The Quarterbacks dark secret

(authors note: Sorry it took so long for part 4 ive been well....distracted;)....also ive been trying to figure out how this story will play out. I still havent thought of a solid ending and I'm also starting a new story soon after im done with this one so once again thanks for the comments and patience and at times my grammar is messy so yea heres part 4 enjoy:))

(12:15 am near the park) Evan was walking toward Little Stone Park near the elementary school. Tonight was the night that he would face Troy. A couple days ago out of nowhere his best friend Troy kissed him since then things have been weird very weird between them. The night was a bit chilly. He entered the park and walked toward the swingsets, he sat down back and forth he swung while waiting for Troy. As Evan was swinging a memory of his late mother flashed in his mind. He was 5 and him and his mother were at a playground. she was playing with him sliding down slides with him, pushing him on the swings, building sand castles in the sand pit he could smell her perfume hear her laugh. He was swinging back and forth back and forth with his eyes closed. 'You look like you're having fun' Evan stopped swinging,Troy was standing a few feet away. Evan felt embarrased and tried laughing it off. 'well its been awhile since i've been on these things you know?' Evan said.

Troy sat next to him on the swings and swung with him. 'so um are we going to talk?' Troy asked. 'yea Ive .....Ive got a ton of questions' Evan said nervously. 'I got answers at least ......I think I have answers' Troy said looking Evan straight in the eyes. Evan stopped swinging looking back at him. Troy had green eyes that had so much emotion and passion in them and they also had.........sadness.....yea definetly sadness. 'ask away Ev' Troy said to him still not taking his eyes off of Evan. Evan had to look away. 'Troy about ......a..couple days ago.........what what was that when you.......................(Evan gulped trying to regain his courage).....................................kissed me?'. Troy looked toward the moon he was thinking to himself '(Troy bro You gotta tell him he's your friend he'll understand)' . 'Evan umm' Troy stopped he was choking up. 'Evan I ...I um' Troy started crying the tears flowed down his cheeks he put his face in his hands he started trembling and then said 'Evan please don't hate me please Evan you mean the world to me I cant *sniff* I cant lose you man.' Evan put a hand on his shoulder trying to comfort him. ' Troy you mean everything to me too I'm here man I'm here'. Evan came off his swing and was kneeling in front of Troy still trying to comfort the sobbing quarterback the big tough guy of his school, never in a million years did he imaging someone like Troy crying in front of anyone. Troy lifted his head he looked at Evan .....and spoke. 'Evan ...........I think........ no no......I am ...I'm gay.

Evan froze he stared at Troy and said to himself (Gay? Troy Summers the elite quarterback of Haven High School Gay how....how...?) 'You?' Evan said still trying to process what Troy had just said to him. '*sniff* yea man me can you believe me gay' Troy was trying to laugh with tears still falling from his green eyes. 'Evan I'm gay and i dont know when I kissed you that day it just felt......right shit i dont know.' Evan was still kneeling in front of him. 'sigh is that all?' Evan said Troy looked at him surprised. ' your...your not mad?' Troy asked him. 'Troy Ive been all over the stinking continent and out of all the schools ive been to....I've never met anyone like you' Troy looked at Evan surprised at what Evan said. 'you see my dad with his job he well we move all over the place. I been everywhere and when my mom died things just got crazy' Troy was listening to his story.

'my mom passed away when i was 10 from cancer we never knew she had it....until it was too late

. she was my world you know the queen of my life. I remeber every morning was a gourmet breakfast all fancy and well done she was an amazing cook. but above all a perfect mom. she told me something one day a couple months before she died. she said Evan no matter what happens alway be you always keep your head up.

And above all never give up. so Troy all I can say to you is....(Evan was facing Troy with Troy looking back at him.) no matter what happens alway be you always keep your head up and above all never give up.

After Evan said that to Troy, Troy grabbed Evan and gave him the biggest hug ever. 'thank you bro thank you.' Troy looked into Evans eyes and asked him 'Evan if its ok can I.....kiss you? Evan was stunned he didnt know what to say to him. 'Troy I.. Im not gay.' 'oh' Troy said 'but' Evan said with a smile. 'but?' Troy said. Evan stood on his tip toes and gave Troy a quick kiss on the lips. Troy's eyes were wide open and he smiled at him what was that for I thought you werent gay. Evan laughed and said well I guess I can be gay just for you he winked at Troy. 'wait i'm confused are you gay ,bi or straight what' Troy asked. Evan then said ' I'm straight bro but you being gay doesnt change a thing I like you just the way you are. Troy gave Evan another hug and thanked him. 'so are we....cool?' Troy asked. 'hell yea man' Evan said

The two boys then walked home. Troy walked Evan home and before Evan went inside his house he grabbed his hand he pulled him in one last time and gave Evan a quick kiss, Evan didnt freak out he just laughed and playfully punched his shoulder 'jerk haha' he said to Troy 'sexy ass' Troy said to Evan then the two boys went their seperate ways.

Evan then went in his room and layed there thinking........just thinking........hey mom guess what I got my first kiss tonight and heres the best part it was from a guy haha yea a guy .....a really....great guy...and you know what else mom i didnt mind the kiss not 1 bit in fact I think I actually want to kiss him again haha what am I saying i'm not gay ....yea i'm not gay.............................................................................yea definetly not gay............................................................but..I did like.....that kiss..

*sigh* shit Mom I think I gotta tell you something....I think............I'm........

TO BE CONTINUED.........