Tommy and Devin

Now that thanksgiving is over, and the construction is progressing on the new barn and stalls, water and electric are in and buried before our 1st early snow and frost. Builders say were ahead of schedule, and we can start booking stall rentals for spring. Me and the boys can spend much needed time on the Kurtz farmhouse dorm conversion. Devin has been spending much of his time there already, and has knocked out more than one able man should.

Maryann has repeatedly apologized for Billy, and the grief he brought us, she truly was sorry and sees the real person he was. I truly believe and want to believe she had nothing to do with his actions, but it has taken me plenty of time to realize that. The 4 of us are beginning to meld as a good working relationship. Maryann is keeping on top of payments and Bills as well as the budget. She has also taken on additional responsibilities and even started making all of us dinner so we could work longer on the projects, at this rate I’m sure we will be ready to open partially in the spring, cash flow permitting.

Personally Devin and I have been gradually working our way back, mostly with intimate hugs and kisses. We have done some basic fondling in bed at night, and I can sense he feels guilty our sex life has not yet fully returned to where it was, however I keep emphasizing that  I’m a very patient person and will wait forever if necessary, I realized I need him more than anything, our loving friendship and companionship means much more today than previously. The other day we both climbed in the shower together and we soaped each other down spending way more time than we should have, I’m sure Kevin was waiting for the bathroom. Kevin has been keeping his distance from us and allowing  us our “space “while at home or even allowing us to work together. Each day he looks toward me with that glance, hoping I would confirm the obvious, but unfortunately he’s used to my blank stare meaning “not yet”.  The day we spent too much time in the shower, we passed each other in the hall, Kevin had the biggest smile and I gave him the “almost” look. One day during a break at work Kevin implied jokingly, “You know when you fall off the horse you need to get back up” and I looked at him in horror, but Devin looked at him saying “you know you’re right”. Kevin looked at us both and gave us a thumbs up, Kevin was becoming a true friend.

We are only a few weeks from Christmas now and Dave and Josh will be here visiting Dave’s parents for their 3rd annual Holiday together. I called them and insisted they come stay at the farm with us, as we had my parent’s room and bed still vacant, and I told jokingly them, it misses them, after their long drawn out summer visit helping me. They were hesitant, thinking we’d be stealing family time from Dave’s parents, but I assured them their sleeping arrangements in Dave’s house were quite cramped especially with that small squeaky bed. Ultimately they agreed. I was so pumped, and I also thought it may be helpful at this point to have some other people around during the holidays, as Devin was estranged from his family after his dad threw him out. And I don’t really know much about Kevin’s other than he will be spending his time here.

Devin was tired and had gone to bed before I was done on the phone with Dave and Josh, so I killed the lights, did my usual walk around, and headed up to bed. Oddly the lights were out in the bedroom, as we always left a light on till the other came in, or even the TV, but it was weirdly quiet and dark. I undressed in the dark put on my sleep pants and a clean T, climbed under the covers, reached over to pull myself closer to Devin and noticed he had no shirt on tonight. I continued to slide my hand down and he was naked, full onslaught Butt naked. My Dick instinctively in anticipation, jumped to attention poking him in his butt cheek. He allowed my hand to slide down and massage his already hardened dick and balls, as he twisted around kissing me, then progressed under the cover, as he worked his way down my chest. My God my dick was throbbing as it bounced all on its own up and down until he stopped the involuntary motion with his mouth. He wrapped his lips around its head and began engulfing me in the sexual feelings I had missed so much. Sure we had some minor fun foreplay before, but he was like really into it tonight. He hasn’t blown me in over 2 months now and this moment was wonderful. He squiggled himself around, further kicking me in the head as he bent his knees around the headboard maneuvering his dick to within inches of my face. I reached over and touched it, it was smooth and warm, as I moved in closer and smelled the scents I missed, my tongue glanced over the smooth skin slowly and I waited for rejection or permission to continue.  Nothing was said, and I continued to lick and suck my way down to his balls . I didn’t realize as I got into it more, but I began to touch his ass and slightly spread his cheeks. He jerked away quickly and I realized what I had done. Thinking he was done, and the mood killed, I began to stop all action, but he continued to take me deeper as he played with my balls and worked his finger into my ass crack. I went back to sucking him off to his approval moans. It didn’t take long when his sperm was firing deep into my throat in spasms that could only rival mine as I began filling his mouth with my goo, he made it a point to save it up by not swallowing, and spreading all up and down my shaft and balls, as he then spent the time to re-gather it all by licking it all back off before squiggling back up to me from under the blanket to share my cum in a kiss. Once our mouths were clear he said “Thank You, Thank You, for being so patient with me, Boy did I miss that”, then he said “I’m sorry, but I can’t let you fuck me yet”, but assured me he would get there. Then he said “anyway its time you learned how to bottom for me.” This was a thought that scared me, as I really didn’t want to do that, but secretly, because of our situation, I told him “I’d be willing to try” only not tonight. Previously he had only rimmed me and fingered my ass and only tried a small slight penetration once, but I was convinced I was a top, and would always be a top, but tonight I resigned to the fact it was going to happen, and probably soon. The next day Kevin caught me coming from the bathroom and we smiled at each other as if to say were back, somehow he knew, and he said “gotta get back on that horse,” LOL. Just then Devin came out of the room and asked what was so funny, we just brushed it off and changed the subject, as the two of them both ran to the bathroom to see who would get there first. Devin lost, and he used it as an excuse to pull me back into the room, where he dry humped me on the bed till Kevin was done, Damn it I said “You gonna leave me hanging like this?” he replied “check your watch, were late, work is work, play is play and we should be working”.

Later that day my banker, the town Realtor, and a Black limo pulled up into the drive. Normally I wouldn’t be concerned but they were bringing guests and without calling or notice. As I walked toward the house all dirty and bundled in my coat and leather gloves, a light snow began to fall. My banker and realtor walked toward the Limo where 2 over well dressed guys got out. I pointed toward the house and they went in as Maryann greeted them, offered them coffee and the 5 of us sat around the kitchen table. Now I was scared and concerned, as Maryann walked back to her office. My banker noticed my looks as I continued to be puzzled, and he explained that he was sorry for the intrusion and lack of notice but the realtor was dealing with these guys this morning, and he came over to ask my opinion, and they decided to come out and ask yours. They said “Now don’t feel obligated to answer today, but please consider their proposal”.

They are looking for a barn to house some though breads, old, newborn, studs or potential sale stock, but it had to be new and modern up to date facility. The realtor immediately thought of your new barn. You see they need at least 4 to 6 stalls, they’d need to be walled off from the rest, and the toughest part is they would need 2 apartments for full time caretakers. So they thought with a slight design change we could add a block wall on the far end and convert the loft over the top of the stalls into 2 apartments, some scheduling coordination, and to keep them away from the other horses and a separate coral as well as a small exercise and practice track. I rolled my eyes at the additional preliminary costs that they had already and presented them to me in a neat little binder. It would involve part of the new barn and some of the Kurtz dude ranch property going to other uses than we planned for, and I said man I’d really need to talk to my lawyers and the boys. The banker said of course, and we would need additional town board approval of the modifications and adding of residences.

They fully agreed but not before showing me another binder indicating the potential income I could draw from it. Number one we would get 4 times the money for each stall (yes each stall) occupied or not than what I’m currently getting from my stall renters. They would also pay me rent and furnish the apartments, which would be 2 more very good incomes from negligible minimal lost loft space, heck we could build a shed to make up the difference. Then they would also provide all vets and food for their own horses and their 2 to 4 on site live in workers would take all the care, we would only be required to help if they asked for it but that would only be in an emergency. I looked at the total money they were offering and really couldn’t see any downside. They asked me to think it over, discuss it and get back to them, as they stood up and shook my hand and hoped we could work this out. My banker shook my hand as he shook his head, basically whispering you’d better go for this under his breath.

I talked it over with the boys and surprisingly they didn’t see any downside, and immediately began thinking and talking about reconfiguring the hay fields and dude ranch property in their minds, I called the lawyers and set up a meeting later in the week

Later that week I met with my lawyers, where they too didn’t see a downside except for a drawn up lease agreement, along with a business contract between us, putting a minimum of 10 years on it, with an option to extend, and both parties need to carry extra insurance with minimums to be spelled out. As I got up I said “so we’re doing this?” and they replied, “Hell yeah”, and fully supported the idea. I went back to the house and informed the boys about the meeting and told them this is their chance to back out now as I’d be calling the bank and realty company in the morning, so think hard on this and what we’d be taking on tonight. They both looked at me in question, saying “it’s your Farm/ Ranch and your money, were just the hired help”. I looked back at them, feeling dejected a bit, and said that “I look at you guys as friends and partners, and as soon as I can afford to I fully want to cut you in on any profits, then repeated if there are profits. As I am so concerned with my money and cash flow that my banker keeps telling me not to worry about. Later I spoke to Devin privately and told him that for all practical purposes he was already my partner and I planned on more than just profits for him. He acknowledged that and said he’s just happy with the Dude ranch partnership and I didn’t have to include him in the family farm, But I insisted. He said just like you told us, you need to think about that as he hugged me, and at that moment I was never as sure.