Jordan

It was almost embarrassing how slowly I drove off with him, on this quiet dark road, heading to a quiet little place for just the two of us.

I vowed to calm down. I vowed to take it slow.

And I remembered how long I had hoped this might someday happen.

He was breathing slowly. Was he trying to make sure he was actually breathing together with me?

The fucker was thoughtful in ways I had never even dreamed of.

Damn. How had I both been so hopeful as to what he might be like, and so clueless as to how much more there might be than I ever would have imagined?

Where had this guy been hiding? Even as he had spent day after day after day helping me, all alone, in my own damn bedroom?

I breathed deep. At least he was with me now.

I squoze his hand tighter. He never missed even the slightest signal from me, as he responded so quickly I could have mistaken his hand for an extension of mine.

And yet the fucker had almost openly refused my hints, for months. Even after my crazy letter. Private ones. Even me sprawled out on my bed, with my bedroom door closed. Even as I openly let him touch my cock, at least once. Public ones. Even taking over his girl’s spot in his yearbook, so the whole world could see.

Until my shower taunt finally got a reaction.

Wow. What a whirlwind week it had been so far.

I looked at him. Kissed his cheek.

Turned off onto an even more quiet road, if that was possible.

A couple of deer wandered across the road ahead of us. And maybe a fox, it seemed.

Jordan all but turned me into an animal. Where had this sexual side of him come from? Was there still more he was holding back from me?

Fuck. There were so many things I loved about him.

As the dawn was breaking. Even doing this early morning thing was amazing. Us already half an hour away from everybody in the whole world.

Surely one more little kiss would be ok?

Hell. Of course I knew I would cum yet again. That part of me I had surrendered.

But it was so beautiful. Dawn just breaking. The mountain air. A few waking birds. Some distant snow.

Shit. Even nature was conspiring against me.

So I gave in. We had to share this moment.

It was like dawn appearing on our horizon. Damn he was a good kisser. Ok. So I surrendered. Tried to figure out who this new Jordan was.

What a pro. I loved his long tongue. All around inside my mouth. How did he learn to use it so well? Even all but licked my eyes.

And of course he went for my lungs.

I submitted. I was trying to learn. He actually started by sucking the breath out of my lungs. Wow. I surrendered more. Then he breathed the fresh mountain air right into them. I all but went limp in his arms.

Damn. I had to fuck him like this. There was no way at all I didn’t want to have him. Again and again and again.

He released me. I sighed. He could have stayed there forever.

Of course I shot again. I took his hand down to collect my cum, and then helped him smear it gently all over his face.

He smiled and let me do whatever I wanted to do. Some on his cheeks. Some on his nose. Some in his hair. And then I let him lick my hand clean.

Of course he sucked it clean. Damn. This dude never stops. Never ever.

I kissed him on the cheek.

“Let’s get up there.”

As I couldn’t stop thinking, God I want to fuck you so so so much.

At the same time I was halfway terrified at how much this guy seems to be able to love me, with seemingly so little effort. I don’t think I’ve ever even imagined losing myself in someone even half as much as I already feel lost in him…