**Welcome to ACT I of Vol. 3. Strap in, it's going to be a long ride to the end. Forewarning, this is HEARTBREAKER. I'm going to make you happy, sad, fall in love, piss you off, and maybe even break your heart. That's my job and I take great pleasure in fucking with your emotions. You've been warned, and even with that warning, I know you'll stick around because you want to know how it ends. You're still holding out hope that Monty & Mateo finally get it together and have a happy ending. You still believe in that fairytale love. Good! You're going to need all of that hope. Now let's begin! Shall we?**
“Now you’re swearin’ up and down that it ain’t me. Still, you say that things have changed. So, tell me, what exactly does it mean when you say you need your space? Just don’t make no excuses, no. Why you gotta lie to me? Just be a man about it. - Toni Braxton (Just Be A Man About It)
ACT I
October 2014
Life is like a game of dominos. You knock one over, and it sets off a chain reaction. One by one, each dominio falls until there’s nothing left. In the course of human life, we can examine an individual and find the exact moment when their life took an unexpected turn. The thing about life is that it will knock you down. It’s supposed to do that. The test is how you get back up and what you do once you’re back up.
The private consultation room was disturbingly quiet. Rosa sat anxiously with Matthew next to her. Next to Matthew was, of course, Noah. Rounds and rounds of tests had all led them to this moment. Across from them was Dr. Patel. He sat with his hands gently clasped. The waiting game in any situation was always the worst part. This wait, in particular, felt excruciating. Rosa’s memory lapses had gotten progressively worse since Noah first said something back in July.
“Mrs. Colby,” Dr. Patel began with a gentle tone, “thank you for coming in. I appreciate your patience, honesty, and the efforts you’ve put in with sharing your recent memory struggles and other challenges.”
Matthew leaned forward and asked, “Is it…serious? Is she going to be okay?” His voice was tense. How could it not be? Rosa was the only parent he had left, and they had spent years not talking after he first came out.
Dr. Patel exhaled, “Based on the cognitive assessments, the brain imaging, and the history we discussed, Mrs. Colby is showing clear signs of early onset Alzheimer's disease, a form of dementia.”
All three of them inhaled, and their bodies tensed up. Rosa grabbed Matthew’s hand and squeezed it tightly. Noah reached over and placed his hand on Matthew’s. They needed to be a strong unit for Rosa.
“Are you sure,” Noah asked as his face tightened.
“Of course he’s sure,” Matthew yelled. “You’re sure, right, Doctor?” He tried to hide his rage and hurt, but you could hear the tremble in his voice.
Dr. Patel nodded, “Unfortunately, yes. The test confirms it. Mrs. Colby is in the early stages. That’s why you’re able to notice the forgetfulness and confusion.”
“So…I’m losing my mind,” Rosa asked as her voice broke and tears rolled down her face.
“No,” he answered, “you’re not “losing your mind.” What’s happening is your brain is working differently now. There are changes we can’t reverse, but there are ways we can help you live for as long as possible.
Matthew jumped and yelled, “Fix her! We’ll pay you whatever. Just give her the cure.”
Noah gently called out, “Mateo.”
Defiantly, Matthew said, “No! Don’t talk to me like that, Noah. This isn’t the end. We will fix her.”
“There’s nothing to fix. I’m still me. I’m not gone yet, and I refuse to go. God will heal me,” Rosa said proudly and triumphantly.
“Mrs. Colby, while I respect your beliefs and your faith in God, I’d be remiss not to tell you there is no cure. There are medications that can slow the progression of symptoms for some people. There are even therapies and lifestyle changes that help improve your quality of life.”
“How much time,” Noah asked the question that everyone else was afraid to ask.
“It’s hard to predict,” the doctor answered honestly. “Alzheimer’s progresses differently for everyone. Know that we will be here every step of the way to help guide you and support you.”
“I don’t want your support. I want to keep my memories. How could I ever forget my family, my life, and all the love in my heart? How is it possible to go on living like that?” Rosa’s voice broke as she spoke. Her silent sobs turned into a breakdown of emotions.
The room fell silent once again. Dr. Patel allowed them the grace and space to process what had just been said. He had just changed the trajectory of their lives. None of them knew it, but Rosa’s diagnosis was the catalyst for all the adult pain that Noah and Matthew would come to eventually know and embrace. This was their domino effect moment. Rosa had been given her prognosis. Noah and Matthew were also given theirs. The prognosis for them was…heartbreaker!
December 2014
Noah was putting decorations on the Christmas tree. He was hoping that the holidays would offer a little cheer and positivity into his and Matthew’s life. Every since they had learned about Rosa’s illness, things between the young lovers had been tense. Just as he finished stringing the lights around the tree, he heard the front door open and close.
Matthew had gone out for an afternoon run. It seemed like running was all he did these days. He would go for a morning run, an afternoon run, and an evening run. He did it all under the guise of trying to clear his mind. The reality was he was trying to burn his anger. His rage ran hot, deep, and quick. He wasn’t entirely sure what to do with his anger.
He walked into the living room and stopped in his tracks when he saw the Christmas tree. It filled his cup with tar to see Noah being happy and festive. How could he put a tree up? There was no reason to celebrate. He looked at it as the most insensitive thing ever.
“Why is there a tree up,” he asked with a cold tone.
“I figured we could use a little holiday cheer,” Noah said as he turned to face him. He was met with Matthew’s cold and intense gaze. “You don’t like it?”
“I think it’s insensitive. Why would you put a tree up when my family is falling apart?”
“That’s the reason why. Matthew, we have been through so much since high school. We lost our fathers; I tried to kill myself, and you got Luka pregnant.”
“Right, throw that in my face, why don’t you? Let’s not forget you fucked Zane. You also fucked Cooper, and God only knows who else while we were broken up, but let’s always mention that I got a baby. A baby who I don’t even see out of respect for you!”
“Are you fucking serious,” Noah asked, highly shocked. “You are a deadbeat father because you decided to be that way. It has nothing to do with me, and I will not let you put that shit on me. You want to see your child call Luka!”
“Suck my dick,” he said with a frown.
“Don’t tempt me with a good time,” Noah clapped back.
“It’s all you’re good for anyway,” Matthew said as he pulled his sweats down.
As Noah got on his knees, he said, “Yeah? You’re not good for much, either, MATTHEW!”
“Less talking and more-Ooh,” his words were cut short and turned into moans by the pleasure Noah provided his throbbing erection.
Despite all that drama and rage between them, Noah loved Matthew, and there was nothing he wouldn’t do for him. He took great pleasure in sucking him off. He moved his head back and forth on Matthew’s gorgeous cock. He wrapped his hand around the lower part of the thick shaft. His hand twisted like a corkscrew as he swallowed every inch of Matthew’s long fat cock.
“Fuck,” Matthew moaned.
“I want you to fuck me,” Noah said as he stroked Matthew’s long member.
Matthew ignored Noah. Instead, he guided his mouth back onto the throbbing beast that dangled between his legs. Noah went along with it. For reasons not yet made known, Matthew had no desire to penetrate Noah. This was as close to intimacy as Matthew could provide. Subconsciously, Matthew was mad that Vivian had survived her breast cancer and his mother was given a death sentence. He was also upset that Noah was the one who had noticed something was wrong with Rosa.
He closed his eyes and lost himself in what he was feeling. Despite all his anger and rage, the only time he felt relief was when Noah had his fat lips wrapped around his cock. He moved his hips and began to slowly fuck Noah’s mouth. His cock pushed into the back of Noah’s throat repeatedly. He could feel a tingle in his balls. He wanted to cum so badly. Those lips were like magic, working him like a spell. He could feel it in his bones. Matthew’s breathing increased, and he started to let out a string of moans blended with obscenities.
Noah rolled his tongue around the shaft and then sucked on those big heavy balls. He could never grow tired of loving Matthew. He wanted him in every way possible. Matthew’s leg began to shake. He knew he was getting close to blowing his load. He jerked Matthew’s cock harder and faster.
“I’m bout to cum,” Matthew panted.
Noah took his cock back into his waiting mouth. His lips closed in on the head. Matthew groaned, and his cock twitched. It felt like a gun being loaded. His dick swelled, and Noah pressed his index finger against Matthew’s taint. It was like pulling the trigger. Matthew’s dick fired. It exploded with hot cum. Cum flowed down Noah’s throat.
New Year’s Eve 2014
Matthew wanted to spend as much time as possible with his mother following her diagnosis. Primarily, Matthew wanted to spend all the big holiday events with her. He wanted to create the most beautiful memories. So, it came as no surprise that he wanted to spend New Year’s Eve back home.
Noah sat on the bed silently, watching the man he loved get dressed. He watched him with the same eyes he’d always seen Matthew through. The only difference was he knew the man he loved had slowly disappeared since learning of Rosa’s illness.
Noah sighed, “I was thinking. Tonight I want you to fuck me.”
Matthew stopped moving. He waited for a moment, and then he turned around to face Noah. He looked at him, and all he felt was bitterness and resentment. He couldn’t think about anything other than pain.
Matthew’s answer was short and simple. “Not tonight.”
“If not tonight, when then?” Noah pushed for answers. He deserved answers. “We haven’t been intimate since…” he trailed off.
“Since when? Since I found out my mother is dying, and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it?”
“That’s not how I meant it, and you know it. I get that things are hard, but we have to stand by each other. I wanna be there for you. Just let me. Please let me in, babe.”
Noah stepped closer to Matthew. He took hold of his hand. Matthew pulled away just as quickly as Noah took hold of his hand.
Matthew turned his back, “I can’t do this. I can’t afford to fall apart right now, and I can’t baby your feelings. I have my own feelings to contend with.”
Matthew walked out of the room. Noah knew there was absolutely nothing he could say at the moment that would make things better. As much as he wanted Matthew to let him in, he knew pushing would only drive him further away.
The house was filled with deep conversations, laughter, and dancing. Everyone was there to celebrate with Rosa and ring in the new year on a positive note. Noah looked around the party in search of Matthew. He wanted to give him space, but he also wanted to keep a close eye on him. Matthew was nowhere to be found.
The cold air was the best part of the night for Matthew. He wandered aimlessly around the neighborhood, just searching for somewhere to feel a sense of peace. Lately, there hadn’t been any peace.
“Matthew,” Blair‘s voice broke through the noise in Matthew’s head.
Matthew turned around. Blair was standing there with red eyes. He had been crying. His heart was broken as he had just entered into the dead father’s club. The grief was swallowing him whole.
Matthew asked. “Blair, you okay?”
Blair shook his head, “Not really. My dad passed away yesterday. I can’t seem to see anything other than the pain and anger.”
“I know that pain. I know that feeling. I’m sorry you’re experiencing this. Where’s Bev?”
“With her boyfriend. She can’t take being in the house. My mother’s already medicated herself. I don’t know how to do this.”
“I could hang with you if you’d like. I don’t want to be around my family right now.”
“What about Noah? Where is he?” Blair asked as he looked around. There was no Noah to be found.
“Currently, he’s the last person I want to see. It’s a long story.” The stud was overwhelmed with everything.
Blair chuckled, “With Noah, it always is. It’s cold out. Wanna come inside and hang out for a bit. I could really use the company.”
An hour had gone by, and the two were laughing and drinking together. For the first time in months, Matthew didn’t want to yell at anyone. His cellphone rang. The second Noah’s name popped,
Matthew felt that bitterness and anger starting to surface.
“Do you need to get that,” Blair asked. He was genuinely concerned. Also, a part of him didn’t want to be left alone.
“Naw. It can wait. Who would have thought I’d be sitting here laughing with you? You were so into Noah, and I was fighting my feelings for him. I was also slightly jealous that you didn’t like me.”
Blair laughed, “What? No. Really? You were dating my sister. Also, I was a little jealous that Noah only had eyes for you. I wondered what it was about you.”
“He had eyes for you as well. He slept with Zane because he favored you. I wondered what it was about you that caught his attention.” Matthew’s confession about Noah still hurt after all those years.
The two men glanced at one another. Slowly, their heartbeats began to beat a little bit faster. There was something naughty about the way they looked at one another. They knew they shouldn’t, but knowing it was forbidden made it all the more erotic.
“So, we’ve wondered about each other,” Blair asked. He was very careful with the way he asked the question.
“I guess so. Wonder if, in a different life, we would have hit it off.” Matthew was serious. He had found himself wondering different things over the years.
“Doubtful, but we could finally try and see what Noah saw in us…experience it and bury it. I don’t want to wonder anymore. Do you?”
For a moment, they were quiet. The energy in the room built around them. They were two lonely souls full of rage, sorrow, and pain. As the old saying goes…misery loves company. Matthew moved in and kissed Blair. It was a quick kiss, but it was enough to open the floodgates. Blair quickly pulled back.
“What are we doing,” Blair asked.
Matthew confessed, “I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just feel so much anger, and I want to feel something different for one moment.”
Matthew stood up, and just as he began to walk away, Blair jumped up and grabbed his arm. He quickly spun Matthew around, and their lips locked once again. This time, it wasn’t a quick kiss but a rather long and drawn-out one. Matthew’s body relaxed and eased into the joy of being in the arms of someone he didn’t have contempt for.
Blair ran his hands down Matthew’s backside. He grabbed hold of the soft buns and gave them a firm squeeze. Blair couldn’t deny that Matthew had a nice ass. Touching and feeling all over him made him want to fuck him. Matthew could feel Blair’s hard cock poking into his cock.
Slowly Matthew’s cock started to rise. They broke away from one another and began to strip out of their clothing. They didn’t need to exchange words. It was evident that they were both consenting adults to what was about to happen between them. They would deal with the consequences of their actions later.
The two stood naked, facing one another. Both of their bodies looked amazing. One long uncut cock and one long fat cut cock. Both were blood-rushed, filled, and ready to do damage. Blair let out the sofa bed. Matthew watched with a bit of anxiousness in his body. Blair bent over, and his cheeks slightly parted, giving a view into his dark valley.
“You ready,” Blair asked as he took hold of Matthew’s hand.
He pushed Matthew face down onto the sofa bed. Matthew spread his legs, and Blair gazed upon that tight, pink, puckered hole that lay hidden. Blair got onto his knees and took in the scent of Matthew’s musk. The smell was erotic by itself. He extended his long tongue out and swiped it across Matthew’s hole. Matthew let out a quiet moan.
Blair buried his face deep into Matthew’s ass. He sucked on the tight ring as Matthew let out a deep moan. Blair’s strong hands ran over Matthew’s smooth cheeks. He gripped them and then gave them a hard slap. His face wiggled in between those round cheeks as his tongue lashed back and forth across Matthew’s rosebud.
Matthew uttered, “Fuck.”
Blair stood up and moved in front of Matthew. They kissed once again, shoving their tongues into each other’s mouths. Blair wiggled his strong cock in front of Matthew’s face. The stud reached out and wrapped his warm hand around Blair’s cock. He lowered his head and allowed Blair’s cock to push past his lips and into his mouth. Blair let out a moan.
“Suck my cock, Matthew,” Blair hissed.
Matthew slowly moved his head back and forth. His tongue snaked around the head of Blair’s cock. Blair appreciated the service. His dick felt good inside of Matthew’s mouth. He rocked his hips back and forth, setting up a steady pace of fucking his throat. His balls tapped Matthew’s chin repeatedly. Blair could only imagine how good it would feel to fuck him.
He didn’t want to imagine. He wanted to experience it. Blair removed his cock and fell on his back on the sofa bed. He stroked his cock and licked his lips as he stared at Matthew. Matthew gulped as he stared at Blair’s long uncut dick. It was a towering, massive piece of meat. It looked intimidating and pleasurable.
“Ride me,” Blair instructed. “I want to fuck you so badly. Fuck all the pain away.”
Matthew climbed over onto Blair. He straddled him and placed both knees firmly on either side of Blair’s body. Slowly, he eased down onto the throbbing member. Blair’s long dick punched through his hole. Both men let out a loud moan as the cock inched inside of Matthew.
Matthew’s inside was warm and moist. It felt like the perfect place to stay. His muscles tighten instantly around Blair’s cock. Blair sat up, and their lips met. The two exchanged small kisses as Matthew’s body relaxed and his hole became accustomed to the invading member.
“God damn! You’re fucking tight,” Blair exclaimed.
Matthew pushed Blair down and began to bounce up and down on his dick. The two started to moan. Blair ran his hands over Matthew’s ass and then up and down his back. Matthew eased up and down the pole and started slamming his body up and down on it.
“Fuck me,” Matthew whispered.
Blair started to fuck up into him. He drove his hips up and down. His cock began to pulse inside of Matthew’s tightness. As he fucked him, he slapped his ass. Matthew’s cheeks clapped. Blair picked up his pace and urgency. He fucked him faster and harder. Matthew threw his head back and arched his body. His walls locked around Blair’s shaft.
“Fuck,” Blair shouted.
They rolled, and Matthew was on his back. He drove his cock deeper into Matthew. He fucked him slow and steady. His hips rolled, and Matthew placed his hands on Blair’s ass, pushing him deeper inside. Blair’s cheeks began to clap as he fucked Matthew. His balls tapped Matthew’s ass over and over.
“Fuck! Your dick is big,” Matthew cried out.
Blair smiled and said, “And your ass is perfect for it.”
He drove himself in and out of Matthew. They worked up a sweat, but neither one wanted to stop. They were feeling something other than pain. It felt good, and it deserved to be experienced all the way to the end. Blair started to slam his dick in and out of Matthew faster. He fucked him with a deep and intense passion.
Blair’s dick started to emerge with the cream from Matthew’s anus covering it. His dick was milking the inside of Matthew’s ass. Each time he drove his dick inside of him, Matthew would dig his nails into Blair’s back. Matthew’s cock flopped around like a loaded pistol ready to fire. Sweat poured off Blair’s forehead onto Matthew.
Blair pulled all the way and drove his cock back inside of him with all his strength. He repeated the action, and his glasses fell off his face. He didn’t care. The need to cum had begun to build in him, and he had to continue onto his orgasm was reached. He rammed his dick deep inside of Matthew, and they shared a kiss. Blair’s cock twitched, and he began to release his semen inside of Matthew.
“Oh fuck! I’m cumming inside of you,” Blair panted.
“I feel it,” Matthew said in awe.
Blair wrapped his hand around Matthew’s swollen cock and tugged on it as he fucked his cum deep into him with the perfect lazy strokes. It was more than enough to send Matthew over the edge.
Matthew moaned, “Fuck. I’m bout to bust.”
His cock erupted in Blair’s tight grip. Matthew bucked his hips and continued to fuck Blair’s fist as his orgasm subdued. Blair pulled out Matthew’s incredible, freshly fucked ass. Matthews's cell phone rang. It was Noah calling him. He couldn’t answer, not after what he just had done. He ignored the call.
“Do you have to leave,” Blair asked.
“No. Not yet. I’m not ready to face the world,” Matthew said as he dropped the phone.
Blair asked, “Are you going to tell him?”
“Do you want me to?”
“Despite what we just did…I care about Noah and my sister. This would kill them both if they knew. We shouldn’t tell anyone, Matthew. It was a stupid one-time mistake, right?”
“Yeah. It helped me feel better. Did it help you?”
“In the moment. Now, all I feel is pain again. Does it ever stop hurting?”
“No,” Matthew answered honestly. “It just gets easier to deal with.”
Fireworks began to explode in the distance as Noah stood outside in the cold. That signaled the old year was gone, and a new one had started. Yet, he was alone. Matthew had ignored his calls. He knew something wasn’t right with them. He just wished Matthew would tell him. A text came through from Matthew.
Mateo
{Don’t wait up. Need some time alone to think. Happy New Year.}
Noah walked back into the house. People were kissing the ones they loved and celebrating the new year off right. He was alone. “Just Be A Man About It” by Toni Braxton played. He wished Matthew would be a man about his feelings. Little did he know that just five doors down, Matthew was about to let Blair fuck him once more. His soulmate was destined to be his heartbreaker!
TO BE CONTINUED
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