He felt like he had just been struck by a bus. His whole body was rock solid, as he kneeled there, staring up at Mike. How could he? It was almost too much to grasp, but his hands fell to his side, and he could see the tears rolling down Mike's face.
'Did I do something wrong? I mean'
'No, no it is just, this is all, please Jeff, not now, not here, I just can't.'
'Can't? But this was, I mean okay, I never meant it to, you know, I uh'
As Mike pulled up his shorts, stuffing his hard dick back inside, reaching for his pants, he kept looking away, almost as if he was afraid to look at Jeff. His body was shaking, and as he zipped his pants up, he stepped back a few steps.
'It just isn't, not here, I am not saying I can do it, or not, just, just I need some time Jeff, to think about it. I don't want to lose our friendship, but this; this is happening all at once, you understand, don't you?'
He really didn't understand, but he nodded anyways. The disappointment, the sudden pulling back by Mike made his heart quiver a bit, as Mike tightened his belt up. Jeff could still see the bulge and felt like somehow he had been cheated.
Mike was already moving away, and while he said he'd call Jeff later, it felt like he had just lost his best friend. The pain was unlike anything he had experienced before. It was one thing to figure that Mike had thought he was sick, but to let him touch him like that, to come that close, well that seemed cruel, almost heartless.
He couldn't figure it out, because obviously Mike felt something. If he hadn't would his dick have gotten that hard, would there have been the precum? Looking out from the clearing, he could see Mike's distant shape moving through the field. Even from the distance, he felt his desire for him, but now it seemed tainted, as if something he had done, had ruined what they had.
Maybe he shouldn't have come out to him? He figured he had to, but maybe it was the wrong thing to do. Still, he did get a good look, but now he felt like he had been robbed, cheated of it, because things had gotten out of hand. Sure, he was Gay, he liked dick, and okay, he did want Mike, so maybe he shouldn't have said anything?
His mouth was always getting him into trouble, but he couldn't lie to Mike. That just wasn't their friendship, or maybe it was? Maybe Mike was lying to him now, that maybe he really did think Jeff was some sicko? Maybe all that dropping of the pants, was his way to prove to himself that he was right about Jeff? Could he be that mean?
Slowly he stood up, and looked around at their place. It didn't seem to be the same anymore. He felt like he was in a strange place, that he didn't want to stay there, but couldn't figure out where to go. As he shuffled his feet, while looking around, he saw the tree, and felt a deep sadness.
The countless hours they had spent together, resting under that tree, talking about everything. Well almost everything as he never did try to talk to Mike about how he felt. Maybe if he had tried more, hadn't been so scared of his reaction, today wouldn't have turned out the way it had.
So maybe they wouldn't be best friends, least it wouldn't be hurting so much right now. Least he'd have had some warning, which might have made him keep his mouth shut this morning, and this afternoon. Christ, what a mess, he thought as he stared back out over the now empty field.
Walking back home, because he really didn't have anywhere else to go, Jeff kept wondering why Mike had pulled back. Did he freak him out, when he touched his bare leg, his dick? Was it too much for him, or did he actually enjoy it?
Could that be it? Could it be Mike actually found himself enjoying his friends touch, the feelings that were being shared by the touching? Did it freak him out that he could be stiff by some Queer running their finger up and down his cock?
Was Mike maybe a closet Queer himself, and that he didn't want to come out, least of all to Jeff? Like he had said some pretty shitty things in the morning, then there he was, about to let him suck his dick. Could that be why he pulled back, afraid that if Jeff did actually take his cock into his mouth, he'd give himself away?
It wasn't like he really had thought Mike was Gay, least not until this particular moment. So he had stood up for some flamer awhile back, but then that had been Mike. He never liked to see guys being picked on, not even the nerds. It was part of who he was, but was it maybe more than that?
Did Mike stick up for them, because deep down he knew that he could be one of those to be picked on, if his secret was known? Christ, he wouldn't have stopped liking him, and even if Mike had come clean, had told him, he wouldn't tell anyone?
Shit, it wasn't like he was going to shout it out that he got to suck Mike's dick. That was stupid to think, but then if not that, why the fuck did Mike pull away, at the last second? Could it be wanting to get even with him for the things he had said some five years ago? Did Mike see his chance to tease him, to hurt him, when he outed himself in the morning?
Problem was he should have stopped Mike, let it rest for a bit, and not gone along so quickly. Maybe he had seemed too eager, maybe it was just a physical thing. Okay sure it was, he really did want to suck on that dick of his, but it wasn't like he had asked first. Mike had offered, so he should have gone through with it, unless it was all a joke, a horrible, mean, joke.
Yet that wasn't Mike. He never held a grudge before now, and he sure as fuck wasn't the type to be cruel to others. Hell, he was the type who would walk over some insect even, not wanting to crush them. He just wasn't that kind of guy, least not around him. So why now, why did he pull away?
Jeff had to admit to himself, that this was going to drive him crazy. He couldn't just leave it, just wait silently until Mike decided to tell him, if he ever did. He needed to know, and as he changed direction, to head towards Mike's place, he also realized that once more he was risking their friendship.
Fuck, what could he say to him, and what if Mike said he had made a mistake in making the offer? How the fuck would he feel then, or would that matter? He'd have his answer, but no way Mike would drop his pants just like that, if he hadn't cared, or had some curiosity about it.
Maybe instead of running over there, he should just go him, and let it be? Instead of pushing, be satisfied that he now knew exactly what Mike looked like, hard. After all, wasn't that part of his whole dream, wish? To see just how big his dick was, what it looked like stiff? He knew, so why push it, why push to see what it would taste like?
Christ, what would he push for once he got that? Would he want to see if he could get Mike to fuck him? After all, he did want to experience that, to experience all of Mike, so maybe Mike knew that? Could it be that Mike didn't go through with it, because he knew Jeff would want more?
Crap, what he had started by admitting he thought of Mike sexually? It wasn't like he was unwilling to have let things go, let them not get that far, but now that he had an opening, he was thinking of pushing the limits.
It was all too confusing for him as he once again changed his direction. Going to Mike's now, was asking for trouble, and he had enough heartache already today. Instead, he thought he should just go home, maybe soak in the tub, and forget about it all. Mike wasn't going to out him, least he didn't think so.
He had done what he had wanted to do, by telling Mike about him. He had seen Mike's dick, touched it too, so in some ways he could consider himself ahead of the game. It almost had become more, that might have satisfied his quest for being satisfied sexually, but then College lay ahead, and maybe he would find someone there.
His trouble was there just wasn't enough opportunity here, and he was too well known. He was scared of being found out, while off at college, well who cared? It wasn't like they would be running to tell his teachers or his other friends, because they wouldn't know them. His parents might know about him, but not like his new college friends would run to tell them, either. So it would be safer, easier to be who he was, without the worry.
Mike knew, and if it became a problem, well again, he'd be at college, away from it. Besides, Mike might not get it, not understand it, and if he was off at college, well maybe he'd come to accept it, to not let it come between them. Sure things might be strained between them until he left for college, but he could cope. Besides he did have a good memory, and he just knew that jerking off would be a lot more fun now.
Certainly wasn't the ideal situation, he thought, as he made his way back towards his place. It wouldn't be easy for the last little while, but he could manage. The important thing was he had told Mike, who had freaked, but it hadn't lasted. Least so far it hadn't, and if he knew Mike, he'd not let it ruin the remaining time they had together, as friends.
Swimming at their spot might be out now, but then he didn't mind. He knew what was behind those wet shorts now, so he could handle not seeing that. He had that, and it was Mike who had given it to him. Not like he had done anything secretive to find out, or devious either. He hadn't lied to him, which had to count for something. Eventually Mike would either understand, or not. By then, well, he'd be in college and it wouldn't hurt so much.
Jeff was nearly at his front door, before he even realized that there was someone else there. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn't even recognize the well known shape until he was almost on top of him. Mike was there, leaning up against the small little alcove on the front porch, waiting for him.
He couldn't help it, but he was both excited and irritated. Jeff was suddenly once more back on edge, his solution to the whole thing gone, as he stared at his long time friend. It wouldn't be the same, not being so close. No matter what he tried to tell himself, going off to college might solve his sexual desires, but it wouldn't be half as good, without being able to share it with Mike.
'Didn't expect to see you so soon.'
'I know, uh, no one is home.'
'Won't be till after dinner time.'
'Can we talk?'
'If you want.'
'I told you so, didn't I?'
'Guess, sure you want to? I mean'
'Wouldn't be here if I didn't.'
Jeff stared at Mike's face, to see if he was telling the truth. The eyes met, but Mike was having trouble looking back, something he had rarely seen with Mike. It wasn't like him to not face him, square. Unlocking the front door, he nodded for Mike to go in, who just walked in, but then stood off to the side, waiting for Jeff to close & lock the front door.
They just stared at each other for a second, before Mike finally pushed himself upright, and walked along the corridor, towards the stairs. It was apparent to Jeff, he wanted to talk upstairs, in Jeff's room and not in the living room. In some way, it surprised him, yet in another way it was more normal. That is where they always talked, rarely downstairs.
Following Mike up the stairs to his own room, he couldn't help but enjoy the view of his ass. How nice they looked, how tightly they were held by his pants. Two perfect shaped orbs, but his mind kept wandering, despite the view.
Walking into his room, he noticed how Mike was checking it out, as if it was the first time he had been there. It was odd, as he stared at the his small desk, at his closet, and at his bed. It was like he was looking for something, that he hadn't seen before.
'Where you keep them?'
'The skin mags.'
'You know where they are.'
'Not those ones, the one's you get off on, you do have some, don't you?'
Jeff didn't get why Mike wanted them, but he went to his closet and opened his backpack. He had them hidden inside, under some old gym stuff, and pulled out a few of them. Turning around he handed them to Mike, who sat down on the bed, and started to flip through them.
He looked closely as Mike stared at the naked guys in the magazines, holding up a few to take a long look at the centerfolds. Just as he did with the girl magazines, but as he watched, he couldn't tell what was going through Mike's mind. For some reason, Jeff felt nervous, as if there was some test going on that he was a part of, but didn't know what part.
The only sound in the room was his heavy breathing, and Mike flipping the damn pages. He came across a few that were stuck together, but didn't say a word, as he pried them apart, to see what the pictures were. His eyes widened a few times, but his face seemed unimpressed as he just flipped the pages.
Finally he seemed to have enough, and tossed the last one aside, with the rest. He leaned back on his hands, and looked at Jeff. He felt like he was under inspection, and felt the sweat around his forehead, making him even more nervous. He just stood there, waiting for Mike to say something, anything.
'You think I am Gay, don't you?'
Jeff felt like he was hit by a ten ton brick. It was the last thing that he had thought of Mike. Looking over at Mike, he knew that Mike was serious, that he was in his 'I need to know' mood. It was a bit intimidating, as he pulled up his desk chair, and plopped himself down in it, looking over at Mike.
'No, I don't.'
'Then why? I don't get it, those guys in the mags, they get you off?'
'Yeah, sort of.'
'Look, it isn't complicated Mike. When you see a girl's hooters, you get excited, right?'
'Well yeah, so?'
'I see a nice dick, I get excited.'
'Okay so, I don't'
'Why you? I guess 'cuz I know you, because just like you might get turned on by some nameless broad's boobs, you think of someone you like, or want. It is the same for me.'
'Oh, so you uh, you don't think I am Gay but you want to be with me, uh, that way?'
'No I don't think you are, why, do you think you are?'
'I didn't, not until you started touching me, it freaked me out Jeff, I never felt that hot, not with any of the girls, least not the same way.'
'That why you took off?'
'Yeah, and now I don't know. I mean those mags, they didn't do shit for me, but back at the place, well it did. It makes me, wonder.'
He wanted to just sit next to Mike, to hold him close, because he could see he was really scared. It never occurred to him that Mike would feel that way about him, that it would make him feel as good, as it made Jeff. It was all rather odd, and he wondered, if maybe Mike could be.
Yet he had also seen how he had been after a night with his latest girl. Specially when he thought they were right for each other. His eyes would sparkle, his face light up, and that bulge in his pants would be super big. So the odds of him being Gay seemed rather slim to him. Maybe he was bi? But then, no he doubted that too, because nothing in the mags made him seem excited.
Inside he thought he knew the answer, but he didn't want to think about it, to give it voice. It would only complicate an already complicated situation, or maybe not? The idea that they were that close, that maybe it wasn't a physical attraction, but a more emotional one, that had let Mike feel what he had felt.
It was kind of flattering too, which he tried to contain. Last thing he needed was to think that Mike could be attracted to him. He had stripped, out of his friendship, not out of wanting Jeff to touch him, to suck him off.
'Don't Mike, it isn't that you are gay, just that we are that close, that me and you, well, it's about us, not about us both being guys. If you know what I mean.'
'Sort of like what Jenkins in Science was talking about last semester?'
'Yeah, like that.'
'So you wanting me, is just, well, normal?'
'I don't know if it is normal, it is, well, 'cuz we have been through a lot of shit together. Maybe that is all it is.'
Mike looked everywhere but at Jeff, then he pulled himself further up on the bed. His back was up by the headboard, and his legs stretched out, towards Jeff. His face seemed to change shape, as different thoughts passed through his mind. He had seen it before, knowing that Mike was thinking, that he was wrestling with a problem, that he wanted to solve.
Each time in the past, it had been about breaking up with some girl, or asking one out. Each time he had seen it, he had thought how it made Mike look attractive, desirable. Those were the times when it had been really hard for him to not say something, to not just drop his own pants and whack off to how Mike was looking.
Now it was even worse, because he had a suspicion Mike was about to dump him, to tell him that he couldn't handle the whole gay stuff. Yet maybe not, as he had admitted that it had made him feel good. Maybe he had been telling him the truth, earlier, when he said he just couldn't do it there, that maybe he was thinking of trying to let Jeff do it again?
'we have, haven't we?'
'so, uh, what if I freak again?'
'then you freak, but just 'cuz it feels good, doesn't make you queer.'
'I guess, man this is weird shit man.'
'Tell me about it.'
Mike finally looked right at Jeff. His face was still looking uncertain, but the eyes seemed to be convinced. It was weird, to look into his eyes, to see them twinkle a bit, as if they had just pulled a caper on their folks. He smiled at Mike, cocking his head to one side, just like he always did, when they had reached a decision on something, when he had deferred to Mike's choice.
As he blinked, he saw Mike move a bit, and then watched in awe, as Mike reached around and pulled his shirt up and over his head. For a second, while his face was covered, Jeff could see his bare chest. The golden flesh muted by the room's light, but there was no mistaking the well formed pecs. How his muscles rippled at his stomach, and more than that, how firm his nipples looked.
The shirt came off, and got tossed at him. He laughed, as he caught it, to put it over on his desk, realizing that Mike was trying to make it seem more normal, more natural, like when he would stay over. How he would just toss his clothes off, stopping with his shorts still around his waist.
Somehow, Jeff was fairly certain they'd be coming off too, as he grinned back at Mike, his smile frozen, when Mike asked if he was just going to sit there, or get ready. For a second he didn't know what Mike meant, but as he watched his friend undo his buckle, and open the pants, he just found himself standing up, kicking his runners off to the side.
His own shirt was up and off in a flash, as he felt a runner kick him in the leg. Mike had tossed his off, flicking them towards him, and he had to move quickly to avoid the second flying runner.
Then Mike was pushing his pants down, his knees up as he leaned forward to pull them off. His eyes were fixed on Jeff's body, and he quickly reached down and undid his pants, shoving them down to his ankles. Grasping the chair, he stepped out of them. Standing upright, he saw how Mike was staring directly at him, at his own basket.
He felt like he wanted to put his hands over his crotch, but he resisted. Jeff knew he was aroused, knew that his own shorts were fully tented by his dick, and that Mike could see it all, very clearly. His heart was kicking up in speed, as he tried not to look, but he couldn't hold out any longer.
Jeff turned his head, to stare at Mike, who was leaning on his knees, his underwear still on. The eyes were staring straight at Jeff's groin. The eyes were wide open, taking it all in, as Jeff stood there.
Mike leaned back, once he noticed Jeff looking at him. As he did, Jeff couldn't help but see the huge pole, sticking up from the shorts. It really was like a tent pole, as he licked his lips. It was better than out at their place, as he watched Mike reach down, to slowly push the shorts off his hips. It was as if he was teasing him, as he glanced up, and sure enough he could see the smirk on Mike's face.
The son of a bitch was enjoying tormenting him, as he let the shorts move slowly down his hips, his stiff dick being pushed down, almost as if it was being aimed at Jeff. What a sadistic bastard he thought, as he found himself grinning, watching with baited breath, for the sudden plop of the hard dick, as it came free from the underwear.
The bed shook a bit, as Mike's dick sprung free, and his body settled back down into the mattress. Jeff saw it jerk, saw it waver and then steady itself, in a very erect position, from the middle of Mike's crotch. His own dick was aching as he watched how quickly Mike pulled the shorts down, then pulled one leg up and out of the leg hole. The other leg held the empty shorts, as Mike flicked his leg outward, shooting the errant underwear across the room.
Jeff couldn't help but follow it as it flew past towards his bedroom door. Then he turned his attention back to Mike, as he pushed his own shorts down. He too was fully erect, and he saw the glimmer in Mike's eyes as he saw it. It was like he really was aroused by it, that somehow it did excite him, which only made him ache more, as he stood there, fully naked before his best friend.
'uh, no kissing right?'
'huh? oh, yeah, sure whatever you want.'
'Serious man, I don't think I could handle that mushy stuff, I mean, fuck, you always get that stiff when you see another dick?'
'No, least not until now.'
Jeff looked up from staring at Mike's dick, and saw how he was really amazed by his comment. In some ways, he thought his friend's chest has swelled up a bit, out of pride, and yet he couldn't help but notice that he was nervous. His hand was twitching, the fingers tapping the top of the mattress, and his legs weren't exactly spread fully apart either, as if trying to hide his crotch.
'You sure you want to do this Mike? I mean if it's too much...'
Mike just looked at him for a split second, and then down at Jeff's own aroused dick.
'No, I am not sure.'
'We don't have to Mike.'
Fuck it Jeff, we been friends a long time, and I don't know, it feels weird, yet in a good way, so yeah, maybe I guess I do, uh, you do, don't you?'
Jeff couldn't help but smile, as he slowly moved forward, to climb up onto the bed. He let his hand move up, to rest on Mike's knee, feeling him jerk back a little, then relax. It was suddenly like there was nothing else around. No clock ticking over by his desk, no wind moving the drapes by his desk. Nothing else seemed to exist, as he stared down at Mike's groin, at the hard dick that was sticking up, jerking a little with each breath that Mike took.
He took a deep breath, as he leaned back a little, gazing at the offered prize, from his friend. He could feel him, feel his presence inside, then he felt his hand move up and rest on top of his own. He felt the sweat on the palm of Mike's hand, as it lay on his own, feeling his own nervousness, as he finally looked upwards.
It was all he needed, the way Mike looked at him, as his own body shook, as he gently pulled on the knee, to push it out of the way. His own body moved around, as Mike's leg pushed past under him, brushing past his balls. Jeff felt his body quiver, as the toes brushed past his sac, making him tremble deep inside.
His eyes closed, as he leaned forward, smelling Mike's man scent, smelling his aroma. His mouth opened, as he felt Mike's hand reach over to rest on Jeff's head, as it lowered over the hot throbbing cock. He could feel it, as he let his mouth open, as his lips pursed, and then he felt the tip of it, just under his chin.
Jeff's entire body shook, as if an earthquake had just rumbled full force right under him. His legs shook, his arms were quivering, as he felt the sticky precum make the cock slide up, as his tongue licked out, to gather it inside, brushing past the hot cock head.
The eye lids opened, to stare at the oval shaped head, that was almost at his lips. He could see the hairs of Mike's groin standing up, see the veins around the whole shaft pulsing, as the blood rushed through them all. Then the eye lids closed, as he tasted the salty pre cum and felt its warmth across his lips.
He felt them tingle, as they parted, as he drew back his lips over his teeth, as Mike's head began to enter Jeff's mouth. He could feel the hand tighten around some of his hair, twisting the strands around the fingers, and pulling, then pushing, on them. His whole body became stiff, as he lowered his mouth over the cock, tasting the hot flesh, tasting the saltiness of the flesh. It surprised him a bit, as he felt the legs quiver, as his hands reached out to hold onto both knees, pushing them aside a little, as his head lowered even more, to gobble up more of the hard pole.
Jeff heard a small gasp, a bit of a rumbling groan as his lips slid down the side of the cock head, to rest just underneath the cap of the head. He could feel the blood pulsing now, feel the electricity passing between them both, and for a moment, he was certain he could feel Mike's heart beat, next to his own.
As his mouth moved down, the hand on top moved away, and he felt the bed shake, as the fist was slammed down onto the mattress. He didn't stop, as he let his tongue begin to lick up, the tip just barely able to move inside the mouth, as Mike's cock filled every inch of Jeff's mouth.
His throat was sore, but trying to stretch, as he continued to let his head move downwards, gradually taking more of the cock shaft into his mouth, gradually letting his tongue lick at the pulsing underside of the shaft. He could feel Mike shaking, feel the knees beside him quivering. His fingers gripped both knees tightly, until the fingers were touching the bony knee caps themselves.
He moaned a bit, as he tasted the pre cum sliding down his throat, as his nostrils were breathing in that scent, that was all Mike. Christ it smelled so good, so rich and full, as he continued to lick at the shaft, as it filled his mouth and throat with its size. His teeth grated over a bit of the top, but it didn't seem to be noticed by Mike. Instead Jeff felt the bed vibrate a bit more, as he finally managed to have it all inside his mouth.
Jeff felt his nostrils flare, felt the tip of his nose pressing into the warm soft belly of Mike's groin. The tiny pubic hairs were itching at his upper lip, and a few had managed to work their way inside his nostrils. He didn't care, as he felt his chest heave, felt his body shudder. This is more than he had ever hoped for, as he tasted the hard flesh inside. It was everything he had ever hoped for, more even, as he slowly let his head move back, to let the long thick pole slide out from between his lips.
Twice more he managed to slowly move down, then up, to where Mike's cock was almost out of his mouth, before beginning to slide it back inside. His tongue licked at the head, at just under the band of skin that formed the ridge of the head, when Mike's hand suddenly was once more over his head, grabbing at his hair.
Jeff felt him grab hold, taking a huge handful of his hair in his fist, but instead of wrapping them around his fingers, he just held them, the back of his fist pushing down on Jeff's head. His body was arching up, at the same time. Jeff struggled to resist, to set the pace, but Mike was much stronger than him, and he felt himself giving in.
He felt the pubic hairs prickling his cheek, under his nose, then felt the hard press of the belly into his face. The hand held him tightly, as the body arched up, then pulled back, then arched back upwards. It drove itself into his held head, the cock pushing past and down into his throat in several quick thrusts.
Jeff felt himself gagging a bit, but Mike didn't let go, didn't stop, as his whole body arched up again and again. Each thrust up trying to bury his cock deeper into Jeff's open throat. He ignored the muffled gags, and Jeff could hear Mike's panting breath now. His own heart was pounding loudly, but he heard the harsh gasps for air, as his head was held tightly, as Mike's hard body kept pumping into his face.
He struggled to pull back, but Mike's other hand now joined the first, holding his head steady, as Mike's lower body pummelled into Jeff's mouth. He felt the flesh strike him hard, felt his chin dig deep into the groin. Felt the tough leather of Mike's scrotum, as his chin hit the balls, that swung and slapped against Mike's thighs. He wanted to stop, to have Mike slow down, but he couldn't.
It wasn't like anything he had ever experienced, as Mike crushed his body upwards into his mouth. The hands clenched tightly, grabbing at his sweat soaked hair, and then he heard the animal like cry, that was coming from just above him. He knew what it meant, out of instinct, but as he tried to ready himself, the first stream was filling his mouth.
Jeff had tasted cum before, had sucked on a guy's dick till it shot its load, but it was nothing like this. He felt his eyes water, felt his body tremble, as the hot sticky liquid began to fill the very bottom of his throat, as it's sticky fluid seemed to flow in two directions at once. Some making its way down the quivering throat, the rest going upwards, coating the thick pole lodged between his throat muscles. Then it seemed to just flood his mouth, as the cock jerked again, adding more of the hot jizz.
He could feel it all, feel how Mike's body was suddenly shaking, how his hands were now wrapped around and underneath, pulling Mike's buttock upwards, pulling all of Mike's dick deep into his throat.
Jeff felt himself swallowing, felt the sticky taste coating the sides of his throat, as the cry echoed in his bedroom. The hands holding his head, relaxed, then fell to the side, making the bed bounce, as they hit it. He felt his whole body shaking, felt the taste of Mike's cream making his head swoon a bit, as he felt a bit faint.
Slowly he felt himself pulling his head back, the cock slowly sliding out from between his lips, until finally it was free. He leaned back, on his arms, and his eyes had trouble adjusting to the light of the room, as he felt his chest still pounding, felt his lungs still screaming for air.
As he managed to adjust to the light of the room, as the pain around his jaw became duller, he stared up and over at Mike. He felt his legs on either side of him, and as he looked, he noticed a sort of sheen across of all Mike's naked body. He could see the sweat that had matted his friend's hair, but it was the eyes that held his attention.
How alive they were, how much they shone, even in the daylight of the room. It was like staring into a bright searchlight, as they peered at him, making him ache.
'Jesus, I never, fuck Jeff, all guys like you suck like that?'
Jeff could feel his own chest swell up, as he stared at his friend. He just looked at him, then felt how his foot was rubbing his. Looking down at it, then up at Mike, he noticed that his dick wasn't all that soft, and as he stared up into his face, he saw him get that look, that one, that preceded a coming decision.