The Voyage Of Stevie

The night with Pavel was fun and he leaves at about 6:30 so that he can go back to his hotel and check out before heading back to Bridgeport. I have a quick shower just to freshen up before heading up towards the main gym at the resort where Malik is sitting in the lobby with a stunned look on his face as I head over.

 “Hey man, you look like you’ve just seen a ghost,” Malik says as I sit down next to him as Malik is almost shaking as I don’t know what is going on but I can see that it’s serious by his reaction. “I was walking into the back room and he was here… here in Serenity Bay” I feel like I’m missing something but I just nod along.

Malik is in a state right now as I put my arm around him “Who was here man? You’re Dad?” I ask dumbly as Malik shakes his head. “He had different hair and looked different but he winked at me and I know that it was him, Stevie,” he says to me as I try to work out who the hell he could mean.

“Sorry, but I don’t know who you could be meaning right now” totally confused about who he could mean when he looks at me “Will… Will was here, I know it was him even though he had long blonde hair”.

My stomach drops when he says that quickly realising that it must’ve been the guy that I spent the night with “Black and Pink T-Shirt?” I say as Malik nods and I rub my face with my hands and just let out a massive sigh. “What happened?” he says to me as I feel really stupid now thinking that this guy was too good to be true

“Pretty sure if it’s the same guy we are talking about… we spent the night together,” I say as Malik pats me on the back because I feel so stupid right now that I was blinded by the charm and looks when this was the piece of shit that ruined my best friends life. “I didn’t know… he told me his name was…” Malik stops me as I’m feeling really bad right now.

“Why are you upset, Stevie? We don’t even know whether it was him and you didn’t know so why are you angry” he says to me as I know that I shouldn’t but now I feel disappointed that it happened and disappointed in myself for feeling so gullible even though nothing happened.

Malik puts his hands on my shoulders “Don’t be angry at yourself Stevie, you weren’t to know” he repeats as I nod but inside me, it’s hurting me and just adds to a whole heap of questionable judgments I’ve made lately. “It’s not so much that, it just makes my decision-making lately has been so dodgy,” I say as Malik shakes his head.

“No, it hasn’t, you’ve put yourself into the right place everybody knows that but it’s all just down to you being young and wanting to be like everyone around you,” Malik says to me with the advice that I would always give him.

I nod knowing that he’s right and that I shouldn’t worry about anything but right now it’s hard not to worry, Malik tells me he has to get back to work with the rush of people checking out as I head into the gym.

Getting in a hard and exhausting workout in was what I need to channel all my energy and thoughts into focussing on the workout and leaving everything as a distraction for a while which is good. I head back and have a shower before heading back up to the main resort to get some breakfast.

Sitting down and waiting for Coffee, I check my phone for the first time since last night and other than the usual messages it’s all calm and clear for a change which makes me smile because maybe Malik was right that I’m overthinking things. I scroll through social media looking at Twitter and see that Kierra Lang has reappeared for filming on the TV Show after claiming it was illness and that she is back to work fully fit but still won’t talk about the Instagram post

Maybe everything is working out for the best but until then I’m just going to have to wait and see what happens with everything that is going on because I have absolutely no idea how it could all play out.

While I'm sitting down at breakfast, I move to looking at Instagram where Zak is back posting photos that turn me on as I sit there and realise how amazing that he really is when I look at that body and his smile. Zak would make the most amazing boyfriend and now that I have the opportunity to go public, I’ve totally lost that opportunity. Telling myself to stop lusting over Zak that way is hard because I know there is still something there between us. After all, if there wasn’t we wouldn’t be talking every day and he wouldn’t still let me fuck him like I do.

Scrolling through, there’s a post that Antonio put up telling everybody how much he loves Zak which is adorable but at the same time, it just hurts so damn much because it could’ve been me there with Zak if I wasn’t so stupid.

After finishing breakfast, I need to work on the speech again for the cruise launch which comes after I get back from visiting my grandparents which I don’t know if things are going to be the same after that visit despite them being pretty open-minded. Taking a wander along the beach, I still realise that the cruise ship needs a name and when I think about what I need to say I quickly come up with a big idea because this is my first truly big moment as the face of the company.

After walking along the beach, I put ESPN on and just watch some NBA for a while whilst I keep working on my idea and speech hoping that it gets the approval of everyone. Despite my feelings this morning, I think that this escape has been good because I haven’t had the pressures of everyone around me nagging at me about everything especially Markus because I’m able to do everything that I want to right now.

I head back to the villa and work on my plans for the resort that I want to make and I think that I’ve started to get the right idea and maybe start presenting it to my grandfather as well. The next few hours are just spent as some personal time heading up to the health centre up in the resort and getting a full body massage and skin treatment which relaxes me and takes up a few hours of my time before going for a swim.

Hanging around the pool, Malik is cleaning up rubbish and it’s the first chance that I get to talk to him since this morning where we were both feeling weird. “What’s up stranger?” I say as I get to the edge of the pool and Malik takes a good look at my ripped body which has the sun shining off it right now as my pecs stick out significantly.

“My eyes are up here,” I say as he shakes his head and laughs at me as he puts some rubbish in the bin “Just in the last hour of the most brutal shift ever,” he says as I nod trying to understand although I never would be able to. “You seem much better than this morning?” I nod as he says that to me because honestly, I am feeling so much better.

“Yeah, I am, I just took some time thinking about how everything could go with my grandparents and then just focused on work for a while trying to catch up on writing my part for different reports and reading over everything before coming up with the name for the Cruise Ship and then deciding on what I want to say there” I go through the details with Malik who nods along but I’m quite sure that it’s just all sailing over his head right now without understanding it.

Malik and I talk for a while about general things again while he looks like he is doing work but instead is just talking to me about things. “What are you planning for the rest of your stay here?” he asks as I shrug not really sure about what I want to do in all honesty because going out went so well last night that I slept with one of my closest friends ex without knowing especially with everything that happened between them.

Sitting in the pool, I order a cocktail and just enjoy the water right now as people from so many different walks of life are wandering around it’s nice to know that nearly all of the people don’t know who I am so I just slide under the radar. That night I just decide to stay in because I don’t want to risk anything more before having to go over to Europe to visit my grandfather in a few days to talk to him about the biggest thing in my life.

The next few days are an absolute blur of work and meetings after heading home from the resort where I have actually to get more work done in these 3 days being away from Bridgeport than what I have at home. It has actually made me understand why my grandfather moved to Switzerland when he did where you’re out of the high-pressure environment and can do what you need to whilst spending enough time for yourself.

Getting home, all the focus seems to be off me for a while with a whole different celebrity scandal taking the front page of the news which is a bit of a relief. Heading up to the penthouse, I look around and wonder if this is really the space that I want these days because the time away from here was really good and I got so much work done.

My bags are brought up from the car and I unpack them putting them away and just heading up to the pool so that I can have a beer and relax right now. I bring my phone up to the pool and just sit there as it rings and I answer it.

Me: “Hey Zakky”

Zak: “Someone is in a good mood, how was the trip away?”

Me: “It was really good, got me back into the right frame of mind for a lot of things both work and personal related; Speaking of which, do you want to come up to the pool for some drinks and you can bring Antonio if he’s around”

Zak: “Yeah alright, you know that I can’t say no to that view up on the building… of the city and I’ll see if Antonio wants to come”

Me: “Yeah no problems, you know how to get up here don’t you?”

Zak: “Of course I do”      

I’m only in the pool for about 15 minutes when Zak comes through wearing a pair of pink board shorts that are tight to his legs and I love how he looks today freshly shaven on his chest as he grabs a beer out of the fridge and jumps in the pool with me.

“So, you said that you made you get into the frame of mind that you wanted for a lot of things so what does that mean?” he asks as I have a smile on my face. “Well, I took everything you and Brax have said to me plus it turns out that I have an old friend that was working down at the resort and he was saying the same sort of thing that you two did so I made a big decision and rang my grandfather and heading back over to talk to him and tell him,” I say as Zak comes over and hugs me tight which I hug him back.

“That’s about time you did that and I’m proud of you for having the guts to do it,” he says as he lets go of me and I wish I could kiss him right now as he pulls away and leans back on the edge of the pool enjoying the drink.

Looking at Zak’s amazing chest I have so many urges to touch it right now “Where’s Antonio?” I ask as Zak gives me a curious look about why I want to know. “I did invite both of you around remember?” he nods as I ask which is just an innocent question with no intentions to do anything more this afternoon as much as I would be wanting to.

“Oh he is down doing a photo shoot at the gym but he said he might come in a bit after,” he says as I nod and just talk things with Zak right now. “There is something else that I want to talk to you about,” I say as he has a quizzical look on his face wondering what more there could be.

I smile at him “This is business and pleasure related because I’ve decided to also propose the idea of the Islands about making it a gay resort where guys can just take a break, explore themselves and everything but I want to make it under a new brand that specialises in this sort of thing” I say as Zak likes the idea a lot which is good because I want to use his support on it.

“That sounds really awesome, would just make a big difference to so many people and just lets them be themselves, I’d love to get involved in it and I know what Antonio would be really into helping out too because he has talked about an idea like this” Zak says with a big smile on his face which is good because I’ve wanted him to help out with this.

“That’s good because I was going to ask if you wanted to be involved in it and your experience a part of the brand,” I say as he smiles and tells me how much of a good idea this is. I feel really invigorated and hope that this is going to be a plan that works as it is something that I haven’t done with the business yet is start a new brand or product.

“Of course, I will help you as long as Antonio gets a position to help because he has experience with those sorts of places too,” he says as I nod which is totally fine because I want to have a whole team of us working on it to make it a special place.

Zak and I sit in the pool together which brings back memories for both of us “Remember the night where we got locked out of our apartment on that trip to Hawaii with the private pool” Zak says as I smile and remember about that night. “Well, we had fun that night and gave everyone a show when you were leaning over the balcony, cock swinging as I nailed you hard,” I say as we both smile and it confirms to me in my head that Zak still has the same feelings.

Getting out of the pool to grab some more drinks, Antonio comes up to the rooftop “Hey bro, Zak’s in the pool, what do you want to drink?” I say as the 6’2 muscled god comes up and takes his shirt off showing his ripped smooth body.

“Just coke man,” he says as I give him a thumbs up and turn around to see him strip into a pair of speedos that he put on underneath as I grab the drinks and head back to see Antonio cuddled up to Zak in the pool which conflicts my emotions because it makes me happy that Zak is happy but then disappointed in that the person I have the most feelings for, is never going to be mine.

I come back with some more drinks as Zak looks at me “Tell Ant about the plan” he says as I smile and go through the details of what I want to do again which makes him excited to be working on the plan with me but I know that it will be slow going. The three of us have a good night and Ant makes a joke about the three of us having a threesome which would make me so excited right now because I could be fucking Zak at the same time as he is fucking Antonio would be amazing.

I don’t want to let on that I’m keen but with a few drinks going through me I’m quickly pushing Zak out of the way and sliding into Antonio who smiles and laughs at me. “Yeah, you’d actually be keen on that? Guess that gives you a chance of fucking with Zak again” he says to me as I laugh nervously wondering what he means.

“What do you mean by that?” I ask as Antonio just laughs at me even asking “Come on, I know you two were a thing because it doesn’t take much to work out that when Zak talks about his ex and him being in different places he means you” he says as I feel worried about coming between them for the first time. “I’m not worried, you two are just friends now and your friendship is too strong to ruin the relationship,” he says as I chuckle nervously and agree as Zak does as well.

“This doesn’t mean I wouldn’t ever say no to a threesome,” Antonio says as I laugh hard and Zak now looks nervous as hell about everything in this conversation “We all know that I don’t have the biggest cock in the world and am a pure bottom and I know that a dildo doesn’t always do it for Zak… so maybe”.

This afternoon has taken a turn to a point where nobody expected but right now there is this weird situation whether we were joking or not about this whole having a threesome discussion. We don’t talk about it for a while as we sit there and talk about everything before finally, Zak is the one to bring up the threesome again as we sit there “Where would we have that threesome?” he says as I look across to Antonio who just has a smile right now.

Antonio reaches down into the water and pulls off his speedos and sits up on the edge of the pool with a smile on his face “How about now?” Zak swims over and starts to suck on his cock as I feel a bit awkward at first but Antonio pulls me over and starts to kiss me deeply which is nice and I can see why Zak is so infatuated with Antonio.

The kiss goes on forever as our tongues wrestle at the same time as Zak continues to suck on his fiances cock before we swap positions as I start to swirl my head on the full 6 inches of Antonio’s hard cock right now. My tongue going down and around as everybody is moaning loudly right now as we get out of the pool and head inside to my bedroom.

Zak is now laying flat on the bed as I climb over the top of him and make out with him, kissing him just feels so natural and I can feel the passion that we have for each other coming out as our tongues wrestle and I can feel him moaning into my mouth. Antonio is now down sucking Zak’s cock as he jerks mine at the same time before he tells me to lay next to Zak so that he can suck on both our cocks while we make out.

I have my eyes closed as Antonio continues to swap between sucking on my cock and Zak’s cock as both of us are moaning loudly right now as I run my hand over Zak’s chest as I feel up his muscles playing with his nipples right now. Moaning loudly, all three of us are in a sense of pure pleasure as Zak has the ability to be with Antonio who he loves so much and then still be with me who I think he still has feelings for right now.

The passion that Antonio has for Zak is obvious but right now I can feel the same passion from Ant as he continues to suck my cock deeply, deep throating it as my cock spurts out a small bit of cum as he sucks it up as Zak and I continue to make out deeply. Eventually, Zak climbs over my cock and starts sucking on it knowing how I like it with his tongue running over my balls right now in a way that only he knows how to do it as he runs his tongue around each of my balls as Ant is sucking on Zak’s cock.

I don’t know how long we are spending sucking on each other but I can feel my sack filled with cum and I’m trying to control myself from blowing a massive load right now. Laying there, Ant starts to lift my legs up and starts to rim my hole as his tongue starts playing with my hole which makes me moan so loudly. Zak is rimming Ant’s hole right now and the moans are filling the room as I jerk my cock with so much cum building up right now that I’m leaking pre cum everywhere that I just want to blow my load.

Zak takes over rimming me as I feel his finger going into my hole as I close my eyes because it’s been so long since Zak has fucked me because every time we’ve fucked behind Ant’s back it’s always been me fucking his tight hole. Pushing a finger in before expanding, I’m not begging to be fucked and Ant nods at Zak who pushes his 8-inch cock deep into my tight hole as I moan in total pleasure feeling this piece of meat essentially returning home to my hole.

Zak doesn’t bother starting slowly as he starts pushing his cock down my hole as he and Ant are just dominating me now as I feel Ant holding me down as he and Zak are making out as my frame is no match for the two studs making out. Pounding me hard, I moan loudly as a wet spot is forming on my bed as my cum is starting to leak profusely out of my cock as Zak is just dominating me like when we first got together.

Eventually, he pulls out and Ant climbs on the bed with his hole in the air as Zak starts to push his cock into Ant’s ass before getting into the position where I can start to dominate his hole. The three of us are all inter-connected right now with Ant getting fucked by Zak who in turn is getting his hole used by my cock.

The power rippling through our bodies is so much right now as I start to pound on Zak’s prostate as he drills into Antonio’s hole which makes Ant moan so loudly right now. I’ve never had a threesome before but if they’re always like this I’m going to keep having more of them because the feeling of fucking someone at the same time as they are fucking is amazing. I start to feel my cum leaking into Zak’s hole and he nods that he wants me to blow a load into his ass as he fills up Ant’s hole with cum as well filling each other out.

Zak and I change positions with Ant wanting the feeling of my cock going into his hole as I start to fuck him hard as now Zak is pushing into my tight hole to fill it with his cum as I start blowing another load down Ant’s already cum-filled ass right now as we are all just in such a horned up mode trying to outdo each other.

Eventually, our energy levels fall flat and we all just fall to the bed swapping kisses now between us as we’re cuddled up altogether just laying there naked, close enough to 300kg of muscle totally exhausted after the sexual passion between us. The thought of it being weird talking about the three of us having a threesome was quickly wiped away by the fact that we did it and all of us are glad that we’ve done and Ant is actually glad that he got to feel what Zak used to get from me when I thought he would be totally weird about it.

Ant goes and uses the shower as Zak kisses me and looks at me with a smile “You enjoyed that didn’t you” he says still making out with me like the old days right now as he lets Ant use the shower in the main bathroom. I nod “Yeah I did but wow you were like a beast that I’ve rarely ever seen getting so physical with both Antonio and me,” I say as he smiles and rubs my cock, licking up the last little bits of cum.

“I know, I never was a fan of threesomes but wow with my two amazing boys how could I be anything but excited and passionate right now because how good is Ant’s hole and then being able to remember the old days of when we were together,” he says with a smile before getting up to shower with Antonio.

This whole situation was amazing but as I lay there thinking about it, it’s probably going to complicate things a lot more than they already were because Zak pretty much just admitted that he still has the same feelings for me right now. I’m still laying there trying to get my energy back to get up as Ant comes up from the shower and now he has to have some personal time with me. “I hope that this doesn’t make everything too weird between you and Zak again because I know how close you two are but I couldn’t say no because Stevie, you are such a damn stud,” Ant says as we are cuddled in together and he is kissing me which makes me feel weird because there is so much passion in the kiss.

Antonio isn’t what you’d call a porn star but he does do plenty of OnlyFans work which means that Zak and he have a somewhat open relationship but really, it’s just that Ant is allowed to fuck on camera but off-camera they are pretty exclusive to one another and I know that they love each other so much. The two boys get dressed and tell me that they want to have an ordinary catch-up after I’ve been to visit my grandfather and whether I get the approval on the project which they seem to think is just a green light to do it when I’m not as confident.

I get up and take a shower and just put on a pair of shorts as I order some dinner to come up from the restaurant which is just a Caesar Salad tonight and I listen to a Podcast and sit out on the enclosed balcony just playing a game on my computer.

Finishing playing the game, the past few days have been the least stressful that I have had in such a long time as I start to write the email proposal for the name of the cruise ship which I hope will go down well and my grandfather finds as an acceptable tribute to the legacy and significance that he has.

Sitting out looking at the view over the city, I sit there thinking about how amazing a few days can be I’ve gone from feeling so nervous and thinking that my life is going to come crashing down to having so much confidence that everything is about to work itself out in the next few days.