Jax's Journey

The next morning it’s past 10 am when we wake up, both cuddled in tightly together as I look across at Taylor still pretty groggy. “Morning sunshine” I say as I see him rubbing his eyes and with one look at his face I can tell that he has a pretty strong hangover.

“My head hurts” he says as I just laugh and look at him “Please don’t tell me this is your way of saying that you regret everything from last night”.

Taylor punches me hard as he lays his head back down “Why would you say I regret spending any time with you and banging that ass for hours on end” he says smiling as I kiss him before he goes off and grabs a couple of Panadol as I look at his smooth chest with last nights dried cum on it.

“How much did we actually drink last night at the game” he says as I laugh hard. “It wasn’t the game that did all the damage was the hour we spent on Oxford Street where you put the drinks down hard” I say as he laughs and shakes his head.

“I don’t remember that part of the night, just the footy and then the sex” I get up and head to the shower washing my body and all the dried cum off before getting dressed into some of the stuff that seems to live in my place.

After Tay gets ready, we catch the Uber back to the station to pick up his car before he drives me home pulling up outside of my place and stops the car and looks directly at me. “Make sure you talk to them pretty soon OK? Because you’re running out of time for all this and once you do that the decision will come naturally to you” he says seriously as I nod my head and he hugs me and I get out of the car.

My parents are at their usual Sunday brunch that they have with their friends so I’ve got plenty of time to contemplate everything about the move and how I’m going to bring things up with my parents about how I want to take the job and move to Melbourne.

They get home just after 1 pm having stopped off at Bunnings to get some more plants and gardening stuff for the garden. Even though I was confident that I could tell my parents everything about the move and job after talking to Taylor about it, I just can’t do it.

I text Taylor telling him that I can’t do this and he just replies to me each time with the words “YES YOU CAN” repeated until eventually I decide that I need to. My parents are in the living room watching something on TV as I wander in “Can I talk to you two about something?”

My dad has a big smirk on his face as I say “I’d mean I’ve always expected this sort of conversation but I can’t say that you’d be the person we’d have that chat with Jax… Do you even know how that works?” my Dad jokes as I know that a lot of people would be offended but even though he struggles with me being gay, he has been my biggest ally since Day 1.

“Of course I know how it all works Dad, I just choose not to engage in it but can I at least get out what I need to talk about please” I say as Mum nods her head at me. “So you know that job that I went for at the Travel company” I say as they nod knowing how disappointed I was after not getting it.

I take a deep breath “Well they contacted me earlier in the week and said that they have a new position they want me to take” I see how excited they are about it as I don’t show the same level of excitement and Mum realises it as she looks at me.

“There’s something going on that you’re not telling us isn’t there?” she says as I nod my head and let out another long sigh. “The thing is that it is in their brand new office… in Melbourne” I say standing there waiting for them to say something.

“And you want us to say no and talk you out of it don’t you?” Dad says to me as I sort of shrug my shoulders hoping that they might because Tay is right that I’m trying to find a reason to say no to me going to Melbourne.

Dad sits there unfussed about the situation and looks at me “Well we won’t because you want the job, you take it.”

I stand there as the one thing I wanted them to do they aren’t doing “Do you want the job?” Dad asks as I nod my head. “Then don’t use us as the excuse to not do what you want to do Jackson” The tone of Dad’s voice shows that he is annoyed and I totally understand why my parents would feel like that.

I nod my head “I know, I want the job and opportunity really cannot be overlooked and really if I’m being honest I’ve been trying to find that single reason to say no but I can’t just find one at all”.

Both my parents nod their heads “What did Taylor say?” Mum asks as I look curiously at her “Well it’s important to talk it out, especially with your boyfriend” I stand there totally stunned as Mum says all that.

“WOAH NO MUM,” I say with emphasis “We aren’t dating at all” I say as the situation is complicated and there is no way of explaining the situation which would be able to clarify things at all about my relationship with Taylor and just let them go back to think we are best friends.

“But yes, we’ve talked about it a lot and he was the one who kept pushing me to tell you two everything about the job and then he kept telling me to stop trying to find excuses about not taking the job” my parents agree with that and I feel the weight coming off my shoulders and it actually feels like releasing a bigger burden than when I came out. Mum and Dad are excited about the situation as they promise that they aren’t going to stop me and do everything that they can to help me.

Dad offers his help instantly as his work with a major property developer puts him in a prime position to help me find the perfect place because my parents both agree away from me that I’m not going to share my apartment or live somewhere that needs work, they decide that even though it’s a big move I need to live on my own.

Things escalate quickly with the move and within a week I’ve already been accepted for a place to live although it’s Dad’s connections that really get it for me and we move down there as I just pack two suitcases, one filled with clothes and one filled with important things which took a lot of arguing with my parents. They quite fairly wanted me to take a lot more stuff down because even though it was mostly furnished, they thought I needed to take some stuff.

The first few days after moving to Melbourne don’t feel as weird as what I thought that it would be although my parents are here to help me settle in so it just feels like a holiday rather than living here. My parents leave after a week down here and once I’m left alone in my one place it feels really weird even though it doesn’t particularly feel lonely.

“Sup” It’s only a few hours after my parents leave on their 1 p.m. flight that I text Tay as already that I don’t know what to do and need his advice on things.

Instead of getting a text back, I hear my phone ringing just a few minutes later instead “First afternoon and already struggling?” Taylor says to me straight away with no real greeting towards me.

“I’m not struggling at all, it’s only been a few hours and I am still very excited about this but I was just bored: I say as some of me is actually in doubt about this move and everything about it at the moment.

“Do whatever you want, nobody cares these days, nobody is there to judge you and this is where you can build your true identity Jax” he says as I know that Tay has a strong point though I thought that I’d already been able to create my own identity.

“I’ve already pretty much done that though you know” I say as I can see in my head what Tay’s reaction would be if he was standing here next to me and probably would’ve slapped me hard when I say that. “True, but that is your home identity because let’s both admit that even though you came out and your family know you’re not exactly that different from the day-to-day person you are when we went out together.”

I know that he is right about the fact that I never really changed my personality even though I came out to my family. “Here is the main thing, I know that you’ve had the dramas in the past but this is a new chance to be a whole different person”.

As Taylor talks, I realise this is the opportunity to make sure that I put all my past dramas behind me and do what I’ve always wanted like getting a few piercings, changing my body or hair and stuff like that.

“Yeah I guess you are right, I mean there aren’t expectations on me and I mean I don’t have anyone who knows me” I can hear in Tay’s tone of voice that he knows that the light bulb has finally switched on in my head.

“HOORAY the boy gets it” Taylor says with enthusiasm that all his hard work has finally paid off. “That is what I’ve been nagging you to do for so bloody long, I know you’ve come a long way from where you were BUT you are still in that place that tends to set you off. As I listen to Tay, I realise that there was a spot for him in some sort of counselling work rather than working as a project manager and engineer because he has such a calming outlook and influence on my life.

“You’ve done some amazing stuff but when you were here, you had to sort out expectations that your parents had because yes they knew you were gay but they didn’t expect you to be too different” he says as I nod and listen to him as we finish up the conversation. I go out and sit on the balcony and have a look at the Melbourne skyline although I have to tilt my head around the corner with most of my view taken up by another building.

Sitting on the balcony, I grab my notebook out of my bag which I write in every single day to just put down my thoughts and feelings for the day. It was a suggestion from my psychiatrist the first time that I had a breakdown and I was in the hospital wanting a way to get better but not pump myself filled with pills for the rest of my life so I just write.

“Now I’m in Melbourne, this is where I put everything behind me, naturally I miss everybody and I cannot put that away because it’s natural to be missing them. But I need to remember that I can still call them every day if I need to but I don’t have them over my shoulder judging every little thing that I do without holding me to their standards which I know that is their way of looking out for me and I know that there is no malice or ill-intent in how they think life should be for me”

I take the rest of the day making the list of goals that I want to achieve whilst I’m here in Melbourne and then list how I think that I’m going to get there so that I can achieve them.

Breaking my goals down into short-term and long-term goals which I start achieving straight away by hitting the gym twice a day. The change in my body are noticeable straight away which is also a change for my mind as well and after a couple of months, I’m feeling like a whole new person as I have some noticeable muscle definition and even some abs cutting through.

One night, I can’t sleep as my mind is starting to play tricks so instead of laying in bed letting it wander and cause trouble like I would once do, I head down to the gym just to get the blood flowing and just focus on something as when I notice a guy working out on the other side of the gym who just looks so hot with his smooth tatted body on show under the very loose fitting red tank top that he is wearing.

I keep looking at this guy who looks like absolute perfection as I can’t stop glancing over at him with the hope that he doesn’t really notice me checking him out as I spend time lifting weights. I think that I get away with it until I’m on the last part of my workout when the guy walks past and flashes me a smile which makes his face even more perfect “Sup bro” he says as I see how hot and smooth he is from close range.

He heads into the locker room and I sigh knowing that he has probably seen me checking him out and now I feel so stupid for doing it because in my head I’m thinking why would a guy like him even think about a guy like me? I finish my workout and head upstairs just to cool down and get through some Yoga which I do at the end of some of my workouts which is also my way of trying to avoid seeing him in the locker room. I know that he probably gets checked out all the time but I think that he was probably weirded out that I was looking at him and would be even more when we were both in the locker room.

Heading downstairs, I think that I give myself enough time to allow for there to be no more awkward crossovers with the mystery guy that I was staring at and fantasising about. I grab a drink and walk into the locker room where I find the mystery man sitting on the main bench in the middle of the room as he has his red tank sitting next to him and tattoos cover both his pecs and both arms as I try not to stare.

“Was wondering when you’d get in here?” he says as I try not to look at him and the perfection of his body as I get embarrassed. “You can look as much as you want bro, I mean there is a reason that I’m sitting here waiting” he says as I can’t believe what I just heard because I’ve never been flirted with like this in the gym let alone by a guy as hot as him”.

I wander further into the locker room really nervously “What do you think I’ve been waiting for” he says as I now take in the detailed work of his tatts and I am so amazed by the intricacies of each piece of inkwork.

“Well there was a girl you were with when I walked in and talking to and flirting… so I just assumed” I ramble away as he laughs. “I don’t know the last time I was flirting with a girl” he says as I realise that this would usually wake up with my alarm going off with this all being a dream but it doesn’t.

I take my shirt off, still feeling embarrassed about my body as I notice him checking me out as I feel weird because I’ve never really had anything like this happen before. “Damn that is a nice body” he says as he gets up and puts his hands on my shoulders and rubs them as he looks at me with a smirk on his face.

“You were checking me out back there weren’t you?” he says as I gulp and nod my head as he smiles and rubs my cheek. “Good because when a cute guy flirts and checks me out, I wanna piece of him” he says as I laugh and can’t believe that this is happening.

I didn’t think that my trip to the gym would end up like this at all as this hot guy has his hands all over me as he stares into my eyes “Showers?” he asks as I nod and he strips off into the main locker room stripping everything off.

“Are you sure?” I say to him as he is now completely naked as he looks at me with another smirk on his face. “You don’t shower after being so sweaty after a workout?” he asks as I nod my head and he laughs. Grabbing his towel, the mystery man wanders into the showers before turning towards me “You coming” he says as I take my shorts off and grab my towel following him.

Wandering into the showers, I head to one of the private cubicles as he turns towards me “You don’t have to worry, I want to see what you got remember.” I nod my head at him “Don’t you want some privacy?” I ask as he looks and laughs at me “It’s nearly 1 a.m., how many people do you think would be in here?”

I shrug with a dirty smirk on my face and follow him as he turns around and I notice how hung and smooth everything on his body is from the chin down with a slight bit of stubble around his pubes the only hair.

As he turns on the water, he pulls me under the water and puts his big muscled arms over my shoulders and starts to kiss me deeply. The strength and size of his body belies the softness of his lips as we kiss under the water. I’m still nervous, but as his hands start to explore my chest and then down towards my cock as he kisses my neck.

“Fuck you have got such a nice cock” he says as he holds my 8 inches in his hand holding it as he kisses down my body and starts to suck on my cock head before licking the shaft as I moan. The licking of my shaft gets me so hard as he goes back up and kisses me as we both moan into each other's mouths as I feel his tongue against mine.

After kissing me, I go to have my own turn of sucking but before I go down to my knees, he is back on his knees and just takes it all down his throat in one swift go proving that this is not his first time. The feeling of my cock down his throat is amazing as I can see how much of a massive cock slut he is as he picks up the speed of the sucking on my cock as I start to hold his head and control the pace of things as I start to fuck his mouth hard.

The mystery man shows that he is no rookie at being throat fucked as I keep going and he doesn’t even gag as I start leaving heavily down his throat. As he pulls off my cock, I get onto my knees as the thickness of his cock is nothing like I’ve had in my mouth before as I suck on his cock.

Taking his thick cock down my throat, my mind is rushing through with emotions about how I’m on my knees right now in a gym shower sucking on a hot muscle studs hard piece of meat. The overwhelming emotion right now is that my alarm will go off before I get to the good part of the dream-like normal but I keep sucking on his cock going as deep as I can as I gag and he holds my head starting to fuck my mouth.

“Oh fuck yeah” he moans as I get deeper as all I can focus on is sucking him deep. Pulling me off and pulling me up, we start to kiss again as there is so much passion between us in the shower. The amount of connection between us is amazing considering that we had only met an hour ago and have no idea about anything to do with each other than we’re both attracted to each other.

Pulling away from the kiss he looks at me “So what do you want to do now” he says smacking his ass as my confidence is flowing so much now as I’m starting to get cocky. “Normally I’m the bottom” I say knowing what he means as we both smirk and he winks at me. “That just means double the fun”.

I smile as he leans up against the wall as his thick smooth muscled ass is on show as I get down on my knees and move his cheeks apart as I look at the tight pink hole twitching, just waiting to be fucked.

Pushing my face deep into his muscled ass, I start to tongue his delicate hole as I lick the tight hole as he moans loudly as I tongue fuck him. I get up and slap my cock on his crack now as he begs for my cock. “Fuck I want that cock so badly baby” he moans loudly as I run my cock along the crack and hole and then slap it repeatedly against it.

After enough teasing, I push my cock into his tight hole and the moans fill the showers right now as even though I can tell he is a muscle slut he doesn’t get fucked a lot. “Oh fuck that is big” he moans as I keep pushing deeper inside him and stretching his tight hole as he moans.

The fear of being caught right now is completely gone as I start to pick up the speed fucking him harder as my balls slap against his firm ass as I hold his shoulders and pummel his prostate hard. There is a power coming from my growing thick hairy thighs that I never knew that I had as I keep pounding his hole harder and harder.

“Fuck you are so damn hot and an absolute machine” he says as the compliments boost my ego and make me actually feel like this was meant to be other than maybe a pity fuck because he was so horny that anyone would do. I continue to slam his ass hard as I start to leak inside him as he pushes back so that all of my cock is filling his tight hole.

“I need that load so badly inside me” he says moaning as I smirk and keep pushing all the power out of my quads into fucking his tight hole. “You really that into me that you want my hot load inside you?” I ask as I see him turn his head and look at me.

“You really have a cocky side that I bet that even you didn’t know you had” I nod as he pulls off my cock and gets back on to his knees and sucks my cock again as I moan loudly and he grips it hard as he keeps hitting the right spots as I start to unload.

The cum shoots all over his tongue as he manages to drain my balls of everything that had been stored in them as I blow more hot white sperm down his throat.

Even though I’ve blown so much cum down his throat, I know that we are only halfway through the fun right now. Getting off his knees, the shower water still runs over us as he turns me around and I feel his thick cock pressing on my hole “You want this now?”

I nod my head as even though I am more of a bottom than top, I’ve never been with a cock as thick as his and it’s been a while since anything came into my hole again. The first push into my hole hurts like it’s the first time I’ve had a cock in there it stretches me out as I moan loudly with pain as my tight hole hasn’t been fucked for so long.

Starting off slowly, he takes his time so that I can get used to the size of his thick rod. “Damn your hole is so fucking tight” he says as I grimace and focus on letting him in “Just breathe baby” he says as I nod and start to focus on how good it feels with him pressing deep into me rather than focusing on the pain.

The feeling is so amazing as his much bigger frame dominates me and naturally with his size comes so much power to dominate me as it is rippling through my body as we both grunt super loudly. As he continues to pound me hard, my cock continues to get hard again as I can feel him hitting my prostate repeatedly as my moans fill the shower area and echo around.

It doesn’t take long before I’m leaking again as I feel his pre-cum filling my hole before he pulls out of me and pushes me to the ground with his 6’2 figure towering over me as I jerk his cock and then go back to sucking his cock as I can feel all the cum rushing out.

“Oh fuck” he shouts as his muscular body pulsates and shudders before huge loads of creamy white cum explode out of his thick cock and down my throat, tongue and chin as he finishes blowing so many loads before pulling me up to kiss me.

The passion between us hasn’t let up at all despite us still not knowing anything about each other and us blowing our loads inside each other as we go back and make out. The water runs down our bodies as we keep making out before pulling apart to let all the cum off our bodies and wash everything off.

Turning the water off, we get back to the locker room as he sits down on the bench “Were you actually trying to avoid me before?” he says as I feel embarrassed now not because I was staring but after what happened.

“Kinda, I was hoping that you didn’t spot me checking you out because I’m kinda new at all this and thought that you’d be turned off or beat me” The mystery man just shows off his hot smile as I say that and he laughs.

“Guess I pull off that straight guy look pretty perfectly then” We both laugh as he says that and he puts on his grey briefs and Nike pants as we just chat as we’re both getting dressed. “So you from around here?” he asks me as I shake my head.

“Sydney” I say as he just gives me a disappointed sounded ah sound which makes me think that this might not have just been a one-and-done sort of thing. “Well, Sydney originally but only just down here for a new job so pretty local these days” As I say that his whole demeanour changes as he puts on his jacket over his bare chest and grabs his bag. Walking out of the gym he heads to the lift to head to the carpark as he kisses me on the cheek as I wasn’t expecting it and I walk back to my apartment just up the road after an even more powerful gym session than I thought I was going to have.

Wandering back, everything in my body is hurting right now from probably going too hard in the actual workout to the after-hours session in the bathroom with the mystery man who told me he’d see me again but I don’t know where or how considering I know nothing about him.

I get to my apartment and check the time seeing it’s just after 2 am and I don’t bother really changing as I just fall back onto my bed and go to sleep even though I know my alarm is set for 6:30 when I’d normally hit the gym but I know it’s barely a 10-minute tram ride to work so I don’t really need to leave for another 2 hours.

Getting into bed, I lay down and closed my eyes thinking about what happened and realising that I just had wild, hot shower sex in the gym with a guy that I didn’t even know the name of or anything about him which for me is totally out of my old character.