Jax's Journey
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The decision to move out of home is always a big one, but for me, this is an even bigger deal because I’m not just moving a couple of streets over or even in the same suburb instead I’m making the 700km move from Sydney to Melbourne.
The move of this stature is a big deal for most people but for me, this is a major move because my life has been far from perfect or easy. Growing up, I struggled with a major battle with depression and twice I’ve tried to take my own life because my demons were getting too much for me in addition I had many times where I never thought I could go on.
Fast forward 4 years since my last major depressive breakdown and I’m about to do something that I never thought that I could ever do which is move out of home especially so far away even though it wasn’t how I had planned things.
I’d applied for a job working for a major travel company which had been an industry that I’d been working in for the past five years and I wanted to take a step up in my career when the opportunity had arisen. I went for the interview at the company’s Australian Sydney office which I thought at the time was just making up the numbers and after the interview which I didn’t think went all that well.
It was about a week later when I got a phone call for a second interview and then a few days after that they called me again to tell me how impressed they were with my enthusiasm and my experience for the job and that I had strong skills but they had elected to go for someone with more experience for the role.
Naturally, I was disappointed about not getting the role but a couple of days later, I got a phone call from the hiring manager telling me that they had a brand new office opening in Melbourne with the exact same position if I was interested because they didn’t want to lose the opportunity to have someone with my skill set and enthusiasm to another company and had this position for me if I was interested.
The job offer was so tempting because it was a huge step up for me and the pay increase was nothing to be sneezed at given that it was nearly doubling what I was earning now. From the moment that I got the job offer, I wanted it but the fact that it was in Melbourne was the biggest concern for me and I knew that if I told Mum or anyone in my family they’d tell me to take it but then I’d be worried that they wouldn’t be genuine about me taking it with everything that happened.
The office wasn’t opening for a few months so they were happy enough for me to take some time to think about things and weigh up my options about whether I wanted to stay here in Sydney and keep things comfortable in my safe spot or take the risk to head to Melbourne for the new job.
Thinking about the move, it’s something that given the distance and the fact of not knowing anyone in Melbourne I should be worrying about it especially given my propensity to overanalyse and get anxiety about the simple decisions I make like what I buy at the Supermarket, this feels like the first time in forever that I’ve ever been certain about anything as much as this.
Even though I’m almost certain about the move, the fear of telling my family that I’ve been offered the job and could be moving to Melbourne is about the only thing stopping me from taking the job straight away which is something I want to do even if I don’t have an apartment or anywhere to move to yet because the only thing on offer is the job.
Thinking about all the things going on in my life and how I’m going to explain what is happening to my family so I decide that I need to talk things through.
“Hey, you up for a pub trip this arvo?” I text my best friend Taylor who replies almost instantly like he is always waiting for the question “Always bro, usual table at 5?”
I reply back to Taylor’s text with a thumbs up and grab my keys to head out to the pub and leave a note to let Mum know where I’ll be for when she gets home from work.
Getting to the pub just before 5, I find our usual table free at the moment I get there so I order two beers and sit there and wait for Tay to get here.
My friendship with Tay and how we met and became best friends is pretty unconventional for the level of friendship that we have compared to most people because we met up after striking up a conversation on Grindr and then 45 minutes later hooking up. Things between us just clicked and we hooked up again just a few days later before things took a weird turn.
I was at work one Wednesday afternoon and in came Taylor to pick up his girlfriend to take her to dinner. He was pretty upfront to me the first time we met about how he was open sexually and that he had a girlfriend but I didn’t know when he told me that she was one of my closest friends at work.
To make a long story short, things eventually slowed between Taylor and Izzy until they broke up 18 months later which Tay and I would have a semi-regular hook up when we got the chance. Despite us hooking up so many times, Tay would always reassure me that what we did had nothing to do with them breaking up but I’ve never been entirely sure that it didn’t even though I was still close friends with Izzy for quite a while.
My friendship with Tay is the best thing that came into my world because rather than just the casual hook-up which we started off as before he became more like a brother to me who was always there when I needed a shoulder to lean on and someone to listen to me plus the occasional ass pounding.
It’s just after 5 when Tay walks into the Pub “Hi-Vis really suits you” I say to him smirking as he just rolls his eyes at me. “Shut up Jax” he says as I laugh knowing how much he hates it even though he is only wearing it two days a week in his new role as a project manager on an important government construction site that nobody is supposed to know what is happening.
“I needed this” Tay says as he takes his first sip of beer and then looks at me “So what’s the matter?” he says having only been here for a few minutes but already he sees me worried.
“Why do you always think something is the matter because I asked you to the pub?” I say looking at Taylor who looks at me as if I should know why he said that. “That’s exactly why because you’d only ask me to the pub on a Monday afternoon so that we can talk about something in private,” he says as I nod before taking a deep breath.
I sigh “Remember that job I went for and had the two interviews for?” Taylor looks curiously at me and nods his head. “Yeah I do, but I thought that you didn’t get it?” I nod as he says that.
“Well, the thing is that they rang me the other day and said that they have the same job opening up again and thought I was absolutely perfect for the role.” Taylor looks at me pumped up and smiles as he says that we should splurge and have another beer each as he gets up and heads to the bar to get us another beer each.
“So when do you start” he asks me as he sits down I look away from him and he knows that there is more going on than meets the eye. ‘The thing is that I haven’t accepted it” I say as Taylor looks at me confused as to why I haven’t taken it straight away because he more than anyone knew how invested I got in this role and how much I wanted that job so badly and how disappointed I was when I didn’t get it.
“Don’t tell me you are being a petty bitch and not wanting to take the job because they didn’t give it to you the first time around?” he says as I shake my head at him.
“Fuck no, I’m really wanting to take this so badly,” I say as Tay interrupts me. “Then what is the fucking issue?” he says not letting me finish my explanation.
I sigh “Well the thing is that even though it is practically the same role, this one is down in Melbourne.” Taylor’s eyes go big as I say that. “Ah, that’s why you don’t want to take the job then” as I shake my head at him.
“Oh nah, I’m definitely going to take the job opportunity but with everything that I’ve been through I’m just worried about what my parents are going to say about the job and not being ready or capable to deal with it and they’ll react badly”. Tay nods his head as I say that trying to take in the fact that I’m actually wanting to move to Melbourne.
“I mean it is a big deal but remember that it shouldn’t matter what anyone else thinks about the situation, it’s always about what you want to do with your life,” he says as I nod. I smile and chuckle thinking about it “It was so much easier to tell my parents that I’m gay than telling them that I am about to take a job in Melbourne”.
Taylor comes around and sits next to me putting his arm around me “I know that this won’t be the easiest thing but you’ve got this” he says as his words always have a positive effect on me. “I’ve known you for what 6 or 7 years, I’ve seen you at your best and at your very worst, so if anyone can do this, it is you, Jax,” he says pulling me in for the hug.
“Remember too, if you struggle the phone gets to us straight away and it is only an hour or so on the plane” he says as I nod and hug him tightly as his firm arms wrap around me.
I could hug Tay forever with how amazing that he is and if it were possible I’d take the chance to date him but he is really only into guys for the sex and even then it took me forever to actually agree to let me fuck him.
After finishing off our drinks, we head out of the pub as I follow him out and get a look at his pants around his amazing firm muscled ass “Even the work pants suit you” I say to him as he rolls his eyes at me and tells me to let him know how things go.
Heading home, I take everything that Tay said on board but I decide not to talk to my parents tonight but just do some research about finding somewhere to rent and live.
After a few days of looking at places, I get in touch with the company not really giving them a hint of whether I am going to take the job or not and to see if they had anything available to help me make the move which they said that given the circumstances there is and they can help me out with a few things.
It gets to Saturday and I still haven’t made a firm decision either way and I’m heading to the footy with Tay and he picks me up early so that he can ask me all the questions that he possibly could.
“You’re early?” I say as he nods “Of course I am, you told me Monday that you would tell me how it went with the fam and there’s been a lot of other texts but nothing about that” he says not alluding to what he is talking about but it was obvious.
Tay drives us to the train station as I try to avoid the conversation and change topics about the traffic, and the annoying road works but he won’t let me avoid it. “I thought that you were going to tell them on Monday night about the move and the job” I nod but don’t know what to say that would make Tay happy even though I have valid reasons for it.
“I was but I just wanted to do some property research and line up a few places before saying anything” I say as Tay nods but doesn’t fully believe me because my parents are both real estate agents so they could help me find the right place.
Taylor looks at me “Then what? You are going to just keep it waiting until the very last second possible then you aren’t going to tell them anything so that your time runs out” he says as I know that I can’t argue with him.
“You know that I mean this in the best possible way but part of me thinks that you are really trying to self-sabotage,” Taylor says as it could be taken the wrong way but from Tay I know that it is coming from a good place and caring about me. “You want the job badly and there is no reason to say no at your end so by holding off telling your parents it becomes too late to organise the move so you can’t do it”. I nod my head and know that he is right and just stay silent because I could use others as an excuse.
“I mean probably,” I say shrugging as Taylor nods at me and then laughs “That was a pretty serious boyfriend-style conversation then” he says as he finds great delight in the chat we just had and how serious it was together.
I look at him “Shame that boyfriend chat doesn’t come with the sex” I say trying to lighten the mood a bit as Tay laughs hard. “Why do you think that I picked you up so early?” I say as we both laugh as we get to the station and wait for the train into the city.
“So what are we going to fuck on the train?” I say as we get on and it down as Tay punches me and laughs “Ok maybe not before, but I was definitely planning on it afterwards”.
The two of us laugh as we have a good time forgetting the seriousness of both our lives at the moment with me trying to head to Melbourne for the job and the fact that Taylor is working on an important secret government project that he can’t talk about.
Both of us have a great time at the footy just chilling and relaxing together having a boys' night at the footy which is even better after a usual win even though we aren’t romantic, Tay has no issues with getting flirty with me which he does.
“Could you imagine seeing Luke Riley naked? That cock would be so fucking huge” he says with the confidence that he doesn’t care if anyone hears him because he is so totally open about things because from the outside he looks like the typical straight guy but he is anything but.
The conversation between the two of us no doubt raises a few eyebrows especially when Taylor brings up about how hung certain players are which I can admit that I’m just as bad when it comes to fantasising about footy players.
After the game, the two of us are clearly both in the mood for more action even though we’re not really that close to home. “Do you wanna go somewhere else or?” Tay says to me as I don’t know what he is referring to or thinking about even though I know exactly what he wants to do.
“What are you thinking?” I ask him as I act as if I don’t know what he is thinking about but I know he is thinking about something more. “Not sure really, I mean it’s only 9:30 so we could hit Oxford Street or the city,” he says as I shrug not really fussed either way because chances are we’d just end up together anyway whether we head into the city or not.
“I mean sure, but you are parked back at the station so if we have a few drinks what are you going to do about that?” I ask analysing all the practicalities of the situation which are all coming from my own overthinking issues.
“True, but I’m sure it’ll be fine because it’s a Saturday night and people leave their cars in the parking lot all the time” Tay is clearly in a mood so I just go along with him and we head to a bar we’ve been to a few times where there are so many hot guys and, luckily, I wore my good jacket over the top because with our jerseys on we couldn’t get in.
“You’re gonna find someone to go off and have a fuck aren’t you,” I say as Taylor shakes his head at me right now laughing. “Nah, I’m here with you, plus for the record, if I remember rightly that last time we came here, you ditched me and left with that Brazilian guy” he says as I shake my head.
I look at him and point “Firstly, his name was Marcos, he was from Chile and it wasn’t the last time we came here because it was the time when you went and met up with Katie because you were desperate for her” Tay smirks to himself as I say that.
I see him remembering that night “Sex was so fucking amazing because she could get so wild but it’s a shame that she was that hot because it turned out that she was so fucking unhinged” he says laughing as we have a couple of drinks and I can tell that he is in more than just a quick fuck mood tonight.
“Do you wanna spend all night here or just wanna head back to your place?” I say as Tay suggests a couple of more drinks then heading home which we do as after those few drinks we get the train home and then an Uber back to Tay’s place.
We catch the Uber back to his place and already he is struggling to keep his hands off me as we are in the car and the driver isn’t fully impressed but we eventually get to his house and before we even close the front door he pushes me against the wall to make out with me.
The passion in the kiss is on show as there always is between us when we are both in the mood as he strips my jacket and jersey off so my body is against his as he takes off his shirt and his lean ripped body presses up against my more solid but still fit body.
We head to the bedroom together and he pushes me onto the bed then he lays on top of me, kissing me as his soft hands rub over my pecs I get goosebumps as his fingers run along my chest and around my nipples but I love how it feels.
Tay continues kissing me as we make out before he kisses down my body before he starts to run his tongue around the head of my clock and then down. The ease he has to play with my cock is a big contrast to when we first got together despite being into guys, he was still really awkward about things and felt weird about sucking a guy.
His grip on my hard cock, feels amazing as he licks around my balls with the expertise of knowing what I love as he sucks each one softly and slowly before coming back up to lick my shaft before slowly taking it all in his mouth as he goes down slowly.
I moan loudly as he sucks me, knowing all the right spots to hit with his tongue as he does all the work deep-throating me with absolute ease as I don’t need to hold his head to get him to suck my cock deeply and with speed.
Looking down into Tay’s dark brown eyes as he looks up at me, I smile before he pulls his mouth off my cock and comes back up to kiss me as we make out before he feeds me his cock again.
Feeding me his cock slowly, I take the head in my mouth as he slowly feeds it to me as I lube his cock with my saliva as he moans loudly. Even though there is nothing romantic about what we do or have together (even if I’d admit I do have feelings for him), being with Tay is probably the most naturally connected sex that I have with anyone.
Sucking his cock, I make it so wet with both my saliva and the leaking pre-cum that is coming out as he flips me over so that my meaty firm bubble butt is on show. Taylor grabs my ass before he starts to bury his face in between and starts rimming my tight pink hole.
The feeling of my tongue on my pink hole feels so amazing and often that’s all that I need to push me over the edge, especially with how amazing his skills are which he credits to all the girls he’s eaten out.
As he lubes up my hole, my cock is leaking underneath me forming a huge wet patch on Taylor’s bed which has taken plenty of my cum before. I don’t know how long he rims me for but there is more and more cum leaking onto the bed “Fuck I love eating your ass” he says as he smacks it which always turns me on for some reason even though it does sting but it feels good.
Taylor continues to rim me for a few minutes before I start to feel his hard 8-inch cock slapping on my crack and against my twitching hole. “You fucking want my cock so badly don’t you” Tay is slapping that cock hard on my ass and teasing me as my hole keeps twitching wanting this fuck so badly and I know he does too but he gets greater joy out of teasing me for the moment.
“You absolutely know I want that cock Tay and I need it,” I say as I’m pushed to my limits of being teased right now.
I start moaning loudly as I feel Tay’s wet head push into my tight pink hole “OH FUCKKK” I moan loudly as his cock goes slowly deeper and deeper into my hole as I close my eyes and he grabs a hold of my hops as he starts to pick up the speed.
As Tay picks up the speed, my balls are full and ready to burst already from all the foreplay that we had and the lead-up that he gave to my body as my cock is like a leaky tap underneath me running all over his bed. Tay starts to pick up the speed and he knows exactly where my spot is and he finds my prostate which his cock pummels hard over and over again.
“Fuck I love your ass” he grunts as Taylor’s muscled sweaty body glints in the dim light of the moon and street light out the front shining through the big front window of his bedroom. Pounding my ass hard, Taylor is leaking a lot as well and I can feel how close to blowing his load inside me.
“Breed my hole baby” I moan and beg for Taylor to keep fucking me hard which I don’t really need to invite him to do that and he’s never been afraid to shoot a massive load inside my tight hole anyways.
I can tell that he is smiling ‘You fucking know that I’ll make sure your ass is mine and filled with my load” he says as he continues to pound me hard as his balls slap against my ass getting more powerful with each thrust.
Taylor grunts as he slams into me repeatedly before pulling out of my ass and flipping me over as I’m now on my back as he leans in to kiss me again as both our leaking cocks rub together before he puts my legs on his shoulders and starts to jackhammer again at my prostate.
It doesn’t take long for Taylor to start blowing his huge load of cum into my hole as it starts with one large shot before it just starts shooting like a machine gun rapidly firing deep into my now less tight hole.
Despite having already blown what feels like 5 or 6 loads inside me, Taylor continues to fuck me hard as now I’m about to shoot my own huge load. “OH FUCK I’M SO CLOSE” I moan as Taylor hits my prostate repeatedly before I blow my own 4 or 5 loads everywhere with it shooting up my body, up over Tay’s body and face as well as all over his bed.
Pulling out of me, Taylor collapses onto the bed next to me panting hard which tells me how much it took out of him given that right now he is probably a lot fitter than me as we both lay there totally naked exhausted.
“Damn I’ll miss this when you leave” he says smiling with his finger wiping up the cum still on my stomach before licking it up and then feeding some to me as he kisses me.
I look across at him after we finish kissing “You mean IF right” Taylor is shaking his head as I say that because he is adamant about me moving even though I’m trying to find the reason not to.
“No, I absolutely mean when because you want that job so badly and it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity that if you turn it down you’ll be regretting it for the rest of your light” Taylor is right as he says that to me but jumping the mental hurdles of something like this is what is slowing me down rather than the physical obstacles.
“I know that, but it’s just actually tough to think about because if it all goes wrong what do I do” Taylor looks at me as I say that. “This is your opportunity to leave everything behind and start new” he says as I know that he is right about that but instead of talking about it right now, I just decide that we should probably just go to bed and leave it for the night or early morning as it is now.