alan letting him know that I would be available for us to meet on Friday when my girlfriend Nessa and her two daughters were going to be away until they get back from school sporting events at their school in the evening.
Alan asked for me to come to the door naked wearing nothing but a robe when I come to meet him at the door and welcome him into my house to make sure no one else is home when he comes to my house to ensure our sexual privacy as an interracial gay couple.
I agreed to meet Alan at the door after I take a shower with nothing on under my green silk robe when I come to the door to let him in after he rings the doorbell.
On Friday afternoon Alan was at my front door and rang the doorbell. I answered the door and let him in the house before he reached behind himself to close and lock the front door after he was in the living room area. Alan held me and gave me a deep and enthusiastic kiss before looking into my eyes as he untied my silk robe and let it fall to the floor as he slid it off my shoulders after opening it to leave me standing in the living room fully naked. Alan held my ass in his hands as he continued to kiss me before asking me, “Tony, where is the master bedroom?”
I held Alan’s hand and led him to the bedroom where I crawled into the bed and watched him as he turned on my bedroom stereo with soft romantic music in the background as he undressed and joined me in bed to make out as we were both fully naked. Alan started kissing his way down my chest as he held onto my cock and asked me, “Does your beautiful cock and adorable ass still belong to me Tony?”
I looked down at Alan as he started kissing the head of my cock and told him, “Yes Alan, my cock and ass belong to you to use any way you wish as we make love to each other as an interracial gay couple. Do you still want to have a long-term interracial gay sexual and personal relationship with me Alan, where our bodies, hearts, and minds belong to each other and no one else?”
Alan told me, “You know it baby, I thought about you the entire time I was out on the road as a long-haul truck driver wishing you were sitting naked in the cab of the rig with me as I was driving. There were times I had to jack off while I was driving because thinking of our last time making love as an interracial gay couple was making me horny. I could not wait to be home to make love to you so much Tony that I forgot to call my girlfriend Melissa to see how she was doing. I will have to figure out what to say to Melissa when I get to our apartment. I am starting to think that we might need to get an apartment of our own to share as interracial gay lovers when I am back in town so we can spend our entire time together sexually when I am home from work as a truck driver.”
I told Alan, “I would love that Alan, it would provide use with more privacy and personal time in our interracial gay personal and sexual relationship to truly enjoy each other’s company to the fullest.”
Alan said, “Ok Tony, now it is time for me to start working on this beautiful cock of mine that you are taking care of for me when I am away.” Alan lifted my legs over his shoulders as he began sucking my cock deep and hard to its base and making glug, glug sounds as he sucked my cock hard and fast as he held on to my hips.
I had a massive orgasm when I came in Alan’s mouth and throat feeling my whole-body trembling and quivering with sexual ecstasy as my cock exploded with cum deep in Alan’s throat as his eye’s began red and teary as I screamed, “Oh my God,” while I was cumming.
When my cock was no longer cumming for Alan to continue swallowing my cum he rolled me over and started eating my asshole sticking his tongue deep until he felt my asshole was moist enough to slide his massive 10-inch cut and thick cock deep inside my ass, slow and easy until it was all the way inside to the base of his cock. Alan kissed me deeply as my head was turned. Alan held my hands above my head and began fucking my ass deep and hard as I moaned with sexual pleasure. I told Alan, “I have never had a man’s cock bigger than yours in my ass fucking the shit out of my Alan. I am loving every second of it Alan, your monstrous cock is tearing my ass up more than any other man’s cock ever has. I want you to make me your little gay bitch with your cock Alan. I want you to fuck me harder and deeper than you have ever fucked any women before. I want you to make me your gay wife Alan so you can cum so deep in my ass that you get me pregnant. Knock my ass up Alan.” Alan’s sexual excitement made his cock explode deep inside my ass as I used my ass muscles to milk all the cum out of his cock.
After Alan finished cumming deep in my ass he held me tightly while he remained on top of me as he kept his cock deep in my ass for 10 minutes as we continued making out as a loving interracial gay couple. Alan said he had to take a quick shower and put his clothes on to go home to his apartment with his girlfriend Melissa and have a talk with her.
While Alan was taking a shower, I changed the cum stained bedding with fresh bedding and placed the soiled bedding into the washing machine to wash before going into the shower to join Alan in cleaning off while we were both still naked as a loving interracial gay couple. Alan and I held each other and made out kissing each other for a few minutes before Alan turned me around in the shower and lubed his cock and my ass with body lotion and slid his cock into me ass from behind as I leaned into the wall holding the wall with my hands as Alan fucked my ass hard and deep from behind as I moaned with sexual anal pleasure. I turned my head and Alan deep kissed my mouth as he began cumming deep inside my ass as he held my hips, slow fucking my ass after cumming deep inside my ass as Alan’s cock remained hard. Alan took it upon himself to fuck me a second time in the shower as I began to cry with joy as I told Alan, “I love you Alan, you could fuck me ass forever if you could and I would not stop you as much as I enjoy having your enormous cock deep inside my ass. I would enjoy being your anal bitch for you to fuck for the rest of our eternity together Alan.” Alan became sexually excited as he came deep inside my ass in the shower for the second time. Only this time Alan took his cock out of my ass and held me as we kissed for five minutes before we washed each other off and dried each other off with a shared towel before we both got dressed and I walked Alan to the front door where we kissed and said our goodbyes as Alan left to go home to his apartment with Melissa.
A month later Alan sent me an email asking if I had another Friday available for us to get together for a quickie when he gets home.
I sent Alan an email response saying I was available for him to come over and make love with me as a loving interracial gay couple and told Alan in the email, “I Love you Alan, my heart, my ass, my cock, and my sexy gay body belong to you.”
Alan told me to greet him at the door wearing the same green silk robe with nothing else on so we could make love when he gets to my place and carries me to the master bedroom.
When Friday afternoon rolled around I was sitting and waiting naked in my silk robe when Alan came to the door and quickly lifted me into his arms and carried me to the master bedroom where he set me onto my feet on the floor as he took off my silk robe and quickly undressed as we both got into bed naked and made out. Alan went straight to my cock and lifted my legs over his shoulders and began sucking my cock hard and deep until my cock quickly exploded into his throat as he swallowed my cum. After I was no longer cumming Alan quickly got up and put his clothes on and he went to the bathroom to rinse his mouth before coming back to the bed, where I was laying naked, and gave me a kiss and said, “I am sorry Tony, I really have to go and get back to my apartment that I am still sharing with my girlfriend Melissa, goodbye, I will catch you later next time I am in town.
Two months later Alan did the same thing to come to my house and give me a quick blowjob and leave. The only difference was the way Alan asked me to leave the front door unlocked so he could come into the house and go straight to the bedroom to give me a blowjob without taking his clothes off while I was waiting in bed naked for him. It became a pattern where every 2 months Alan would call and do the same thing to stop by and give me a quick two minute blowjob while I was naked in bed while Alan had his clothes on and left after rinsing his mouth with mouthwash when he swallowed my cum in his mouth for the next 10 months. It was a pattern that was beginning to make me become a little suspicious that something was going on with Alan to where he might not be acting faithfully with me or his girlfriend Melissa.
Alan’s girlfriend Melissa called me several times to complain about Alan not being around to have sex anymore when he was home from driving as a long-haul truck driver until one night when Melissa called me crying and asked me to meet her at her apartment at the apartment complex I used to live at. I arrived at her Melissa’s apartment to find Melissa naked when she greeted me at her apartment door. Melissa gave me a kiss and a hug as she held my hand and led me to the couch, where she sat next to me and held me as we kissed intimately. Melissa, being naked and intimate with me with no prior notice, had me unsure what to expect.
Melissa told me, “Alan had moved out and got a one-bedroom apartment with a gay man he had met at a truck stop that Alan admitted he had been seeing for the past 10 months. Alan told me he has been having the gay man he is currently seeing and in a gay sexual relationship with riding with him on long hauls on the road with him so they can enjoy each other’s company sexually in the bedroom cab of Alan’s semi-truck. Alan told me about it after I got home from work and saw that he had moved his things out of the apartment and called him to ask him what was going on and he broke up with me. Alan told me that he has been seeing and having sex with you as for the past year as an interracial gay couple Tony. I figured I could see if that was true or not by having you come to my apartment without giving you directions since I have never had you over to meet me at my apartment before. Seeing that you knew exactly where the apartment was, I was able to see Alan was being honest with me when he told me you were having sex with him as an interracial gay couple since the day I saw you in the apartment parking lot for this apartment building. Alan and I have been living at this apartment complex for the past 7 years. According to Alan, he was fucking both of us because he said that he was fucking you in the ass and you loved having his massive cock deep inside your ass when you would not let Alan fuck you in my ass. Alan claimed the reason he turned gay was because I would not let him fuck me in the ass when he wanted to. I guess in the end we were both his bitches to fuck at will if he wanted to. I suspected Alan was gay and was cheating on me with somebody else. After we had sex with each other in the past, I did not think it was going to be you Alan was cheating on me with. Now you can see me naked, knowing we had sex with each other before. I do not have a problem with you being gay or bisexual considering the lack of sex you are having problems with your current girlfriend Nessa. The reason I am sitting here naked is to let you see who you just fucked for a second time when you secretly cheated with my former boyfriend Alan. Thanks to Alan, I know you are just a bitch to fuck like me so we can just fuck and be fuck buddies to have sex with each other when we are horny without concerns of commitments in a relationship since relationships do not really seem to work for either of us Tony. It is just a shame that Alan was more attracted to you sexually than me. As adorable as you look to me Tony, I can see why Alan fell in love with you as his first gay sex partner he had anal sex with. You do have a cute ass, Tony. Since Alan made a big deal over me not having anal sex with him as the reason he left me for a man, I want you to fuck my pussy and my ass so I can throw it in Alan’s face that I let you fuck me in the ass to try anal sex for the first time since he talked trash about both of us sexually.”
I got up from the couch with Melissa and held her hand as we walked to the bedroom where we made out as Melissa took my clothes off and started giving me a blowjob while I was laying on my back on Melissa’s bed until my cock was hard. Melissa got on top of me and rode my cock until I came deep in her pussy as I sucked on her massive tits. After I came inside Melissa’s pussy, Melissa started rubbing her pussy and her ass to get her asshole wet and put my cock inside her ass to work it in slowly until my cock was all the way inside her ass as far as my cock could go. Melissa leaned down and gave me a kiss while looking passionately into my eyes and telling me, “Your cock feels so good in my ass Tony. I love you letting me try anal sex with you. I want you fuck my asshole so hard and cum so deep inside my ass that it makes me wobble when I walk all week, Tony.”
I got up and fucked Melissa’s ass in the doggy-style position hard as I watched her massive tits flapping and swaying as we both moved as I was fucking her ass. Melissa moaned loud with pleasure as she kept yelling at me telling me, “Fuck my ass Tony, do not stop. I want you to fuck my ass better than you ever fucked any other man, my pussy, my ass, my tits, and my mouth all belong to you Tony. I will be your fuck toy as often as you want.” I was so excited that I came deep and hard in Melissa’s ass and stayed inside her ass until I stopped cumming. I stayed in bed with Melissa through the night as we both held each other and kissed holding each other until we fell asleep holding each other.
The following morning Melissa served me a naked breakfast in bed where we shared the food she had cooked and had on the bed tray until the food was gone. Melissa sprayed whipped cream on her tits and pussy and told me, “I bought you dessert Tony,” before putting whipped cream on her mouth for me to lick off and kiss.
I went from eating the whipped cream from Melissa’s mouth and kissing her to licking each of her massive sized tits and sucking the cream off Melissa’s massive boobs until the whipped cream was all gone before I went down to eat lick the whipped cream from her pussy. I made the most of the situation and ate at Melissa’s pussy while I was there. Melissa squeezed my head between her legs as she had an orgasm and came in my mouth while I was eating her pussy. Melissa looked down and told me, “It is time for you to bury your beautiful cock in my pussy and to fuck me until I cannot walk sexy.” I spread her legs and lifted her feet over my shoulder and fucked Melissa’s pussy hard and deep until we both came together. I stayed inside Melissa’s pussy and kissed until I finished cumming deep in her pussy.
Melissa and I kissed and got out of bed going to take a shower in her master bathroom where we made out while washing each other off. After we dried each other off, I put my clothes on, and Melissa walked me to the door holding my hand while she was naked. With the door open Melissa gave me a deep kiss, not caring if anybody could see us. Melissa said, “I will be your fuck toy any time you want to come and fuck me Tony, like I said before, my ass, my pussy, my mouth, my tits, and my entire body belongs to you anytime you want to come and fuck me. I do not care who else you fuck, men or women, if you still fuck me.” Melissa gave me a kiss goodbye, and I drove home to spend time alone since Nessa and her daughters were still gone.
I was embarrassed for Melissa finding out her boyfriend Alan was fucking me as his temporary interracial gay lover since it turned out that Alan was cheating on us both and screwed us both in the end when Alan left us both to move into an apartment with another gay man Alan was having an affair with while Alan was still dating Melissa and myself. In a way, Melissa and I were fucking Alan back by continuing to fuck each other off and on every two weeks for the next six months until Melissa told me she had to stop having me coming over to have sex with her because she had started dating a woman she works with. Melissa told me she discovered herself to be more of a lesbian after her and her coworker got together and made love to each other at her apartment and Melissa’s girlfriend Margret fucked her pussy and her ass with a strap on dildo before they ate each other’s pussies and spent the night together naked in bed as we had on several occasions. At least we were able to satisfy each other sexually for six months after Alan fucked Melissa and I both over sexually when he cheated on us with another man that moved into a one-bedroom apartment with Alan as his gay sexual partner. An old lesson of a cheater always getting the favor returned when they get with another cheater since cheaters never stop cheating backfired on Alan. Alan’s gay boyfriend that moved into the apartment with him left him for another man he was seeing while Alan was on the road as a long-haul truck driver. Alan came crying to Melissa and I, trying to get us to let him fuck us in the ass with anal sex when he was horny and Alan had to walk away not getting pussy or ass from either of us. Melissa and I both kicked Alan to the curb and I told Alan, “I guess you got what you gave, you fucked Melissa and I both over when you cheated on us both with another man and you ended up fucking yourself in the end when the boyfriend you cheating on both of us with and left us for ended up leaving you for another man himself. Payback is a gay bitch is it not. Looks like you fucked yourself Alan when you left Melissa and I for another gay man.”
