Jax's Journey

Animalism and Reconnections

I wander back to the office as Abby stops me “Hey Jax, your friend Taylor dropped this by and told me to tell you that he has more questions than answers right now” I shake my head as she says that “He told me that you would know what I’m talking about” she says giving me back my keys to get home.

I nod my head and head to my office filled with confidence that even misplaced helps me with my worth this afternoon getting through everything that I thought that I’d struggle so badly with. I’m on a total roll with all the work this afternoon that I stay back in the office a bit longer than normal as Tay rings me.

“You still in the office?” he asks as I look at the time and see that it is nearly 6:30.

“Yeah sorry, got on a roll with these files and lost track of the clock” I say feeling bad for leaving him abandoned for the night. “Where are you now?”.

Tay isn’t worried about me leaving him alone in his usual carefree attitude “Nah, I assumed that you were working with everything on today and leaving early for me yesterday and I’m just chilling on your couch watching TV” he says as I thought that he’d still be out somewhere either at a pub or still shopping.

“I’m glad you got in alright because halfway through the meeting I realised that I’d actually forgotten to give you the code to actually let you in the building didn’t I?” I say with a chuckle.

Tay groans down the line as I laugh “No, you fucking well didn’t give me the code and your charming concierge seemed to think that I was a salesman or a thief when I tried to guess your code first go” I laugh and shake my head because as much as the building is fancy it’s hardly the most exclusive address in Docklands let alone Melbourne.

“So what did you think of my code and how long did it take?” I say wondering how long it actually took him to get in but he doesn’t really tell me straight up.

“Stupidly, I went for your birthday which before you start, I know that you think people who use that are totally stupid of how easy it is to guess” I must have vented to him about that so many times because it’s one of my pet peeves when people use their birthdays and then complain when they get hacked.

Tay continues “So then I went with something very obvious and important that is not a birthday” I smile as I hate how well that he knows.

“You reckon you know me that well? I’m guessing that really they just let you in the door after a number of wrong guesses and that you had the key” I say trying to doubt Tay as he just replies instantly.

“2812, Grand Final score” he says confidently as I roll my eyes as he really does know me too well.

“Fuck you” I say laughing as Tay laughs back. “You know that I take that as an offer that I will accept” he says as I’m shaking my head at how much he’s changed from when we first met.

I start to pack up as I have him on speaker phone “I’m always amazed at how much you’ve changed, once upon a time the thought of getting near your ass was impossible” we both laugh and love how far we’ve come as I smile.

“Did you want me to meet you at the office or something like that?” Tay asks me as I tell him that I want to just go home and cook something for dinner.

“Alright, well how about I cook something for you?” Tay’s offer is a good one because just once it would be nice to have an already cooked dinner when I get home that someone has cooked me dinner.

“I’ve got a packet of Sausages in the fridge so do your magic, Gordon” I say as Tay loves to cook but is arrangements at home mean that he doesn’t get to do it because he lives alone.

I finish off working for another 20 minutes and then get the tram home before walking up to the apartment thinking that I’d just be getting Sausages fried in the pan like I’d cook.

“Damn, I was just expecting Sausages in a pan with 2 minute Pasta” I get whacked as I walk into the kitchen like I am not allowed to be setting foot in my own kitchen as I try to pinch some food. I look at Tay with surprise at how commanding he is in MY kitchen.

“I know what you are about to say Jax BUT when I’m cooking it’s my kitchen and you don’t come and steal out of the pan when I’m about to plate up” he says as I laugh and nod my head as I head to my room and change as I still don’t recognise myself with the blonde hair.

I stay shirtless, still amazed at how much I’ve changed before heading out to the living/dining roo as Tay stares at me. “You’ve seen my nipples before so stop staring” I say as we both laugh.

“Nipples and skin, Yes… but those pecs and abs not really” Tay says as he puts the plates down before he hits my arms. “Also when have I ever served you 2 minute pasta for dinner… ok lunch maybe, dinner never” I nod as I realise how stupid that comment was.

Tay and I eat dinner as amazing as I expected to be with his cooking skills “So what happened with the meeting today? I assume that you didn’t crash and burn” he says as I nod.

“Nope, my main boss was there and after we had a late lunch and basically said that I was hand-picked for the role because he said that to hire that role I first went for, they didn’t really want to go through another costly process but once they saw my resume, my boss basically said I was the only person that he wanted” Tay smiles and gets so excited as we keep talking and I give him all the details that I was told.

“See I told you things would be ok and that there’s an explanation for it though it is better than I explained to you” Tay says as I nod my head.

Finishing dinner, Tay goes and has his shower as I first put the plates into the dishwasher and then follow him in as I go into have a look at his soft skinned body under the running water. “This is your shower, you don’t need an invitation, though I suppose at my place you didn’t either” Tay says as he holds his cock in his hand and smacks it in his hand.

“Are you trying to suggest something?” I say as Tay shrugs with a smirk as now I start to strip down even though it’s just my shorts and boxer briefs that are on right now.

Tay opens the shower door as I get in and push him against the wall as we start to make out. Our bodies press against each other as we moan into each-others mouths as the two of us let our hands explore our bodies.

Neither of us pill away from the kiss as Tay gets himself used to my new muscles and abs. Tay used to know every part of my solid body but now he gets used to my muscles and is more approving of this look.

“Fuck you are hotter than ever” Tay moans as I turn off the water and slowly get out of the shower but we keep kissing as our rock hard cocks rub against each other as Tay holds them both in his hand as we keep moaning and he leads me to the bed.

Once I would be the one who would push Tay down onto the bed and serve him but tonight it’s him who takes the role as he shoves me onto the bed and straight away starts to run his tongue along my shaft.

My cock pulsates and my body shudders as his tongue runs itself expertly over my balls and sack which is filled with cum right now as it tickles me. I close my eyes as I moan loudly and Tay runs his hands up my body and grabs my pecs and nipples as he continues on my balls before running his tongue back up my shaft and then over my cock head licking the slit tasting the pre that is leaking.

With my pre on his tongue, Tay comes back up and kisses me as he lays on top of me as our warm wet bodies are pressed against each other as his hand runs through my hair which might not be something everyone enjoys but it is something that I love Tay doing to me.

We make out for a little longer as finally he goes back down and takes the head of my cock in his mouth as his tongue circles around and goes further down slowly to take it all in as I moan loudly.

Taking more of my rock hard cock, my pre continues to leak more and more as he starts to deepthroat me with ease as I get closer to blowing a huge load everywhere.

Tay pulls up off my cock as I look disappointed but before I can say anything he puts his finger on my lips “Ssh I don’t want that load yet” he says as I nod as he grabs my lube out of my bottom draw which I don’t think too much of right now.

Rubbing his tight pink hole with lube, I smirk at Tay who then rubs the lube on my cock “I remember when you wouldn’t ever let me near your crack but now your just a desperate slut who wants it” I smile as Tay winks and nods at me.

“Whoever said nagging doesn’t work” he says with a smile as he lowers himself down onto my cock as I feel a pop like sensation as his hole feels almost virgin again having not been fucked in months which is the case because it’s has been that long since I was in there owning it.

“OH FUCK… I forgot how huge you are” Tay says as he continues to slide down on my cock and I can see the weird mix of pain and pleasure on his face right mow. I hold Tay’s hips as he slides down my cock and gets used to it opening his tight pink hole up.

“You don’t need to do this if you don’t want to Tay” I’m trying to reassure him that he doesn’t need to do this but looking at me he shakes his head. “If I didn’t want you to fuck me, I wouldn’t have climbed onto your hard cock” he says as he leans into me to kiss me before I start picking up the speed as I jackhammer his tight hole repeatedly as his prostate gets a workout as his moans fill the room.

My cock slams into him hard as Tay realises that my new muscles aren’t just for show as I used them to pound him even though now I do like to show them off when I can.

I keep fucking up into his tight hole as my cock is leaking inside Tay as he pulls himself off which worries me that he isn’t enjoying it. “What’s wrong?” I say as Tay bends himself over the edge of my bed.

“I’m totally fine but I wanna feel you put those muscled quads to good use deep inside me” he says smirking as I walk up behind him and push my leaking hard cock into his hole with very little warning as he moans loudly.

The power that I’m pushing through his body is nothing like I’ve done before not is it anything that Tay has felt before as I continue to pick up the speed as my cock continues to leak further into his hole.

“I wanna have your load inside me” Tay says begging in a way that I’ve never ever heard him do before but it’s a side that I am really enjoying discovering.

I continue to pound his tight hole as it milks my hard and ready to burst cock which starts to shoot 4 or 5 loads of creamy white cum through his tight hole as we both moan filling the room.

Tay start to push me back on the bed and then climbs on top of me as he pushes his leaking cock into my mouth. I thought that he would want to fuck my ass but instead he decides to fuck my throat. The feeling of having his leaking cock in my mouth just feels right as he leaks a large amount of pre.

I can feel more of his pre on my tongue as Tay starts to hold my head as he skull fucks me hard.

As he continues to hold my head and fuck my mouth, I feel all of his cock and even as what I would say that I’m an expert sucker, I’m starting to gag which seems to turn Tay on even more.

It doesn’t take long for him to blow a huge load of cum down my throat as I take it all. The amount of cum that we’ve blown today and last night has been huge as we both flop on the bed totally exhausted from the activities of the past two nights.

Even though it is still relatively early, the late nights and early starts have caught up with me as I fall asleep on Tay’s chest as he strokes my hair.

The next morning, I wake up early and leave Tay to sleep as I head to the gym both needing the workout and hoping to see my mystery man again. Unfortunately though not really unexpected, my mystery man isn’t there but there is plenty of hot guys to look at while I work out which always makes it more fun.

I head home from the gym which isn’t that far from my place so the walk always does me good especially in the crisp morning air. Tay is awake when I get home, still naked where I left him as he looks at me smiling.

“Thought you’d abandoned me” he says in a pitiful whiny tone as I roll my eyes at him. “Well I did leave you a note” I say as that it was dumb comment because I thought leaving it on the table was easy to be seen but I forgot that he wouldn’t have gotten out of bed yet.

“So where did you go?” as this time it’s Tay who realises the dumb comment. “Sorry, I forget that you are a regular gym goer now, so are you pumped and horny?” Tay says as I climb onto the bed and tease him putting my finger onto his nipples and push my finger onto the head.

“Wouldn’t you like to know” I tease Tay as I strip off and head for the shower.

I get into the shower and it’s only a few seconds later that Tay follows me in as I smirk “Damn, you’re fucking horny lately” I say as Tay laughs and nods. “Well yeah because it has been a while and well now seeing you looking like this just turns me on” as we both laugh and let the water down our body.

The two of us clean each other off as I know how big of an urge Tay has right now as I kiss him again. “Do you have anything left to blow?” I ask as he smirks and just nods as I get down on my knees and take his hard erect cock in my mouth.

I start slowly taking his cock in my mouth as I lick the head as he moans loudly. Going further down, my tongue is going slowly around his shaft, trying to build a fresh load in his cock. I continue to lick the shaft as right now I’m continuing get his cock fully in my nose hits his still freshly smooth skin.

Last night was all about power and raw sexual energy, this feels more sensual even if it is in the shower. I take it slowly as my hands massage his balls and his pre is leaking onto my tongue as he moans.

“Fuck that feels so good” he says as my sucking picks up speed so that now I’m jerking his cock onto my tongue which doesn’t take long for him to blow a surprisingly large load onto my tongue and down my thoat.

After Tay finishes blowing his load, he pulls me up to kiss me before getting onto his knees and starting to suck my hard cock. My mind can’t believe that since moving here, it’d had been months between sex and now suddenly it’s 4 times in as many days.

Tay continues to suck on my cock as I moan loudly with Tay getting his mouth deep on my cock milking my hard penis again.

Deepthroating me, I moan as I feel my rock hard cock deep in his throat, doing an even better job than he did last night as he sucks me very deep. I moan loudly as Tay’s tongue hits all the spots almost instinctively as I’m so close to blowing my load.

It doesn’t take that long and I’m blowing another huge load down Tay’s throat as he gags a little bit but takes all of my cum which after so many big loads in the past few days, surprises me how much there is.

We finish showering and clean off the cum as I get ready for work not leaving a lot to the mind when I put on a tight buttoned up shirt and grey pants which are also tight.

“Someone isn’t afraid to show off these days” Tay says as I show off my outfit sliding on my shoes as I take time to fix my hair.

After taking my time to get ready, I look at Tay who is sitting in just a pair of shorts at the table “Do I look alright?” You keep staring at me like something is wrong?”

Tay shakes his head as he looks at me “Honestly, you don’t look alright” he says as I look confused for a second “You look fucking amazing and I can’t believe how much you’ve changed” he says as I never had this much confidence about how I looked or would have dressed back in Sydney because I’d worry about how I’d look in a Black t-shirt and jeans.

“Maybe I haven’t changed, this was always me” I say as Tay nods his head as I worry he doesn’t like the new me. “I hope that you don’t hate me or think too differently of me”.

Tay grabs my shoulders firmly and stares at me “In the time I’ve known you, I’ve never seen you so happy or confident like you are now” as his smile says everything to me right now. “I know that we started off meeting through Grindr with just sex but it was more than that, I liked you because of here not the rest” he says putting his hand on my chest alluding to my hear and not the muscles.

“I only wanted sex that day but chatting to you became so easy and you were the first person that really understood my situation without judging me” he says as I nod my head because I have always thought that people should be allowed to do what they do within legal reason without judgement and labels are totally bullshit.

“The sex became an added bonus through things and there are things that I never thought that I’d ever do that you talked me into and if it wasn’t for you, I’d definitely not do” he says winking at me as I smile and whack him knowing what he is talking about.

I check my watch and see that I’ve still got 15 minutes before I leave and even then trams run at a 3–4-minute frequency so it’s not like I’m in a desperate need to leave.

“But you do like this look don’t you?” I ask Tay as he hits me hard again. “Of course I fucking love it, You’ve mastered that gay straightboy look as we always talk about” he says as I smile.

I’ve always had an attraction to men who are not straight but look as if they straight and even though I’m gay and never been with a woman, I’ve always been mistaken for being straight which suits me perfectly because I’m a pretty typical Aussie guy.

“Any plans today?” I ask Tay who shakes his head “Not really, the engineering expo starts this morning so might head there and I wanna check out crown.”

Tay’s lack of plans confirms what I had thought that as much as he tells me this trip was planned, it wasn’t and he just needed to get away from all the stresses that are going on and have my friendship right now.

“Do you want to have breakfast in my office?” I ask Tay who nods and I point at him. “Get your mind out of the shower he smirks as I grab my bag and he puts on a T-Shirt that naturally belongs to me and we head for work.

The best thing about living where I am is that on a bad day it takes me all of 15 minutes to get to work and it’s totally free as opposed to the 90+ minute trips it would take on a good day in Sydney as well as the excessive petrol costs.

We get to the office as I formally introduce him to Abby “Morning, anything in overnight?” I ask as she shakes her head. “I didn’t formally introduce you two yesterday, Abby this is my best mate from Sydney Tay, Tay this is Abby” they get acquainted as Tay turns on the charm.

“He says best mate as in the best looking, best hair and best personality’ he says almost flirting with Abby as I drag him away and to my office taking my chair as I sit on the opposite side of my desk as we eat.

“Wait? How do you think this is the appropriate situation?” Tay just shrugs his hsoulders and eats his unhealthy Bacon and Egg burger. “Don’t drop anything on my keyboard” I warn him as Steve walks in and has a double take at Tay in my chair.

“Don’t mind him, that’s just my best mate Taylor thinking that his important’ I say as Steve chuckles. “Can you come by my office later because there’s some stuff that I’ve been meaning to show you how to do” he says as I nod and tells me to come at about 10am.

The two of us finish breakfast and Tay reluctantly leaves my chair and heads back to my place as I get to work and head up to Steve’s office for him to show me what to do on some program. The morning flies by as it gets to lunch time and I head to the kitchen area where I just feel like a shake.

I head in there and grab my shaker off the shelf and notice that someone has knocked it down or dropped it because it has a cracked lid and won’t stay on and is pointless now as a shaker. Checking my watch, I’ve got time to head downstairs to the supplement store that is run by the same people just near my place in the row of shows.

As I walk through the door, I walk straight into a towering figure who is moving and unpacking boxes with his huge frame. The guy looks at me and gives me a huge smile as I look totally surprised.

“So we finally meet again” he says as my mouth goes dry and I don’t know why or what to say.

Seeing him wearing anything is completely different as his tight black branded polo covers his smooth tatted body but it is still so tight that bit of muscle is showing off underneath the shirt.

I gulp and smiles nervously “So assuming this isn’t a social call at all, what can I do for you” he says as I show him my shaker lead cracked as he nods his head.

“Yeah that’s been a problem with them, I don’t have any of those ones left in stock because I sent them back but there are some better quality ones back here” he says as I follow him back looking at his tight muscled butt in his shorts thinking about how lucky I am I got to fuck it.

“That one is the best” he says as I look at the price and my eyes open wide as he smiles. “I’ve seen those panic eyes before” he says chucklong to himself as I laugh and feel embarrassed. “You don’t need to worry, it’s on sale at the moment plus it will have the friends and family discount”.

I look at him confused “Friends and family discount?” I ask not sure why I am getting the discount. He smiles as he looks at me “Yeah well we do know each other” he says as I nod and smile starting to feel a bit more confident around him as he continues to flirt with me even though there are customers and other staff in the shop right now.

We talk for a few more minutes as he gives me a huge discount which I think is more than what it needs to be but I’m totally appreciative of it.

I finish buying the shaker and the added shakes and start to head out the door as I feel a hand on my shoulder “Do I at least get a name?” he says as I smile.

“Jax” I say smiling “Jaxon if I’m in trouble off my parents” we both laugh as I look at him. “It’s only fair that now you know my name, I get something in return” he looks at me and smirks as we stand in the doorway as all his attention is on me rather than anyone else in the store right now.

“Well, what do you want” he says with his flirty person and winking at me as I just laugh. 

“Would be best to start with a name” I say as he smirks at me and laughs. “Oh, at first hey?” he says with a smile.

“Blayden… yep with an ‘L’ not an ‘R’” he says laughing. “Most people don’t understand it and really I don’t either but that was what my parents chose” I laugh as most people think that I was trying to be cool by putting an X in my name when that was the way my parents went..

“So you said first thing was my name, the second thing is on your box” he says smirking as I head out of the store and head back to the office getting the shaker out of the box as a piece of paper falls out with a phone number on it as I smile.

After making my shake, I head back to the office and grab my phone out of my pocket and send a text “You knew I was gonna ask for this didn’t you?” I text him as I get a response instantly.

“Of course” he sends back as it’s nice to put a name to the face and body that I fucked in the gym showers the other night.