Helping a friend figure things out

This is another story from around 2011, when I had just started sleeping with a long time friend, Noah. He recently told me he had a crush on me, and we decided to act on that. Noah was 19 yrs old, 5’6”, olive skin tone, short straight light brown hair, and green eyes. I was 20 yrs old at the time 5’11”, with olive skin, medium-length dark brown hair, and brown eyes. I was born in Italy and at this time still had a noticeable Italian accent.

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 It is mid-July, and I haven’t seen Noah in weeks. We don’t normally hang out often, but now that we are both working it’s been much harder to hook up with him. He is still working second shift, and I started working as a server at a local restaurant. It’s not like we are dating and I expect to see him often, but you can’t be fuck buddies if you are never in the same place at the same time. Right now, we just send a bunch of flirty texts back and forth, and it’s killing me.

I was at the gym the other day and as I was about to finish up I saw some missed messages on my phone. All of them were from Noah, this guy is a classic double text-er.

“Hey”

“What are you doing right now?”

“Are you going to Ashley’s party later?”

As I was getting my stuff together to leave, I replied to him:
“Just leaving the gym. I think I am going to her party, but everyone has other plans. I don’t feel like going alone.”

It was around noon so I didn’t expect him to reply because he usually got ready for work around now. I was surprised when my phone went off, and Noah sent back a dick pic and captioned it:

“It’s not going to suck itself”

“Are you alone?”

“Yeah”

“I’m coming over.”

Sure, it was a desperate move, but I wasn’t going to waste that opportunity. Even if it meant I was going to blow Noah and leave. As I was getting into my car my mind was listing all of the reasons why I should go over to Noah’s. The only gym in town was down by his house anyway, I had nothing better to do, and I like sucking dick. This is a win-win-win scenario. In reality, I didn’t need an excuse, but I was rationalizing why I was jumping at the chance to be alone with Noah again.

I pulled up in front of his house, his truck was the only thing in the driveway. I let myself in the front door and went down the hallway to his room. When I opened the door Noah was sitting in his underwear on the edge of his bed playing Xbox. He looked over at me and said,

“Oh wow, you weren’t kidding.”

I walked over to him, got on my knees, and pulled his underwear down to his ankles. His dick was still soft when I came back up to meet it. I looked into his beautiful green eyes and he gazed back into mine. He leaned back and kept playing the game as I put the tip of his soft cock in my mouth. As I got the whole thing into my mouth I could feel him swelling up with a full hard-on. I slowly licked up and down his shaft, covering every inch with my tongue. When I got back up to the head I swirled my tongue around it, playfully teasing him before taking his cock deep into my mouth.

Noah stepped out of his underwear and spread his legs so I could get closer to him. I could hear the buttons of the controller still clicking as I bobbed my head up and down. Soon there was only the sound of his wet dick going in and out of my mouth. Noah had dropped his hands to his sides and relaxed back on his bed now. I put one hand on his chest as I caressed his balls with the other. We were in a familiar position, his hands were grabbing the hair on the back of my head and I was taking my lips all the way down to the short pubes around his dick. I knew any second he would be done. His body began to tense and I heard the faintest “ah” as Noah shot a load of warm cum into my mouth. I slowed down but kept sucking until his dick stopped pulsing. I swallowed his load, got off my knees, and lay next to him on his bed.

We lay there quietly for a few minutes, and then Noah got up and put his underwear back on.

“Sorry,” he apologized “I have to get ready for work. I’m not kicking you out, but I can’t do anything for you.”

I wasn’t expecting anything in return, but it was nice to know he thought about returning the favor. I just smiled back and said, “I’m not mad, we haven’t been able to do anything in weeks.”

“Yeah, you should go to Ashely’s party later though. I’m heading there right after work,” he said.

I agreed and hung out while he finished getting ready for work. Before I left Noah looked at me and asked, “How do you do that?”

“Do what?”

“Just let me cum in your mouth and swallow it no problem? Doesn’t it gross you out?”

Sometimes I forget that I am the first guy Noah has ever been with.

“It isn’t gross, I mean sometimes it is, you get used to it.”  

It was a terrible answer but it was all I had. Noah looked back at me, puzzled.

“I guess the only way you will know is if you find out for yourself,” I smirked at him.

“Does that mean I will see you tonight at Ashley’s party?”

“Yeah, is that your way of saying you’re going to swallow my load later?”

His face was flushed and he jokingly said “You are such a queer.”

I walked out the door, looked back, and said, “Thanks, you too!”

The rest of my day was spent killing time before Ashley’s party. She used to have big parties every summer, and I guess since we are all home from college during the summer she is doing it again. Honestly, I was not looking forward to it. None of my friends were going, so I planned to go as late as possible so I didn’t have to be there alone for long. I was only going so I could see Noah and maybe sneak off with him.

I got to the party a little after 11. Ashley’s house was on a big piece of land with this old barn set deeper back in the property. Her family remodeled it with electric/plumbing etc. So it was a pretty chill spot to have a party. 

I walked in and immediately grabbed a drink. I saw some people I knew and mingled with them, making small talk. It wasn’t terrible, but my mind kept wandering to thoughts of Noah.

-When would he get here? Will we be able to sneak off? Are we on the same page with what we have going on right now? How open does he want to be at this party? Shit, should I even be here?-

I walked over to get another drink. I figured that would quiet some of the thoughts I couldn’t get out of my head. When I turned to go back to the people I was talking to, I saw Noah walking in the entrance to the barn. I tried to play it casual and nodded my head when he saw me. I could see him laugh as he walked over.

“What the fuck is with the head nod boss?”

It broke the tensions and I just said “I don’t know. I got in my head. How was work?”

“Wow, small talk…as if you weren’t on your knees for me earlier today” 

I loved hearing him say that. 

“Yeah yeah yeah, do you want a drink?” 

I made him a drink and we got back to the group. It couldn’t have been more than an hour before Noah tried to get my attention from across the room.

“Renz,” he said as he motioned to the door with his head. I knew what he wanted to go do, and I immediately followed him out of the barn toward his truck. 

 The air outside was warm and humid. It was a cloudy night, but the dim light of the moon lit up the field anyway. We walked towards his truck, parked near the edge of the tree line. It was a short walk but neither of us said a word as we walked over. I walked around to the passenger door and Noah followed me. As soon as I turned around Noah pushed my back up against the cab of his truck and started kissing my neck. 

The heat of his breath on my neck was enough to get me rock hard. I lifted Noah’s face to meet mine and leaned in for a passionate kiss. His fresh stubble grazed my face in a mixture of sting and bliss. Our tongues flirted back and forth as his hips came closer, rubbing up against my hard-on. Noah was taking control, and his hand was now firmly caressing my dick through my pants. He swiftly unbuttoned my pants and slid his hand down my underwear. Lightly stroking the head and shaft of my cock before cupping my balls and breaking off our kiss. With his hand still firmly on my package he shot me a mischievous grin. 

“Get on your knees.” I smiled back at him.

Noah did as I said, and dropped to his knees, pulling my pants down with him. His fingertips tucked under the waistband of my underwear as he pulled those down too, freeing my cock to the night air. He teased me by kissing down my shaft, around the base of my dick. He stuck his tongue out and slowly licked from my balls to the tip of my dick. 

His warm lips were around the head and moved down the shaft, as his tongue and mouth bathed my cock in saliva. He moved up and down in shallow motions, doing well not to gag on his way down. His hands pushed my hips back towards his truck. I leaned up against the step to get into his truck, it was refreshingly cool compared to the night air. I relaxed my head back and looked up at the clouds as Noah got to work.

His shallow bobbing got faster and I looked down to watch. Our eyes met and he slowed down his pace to take my whole dick down his throat. His lips got to the base, and I could feel his tight throat straining around me. He held it there for a moment as he looked me in the eyes, wincing for a second before pulling his head back. Long strands of spit fell from his mouth as he tried to hide his coughing. 

“Good boy,” I smiled down at him. 

He smirked back up at me and got right back to work, taking faster and deeper plunges down onto my dick. His tongue flicked my tip as he massaged my balls. Eagerly trying to make me finish. It was exhilarating, I was close to cumming when he stopped again. 

Noah looked up, slightly out of breath, and said “Finish it off.”

I took a fistful of his hair in one hand and my wet cock in the other. I pulled his head back and Noah instinctively opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue while I vigorously stroked myself. There was enough light out to see his face joyfully waiting for me to blow my load. A few more strokes and I shot the first stream of cum, missing his mouth and spraying it on his face and into his hair. He quickly rose on his knees and put his mouth on my dick as I shot several more streams of semen into his eager mouth. He gently sucked until my cock stopped pulsing. 

I released his hair, and he tilted his head back again. His mouth was wide open filled with my cum. After showing off for a second he closed his mouth, taking it all down. I pulled my pants up as he got up and stood next to me against the cab of his truck. We stayed there silently for a minute both lightly panting after the heat of the moment. 

Noah used his shirt to wipe the streak of my cum from his face. He turned to me and asked

“Wanna head back to the party?”

“Sure, but I think we need to put ourselves together first.” 

We climbed into his truck and under the light of the cab I could see Noah with his hair completely messed up, lips a deep red, with a smeared cum stain now on his shirt.

“I have a spare shirt in my car if you want,” I said to Noah as he was fixing his hair. 

“Ok, cool.”

We walked over to my car where I opened the trunk to get a shirt for Noah and a hoody for me. I had a huge beard rash from where Noah was kissing my neck. I tossed him a fresh t-shirt and he tossed his into my trunk. Before pulling my shirt over his head he held it to his nose took a deep breath in, and let out a light ahhh. 

I shot him a confused look and he shot back saying,

“Just shut the fuck up and let’s get a drink.”

I didn’t care if he was catching feelings for me, I would be lying if I didn’t feel the same about him. At this point, it is what it is.