Jordan

I tried so hard to keep this first morning kiss simple.

Damn. I had never really done anything like this. Never gotten up so early in the morning. Seldom ever even scheduled a date longer than an hour, let alone the whole morning.

And never ever done anything like this with a guy.

Let alone Jordan.

I wanted to do a simple sweet kiss, to be honest. But Jordan made me so damned horny, all the time, seemingly without even trying, especially given the last week.

Fuck him. Love him. Fuck him more. The dude had me in knots.

I had hoped going down on him the night before would have calmed me down somehow, especially given how hard I had fucked him. God that felt good. My cock buried so so deep in his warm tight deep hole.

Shit. This was not calming me down.

We kissed. Ever so gently. Fuck. Should I have really undone my pants and half my buttons? I was so torn between wanting to be calm and needing to cum around him so quickly, and so often.

I thought of a guy who once told me he had shot 16 times in one day. I knew the dude was lying.

Except now I wasn’t so sure.

Fuck. Jordan had even made me cum in my pants twice already, just being with him. All these damned things I knew I would never be able to tell him.

Our tongues touched. I increasingly felt like I wanted to eat him alive. And it didn’t help at all that I knew he would have just smiled and asked me where I wanted to start.

Our tongues went back and forth inside each other’s mouths. Fuck. I knew he was going to make me cum. But I had already decided I wasn’t going to worry about that today.

I closed my eyes and thought of how beautiful Jordan would look all covered in my cum. His long, long tongue kept going deeper into my mouth. I was letting him go further and further.

Fuck.

Glad he went down on me so quickly to catch the cum. Maybe he was even figuring out how to know exactly when I was going to shoot.

He so quickly pulled his tongue out of my mouth, and before I knew it he was sucking just the head of my cock. It even seemed like he milked me a new way almost every single time he went down on me.

He was seriously just sucking on the head of my cock. Just the head. Fuck. He was nibbling all around the rim of my cockhead. Damn. Almost felt like he was sucking on a straw to my heart.

I loved knowing my cum was going in him. He nibbled the end of my cockhead even more. Damn. I even wished he would give me a hickey there.

And I was still cumming.

As he opened his mouth wide and went down. Fuuuuckkk. He actually got my entire fucking dick in his mouth and throat. And just held it there. Without my doing anything. The fucked even nibbled the very base of my cock.

I shot even more. Helplessly.

Where the hell did this guy develop these skills? I didn’t even know a blowjob like this was possible.

Fearless of nothing. The cum shooting in his throat, on his face, even in his nose and eyes. I was wishing I could cum for hours.

And then he gently tugged my balls. Did he even know how to milk my balls?

I didn't know if I was worried or excited.

I was still vascillating between in heaven and scared to death of what else this dude was still holding back.

Shit. Then he licked down my shaft. Sucked in each nutt, slowly and gently.

And then the fucker licked down further. God. That long cum-covered tongue slowly licked right inside my ass.

This was such a contest of wills. Damn. I wanted him to fuck me. No. No. He nibbled so gently on my ass hole. Fuck.

I almost screamed for him to bite me hard.

I had to pull him up, even by that beautiful brown hair.

It took no effort at all. Like my wish was his command.

Whew. I couldn’t tell if I was relieved or disappointed. As long as he isn’t the one commanding?

As soon as he was up, I slid my tongue inside that beautiful mouth. The fucker had just sucked my ass. Damn. I would never have dreamed anyone would ever do that to me. None of that had ever even crossed my filthy mind.

I looked at him as my tongue kept exploring his cum-covered mouth. The fucker’s eyes were closed.

I wanted to be in control. No. I wanted him to be in control.

Fuck. We could have just stayed there for hours.

I had to stop us. Shit. I need this dude in bed. For real.

And I fucking need his heart. All to myself. Forever.

And that may have been the first it actually hit me that I had actually never fucked anyone just quietly in a bed.

Damn. I need to stop cumming now and save up.

I both wanted to fuck him so hard that he would never be able to walk again, and so gently that he would never want me to, or even let me, pull out…