Finding My Perfect Rhythm

“Your Dad won’t be home until late right?” I say as I massage Ben’s neck as he sends emails out and reads through the intranet of work updates. “Yeah, why? What are you thinking?” he says as he just smirks and lets me turn around his chair as I start kissing him and sitting on his lap.

“Well, we could have some fun, just to you know let the excitement flow even more” I wink at Ben as I slowly take off my pants and head towards the bedroom. I quickly feel Ben behind me pushing me onto the bed and rolling me over so we are chest to chest as we make out sliding each-others shirts off so that we’re nipple to nipple as we make out. I feel his breathing against my smooth chest as I feel him taking his pants off and his hard cock springing out of his boxers. “I think you owe me for the other day,” he says winking as he climbs over my body.

I watch him climb over as I open my mouth waiting for his cock to slide in which it does and I start sucking it slowly, letting my tongue swirl around it as I listen to Ben moan in pleasure as I let my tongue do all the work as he slowly slides it down my throat. I keep licking the shaft as his hard goes deeper and deeper into my mouth as I feel his balls slapping on my chin.

I keep sucking them as he starts to throat fuck me, making me gag as he fucks my mouth hard until he takes his cock out of my mouth as I feel his pre-cum sliding down my throat and after I finish licking it off his cock head. Getting onto all 4s, I quickly start sucking again, trying to make sure his cock is fully lubed up before putting it inside me.

Ben quickly turns me around and spreads my cheeks so that he can get his tongue over my hole, rimming me and opening my hole so that my pink hole is ready for his inches of meat. Slowly he pulls away from tongue fucking me to pushing his cock right in. It’s been a few weeks so I grimace as his cock stretches my ass open, but once he gets in there it feels amazing and just perfect.

Putting his hands on my hips, Ben starts to pick up the pace of each thrust, slamming me hard as his balls slap against my ass. I feel him putting his hands on my shoulders and fucking me harder as all his muscle strength is put into fucking me at a level that I am sure is harder than he’s ever fucked me before. We keep fucking hard as he starts blowing the first load inside me that comes without warning and I let out a massive moan as Ben continues to fuck me as he continues blowing his load through me.

The fuck continues as I start to blow my load onto Ben’s bed as he continues fucking me hard and blowing more loads of cum inside me before finishing off the rest of his spurting onto my face and then starting to kiss me deeply.

I kiss him back as we lay now on the floor panting about how good the sex feels and just how good it feels to be together, in a moment of teenage/young adult fun rather than full-on adult life which is how our life as quickly become.

We go and shower before Ben gets back to doing some work and I head downstairs and just start flicking through the TV channels trying to find something good to watch before just settling on The Simpsons and just playing on my laptop for the rest of the night.

The next morning, I wake up early with Ben and we both head out for a run, he naturally beats me with more stamina for running whereas if we were at the gym, I would be able to smash him at anything more physical. Getting back inside and wiping the sweat off, I make breakfast as Richard comes downstairs “You boys need to settle it down” he says laughing as he looks at me struggling around the room.

“All we did was go for a run which somebody thought would be a great idea to finish off with a race around the block didn’t he?” I say laughing still exhausted as Richard just laughs and shakes his head.

“I thought you would’ve learnt after nearly 20 years of being best friends and then living together that everything is a competition with Ben… why do you think I gave up on Scrabble with him,” Richard says as Ben turns around from the fridge “You want to bring Scrabble up Dad, remember that you bet me 50 quid that you could beat me and if I remember rightly, I’m pretty sure that you didn’t”.

I smirk as Richard shakes his head “Alright you can have the 50 quid but then I think I might start charging you rent for living here now that you’re earning nearly as much as me in your first year out of Uni so maybe you want to think again about bringing it up”. I can’t help but laugh at the bickering between Richard and Ben before it turns onto me “And Liam, don’t you still owe me for Poker?” Richard says as I realise that I forgot about when we played poker and because of Ben naturally, it turned ultra-competitive and I ended up owing Richard £200 at the end of the night which he wiped despite taking Ben’s money of course.

“I thought we agreed to wipe that,” I say nervous that he is bringing it up as he just laughs “Of course we did Liam, but I just wanted you to remember your place,” he says patting me on the back as he starts to organise breakfast. “So what time is your gig tonight?” he asks looking at me “I’m on at about 9:15 to 9:45 but have to be there early for rehearsals at about 6 so I probably leave here about 4ish just to be there in plenty of time.

“I hope it goes well for you tonight and with Ben there watching I know that you will smash it out of the park, is there anyone else going like Josh or Dan?” Richard asks and it’s nice to see him curious about my music which for a while he had genuine doubts about it being a serious future.

“Dan said he might try and get there but he’s got a game tomorrow afternoon and Josh is back in Australia finishing up some contracts and had some family stuff also going on so he won’t be there,” Ben says as heads upstairs and to take a shower before getting ready to go to work. Richard sits there to make sure Ben is gone before he talks to me “I listened to what you recorded yesterday last night, you left the USB in the computer up in the office, I clicked play just to see what it was and heard it was your song”.

My face obviously turns sour as Richard talks before, he stops me “Why are you looking like that? I thought it was absolutely brilliant, your voice and you put your heart and soul into it and I could feel the emotion that really went into it” he says as I perk up a bit.

“Wait, you really think so?” he says to me as he is smiling. “Of course, I think so, you know I don’t listen to any of the modern rubbish, but your music is just really good to listen to and I enjoy hearing you sing and I try to listen as much as I can”. I get up and give him a tight hug because it really means a lot for him to say that and the tension that sort of just sits under the lid of our relationship.

I finish breakfast as Ben comes down and gets a quick bite to eat “So I’ll catch you at the club tonight after the gig yeah?” he asks as I empty the dishwasher. “Yeah, I’ll drive down there so if you want to just catch the train down then I’ll drive us home tonight or we could just stay in the city for the night if that makes it easier”.

Ben gives me a thumbs up “Sounds good L, text me the details and we’ll fully figure out the plan too” he says hugging Richard as he leaves. “You boys always seem to have a plan about something, let me guess you’re making something into a game or a bit of what you call cheeky fun,” Richard says as he helps me put the last of the plates away. “Yeah, well Ben is a bit nervous about introducing me to his work friends because well their all trust fund babies with the high end of life and well I’m anything but so to test out how they take to me, we’re just thinking of a way to introduce me to them tonight”.

Richard looks at me “That’s actually not a bad plan and I like that idea, you’re getting your bit of fun stringing them along but at the same time you’re judging a situation and making sure whether it’s worth introducing you to them properly” as I stand there nodding, realising that is exactly what the situation is and almost curious that I have managed to realise why Ben is scared to introduce me as his fiancé.

“Yeah, because he loves his job there and doesn’t want anything to fuck it up… sorry mess it up,” I say looking at Richard’s face, changing my language forgetting that he is a very politely spoken person. “It’s not that I think that things will be messed up though, I think he just wants them to see Ben the professional, not what Ben is in his personal life which makes me upset because he has never been like that before”.

Richard sits back down at the table and gestures for me to sit down for a moment “I get both sides of the argument because Ben has always been so open with people that he knows because they know him as a person which is the likes of Josh, Dan and the other friends you have because they got to know you closely” I sit there nodding understanding where he is coming from. “With these people, they are all brand new people so Ben doesn’t know how they would react to his personal life so he wants to keep it separate you know which we both know isn’t Ben, but that’s how he feels and we’ve got to accept that”.

Talking things through with Richard really helps me understand where things are with Ben and his frame of mind at the moment as I try to understand the situation. “You just need to let him take his time about things, don’t think anything more than it really being like the situation when you came to me when you had all your troubles and I didn’t want you to be around but I gave you time and a chance to prove yourself and this is a very similar thing”.

I sit there nodding as Richard finishes talking to me and he hugs me “You’re a good kid Liam and remember Ben loves you more than anything in the world and remember that he would put you first over anything else and that he’s risked his relationship with me and a lot more for you”.

Richard walks out of the kitchen and I feel much better about the conversation we had and I realise that I am probably overthinking the situation. I head upstairs and start practising some of the songs, just trying to get everything prepared and right for tonight. Walking around I feel pretty good and confident about the gig tonight and stop to look at the photo of Richard and Rosie on their wedding day just thinking about how special they are and were and thinking about my family situation again.