My Freshman Year

We got home and mom as usual had dinner ready a nice hot pot roast, and dad was going back to the store because they are open till 9 on Saturdays, but he still closed on Sundays. Mom had her makeup Volunteer night at the hospital because of the holidays, she apologized, worrying that we would be all alone tonight, but asked if we could handle the dishes and put the leftovers away for her. Dad said we could come to the store if we wanted, we politely declined. We said of course to the dishes, and we would probably just hang around and watch a movie since we had a full day of riding at Tommy’s, as Josh looked across the table at me and smiled with a wink. Dad asked what that was about, and Josh quickly realizing he got caught, started telling the Gallop story and how those two country boys (me and Tommy) left the big smart city boy on his own during a god dang stampede, and dad laughed saying, that he never liked riding horses himself.

Josh and I polished off the dishes in two shakes, and we wrapped the leftovers and had them in the fridge in record time, hell, dad’s car wasn’t even out of the yard yet. We grabbed 2 beers from the fridge and headed to my room. I took the beers put them on the dresser, hooked the door shut,  and pressed Josh against it with our abdomens pressed hard into one another as I explored his mouth with my tongue, I could swear I could still taste tonight’s gravy, but I’m sure it was just my imagination. We spun around as we took each other’s sweatshirts off and he shoved me to the bed never breaking away from our kiss (except to get the sweatshirts off). Josh was being aggressive, that made me extra horny and was different than our laying in bed together naked. His naked chest pressed against mine as he dry humped my dick with his, he grabbed my ears pushed my head back on the mattress and looked me in the eyes saying “I love you, I love your Face, I love your Smile, I love your dick, your ass, the taste of your cum, your nipples, your body, your”….. I stopped him, “Then get to it boy” I said. He gladly began his slow exodus, from my face to my neck, as his wandering hands wandered , to my nipples and stomach breezing back to the nipples as I removed my jeans and he removed his, then back to my nipples, when I said “Josh I really love this but we only have till 9 o’clock”, shit, reality sunk in. He climbed up to my neck with his knees, fully erect as I bent my head up to suck that monstrous purple head, and I grabbed his balls with my hand, when he suddenly jumped complaining they were still pretty sore, I didn’t realize it but he was actually ridding his balls on that horse. After a few minutes of cock to mouth sliding I asked him to ride my cock like he rode that horse today, he reached down to the floor, to his jeans pocket, and took the tube of lube that he somehow, somewhere snuck out of his glove compartment today, he lubed me up and sat promptly on my dick and began bouncing up and down, as I said “Hey I can see the same daylight under your ass that I saw on your horse Pudgy today”.

That was it, he began calling me Pudgy, from this day forward my nickname was Pudgy, the funny thing was, only he and I knew what that was all about. So not being able to come up with anything to get back at him with, then I said “Then I’m calling you (my horses name) Spike”. Ultimately Spike was fitting for him cause that’s what his god damn dick was, a fucking Spike. Grant it, I wasn’t as muscular and fit as Josh, so I guess Pudgy kinda fit, but I wouldn’t admit it. I often thought what the hell did he see in me? Why is he attracted to me? He often told me it was my boyish looks first, my innocence second and lastly I was a real person, then all the rest fell into place. Well I digressed,….to continue…. I was deep in his ass, as I rolled him over not breaking the interlock between us, and I went into the control mode as I began fucking him as he sometimes let out a yelp as my abdomen touched his still sensitive balls. I pulled one leg higher as he grabbed the other so I wouldn’t hit them as much, this position gave me full view of my dick sliding in and out of his hole and with each withdrawal I seemed to pull some of his insides out before pushing them back in, even with the lube Josh was very tight tonight. I took my free hand and began masturbating his dick, making sure my up stoke was coordinated with my in stroke so his balls lifted out of the way giving me a view I didn’t often see of his ass in action, he said don’t stop, I wasn’t sure what, either fucking or stroking, so I continued both, picking up the pace as he shot his load onto his chest and then I yelled “Me too”, as I shot deep inside him, I cautiously fell to him being conscious of not hurting his sore sack as I slid my chest in his spent cum to his chest and resting there till we both softened , my dick slid out of his ass on its own as I softened, I went down to his dick with my tongue and tried to softly and gently caress his nut sack with my tongue, I knew it was working cause it made him almost fully hard again, but it was almost 8:30.

We kissed and “Spike” went to take a shower, while I dressed and put on a movie in the living room and fast forwarded it about half way through, Josh came down with both beers in his hand, still closed, swapped them in the fridge for 2 colder ones, and I went up to take a shower, and came down in my sweats shirtless, as the wood stove was hot. Josh lay spread out on the couch and I carefully sat in front of his crotch with my head on his chest as he wrapped an arm around me thumbing one of my nipples as he usually did and oh so well, as my sweatpants began tenting.

Dad came home first and sat in his recliner with hopefully a cold beer he took from the fridge and not one of the warm ones Josh just put back in, he said you guys look awfully cozy there, as he tried not to acknowledge the potential intimacy between us and our positions. He noticed our empty beers and said you might want to hide those from your mom, which I quickly jumped up and forgetting my “tenting”, grabbed them as I pushed them into my dick trying to hide what obviously has already been seen. Dad just said “Yeah I can’t unsee that”.

Josh even attended church with us on the remaining Sundays, and that made Mom happy, even though I knew he was just attending to gain points, but he said he wanted to be a part of my family and if church was part of it, then he was all in, and who did it hurt anyway?

I was still feeling kind of guilty about the Christmas present thing and me not getting anything for Josh, I scanned the internet and found the perfect thing, so I took some of the money I earned and gave it to mom and borrowed her credit card and placed the order to go directly to Josh’s house, it should arrive within a week or so, after we get back.

The rest of our break went quickly and suddenly it was time to head back to New York. Josh called his parents the night before letting them know we’d be heading out in the morning, but we planned on 2 days with an overnight on the return which should put us home by Saturday, giving us Sunday to get ready for school on Monday. His Mom said his course schedule came and he said he already saw it online and confirmed that Pudgy and he have 3 classes together this semester. Of course his mom questioned “Pudgy” and my parents also looked puzzled, so he had to explain the Horse Farm story.

Then there was a bit of conversation that I couldn’t quite figure out, but a lot of silence, and some “yeah’s”, and some “that would be great’s”, and some “maybes”, and some “but we’ll see’s”. I questioned him and he said he’d talk to me on the trip tomorrow, it’s too long and difficult to go into here. I began to think to myself something was up or wrong, and was dying to find out why this was the 2nd conversation with his mom that he was unusual keeping from me.

We loaded up the car, I was going to drive first, since I basically knew the way to the interstate, Mom and dad gave me a kiss and a big huggy squeeze, telling us both to behave and be careful, especially if we run into bad weather around the great lakes and freaking Buffalo, it always snows in Buffalo, and make sure we called or at least texted, but mom with her flip phone preferred calls over texts. Dad went to Josh and shook his hand and then gave him a one hand around his back and shoulder half hug, and mom gave him an all out squeeze, as he glanced over at me and winked, and she said to him “Make sure you take care of my boy, Please, and Thank You”. And we got in and drove off, as Josh reached to the back seat to get the care package of snacks.

We talked about how the trip went, and ultimately, now I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder, while it could have gone better, it really wasn’t that bad, wow, I really felt great, I looked over at Josh and said “Thank You”, because I knew I couldn’t have done it without him. He smiled with those dimples and those blue eyes, all I could think about was the photo on my phone and how deep those eyes went into his mind, and how the hell could I be so lucky? So about an hour or two into the trip I got up the nerve and asked “Well what’s with your mom and those private phone calls”?

Josh hemmed and hawed and finally said, “Well Me and Mom got to talking, and nothings final yet,….now don’t get mad at what I may say here,….. I just want it to come out right….. You know I Love you, I’ve made a commitment to you, my mom knows that, and I don’t ever want anything to come between us right”? I got a bit concerned and answered hesitantly “Yes”. He continued, “Well I asked mom, what she thought about, if it were at all possible…… that um…. maybe you could move in….. but mom and me went back and forth, now don’t get me wrong she likes you very much, but her concern is what if something happens between us”, as I am his very first serious real boyfriend. He continued “Well we argued, but we’re close, I mean first I have to clear hurdles with my parents, then I or we were going to present it to you”. I didn’t want your parents to know anything just yet, heck I didn’t want you to know yet”.

He caught me totally off guard, I just heard…… “I love you , ….Move in with me”, and my first reaction is absolutely yes, I don’t even have to think twice, It never registered the idea of break up, so I just smiled at him and looked delighted and pleased, and he continued “Well you’d take a guest room, you can cancel your dorm and get that money refunded, and maybe put it toward a reliable car, I mean sure we would car pool but there are days that our schedule doesn’t line up too well, but I’ll do anything to make it work until then, but then again I don’t know if you can afford anything reliable and worthwhile, but my dad can help too, and I didn’t want to approach your parents with it cause we still have too many loose ends on my side to iron out first”.

“Well, that’s it in a nutshell, and moms big concern, if we did run into relationship problems, where would you go, you will have given up your dorm and you’d have to live with us in an uncomfortable situation, but I told her if it did happen I’d be willing to make that commitment to you that you could still stay there, so were still discussing it”. I said “Josh you could have talked to me about any of this, He said “I know but it was still in my mind, you see I’ve been thinking about this for some time now and I just got up the nerve to ask my mom and dad, I think I wanted to wait till your parents thing was over, and if they’d be willing if we are. So I guess I’m asking you officially do you want to move in with me….if . I mean at my parents house LOL”?

“Fuck,…. Josh, you already know the answer to that question, SHIT YES!!! A thousand times yes, so I hope you and your mom can work out the details and I won’t ask again until you finalize it with each other. We smiled at each other he grabbed my leg and gave it a squeeze.

A few minutes went by as I contemplated what was just said, my heart was full of love, and I felt good.

Then it happened, we were somewhere on the Ohio turnpike and out of nowhere a tractor trailer lost control, probably on a patch of ice, I tried to stop as the brakes must have locked we went sideways, that’s all I remember, ….everything went dark,…. Black,….. I heard metal crushing….glass breaking…. I felt unbelievable pain all over….sirens began to get louder as they approached….then I heard voices of panic…. “Get the Jaws over here, …this one is alive…. I tried to yell for Josh….. People were tugging me from wreckage, the pain was unbearable, suddenly I was on a soft cushion… “this one’s not breathing”, I heard…”I think we’ve lost him”…. I was suddenly in a warm place, still couldn’t see or talk, but I knew it was an ambulance, and someone was talking to me, Hang on, Hang on were doing everything we can,…. it was black and I was scared while I lost consciousness.

Did my world as I knew it just end?

At that moment?