The Challenges of Maintaining a Gay Interracial Relationship
Having given Reggie a key to my apartment turned out to be both helpful and problematic. I appreciated the convenience when we were able to spend time we had, since our schedules rarely aligned. Reggie worked during the day, while my classes were all at night. This meant I spent my days alone studying, and every so often, Reggie would stop by briefly between my evening classes to help me relax, sometimes by being intimate and giving me a blowjob between classes to relieve stress. However, we could not have sex during these quick visits because there was not enough time for me to shower and get ready before heading back to class. On weekends, even though I had three days off since I only attended classes four days a week, Reggie’s own commitments often left us without personal time together on the weekends, so we could not get together to fuck each other the way we loved doing before the fall semester began.
There were times when I would feel a strong attraction to the guys around campus, but I kept those feelings to myself since no one really knew about my bisexuality. With my close group of female friends, things were always playful and flirty, especially when we would head out to the clubs and bars on Thursday nights before the weekend officially started. Eventually, I reached out to Adrian, who was usually free on weekends. Catching up with him brought back memories, and we both admitted that there were still lingering feelings between us from when we were together as an interracial gay couple since he was the first gay black man that I had ever dated.
I told him how I valued our time together on the first night we met at the local gay bar and went to the farmhouse he was living at to make love and bottom for each other before I had to go home. Especially those moments at the local gay bar and the special intimacy we shared when he fucked me in the gay men’s bathroom, and the intimacy we shared on the dance floor when Adrian kissed me while fondling my ass as we danced a slow dance in front of Reggie. That experience stayed with me, and I let him know I often thought about being close to him again. However, I made it clear that if anything were to happen, it would have to remain private, as my boyfriend Reggie still doesn’t know about what happened between Adrian and me at the local gay bar when Adrian fucked me in the gay men’s bathroom, and I didn’t want him to find out.
Since there was a day next week when I would be off from class, I decided to let Adrian know that I would be available if he wanted to spend the day with me. We wanted to make up for lost time and share our sexual privacy after so many years apart. Adrian was excited about the idea and, after I gave him my address of my apartment, he agreed to come over and spend the night as well as the following day, giving us two nights together during my break. I reassured him that I would be happy to have him over for two nights, so we could really spend time together.
Because I had a day off from class next week, I let Adrian know that I would be free if he wanted to spend the day together.
However, we agreed to keep our plans private, since I did not want Reggie to find out about our renewed sexual relationship. I confessed to Adrian that I still loved him and missed him during the six years we were apart. Adrian told me he loved me too and admitted that he had missed me deeply, spending years frequenting the local gay bar hoping to see me again. He was lucky enough to finally spot me at the bar, while I was on a date with Reggie and his friends Josh and Andre. Before hanging up, Adrian told me he was looking forward to seeing me the night before my day off and blew a kiss on the phone, telling me he loved me before saying goodbye.
After I finished class on the night before my day off from class, I gave Adrian a call to let him know I was on my way home to my apartment after I finished having a drink with my classmates and the bar next to the college campus as I was walking back to my apartment. I told him I loved him before getting off the phone when Adrian told me he was on his way to the and he would be waiting for me in the parking lot when I got there. When I made it back to the apartment complex I saw Adrian standing and waiting for me by his car and I walked up to him and gave him a hug and a kiss, not caring that there were neighbors that could see us as a gay interracial couple making out in the parking lot before we held hands and walked to my apartment on the second floor. When we were inside the apartment we both went straight to the bedroom and undressed until we were both naked and stood by the bed kissing and making out as we held each other’s asses for five minutes before we both decided to take a shower together.
Before Adrian and I went to the bathroom to take a shower, I paused and asked him if he had brought any spare clothes with him for the next day. He just grinned and said he had no intention of wearing clothes at all while we were together. Laughing, he pulled me close and told me he wanted us both to stay naked the entire time, so we could just be ourselves, open and intimate with nothing between us. Adrian hugged me tightly and whispered that he absolutely loved me, wanting me to remember that we did not need clothes to share our love for each other—it was so much easier to express how we felt, just the two of us, with nothing to hide.
Adrian and I went to the bathroom, turning on the shower and waiting until the water was just the right temperature for both of us. We stepped in together, our bodies pressed close as we kissed and made out, taking turns gently washing each other. When we finished, neither of us bothered to dry off—we wrapped ourselves in each other's arms and went straight to the bedroom, still glistening with water. Without letting go, we crawled into bed, lying naked and facing one another as Adrian turned on the stereo, filling the room with soft, romantic music. For over half an hour, we held each other close, sharing deep kisses and tender touches, letting the intimacy and longing of our reunion flow naturally as we made love in the gentle glow of the evening.
Adrian began kissing softly down my chest and across my stomach, his touch gentle but full of longing. When he reached my midsection, he paused, looking up at me with warmth in his eyes that made my heart race. Gently, he held me and asked with a playful grin if I still belonged to him. Smiling, I told Adrian that if we were sharing our love, every part of my body was his, just as I was his to cherish. He kissed me tenderly and promised he would never take our intimacy for granted again, reminding me how he genuinely loved and valued every part of me. I reassured him with a soft whisper that my body and heart were his, if our secret remained just between us, since I could not risk Reggie finding out about our renewed connection.
Adrian began sucking my cock as he laid between my legs on the bed while holding my ass as he sucked my cock deeply until my cock exploded with cum deep into Adrian’s mouth that he swallowed and told me, “I have missed sucking your cock and enjoying the taste of your cum in my mouth as I swallow it for the past six years. I missed your beautiful ass to, when I finally got a chance to fuck your beautiful ass in the bathroom of the local gay bar, it was hard for me to take my cock out of your ass again after not getting a chance to enjoy fucking you for over six years before I was finally able to fuck you again. It might not have been appropriate the way I stripped you of your clothes and fucked you against the wall of the men’s gay bathroom, but I was no longer able to hold myself back from doing so after going without your ass to fuck and make love to for over six years and I did not want to throw away the opportunity to have you again. I have always missed and loved you.” As Adrian spit on his hand and rubbed his hand on my ass to wet my asshole as he started fingerbanging my ass as I moaned with sexual pleasure when he said to me, “ I had been with plenty of women before I met you at the local gay bar, but you were the first and only man I ever fucked. I had anal sex with a woman before, but there was never a woman’s ass or pussy that ever felt better to fuck than your ass. I would never want to lose the chance of making love with your beautiful ass again Honey, I love you. Are you ready for me to turn you over and enjoy making love and fucking your beautiful ass again sweetheart?”
Leaning in, I gave Adrian a deep and romantic kiss, letting the sincerity of my feelings pour into the moment. I whispered to him, "My body has always been yours. It is true that I have been with other men and women since we were last together, but not a day or night has gone by when I have not revisited those memories of the intimacy we once shared. I still remember the way we first met at the local gay bar—the way we locked eyes, the passion in our first kiss, and how we lost ourselves in each other as we danced to slow music, making out right there on the dance floor." My voice softened, filled with nostalgia. "Then slipping away to the men's bathroom, unable to keep our hands off each other, before I took you home to your farmhouse. That night, making love by the fireplace and in your bed until the morning sun crept in, is something I will never forget. Adrian, I've always loved you, and I always will."
I rolled over onto my stomach and glanced back at Adrian, telling him softly, "My ass is ready for you, Honey. I've always been ready for you for you to fuck my ass." Adrian moved closer, his body pressing gently against mine as he lay on my back and kissed me, our lips meeting even as I turned my head toward him. With every touch and every kiss, he held me intimately, guiding himself inside me with his eight-inch, cut and thick cock with care and patience.
He made love to me slowly and passionately, his movements deep and deliberate, our hands intertwined and fingers laced together as we cherished every heartbeat of the moment. Adrian stayed with me, riding my back with his cock buried deep inside my ass for an hour while we continued to kiss and whisper to each other, lost in the connection we had missed for so long. My moans filled the room, echoing the intensity of our reunion, until finally I felt him shudder and his cock explode deep inside my ass, refusing to let go as he kissed me deeply, whispering, “I have always loved you over the past six years, and I will never stop loving you.”
Adrian held me close through the night, our lips met in soft, lingering kisses as we slowly drifted off to sleep in each other's arms, the warmth of our renewed intimacy enveloped us. The following morning, I woke up to Adrian's gentle touch, his body still pressed against mine beneath the covers. He leaned in and kissed me, his hand resting on my manhood as he held onto my cock and he whispered, "Are you ready for us to make love to each other again this morning before I head into the kitchen—nude, just for you—so you can enjoy watching me make breakfast for both of us to share in the living room?"
I gave Adrian a loving kiss and I told him, “I will always be ready to make love with you Adrian. I always was and I always will Are you ready to lay your cock inside of my ass with my feet above your shoulders as you drive your cock deep inside of me until your cock explodes deep inside my ass.”
Adrian told me, “Absolutely I have always been ready and waiting for you Honey. Let's do this so I can make cook us breakfast to share while I cook in the nude for you to watch and enjoy until we are able to sit naked together and enjoying the bacon, eggs and toast I will be making us for breakfast while we watch television naked together when we eat and finish eating so we can hold each other. We may need to take a shower before I make breakfast though, so you are not dripping cum all over the apartment when I finish fucking your beautiful ass, Honey. I love you.”
I gave Adrian a kiss in return and told him softly, “I have always loved you too, and I am sure I always will, if we keep this just between us. While Reggie and I are still together as an interracial gay couple, the relationship we have needs to be private. But right now, I am ready for you to make love to me—let us do this.”
Adrian spit on his hand and he rubbed it on my ass to make sure I was moist as he stuck his fingers deep inside my ass and told me, “I love you too sweetheart, you are so beautiful Honey.” Adrian spread my legs placing my feet over his shoulders working his cock deep inside of my ass as he fucked my ass deep and made love to me passionately as I moaned loudly screaming, “Your cock feels so good deep inside my ass. Do not stop fucking me Honey, I want you to cum deep inside my ass and to fill it full of your semen. Fuck me like a woman you want to get pregnant. Do you want to get me Pregnant and have me carrying our babies while I am going to school?” as he fucked my ass hard while I held his arms while he was holding on to me as he fucked me.
Adrian screamed back at me, “Yes Baby, I want to fuck you so hard that I get you pregnant like a woman so you can carry our babies while you are going to school so people will know my white girlfriend carrying my babies on campus is you.” Adrian made deep and enthusiastic love to me for 20 minutes before I could feel his cock explode deeper inside of me.
I hollered at Adrian, “I can feel your cock deep inside of me and I am enjoying every moment of it while you are filling my ass full of cum and I do not want it to end.” I began to cry when I told him, “I've missed making love to you for over six years because I enjoyed it so much during the intimate and loving moments that we shared together sexually more than I ever had with any other men and women I had sex with before I met you at the local gay bar, and since then in the six years we were apart from each other. I know you do not get into men fucking you after you let me fuck you the first time we were together, but I love the way it feels with you suck my cock and swallow it to please my cock and I love the way it feels when you have your cock deep inside my ass as you fuck me. I do not mind being your woman’s ass to fuck because I do have a feminine side at times and I love having men fuck my ass and you do fuck me better than any man I have ever been with that ever fucked my ass. I love your cock and the way you use it on my ass Honey.”
Adrian gave me a kiss as he pulled me out of bed and held me as we kissed while we were still naked before we held hands and walked to the bathroom where we turned on the water and got inside of the shower when the water temperature was right for us as we made out with each other and kissed as we washed each other off. Adrian made sure that he wiped and washed off my backside, so I did not have any cum dripping from me when we finished taking a shower. After we got out of the shower we wiped each other off with a towel to make sure, we were both dry before we went into the kitchen while we were still both naked. I held Adrian while he was at the stove cooking the bacon and eggs kissing him passionately from time to time as I held him by his hips. When Adrian finished cooking, he fixed our plates, made us some toast with butter poured us some orange juice and brought our food and drinks to the table in front of the futon when he gave me a kiss as we sat naked and turned on the television to watch the news as we ate our breakfast as we held each other while we were nude and watching television through most of the day and into the evening when Adrian ordered us a pizza and soda for us to share for supper as we watch the interracial gay porn movie that Reggie had gotten for us to watch while I was still living with Nessa.
While we were watching the gay interracial porn movie Adrian sucked my cock until I came inside his mouth and he swallowed my cum. Adrian eventually slow fucked my ass after he turned me over and wet my asshole with his spit and began fingerbanging me to loosen my ass to get it ready to fuck. I moaned while Adrian fingerbanged my ass as I continued watching the interracial gay porn movie with Adrian. Adrian laid on my back and worked his cock deep inside me and slow fucked me as I moaned with sexual pleasure as Adrian continued to fuck me slow while to interracial gay porn movie was playing until he gripped on to my body tight as he came deep inside my ass and laid on top of me to hold me after he finished cumming deep inside my ass and he kept his cock deep inside my ass as and we kissed as Adrian held me as we continued watching the interracial gay porn movie when all of a sudden, out of the blue, Reggie unlocked the door of the apartment and walked in on us while Adrian and I were still both naked and said, “You two still make a beautiful interracial gay couple and I told our boyfriend that I was ok with the two of you having sex and making love with each other. I already know the two of you had sex with each other in the gay men’s bathroom of the local bar when we met you Adrian if the two of you were in the bathroom. It did not bother me when you asked me if you could share a slow dance with my boyfriend as I watched you kiss our boyfriend while you were playing with his ass that you just finished fucking. I am ok with it as long as my boyfriend keeps coming back to me so we can continue making love in our own interracial gay relationship.
Reggie went to the DVR player and took the interracial gay porn movie and replaced it with the video recording of Reggie and I having interracial sex as a gay couple ourselves and came back to the futon and sat down by Adrian and I as Adrian’s cock was still buried deep in my ass when Reggie placed his hand on Adrian’s ass and told him, “Your ass looks as sexy as my boyfriends, how would you feel if I fucked you while you are fucking my boyfriend I can see you still have you cock deep inside my boyfriends ass. Reggie took off all his clothes and he crawled onto the futon with us as we were watching the video recording of Reggie and I having interracial sex with each other while Adrian and I were still kissing and holding each other’s hands as Reggie began eating Adrian’s ass causing Adrian to moan as he kissed me while Reggie began finger banging Adrian while Adrian’s cock was getting hard inside my ass again. Reggie got on top of Adrian and worked his cock deep inside Adrian’s ass as Reggie began fucking him and it felt like Reggie was fucking my ass while Adrian’s cock was still inside my ass. Adrian and I moaned with sexual passion as were both being fucked in our asses as Adrian and I continued kissing as we were being fucked until Reggie and Adrian seemed to cum simultaneously with Reggie filling Adrian’s ass full of cum while Adrian was filling my ass full of cum while I came on the futon underneath myself.
After we all finished cumming Adrian asked Reggie to get off him and told Reggie, “Do not get me wrong, I enjoyed us having sex together, but I cannot do this again. I am not really a bottom who is into other men fucking my ass like a woman as you did. I am a gay top man that is in love with and enjoys making love and fucking your boyfriend that I used to date and still love. I am not going to be your fuck toy like this just so I can still fuck my boyfriend that you are dating now. Adrian gave me a kiss and he told me, “I will always love you, but I cannot go through anything like this with your boyfriend Reggie just to be able to make love with you. I am just going to take a shower and leave. I still love you, but this will be the last time we get together to make love.”
Reggie pulled his cock out of Adrian’s ass and got off Adrian as Adrian pulled his cock out of my ass and gave me a kiss before he got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower and go to the bedroom to put his clothes on before he left my apartment.
While Adrian was taking a shower Reggie laid on top of me and worked his cock deep inside of my ass as he gave me a kiss and told me, “You are the one that I really wanted to be inside of and making love to and eventually have you doing the same for me by fucking my ass hard and deep. I was not intending to be inside your ex-boyfriend Adrian’s ass. Adrian is a very sexy guy, but you are the one that I am in love with and wish to be making love to. Do you still love me?”
I told Reggie, “I am still in love with you but I also still was in love with Adrian and it's going to be hard to see him go knowing that while we are still together this may be the last time I'm able to see him and make love with him because he doesn't want to be involved in a threesome gay interracial relationship with you just to be with me if it means he has to let you fuck him for him to be able to fuck me like Adrian truly enjoys doing with me as much I enjoy Adrian fucking my ass. I am going to miss him when he is gone after this.”
Reggie fucked my ass hard and deep as I moaned with passion until he quickly came deep in my ass as I told Reggie, “I will always love you, but just popping in on my to suck my cock or fuck me without notice is making things hard on me as well because I do need privacy at times just like you. I love you, but I cannot just have you walking in on me like you did to me while I was making love with Adrian. Adrian was fine having sex and making love with me while watching an interracial gay porn movie, but he looked a little freaked out when he saw you replace it with a video you recorded of us having sex in our own interracial gay sexual relationship.”
While Adrian was still in the shower Reggie told me, “I understand and I did not intend to offend you and Adrian. You are a sexy interracial gay couple just like we are and I really am ok with him fucking you alone if that is what he wants if I still have you for myself honey. But now I want you to fuck me, Honey.”
Adrian began giving me a blowjob when I told him, “Reggie, I love you and I really want to have gay sexual relations privately with each of you, but you are going to have to make Adrian believe you will not interfere with Adrian and I having sex and making love with each other again for Adrian to ever want to make love with me again after this episode.”
Reggie got on top of me and sat on my cock as he worked my cock deep inside his ass as he began riding my cock and moaning as my cock was buried deep inside his ass as he swirled his ass in a circular motion while Adrian came out of the shower and went to the bedroom to put his clothes on as I came deep inside Reggie’s ass as Reggie screamed and said, I love having your cock deep in my ass and feeling you fill my ass with your cum. I love us fucking each other, Honey. The cum feels so good inside of my ass as warm as it feels. I do not want any other man than you fucking my ass sexy. I love you.”
When Adrian came into the living room and gave me a kiss as Reggie had my cock deep inside his ass when Reggie told Adrian, I am fine with you and my boyfriend getting together and making love with each other. I am not ever going to walk in and interfere with the two of you making love with each other again. I promise.”
Adrian looked at me and he told Reggie, “Thanks for the offer, but after this, I cannot do it anymore. You were right, I did fuck your boyfriend in the gay men’s bathroom at the local gay bar where we first met and fell in love with each other in the very same bathroom, we started making love with each other the first time when we met. I could not resist making love with your boyfriend as much as I loved and missed him. I will always miss fucking and making love with your boyfriend because I absolutely love him and he is the greatest man I know that enjoys making love with men. You will never find a man better that enjoys gay sex with men. Unfortunately, after you fucked me in my ass without me saying I was fine with it makes it hard for me to believe you. I am a gay top that enjoys fucking men more than fucking women and your boyfriend was the only man I ever fucked before or let fuck me until now when you fucked me while I was still fucking our boyfriend. I will always love him, but I cannot do this anymore.
Reggie got off my cock, and he went to Adrian and gave him a hug and said, “I am sorry Adrian, I did not mean to mess things up between you and my boyfriend. I did not know you were going to be here when I came over to see my boyfriend that I am ok sharing with you sexually. I am ok with you making love with and fucking my boyfriend and I did not mean to offend you when I fucked you without asking if it was ok with you before I did. Your ass is just as sexy as my boyfriends and I mistakenly though that you were a versatile top and bottom like me and my boyfriend with a love for having your ass fucked by men just as much as fucking men in the ass like we do. I was enjoying the chance to fuck you while you were still fucking my boyfriend, and I thought it felt as good having my cock in your ass as much as you enjoy having your cock deep inside my boyfriend’s ass. Reggie gave Adrian a hug and a kiss and told Adrian, “Once again, I am sorry, and I am ok with you sharing my boyfriend if you will ever forgive me. I will let you fuck me in the ass as well as my boyfriend’s ass if you want and I will be ok with it because I do not want to lose my boyfriend.”
Adrian gave Reggie a hug back and told him, “Sorry Reggie, I still love our boyfriend, and I do not want to share him with you. I do not want to fuck you both to be with our boyfriend that I would rather have to myself because there has never been another man or woman I have made love with that was better in bed with and as a person than our boyfriend That I have come to accept losing to you as long as you both work to make each other happy as a gay interracial couple.”
Adrian came over to me after Reggie and Adrian separated from each other and held me close as we held each other for a long enthusiastic hug and deep loving kiss as Adrian held onto my ass that lasted for five minutes. Adrian looked into my eyes and said, “I am going to miss you Honey, but this is goodbye. I do not want to leave you, but I cannot do this again with you while you and Reggie are still together as a sexy interracial gay couple. I will continue wishing the two of you well and hope for the best for both of you. I love you.” Adrian gave me one last kiss as he opened the door and left to go to his car and drive home as Reggie and I stood at the door naked and holding each, knowing that other adults living in the apartment complex could see us as two gay men in an interracial gay relationship standing naked holding each other and kissing as we watched Adrian get into his car and drive away while we were making out as I could feel Adrian’s cum inside my ass dripping down my leg. I have seen heterosexual couples naked outside their apartment doors in this apartment complex making out and kissing each other while one or both were naked. It did not bother me that neighbors saw Reggie and I making out naked in the doorway as an interracial gay couple making out and sharing our love for each other out in the open just like heterosexual couples have.
When Adrian was gone, Reggie and I went back inside the apartment and closed the door as we went to the bathroom to take a shower together and made out as we washed each other off until we were both clean. Reggie took hair conditioner and rubbed it on my ass to lubricate it and shoved his cock deep into my ass as I held the wall moaning loud when I yelled at Reggie, “I want you to fuck the shit out of me Honey. I want you to fuck me harder than you would fuck anyone else, I love you, Reggie, do not stop fucking my ass, my ass is yours.” Reggie fucked the shit out of my ass as I held onto the wall of the shower as he fucked my ass hard and deep until he came deep inside my ass and kept his cock buried deep inside my ass until he was finished cumming deep inside of my ass and he held my ass tight onto his cock until he finished cumming inside me as I used my ass muscles to mild every drop of cum out of his cock. When Reggie finished cumming inside my ass he gave me a kiss and pulled his cock out of my ass and told me, “I love you and figured I needed to leave some more cum deep inside your ass to remember me while I am gone until we see each other again. There is not a man in this world that is sexier than you that I will ever want to make love with as an interracial gay couple. I will never stop loving you.”
We finished washing each other off when Reggie turned the shower off and got a towel to dry us both off before Reggie put his clothes on and gave me a deep loving kiss as he held me while I was naked outside my open apartment door. Reggie held my naked ass as we were making out with each other while other neighbors in the apartment complex on the other side of the parking lot were able to see Reggie holding me while I was fully naked as we kissed for five minutes as I began feeling Reggie’s cum dripping out of my ass and down my leg before he left and I stood in the door naked watching him as he walked to his car and blew me a kiss before he got into his car and drove away from the apartment complex. I figured that since the neighbors had already seen me standing in front of them naked making out and kissing a gay black man in my doorway earlier when Reggie and I both were standing in the doorway naked and making out when we watched Adrian leave. Since they had already been seeing and watching me while I was nude so I was not hurting anyone by letting them see my front and backside a little longer as I watched Reggie leave since there were only adults living at the apartment complex that have done the same thing naked in the open where other apartment tenants could see them, only none of them who had were gay men like me and Reggie. I was quite sure most tenants at the apartment complex had figured out that I was either a gay or a bisexual at this point as thin as the walls were. There had been times I had loud gay sex in the apartment with Reggie and now Adrian, so I did not let it bother me. I went back inside the apartment and called it a night as went to bed by myself wishing I had another man to spend the night in bed with me naked to make love with me. I may have already gotten allot of cock from Adrian and Reggie over the course of last night and through the course of the day until both had left my apartment, but I enjoy spending the entire night making love with another man, so I do not feel alone. I love the feeling of having my cock in a man’s ass or having their cock deep inside my ass as we hold each other and drift off to sleep to rest and make love with them again in the morning. I would never turn that away.
