“Don’t you stop loving me. Don’t quit loving me. Just start loving me. Oh, and babe, I’m fist-fighting with fire. Just to get close to you. Can we burn something, babe? And I’ll run for miles just to get a taste. Must be love on the brain. That’s got me feeling this way. It beats me back and blue, but it fucks me so good, and I can’t get enough. Must be love on the brain.” -Rihanna (Love on the Brain)
September 2027
Noah and Matthew couldn’t get out of the bar fast enough. They had been apart for so long. They needed to feel and touch one another. There was a passion that needed to be explored. The time for conversation and expectations would be later. First, a long overdue lovemaking was in order. The time to live again was now, and they could only do that with one another.
The two studs quickly fell on the bed. Noah dived in between Matthew’s legs and kissed him ferociously. Matthew locked his legs around Noah's waist and ran his hands down his back onto his ass. He never wanted him to leave again. Noah lifted Matthew’s shirt and took his swollen red nipples into his mouth. The sensation was like electricity flowing through Matt’s body. Their worlds felt so connected.
Noah sat up and pulled off his shirt. For a moment, Matthew stared at the scars on Noah’s body left from the traumatic accident he had been in the previous year. Noah suddenly felt self-conscious. He covered the scars on his chest with his hands. His confidence in himself faded fast.
“I can put my shirt back on,” his voice was shaky and vulnerable.
“Don’t you dare! I love everything about you. I’m just seeing you for the first time like this. I’m taking in all your new beauty. Put your hands down, Monty.” Matthew’s words were calm, reassuring, and powerful.
Noah slowly dropped his hands. Matthew placed his hand on Noah’s top right scar. He slowly traced his fingertip across it and moved to the next scar. He appreciated Noah’s body for the work of art that it was.
“Every scar belongs to me. Never be ashamed of this body…our body,” he said as he leaned in to kiss Noah.
The two men resumed making out passionately. Matthew undid Noah’s pants. He quickly pulled them down along with his boxer briefs. Noah’s enlarged penis flopped out, and Matthew quickly wrapped his hand around it and began to stroke it. The moment he touched Noah’s cock, he felt like all was right with the world again. They were reunited! Noah moaned in his mouth.
Noah ran his hands down Matthew’s smooth back and over his gorgeous buttocks. The words Matthew had spoken to him gave him his confidence back in his body. Noah didn’t even realize he had been self-conscious about his scars until he was showing them to Matthew. Noah pulled Matthew’s pants down. His hand touched the top of Matt’s bare ass. He pulled back and laughed. Matthew was wearing a jockstrap.
“You don’t like it,” Matthew asked.
Noah shook his head, “Oh, I do. Just curious if my arrival thwarted your plans for the evening.”
“Your arrival made my evening plans so much better.”
“How much better? Show me, Mateo.”
Matthew gave Noah a sex stare, and he leaned over and took hold of Noah’s cock. It looked so much bigger than he remembered. It could have been all the years apart, or maybe the happiness had Noah’s blood pumping faster. Regardless, Matthew was excited to have a taste of the man he’d loved for two decades.
Noah gasped as Matthew took him into his mouth. The soft red lips knew just how to take him. He had to close his eyes. He was afraid to look down out of fear he’d bust soon or that it was a dream. Matthew swirled his tongue around the head and grazed his taint just the way he liked it. Noah knew it wasn’t a dream. They were together. Only Matthew knew how that combo made him feel.
Noah gasped, “Oh fuck! I’m home.”
Noah ran his hands over Matthew’s cheeks and then down through the valley of his booty. Matthew took him deeper into his mouth, jerking his cock as he sucked it. He made it wet and harder. His tongue twisted and turned around the dark member.
Noah wet his finger and pressed his digit against Matthew’s tight ring. Matthew loved the feeling. He wanted Noah to push it inside of him. He pushed back against it, and Noah’s finger slid inside him knuckle deep. The warmth of Matthew’s hole was different from anything Noah had ever felt. It was like a warm place of magic.
As Matthew looked up at Noah, he said, “I want you to taste me, babe.”
Noah simply said, “Turn around.”
Matthew turned around and presented his jock-strapped bubble ass to Noah. The talented lover spread Matthew’s cheeks. His tongue quickly zeroed in on that pink-reddish hole, and he assaulted it. Matthew let out a sweet moan. He loved to have his ass played with. To be more specific, he loved it whenever Noah played with it. He had bottomed for other people, but it was something about when he did it for Noah. It was always magical.
Noah removed his tongue and pushed his finger back inside of him. Matthew arched his back and threw his head back. Noah dug his finger in and out of Mathew as his tongue lapped around his ring and across his perineum. Matthew’s body relaxed and basked in the pleasure and joy of having Noah work his body over like old times.
Noah’s fingers drove deep into Matthew’s warm anal cavity. He twisted and turned them, making sure he stretched his lover properly. He removed his fingers and pushed his tongue inside of him. He licked his walls and let his saliva drip inside of him. Noah stood behind him and slapped his swollen rod on Matthew’s twitching hole.
“If memory serves me correctly. The last time we had sex, you fucked me in that swimming pool. I think I’ll go first today.” Noah left no room for argument with his words.
Matthew looked back over his shoulder, “You seduced me in that pool. You took advantage of my memory loss.”
“Did I? Your body remembered me. It remembered my touch. The way I see it is we seduced each other, but you’re the one who got some ass out the deal.”
Matthew smiled devilishly as Noah. He remembered that night. It was the first time he had cheated on Ishmael in all their years together. That night he did play a role in what happened. He wanted Noah. He was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. Memory or no memory, his heart, body, and soul were drawn to Noah, and he had to have a sample. He could admit it now.
Noah teased Matthew’s hole with his dick. He pressed the head against the entrance and pulled back. Then he ran his fingertip across it. He wanted to savor every minute. Noah pulled on Matthew’s jock strap and let them slap his cakes. The sting from the strap only made Matthew want it even more.
“Tell me you want me,” Noah commanded him.
“I want you. I need you. Please put it in my baby. Fuck me. It’s been so long.” You could hear the desperation in Matthew’s voice.
Noah snatched Matthew’s jock strap off. He pressed his cock against Matthew’s hole and slid right in. Matthew’s body tensed, and he let out a gasp. Matthew’s insides were of fire. He was running hot with passion.
“Holy shit,” they both said in unison.
Noah started to move his body, giving nice, slow strokes to Matthew. Matthew took his hard cock in his hands. His balls bounced back and forth as Noah took him from behind. The strokes gradually increased. Noah’s long-dicked him, making Matthew’s booty cheeks clap and bounce. He started to really pound Matthew. His strokes grew more intense and reached deeper inside of him.
“Oh, fuck, baby,” Matthew moaned out.
Noah grabbed hold of Matthew’s waist and slammed him back and forth on his pole. Matthew let out these sexy moans of resounding approval. They were finally connected physically, and it was complete bliss. The room was filled with the sounds of Matthew’s moans and their skin clapping. Noah got deeper into him. Matthew’s hole moistened, and it started to coat Noah’s chocolate staff with white cream. Time passed, but it didn’t pass.
They were lost in each other completely unaware of the world outside. Noah’s stroke game had changed over the years. He had learned techniques that Matthew had never felt before. He fucked with a deeper intensity. It was spectacular but also brutal and time-consuming. Forty minutes had passed, and he was still inside of Matthew, rubbing his tender anal walls raw. Matthew had to tap out.
“Fuck, bae I can’t take anymore,” he said as he pushed Noah out of him.
Noah chuckled as he stroked his covered cock. It was still hard as steel. The two kissed, and Noah pushed Matthew on the bed. He crawled between his legs and took Matthew’s angry cock into his mouth. Matthew placed his hand on the back of Noah’s head. Noah moved his head up and down on it. He licked Matthew just the way he knew the man liked it.
“Yes! You remember what I like. Nobody sucks my cock like you,” Matthew moaned.
“No one fucks you like me either.”
Matthew smiled, “No, they don’t. No one does me like you do.”
Noah swung his body around so that his ass was in Matthew’s face. Matthew dove in between Noah’s dark valley. He licked and slurped on Noah’s hole as Noah continued to nurse his cock. Matthew’s tongue slid deep inside of him and danced around. Matthew massaged Noah’s glutes as his tongue began to dart in and out of him.
Noah’s body was racked with pleasure. He loved the way Matthew’s tongue snaked around inside of him. The taste of Mathew’s precum on his taste buds made him hungry for more. He quickly spun around and straddled Matthew. Every inch of Matthew’s cock quickly slid inside of him. He began to rock his hips like a belly dancer.
Both men moaned, and Noah started to bounce up and down on Matthew’s pole. The walls of his anus gripped Mat’s dick and refused to let it go. He moved up and down faster. Matthew matched his energy and started to fuck up into him. Matthew’s round balls began to pound into Noah’s backside.
It was sensory overload. It was years of waiting and wanting something that he thought could and would never be. Matthew was back and inside of him again. His hole instantly became wet from the thought alone. He moved his body up and down Matthew’s pole faster. Their eyes locked the two kissed as Matthew fucked him the way only he could fuck him.
Every nerve in Noah’s body came alive. Every touch awakened his being. Years of loving and passion came roaring back. It was like he had been dead all these years and was suddenly alive again. They were giving each other life. It was beyond anything the human mind could understand. It was too much for him to process. His eyes watered, and he quickly climbed off Matthew.
“Noah, what’s wrong,” he asked.
Noah shook his head, “I want you to ride me. I’ll be gentle.”
Matthew agreed. He’d do anything for Noah and to be close to him. Matthew straddled Noah. He started to bounce up and down on the fat pole. As he rode Noah, he stroked his throbbing erection. Noah's eyes rolled as he slapped Matthew’s ass. Matt’s balls bounced up and down as he jerked his member.
Noah started to fuck up into him. He moved faster and deeper. Matthew’s hole sucked him deeper. Their bodies called to one another. They sucked each other in deeper into their souls. Sweat glistened their bodies, and passion flowed between them. Noah lost himself and started to pound Matthew’s inside with the extreme intense fucking again. Matthew tried to take it. He wanted to take it, but it felt like he was going to explode.
“BABE,” he screamed out.
“I’m sorry,” Noah apologized as he realized he had lost himself in the mood again. “You do me.”
Matthew eased off Noah’s cock. Noah rolled onto his knees and offered himself up to Matthew. He slid back inside of Noah and started to give him deep and passionate strokes. His balls smashed into his taint. He ran his hands lovingly over Noah’s back. Noah could feel the love and passion from Matthew with every touch and stroke he gave him.
“Fuck me harder,” Noah pleaded. “Give it to me harder...please.”
The room was filled with moans and pants. Noah’s ass bounced back on Matthew’s member. Each stroke went deeper than the last. He had Noah open, wet, and moaning. They looked picture-perfect and connected. Matthew picked up his pace fucking Noah deeper. Noah’s cock twitched and released cum all over the bed. Matthew felt the tension leave Noah’s body. He knew he had made him cum hands-free. It sent Matthew right over the edge. He slammed his hips into Noah’s backside. His dick went deep inside his chute, and he blew his load inside of him.
Noah collapsed the second Matthew pulled out of him. Matthew snuggled up next to him and kissed him. He wanted to just shower him with love and affection. This was the moment he had been waiting for since Noah opened his eyes in the hospital room last Thanksgiving.
“I still feel like I’m dreaming. I’m going to close my eyes, and you’ll be gone,” Matthew confessed.
“It’s not a dream. We just did that,” Noah laughed.
“That was good, but I’m talking about us. It feels like a dream that we’re back together,” Matthew corrected him.
Noah sat up in the bed, “Back together? We’re not back together.”
“Then what the fuck did we just do,” Matthew asked as he sat up. His face quickly started to turn red.
“We had sex. I got caught up in the moment when I saw you, but make no mistake about it. We aren’t together.”
Confused, Matthew asked, “So, you don’t want to be with me? He jumped out of the bed. “Wow! You sure have a way you letting a dude know he ain’t worth your time. I wish you had said that before we had some of the best sex of my life. I feel like such an idiot.”
“Will you calm down?” Noah asked as he climbed out of the bed.
“I will NOT calm down. You know I fucking love you, and you let me pour my entire self into what we just shared. I’m not okay with that, Noah. That hurts me.”
“I’m sorry. I’m not saying I don’t want this. I’m saying we aren’t together yet. We have a lot of shit to work through, Matthew. I’m committed to working through it. It’s going to take a lot of work, but I love you enough to try, and also, I just got out of a relationship with Blair and I live in London now.”
“You’re not moving back here,” Matthew asked in total disbelief of everything he was hearing.
“No. I have a child that loves it there. She’s flourishing and happy,” he said.
“I can’t fucking believe this! Not only are we not together, but you’re also not coming back to the States. What about MJ? Our son needs us both. He’s been through a lot. Did you know he kissed Ishmael at Thanksgiving last year?”
“First of all, that’s not fair, Matthew. I raised MJ. I was his only parent for years. He’s where he wants to be. Second, he kissed your husband-”
Matthew quickly cut him off, “Ex-husband!”
“Fine,” Noah threw his hands up, “ex-husband. While living under your roof. I wasn’t there thanks to this thing called a coma. I imagine you know what that is, seeing as you spent months in one yourself.”
Matthew shouted, “A know what a coma is. My heart is currently in one. I’m tired of us being apart. I want my family. I want us together raising Lola and MJ.”
“You want to help raise Lola?”
“Yes. She’s our child, Noah. I know I wasn’t there, but I feel about her the way you feel about MJ. He’s my son, and you loved him the moment you laid eyes on him. I loved Lola the moment I met her. She had this sparkle about her, and her personality is so infectious. She’s MJ’s sister. I don’t want to miss out on any more time. I’ve lost a lot already. I missed our boy growing up. I don’t want to miss our daughter.”
Noah chuckled, “She is adorable and quite a handful. You know she would sit with MJ and call you her other dad. She grew up thinking you were her dad as well. I never had the heart to correct her.”
“I am her dad. Let me be a part of this.”
“I’m not saying you can’t. I want her to know you, Matthew. I just want you and I to take our journey back together slowly. Slow and steady wins the race.”
“How can I be part of it if you’re across the Atlantic?”
“Come and visit. Pick some weekends to come and see her. She loves it there. I can’t keep uprooting her life, Matthew.”
“You left even when you knew I had an affair with Blair. Why?”
“Because I knew it would hurt you. I never thought about what would happen when the universe came to collect my ass for you.”
“You always have to get even.”
“I do.”
“What now, Monty? How do we fix us if you’re away from me? I don’t want you to slip through my fingers again.”
“Mateo, I’m not going anywhere. You’re the blood to my heart. It doesn’t beat without you. I think the first logical and mature step to take towards a meaningful reconciliation is couples therapy.”
“You want to pay someone all this money to tell us what we already know?”
“I want to pay someone to tell us what we don’t know. Now you want me back. These are my stipulations. I’m staying in London. I’m not moving for another man unless I’m married and therapy is mandatory. The choice is yours, Mateo.”
Matthew picked up his phone. “Love on the Brain”- by Rihanna began to play. He walked over and took Noah into his arms and the two began to slow dance. They were madly in love and had two very different ideas on how to get things back on track.
“My stipulations are we do therapy in London when I come to visit my daughter, and I get to be the good cop when parenting.”
Noah laughed, “You bastard. Deal!”
Matthew asked, “Now, how about we have some really good makeup sex?
“You want to put it in me again?”
“Oh, absolutely. We have ten years of making up to do. You’re not gonna be able to walk in the morning,” he said as he grabbed a handful of Noah’s ass.
“I kinda like the sound of that. Do your thing on me, baby. I want it all.”
Matthew slapped Noah’s booty and then lifted him up. He tossed him on the bed. It was going to be a long night for them and an equally long road.
TO BE CONTINUED
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