Chapter 12: Complications presented in continuing a gay relationship
Relationships, whether they are gay, bisexual, or straight, interracial or amongst those among your own race are not free of complications. I was happy when seen in public with Reggie when we went to the store to buy dark colored bed sheets and tacks to cover the windows so people could not see us making out through the blinds like Veronica. We held hands in the store while Reggie pushed the shopping cart and he kissed me when we found and selected the sheets to cover the windows when Reggie asked me, “How would feel about going out with me tonight to the local gay bar on the outside of town on a date so we can dance and enjoy our time together and not feel out of place on a date since we will be surrounded by other people that are gay? Keep in mind, there will be others that that may become jealous as cute as we look together as an interracial gay couple Tony.”
While we were still standing in the isle with the bed sheets, I held Reggie face to face and looked into his eyes lovingly and I told Reggie, “I would love to spend our night on a date with you at the local gay bar so we can enjoy each other’s company among other gay couples. I know I will love holding you close and making out with you on the dance floor while we dance to slow romantic songs. So yes Reggie, I accept the date.” I gave Reggie a kiss and a hug and told him, “I love you, Reggie.”
An older straight couple gave us a weird look and the fifty-year-old man of the couple said, “You two are a couple of perverted faggots who have nothing better to do in public than make out like a couple of gay freaks.”
I responded by saying, “You two old fuckers are jealous because we are a loving interracial gay couple of men who have affection for each other and are happy and not afraid to share it in public, which is more than the two of you. Yes, we also fuck each other and suck each other’s cocks while we are making love and we both enjoy it. When was the last time the two of you had sex with each other, 20 years ago.”
The couple looked upset as they abandoned their cart and left the store while Reggie and I walked away laughing as we grabbed a couple of pizzas and soda to drink, along with the dark bed sheets we needed to cover the apartment windows before we left for the local gay bar together this evening. The part that made me feel a sense of discomfort inside was knowing the local gay bar was the only gay bar in the area and it was the same gay bar I met Adrian at. I had never told Reggie how Adrian fucked my ass like an anal whore and abandoned me in the back alley behind his uncle’s trophy shop. I just hoped we did not end up running into Adrian at the local gay bar, so I do not have to explain to Reggie what occurred with Adrian that I found embarrassing. I know I enjoyed when Reggie fucked my ass in the same manner in the bathroom shower, except Reggie stayed to show his love and affection for me after he finished fucking my ass.
When we got back to my apartment Reggie started taking the bed sheets and tacks and putting them over the two big windows so people could not see anything other than shadows while the lights were on in the living room and the bedroom as I put the pizzas in the oven. I finished baking the pizzas by the time Reggie finished putting the bed sheets over the windows as coverings and the dark blue bed sheets seemed to match the room.
After I had poured our sodas on ice in a pair of glasses and began cutting the pizza with a pizza cutter Reggie came up behind me and held me around my waist and tongued my right ear before he told me, “I love you, Tony. I cannot wait to spend the night at the local gay bar with you so I can make out with you while we dance the night away and not care who sees us so we do not run into issues like we did at the store when that old couple saw us making out.”
Reggie and I ate the pizza and enjoyed the soda on ice as we watched the television until we finished eating when Reggie and I went into the bedroom and we both pressed and ironed the clothes we were going to wear to the local gay bar. I picked out my own clothes from the closet and Reggie picked from the clothes he had in an overnight suitcase he had brought with him for the night.
After we finished getting our clothes pressed and hung we both got undressed and went to the bathroom to take a shower and Reggie held me from behind as I adjusted the water temperature for us both and we both got in the shower where we passionately kissed and made out as we held each other for fifteen minutes before we washed each other off and dried each other off with the towels Reggie had picked out in the store the other day. After we were dry Reggie and I walked to the bedroom where we laid down on the bed and began making out for ten minutes before Reggie told me, “We need to save the rest for later so we can put our clothes on and head out for the local gay bar where we will be until the bar closes at two in the morning when we can come home to make love with each other as we go to bed for the night. Tony, I love you so much.”
I gave Reggie a loving kiss as I held his face in my hands and told him, “Reggie, I love you too and I cannot wait for us to be at the local gay bar together so we can enjoy the entire night together as an interracial gay couple without concern for what others may think.” I slapped Reggie on the ass and told him, “Just remember, since we are gay boyfriends, your ass belongs to me, and I do not want to share it with others. I love you.” I then gave Reggie a deep enthusiastic kiss.
Reggie then held my ass and he told me, “Your as belongs to me too and I do not want to share my boyfriend’s ass with anyone else either Tony.” Reggie gave me a deep loving kiss, and we both put our clothes on to prepare to leave the apartment to go to the local gay bar.
When we got to the local gay bar, we sat at a bar table where two other black gay men who were a gay couple Reggie knew were sitting. Reggie introduced them to me as Josh and Andre. Both were an attractive couple of gay black men. Both expressed their welcomeness when they each kissed my hand when Reggie introduced them to me. We all ordered drinks from the waiter with Reggie ordering me a Morgan and Coke that he knew as my favorite drink as he placed it on our bar tab that Reggie demanded to pay for. After we all conversed and finished our first drinks all four of us went onto the dance floor and danced together to reggae music until the slow and romantic music began to play when Josh joked by taking my hand and kissing it as he walked me to the floor to dance slow with me and Reggie did the same with Andre until the first slow song finished playing when Reggie said, “Ok Andre, I know you like me as a friend so I need to go back to dancing with my boyfriend Tony.” Reggie took my hand and held me close as we both had our hands on each other’s asses and kissed each other deeply as the slow song ‘Red, Red Wine’ played when I noticed Adrian sitting in the back corner of the bar by himself watching me dancing with Reggie. When the song ended the waiter brought all four of us drinks that were bought for us by Adrian.
When Reggie, Andre, and Josh told the waiter to thank the guy for the drinks purchased. I asked them if they knew the guy who purchased the drinks and they all said they did not know him and only knew of him by seeing him at the gay bar before. I left it alone without letting them know I knew Adrian and had good and bad gay sexual experiences with him in the past.
After an hour and a half of dancing and finishing three rounds of drinks I let Reggie, Andre, and Josh know I had to go to the bathroom, and I gave Reggie a kiss before I left the bar table we shared. When I was standing at the urinal and peeing Adrian walked into the bathroom door and locked the bathroom door behind him as he walked up behind me and held my cock as he started kissing my neck from behind me as he took off my shirt and threw it to the floor and kissed his way down my backdown as he took off my shoes and socks and tossed them in the corner as he pulled down my pants and underwear while eating out my ass with his tongue going deep into my asshole. Adrian took off my pants and underwear and tossed them into the corner of the bathroom with the rest of my clothes leaving me completely naked while he continued eating my ass and fingerbanging my asshole as he undressed himself and stuck his cock deep into my ass and fucked the shit out of me for ten minutes as I moaned with gay anal sexual pleasure. I was embarrassed that I was allowing myself to cheat on my boyfriend Reggie by letting Adrian fuck me like a cheap anal whore in a gay men’s bathroom like had happened to me before in the past. The sad part was knowing I was enjoying it so much that I could not ask Adrian to stop. Deep inside I was begging for more as I was enjoying the feeling of Adrian’s cock deep inside my ass as I kept saying, “Adrian, do not stop. I know I am in love with my boyfriend, but I always loved the way if felt when we made love with each other in the past. Your cock feels so good deep in my ass that I do not mind being your whore every now and then so you can fuck my ass as much as you want if we keep it to ourselves. I always loved being your gay anal slut Adrian, but I do not want to lose my boyfriend Reggie. I love the way you fuck me, but I do not love you as a gay sexual partner. I only love my boyfriend, Reggie, that way. I do love the feeling of your cock inside my ass and being a gay slut for you to fuck if we keep it a secret Adrian.”
Adrian said, “I never told anybody about us having gay sex with each other before, I do not plan on saying anything about it now Tony, I am going to cum oh my God.”
I moaned with sexual pleasure as reached behind me and grabbed Adrian’s hips and pulled his pelvis fully onto my ass to bury his cock deep inside my ass as he came deep inside me as I used my ass muscles to milk every drop of cum out of his cock. I told Adrian, “I can feel you cum deep inside my ass as your cock is exploding deep inside me, Adrian. I forgot how good your cumming deep inside my ass feels as I use my ass muscles to milk all of it from you cock like I did for you before Adrian. I may not love you, but I love the way your cock and cum feels inside my ass and I will never stop enjoying the feeling of your cock inside my ass. You can fuck me anytime you want Adrian, but please respect my relationship with my boyfriend Reggie, and do not ruin our relationship as an interracial gay couple.”
After Adrian finished cumming deep inside my ass and he pulled his cock out so we could wash each other off with the water from the sink and paper towels, Adrian held and kissed me as he told me, “My not contacting and getting back together with you for sex did not have anything to do with you. I lost your phone number and when I lost my phone, Tony. I did not know how to contact you and since I did not have your phone number and I did not know where you lived. I could not find you after you stopped coming here to the local gay bar. It was not that I did not miss us getting together sexually, or that I did not want to have a good gay personal and sexual relationship with you because I truly did. That is why I kept coming back to our local gay bar in hopes of finding you again Tony. Now, six years later I was finally able to find your beautiful ass to make love with you again. I know the way I had to leave you at my uncle’s trophy shop was a mess to avoid us getting arrested by the police. But I never stopped missing you and I never stopped loving you, Tony. That is why I have not dated or been with any other men or women since the last time I was with you because I never stopped loving you. You were never just a whore to me; I am sorry I made you feel that way. I am not going to try wrecking your relationship with your boyfriend Reggie, you two look cute together. But if things ever go wrong between you and your boyfriend and you break up you can always contact me at the number on my business card I will give you before I leave.”
I started crying when Adrian told me what happened and I was happy he agreed not to mention anything to my boyfriend Reggie. I gave him a deep enthusiastic kiss and a loving hug and told him, “Thank you for that Adrian, I appreciate you agreeing not to say anything about this to my boyfriend Reggie. I genuinely love you to and if you ever want to get together and fuck me you can always call me now that I have an apartment of my own and we can get together to make out and have oral and anal sex when Reggie is not around if we keep it to ourselves.
After Adrian and I put our clothes on, we kissed and exchanged cell phone numbers by programming them into each other’s cell phones and gave each other a kiss and a hug as we left the gay bar men’s bathroom together as I went back to the bar table with Reggie, Andre, and Josh with Adrian walking behind me as I gave Reggie a kiss and said, “I am back honey, I love you.”
I began feeling a little awkward as I could feel Adrian’s cum beginning to drip into my underwear and hoped it did not turn into a wet spot on the back of my pants. I went back into the bathroom to get toilet paper to clean the cum that was dripping out of my ass onto my underwear and went into the women’s bathroom to get a panty liner to catch any further cum that might leak from my ass into my underwear.
When I got back to the table I saw Adrian was sitting with Reggie, Andre, and Josh as I kissed Reggie when I returned to the table and was asked by Reggie, “What took you so long going to the bathroom the first time and why did you have to go back so quickly a second time Tony?”
Adrian told Reggie, “Your boyfriend was slow coming back from the bathroom because he and I were dating 6 years ago, and since it has been so long since we last saw each other we were talking with each other about what we have been up to over the years to catch up with each other and we lost track of time. It was not your boyfriend’s fault he was gone so long, I just got so busy talking with him that we both lost track of time. Your boyfriend is a keeper, Reggie; you do not want to end up losing him to another man or a woman. I know I have regretted that for the past six years because your boyfriend is a very loving person that I have never stopped missing for the past six years as I explained to you while we were waiting for your boyfriend to make it back from the bathroom a second time to clean a spilled drink off his clothes that was spilled by the waiter who brought us the last round of drinks that I purchased. You have the sexiest man in the bar for a boyfriend Reggie, do not lose him like I did.”
I sat next to Reggie at the table in between Reggie and Adrian and held Reggie’s hand and kissed him when Reggie asked me, “Is it was true that you and Adrian were boyfriends six years ago? You and Adrian as a black boyfriend look like you both made a beautiful interracial gay couple when you two were together.”
As Adrian held my hand and gave me a kiss and told Reggie, “Yes, it is true. We were a beautiful interracial gay couple until I messed up and threw it all away six years ago. I have regretted losing your boyfriend Tony ever since. Do not lose him, there is not a more loving and sexier boyfriend anybody could find that is better than your boyfriend Reggie. I miss and still love Tony every day.”
I looked at Reggie and gave him a kiss when I told him, “Yes, it is true. Adrian and I were an interracial gay couple more than six years ago until we parted ways. I did love him and I have missed him over the years. The one I love now is you, Reggie. You and I make just as adorable and sexy interracial gay couple as Adrian, and I once were for a brief period Reggie. The only person in the world I want to be with as a couple is you, Reggie, I enjoy every moment we share together.”
When the slow song ‘Tears in Heaven’ began to play, Adrian asked Reggie, “Could I take your beautiful boyfriend Tony out for one last slow dance since it has been over six years since the last time we danced here when we met here and I have long missed that last slow dance we shared with each other. I may hold your boyfriend close and kiss him if I can, but I am not going to steal your boyfriend from you, Reggie. You can have your boyfriend back when the dance is over.”
Reggie told Adrian, “You can have my boyfriend for one dance if you bring my boyfriend back to me when you finish slow dancing with him. It is not going to offend me if you hold each other close and kiss since you were a couple six years ago if that stays on the dance floor.” Reggie gave me a kiss before Adrian held my hand and walked me out to the dance floor.
As Adrian and I danced we held each other close with our hands on each other’s waist as we looked deeply into each other’s eyes as Adrian’s hands slowly worked their way to my ass as he noticed Reggie was talking with Andre and Josh and not watching us as we were dancing. Adrian looked into my eyes and gave me a soft and gentle kiss when he told me I still love you Tony and never stopped. I will always be here for you Tonyy.” As the song ended Adrian gave me a loving pat on my ass and walked me back to the bar table where he gave my hand back to Reggie and said, “Thank you both, never lose this one Reggie.”
Adrian left the bar and went home after we finished dancing. Reggie and I enjoyed the rest of the night with Andre and Josh as we danced as a group to a number of songs we liked. Reggie and I danced intimately to slow songs where we kissed while fondling each other’s ass while we kissed until the bar closed and Reggie drove us home to my apartment.
I held hands with Reggie all the way home as I leaned on him while he drove so I could give hm a kiss when we were at stop lights until we got to my apartment and parked in the parking lot. Reggie and I held each other’s hands as we walked without caring if other people saw us as we said hello to some we passed going up to my apartment.
When we were back inside my apartment Reggie and I began kissing and undressing as we went to the bathroom to take a shower where we made out with each other as we washed each other off. Reggie asked me when he held me after we dried each other off, “Can you fuck me when we got to bed to make love with each other and keep your cock inside my ass when you finish cumming deep inside me when we go to sleep, Tony? I will fuck you in the morning when we get up before I take a shower and leave if that is all right with you? I love you, Tony.”
I gave Reggie a hug and a kiss and told Reggie, “I will fuck your ass happily as we make love before we go to sleep. I will keep with my cock deep inside your beautiful ass when I finish fucking your ass and fill your beautiful ass with cum. I love you to Reggie and I do not plan to ever stop loving you beautiful.” I did not plan to say anything to Reggie about what happened in the gay bar men’s bathroom and the local gay bar when Adrian snuck in and locked the bathroom door and fucked the shit out of me in the bathroom. I did not want Reggie to be able to figure it out if he was eating my ass and I still had Adrian’s cum inside my ass from earlier tonight when Adrian Fucked me in the ass. I did not want to lose my gay interracial personal and sexual relationship with Reggie by letting him know I willingly let Adrian fuck me when we were at the local gay bar on a date. I also did not want Reggie knowing that Adrian and I exchanged our cell phone numbers, and I told Adrian that he could come over to my apartment and continue fucking me again if he wants when Reggie is not around as long as we kept it a secret.
I held Reggie’s hand and we walked back to our bedroom naked as we crawled into bed and began making love to each other kissing each other deeply before I began kissing down Reggie’s chest and stomach until I was down between his legs. After I lifted Reggie’s legs over my shoulders I began deepthroating his cock. I started by going up and down with my mouth on Reggie’s 8 inch cock with its large mushroom head as he quivered and moaned when I buried Reggie’s cock deep in my throat with my lips at the base of his cock and balsas my eyes watered and bulged from the pressure as he had an orgasm and came in my mouth as I held his legs tight. I could feel cum and mucus draining onto my face and the base of Reggie’s cock until he finished cumming and I let his cock out of my mouth and throat as I gasped for air. I turned Reggie over onto his stomach and used a combination of mucus and Reggie’s cum that I rubbed off of my face and rubbed it onto Reggie’s asshole to lube it and get it ready for me to fuck before I swallowed the rest of his cum that was in my mouth and I began eating and tonguing his asshole deep with my tongue to get his asshole ready to fuck. I began finger fucking Reggie’s asshole with my middle and index fingers as I kissed his ass cheeks before kissing my way up his back until I was directly on top of him. I worked my cock deep inside Reggie’s ass and fucked him hard and deep as I swallowed the rest of his cum that was in my mouth as I enjoyed the taste of it. Reggie turned his head and I leaned down holding him tight I continued fucking his ass deep and slow as we kissed with my tongue deep in Reggie’s mouth.
I continued fucking Reggie’s ass hard and deep as Reggie moaned and said, “I love you cock inside me Tony, I will always love you. I love it every time you cum deep inside my ass. My ass will always be your as perfect as your cock feels deep inside my ass and I never want to lose it. I can feel your cock cumming inside my ass and it feels so good Tony. I never want you to stop fucking my ass and cumming inside of me. I love you as my gay interracial boyfriend more than you know Tony.”
After I finished cumming In Reggie’s ass I kept my cock deep inside his ass as we kissed and I told Reggie, “I absolutely love you and I will always enjoy making love with you Reggie. I will always love being with each other’s boyfriends and I would like it to stay that way.”
Reggie looked into my eyes, and he told me, “I could tell from the way Adrian held your hand and kissed you in front of me that he still has strong feelings for you. He made it obvious when he asked me to allow you to dance to a slow song with him. I might not have been looking at the two of you dancing directly, but I was able to see him kissing you and fondling your ass in his hands like he wants to make love to you again. It is bad that we still must deal with Veronica, but I do not want to lose you to Adrian either. I am willing to let you have sex with Adrian if I do not lose you to him Tony. I could tell you both still have strong personal and sexual feelings for each other from what I saw tonight. For all I know, the two of you might have been having sex with each other in the gay bar men’s bathroom as long as you were in the bathroom together. I did not say anything about it in case you really do want to make love with Adrian after being apart for six years. I may not love Adrian, but I still love you and I am willing to share you with him if that is what it takes for us to be together. I love you, Tony.”
I told Reggie, “I do not want to lose you either, I do have feelings for Adrian after all I learned tonight but you are my interracial gay boyfriend and the one I want to be with as a couple of loving gay men. One day in the future I might want us to get married so we can be each other’s husbands as well as gay lovers if you want me as your husband Reggie. You do not have to worry about what goes on, you can even have my spare key to the apartment so you can come over and spend time with me and make love anytime we are both available for each other. I love you. Goodnight Reggie.”
Reggie gave me a kiss and he said, “I would be happy being married to you and having you as my husband Tony. I love you, good night.”
Reggie and I held each other as I laid on his back while my cock was still in his ass and I held Reggie’s cock in my hand underneath him as we kissed each other before drifted off to sleep.
I did not feel it was right for me to tell Reggie Adrian fucked me in the gay men’s bathroom and that we exchanged phone numbers with a desire to make love with each other secretly as an interracial gay couple when we can find time to be alone together to continue having our secret interracial gay sexual relationship on the side without Reggie knowing. I did not want to cause problems in my relationship with Reggie so I decided to keep it to myself and just give Reggie the spare key to my apartment so he would not be concerned about it since he would be able to pop in to my apartment any time he chose, whether I was home from school or not to surprise me.
In the morning, I woke up with Reggie eating out my ass and fingerbanging me to prepare my ass for his cock. When I was fully awake and alert I began to moan with enjoyment when Reggie spread my legs and lifted my feet over his shoulders as his worked his cock deep inside my ass while I was laying on my back. Reggie leaned forward and gave me a kiss as he began fucking my ass deep and he began jacking me off while he was fucking me with my feet over his shoulders. I was enjoying it since I never had a man jack me off while fucking me before and it was feeling good. After I came on my stomach Reggie started fucking my ass hard and deep until I could feel his cock gushing semen deep inside my ass while he was cumming inside me. I moaned with sexual pleasure as I told Reggie, “I love the way you make love to me Reggie, there is no man’s cock that I like better in my ass than yours. I will always be happy when we fuck each other as we make love with each other as an interracial gay couple. We better go take a shower and have breakfast before you go, I love you, Reggie.”
Reggie gave me a kiss and he told me, “I love you too, now let us go take a shower Tony. No, I am not upset about you and Adrian being intimate with each other at the local gay bar. If the two of you want to make love with each other, I am ok with it if I still have you for myself in the end. The two of you looked sexy on the dance floor together as an interracial gay couple dancing and it looked like he wanted to fuck you the way he kissed you and groped your beautiful ass. It might have bothered me at first until I realized that at the end of the day your ass was going to be mine when we went home together as an interracial gay couple when the gay bar closed. A benefit of being with you that I will always enjoy.”
Reggie and I got out of bed and held hands as we walked to the bathroom and made out with each other and kissed as we washed each other off before we got out of the shower and dried each other off with a towel before we put our clothes on and Reggie made us eggs, sausage and toast for breakfast with orange juice. We enjoyed having breakfast and we kissed and hugged by the living room door to the apartment before Reggie left with my spare apartment key.
After Reggie left I felt at peace with Reggie telling me he was fine if Adrian and I made love with each other since he is willing to accept it as long as he has me in the end does not lose me since I did still have strong intimate feelings for Adrian and I do want to make love with him again. I still did not feel comfortable sharing with Reggie that Adrian fucked me at the local gay bar in the men’s bathroom, and I did not want Reggie to know that I like the way Adrian fucks me more than the way Reggie does. Although I love having Reggie and Adrian’s cocks in my ass any time either of them wants to fuck me. I love the way Reggie and Adrian eat my ass and suck my cock, and I would not turn down either form of oral sex with either of them. I also love sucking Reggie and Adrian’s cocks and eating their asses before I fuck both of their asses as well.
The thought of it all made me horny thinking about my sex lives with both Reggie and Adrian as interracial gay men in sexual and personal relation partnerships that I shared with both separately in the past. It would be even better if the three of us could all be married with each other as an interracial gay throuple so all of us can continually make love with each other. But then again, if that were to happen none of us would ever get out of the apartment as often as we would be fucking each other as much as I love Reggie and Adrian both.