The Voyage Of Stevie

“Tonight’s top story TV Star Kierra Lang has failed to show up for filming on the set of The Diary just days after posting a now deleted cryptic Instagram post,” the so-called breaking news says across the program which makes me throw my head back and let out a sigh because instead of things getting easier they are only going to get harder.

Even though I know that I’ve done nothing wrong and my grandparents have full trust in me it’s not going to stop the rumours and innuendo that are circulating now across the gossip pages and social media. As I sit there my phone rings and without even looking at my phone I know that it’s Markus on the other end of the line.

Me: “Yes Markus, I’ve seen the news and no I am not doing it”

Markus: “But Stevie, this is doing more damage to your name and the brand which could be irreversible in the long term whether it’s true or not true”

Me: “My private life is my private life, what I do is my own business, yes I was friends with Kierra but that’s all it was and there is nothing in my actions or life that I have done to hurt her. She knew my situation and agreed that we were nothing more than friends”

Markus: “Yes but just because you see it that way and it might be the way it happened doesn’t mean that’s what the optics of the situation are and you know how important the situation looks”

Me: “I have done nothing wrong, Markus, there is nothing that I can say or do that makes anything better, Kierra was filming out at Chelmsford house and around there; I’ve spent the past ten days travelling around Europe and then I was in Newport and Eaglevale with not a single trip close there”

Markus: “Ah…” 

When I hear Markus go ah like that I quickly realise that he thinks that I know more than I’m letting on when really all I’ve done is be an innocent victim that has been drawn into some supposed scandal that has been blown completely out of proportion.

Me: “What was that ah supposed to mean? You knew where I was over the past two weeks where I spent it travelling around Europe visiting projects and our resorts for the week non-stop and then spending time with my grandparents… Do you think I have something to do with all this?”

Markus: “No of course not, but just with everything going on and you wanting to stay silent I thought maybe there was something more that you knew of the situation”

Me: “Of course I don’t, Kierra was a friend that I met one night and we just got talking and hung out, she knows I’m gay and that there was nothing more than just our friendship and that she had somebody else”

Markus: “Ok, well I mean from a PR standpoint this isn’t the greatest look to stay silent and I think coming out might be the best thing publicly because you will be able to dispel all the rumours pretty quickly and won’t have to continue this hiding”

I humour Markus and tell him that I will think about what he said but at the end of the day, I need my grandparents to know first before telling everyone because this is a big deal and I don’t want them to hear anything until I’ve told them first. The whole debate of whether I should be coming out or not is totally ridiculous because I should have the confidence to do it, I’m confident about everything in my life but the fact that I’m not 100% certain about how my grandparents will react is why I’ve never done anything.

Deep down, I know that they will be ok with the fact that I’m gay but it’s the fact that nobody ever knows how anybody will react when you come out because I know people who have been shunned. I sit there thinking about how everything could possibly go if I told my grandparents. One of the biggest factors that worries me is that being an only child, my grandparents will be disappointed that there is nobody to continue the family line and although I want kids, it’s not something that I can ever guarantee for them.

My mind is a mess right now because there is so much going on and for once I can’t just tell someone to take care of it for me because it’s all out of my control about how things can go. I can’t switch my mind off from thinking about what is going on and head back down to the gym.

Heading back into the gym, Brax is still there in the office doing stuff as I walk in there with my bag over my shoulder “Uh oh… twice in one day, something’s bothering you” he says as I just roll my eyes and sit down in the office.

“Just everything going on, I knew that everything was gonna be tough being so young and taking on a role like this but I knew I could handle it but I didn’t think that it was going to be something like this that put everything in jeopardy,” I say as he nods and looks at me. “Yeah, I know, but you can handle this, you’re practically running a global empire and you’re 24,” Brax says to me reassuring me about everything.

 Sitting there I sigh as I know he’s right but it doesn’t make anything easier “Zak said the same thing to me the last couple of days and the other morning we were in… chilling together” I say changing my words as Brax looks at me. “Oh god please tell me you didn’t go there again Stevie,” Brax says almost like a big brother disappointed in me for going back repeatedly to Zak.

“Come on Stevie, you know that Zak is going to marry Antonio, you’re his best friend you can’t do this to him,” he says to me as I throw my head back and let out a sigh. “I know that and I don’t want to be that bitch but like there was just so much passion between me and Zak and I always feel it when we are together,” I say almost trying to convince myself that there is something still there between us when really, it’s just sex.

Brax walks over to me “Don’t ruin what you have with Zak, the fact that you two were sort of together is one thing, but you two are best friends and not many people can stay best friends with someone they dated and be close with their new boyfriend or girlfriend either” he says as I know that he is right about this.

“Yeah, I know but the point is that if there was something there, to begin with then it still must be there” still trying to prove to myself that I am right about going with Zak again. “You might be right about the fact that Zak might hold something for you but that’s in the past and you had the chance to be with him all that time ago but if you do go after him and he doesn’t want then you’re not just ruining something for him… you’re potentially ending your friendship with your closest friend”.

Brax has always been like a big brother to me, not having any siblings is tough and although Brax is 35, we hit it off instantly when we first met each other and he’s like the brother I never had. “I’ve gotta get home because I’m late for date night with Sophie,” he says as I head back out to the still-packed gym and just get in another workout.

Heading back to the penthouse, my phone is still lighting up with messages and people wanting answers from me about what is going on with Kierra which I know absolutely nothing about and don’t want anything to do with. I send Markus a message

“Markus, I’m not going to say anything about my sexuality but just do what you can without dragging me into this alright, say that it was a friendship at most… that’s it”

Starting to get frustrated, I realise that I need to get away for a little while and just think about how I’m going to deal with the grandparent factor. I look at my diary and see that I have nothing on my schedule that needs to be looked after urgently for a while and decide that I just need to get some space for myself.

I know it’s late but I ring the company that looks after our private jets and then contact my assistant Evie

“Evie, it’s me sorry it’s late but can you rearrange the meetings tomorrow and Friday until early next week, I’ve got some personal things that I need to take care of and can you tell me which of our villas is free until Sunday,” I ask knowing how selfish it is of me to take a vacation like this when the rest of our staff can’t just get on a plane and go away for a break when things get tough.

Evie tells me that she will get back to me shortly and knowing her she will because she is the most amazing assistant ever, she forwards me what’s available as I look through the list and decide to go down to Serenity Bay where we have a villa that whilst isn’t exclusive to gay people, it’s not far from one of the biggest tourist drawcards.

The next morning, I head down to the gym where I get in a pretty hard workout just trying to ignore everything around me as I keep working out as I totally forget about everything for a few minutes.  Working on my legs is always something that I love compared to most people as I keep working them out as I show off my thighs with shorts that are probably shorter than they need to be but I’m a total show-off in the gym.

I always love using the gym especially to check out some of the hottest guys from around town as I sit there and just relax watching some of the guys coming in that I know by their faces and some of them like the six-foot-two power of muscle with the most amazing long brown hair. I can’t tell you his name but I can tell you that he has an ass that is one of the finest things that I’ve ever seen or fucked.

We were both at a bar in the city one night and I don’t even know the occasion why we were there but we just got talking. Sitting there, I look at him trying to figure out how we even got to the point that we did but after a few drinks I’m usually pretty easy to get into bed and I’m pretty charming which is probably why Zak has such a hard time saying no to me.

Trying to think about where that guy and I fucked, I think back to the Empire Bar one night where there was a DJ and we just got chatting when we recognised each other from around the city and drinks. A few hours later and we were back at my smaller flat then where we just started to make out.

Making out, he uses his massive frame to dominate over the top of me as I feel how soft and silky his skin was with his amazingly ripped body. Dominating over the top of me, he continues to push himself over me stripping my clothes off as he got naked with his muscled body overshadowing the fact that he didn’t have the world’s biggest cock.

Even though his cock was probably only about 5 inches hard, his strength and muscles made it worthwhile as he climbed over the top of me and pinned me to the bed as he continued to push deep into my throat. Sucking his cock, it’s an amazing piece of uncut meat despite the size and he pins my head down and just fucks my mouth so hard.

He controls my face with his cock as I feel it leaking down my throat as he keeps fucking my mouth strongly with me unable to move under the size of his muscles and just how he has me pinned down. Although he doesn’t have the biggest cock, he definitely knows how to use it as he fucks my throat with cock leaking down his throat.

Flipping me over, I’m now on top of this stud with our leaking cocks rubbing against each other as we just lay on my bed making out. I turn myself around so that my head goes down towards his hard cock as I start to feed him my cock. We 69 for what seems to be forever as both our cocks go in and each other’s mouths before he starts begging me to fuck his hole.

This muscle stud is so dominant and forceful in everything in life but once in the bedroom, he’s such a submissive bitch. I pull him onto the bed, so this stud cannot escape and his ass in the air with his smooth pink hole on show for me begging for a cock.

I slide my hard piece of meat into the tight hole as he groans because being so muscular and strong, he struggles to deal with the hard cock going into his hole. Pushing in, I go balls deep with my shaft and he moans loudly as I go in all the way. Letting him adjust to my cock, I press up to his prostate with the tip of my cock as he lets out a really strong moan right now.

Starting slowly, I just allow him to get used to the size in his tight hole before I start to pick up the speed as he moans loudly gripping the pillows on my bed. Being able to dominate someone so much bigger in size than me is just amazing as I repeatedly start ramming his prostate hard fucking him over and over again as we continue to fuck.

Fucking him hard, I grab his long hair and pull his head back as I continue to pound his tight hole slapping his ass as I continue to keep fucking him hard pummelling his prostate and having this muscle beast just laying there begging for me to go harder.

I pick up my speed and my balls slap as he is begging me to keep going harder and I do that trying to make this as hard as he ever feels and I continue to pull his hair back as he starts blowing his load hands-free as he wants me to fill his hole with my hot load of cum. I keep fucking as his tight hole milks my cock until I start blowing a load through his hot muscled ass.

Despite blowing my load, he continues to beg me to pound him telling me that this is the most amazing feeling that he has ever felt as I drive my cock and the cum deep up inside his hole. Fucking him hard, I blow a second load of cum deep into his hole as I continue to hit his prostate hard and he blows a second load as I keep fucking him.

Thinking about that night is so hot and I realise that I quickly need to head up to the penthouse because I’ve got a raging erection and shorts don’t do much to cover it up. Getting upstairs, I take my shorts off and moan as my jock has a wet spot on it as the pre-cum is leaking off my cock right now.

I get onto the bed and connected some porn to my TV in the bedroom and just start playing it with two college jocks getting into their action in the dorm room. Closing my eyes, I start to thrust my cock in my hand as I jerk it hard picturing my cock going up into a hot smooth ass right now.

Pushing up deep inside, I don’t picture a face but I can keep picturing a firm muscled ass and just hearing the voice wanting me to fuck it turns me on so much right now. I keep my eyes closed as the porn plays on the TV screen and now I imagine this college stud (who is just a random porn star for the movie) and think about how he is the one begging me for his cock.

I feel myself fucking against my hand moaning loudly, so at the moment that I’ve missed the call to tell me that the car is here to take me down to the airport and I still haven’t packed my back yet for the next few days. Still laying there jerking, I am just so much in the zone right now that I can only focus on trying to blow this big load that I can feel coming out of my cock.

Keeping my eyes closed, I start to think about Zak and how much I want him so badly just letting me fuck his tight hole repeatedly and now just wanting him so badly that I know it’s wrong but oh so right fantasising about him. Watching the porn again, I start blowing my load up over my abs and on my face which feels so good to let out that load of cum that was built up in my balls.

I realise my phone has rung a few times as I quickly respond “Sorry, was on a business call and just need to be about 20 minutes” I say as everyone is a touch frustrated but with no timetables it doesn’t matter when I leave as long as I’m there tonight.

Packing a bag quickly, I don’t really need much but just cover all bases with a couple of pairs of underwear, mostly jocks with a few pairs of shorts and shirts and that’s about it because I don’t really want to leave the villa this weekend. I shower and then head down to catch the ride down to the airport “Sorry, I had a business call that ran long” I say as the driver who is just some grumpy random that the company that we contract out to provides.

Getting to the airport, I jump on the plane almost instantly as we head down to Serenity Bay landing at the airport which is another 35 minutes away from the town and we head to the villa where I get out of the car to the most amazing view of the resort sitting on the bay with crystal blue waters and white sandy beaches.

I grab my small bag when I walk in and see a surprising face at the counter “Malik? I thought you were still in Thailand” I say as he comes around the counter and hugs me as we’re both surprised to see each other because we were so close and it surprises me that he didn’t tell me that he had moved.

“I’ve only just moved down here, what are you doing here?” he says to me as I smile “I’ve come down for a few days to take a break because it’s been work work work,” I say as I realise he probably hasn’t heard any of the drama lately being down here because Malik likes to live in a world where he is oblivious of everything going on because that’s the type of guy that he is just wanting to escape the real world because he had such a bad time growing up.

We stand there talking for a minute “MALIK… get back to work, we’ve got that fucking corporate VIP shithead coming and if something’s wrong we know that c**t will be here shortly” this person who must be the manager speaks to Malik quite rudely and I just smirk because I know that he is referring to me but at the same point I’m only booked in as a corporate visitor because you get a more genuine sense of how they react especially when you’re dressed casually.

Malik goes back to the desk next to the one where I check in “Good afternoon sir, Welcome to Coralview Resort, A Platinum group resort; How may I assist you this afternoon?” the young lady full of energy says to me as the manager stands behind her monitoring over her shoulder.

“I’m here to check into the Private Villa out on Stratham Cove,” I say as the manager looks stunned and then looks at me before stepping in. “Sorry sir, but that is a private and exclusive villa that is already rented out by someone but we might have some rooms… what’s the name so I can see where you are?” he says as I smirk and shake my head.

“Stevie Mikovits,” I say as he types my name into the computer as the surname quickly rings some bells. “Mikovits? As in?” he says as I nod “Yep, vice-president and COO of Platinum Voyages and Resorts” I say almost boastfully as he realises that I heard everything. “Oh, I’m totally sorry about what…” I put my hand up to him because I don’t want to be flattered by all this nonsense.

“Look, let’s not just start saying things that we don’t mean because we both know that you might tell me that you don’t mean it but at the same point you genuinely do,” I say not really in the mood for being fawned over by something trying to make up for something with fake sympathy. The manager looking embarrassed checks me in as he sends Malik to drive me out to the villa which is on its only little private cove needing a driver to take me out there.

Malik picks up my bag despite the fact that I told him that I could carry it out “So what you run this whole thing?” he says as we get into the car that they provide the luxury guests to go to and from the main reception out to the private villas. “More or less these days, my grandfather is still the boss you know because he runs things but now, he lives in Switzerland permanently so I look after everything else you know” he nods as I like talking to Malik because he is a free spirit.

“So, you didn’t tell me that you were coming back from Thailand and staying here at the very least,” I say as he laughs and shrugs at me like he thought he probably had via Facebook or something like that. “Oh yeah, I lost my phone in the first couple of days of being there so lost all my numbers so I pretty much lost contact with everyone… which was shit but ok because my parents didn’t have a number for me anymore,” he says with a smile on his face.

Malik and I went to boarding school together, his family weren’t rich by any stretch of the imagination but Malik had the scholarship to go to boarding school and they took advantage of it because he was extremely smart and having him at the local school wasn’t an option for where he went. Malik and I became close because it was when we were 17, he came out to me as being gay which became a big issue for his family who disowned him because they were practising Muslims and Malik was quite the opposite, he didn’t believe in religion and never wanted anything to do with his family and that part of his life.

It was a big part of why he and I became friends because even though we were super close we never wanted anything more than friends because Malik wasn’t that kind of guy. We were close before he moved to Thailand and I helped him get a job over there at one of our resorts because he just had so many issues at home and turned to alcohol and drugs to get away from issues and I needed to help him.

Fast forward a few years, Malik is happy, looking really hot and good and just enjoying life overall right now moving back here. “So, what made you move back here because I thought you loved Thailand?” I ask as he nods and doesn’t say much before turning back the conversation on me.

“So, you get to travel the world and just enjoy everything of the best resorts in the world,” he says changing the topic as I shake my head and know that it’s not the life it’s made out to be at times.

“Hardly, I spent 8 days in 6 countries last week across Europe and then had to travel across three states without getting a break,” I say as Malik laughs “Plus then with everything else going on because I was just being friendly with the wrong person”.

Malik looks at me confused “Oh… you’re the guy with that weirdo actress chick” he says as I nod and then he looks at me really surprised. “So, you’re not gay?” he says as I laugh quite hard at his comment.

“Oh I’m still 100% gay, but she was just a friend that I got to know at a few charity things we were at together and then just would go to events as nothing more than friends,” I say talking through “But then something on Instagram made all these fuckwits jump to conclusions about something and I can’t do a thing about it.

Malik looks across at me “So why are you running? If there was anybody that would go straight on in a crisis it was always Stevie Mikovits; You would take on any issues with the headmaster and stand up, you’d just fight until there was nothing left to fight for” he says to me as I shrug.

I sit there silently because I know that Malik is right because I’ve never run from a fight but right now, I feel defeated not just because of the situation brewing with Kierra but just with that whole situation with my family and coming out. I know that I should but the more that I think about it, the more I’m thinking that everybody is going to shut off all communication and I’m going to just lose everything.

Malik tries to keep the conversation talking about the resort as we get to the villa and I head in there with total privacy so that nobody can disturb me and I can do the work that I need to. Malik heads back because I don’t want him to get into any trouble as I have a look around the room before catching up on all the emails and other stuff that would’ve come in today.

Sitting there, I work to read through a lot of reports that came in because our maintenance department because we want to make sure that with the season changeover that some of our resorts that only operate in the respective Summer and Winter months. With months of closure, we need to make sure everything is perfect because there have been times when people have been complacent thinking that it will be a well-oiled machine opening everything up when it’s anything but that.

 The other big factor that needs to be looked at is which of those resorts need to have major renovations on them which we are getting to the point in the cycles that we need to do some pretty drastic things and ultimately it’s my say so that signs it off despite it all going to my grandfather for the final approval.

Sitting there, I take my shirt off sitting looking out at the sunset as I’m on the phone with Tom who is one of our maintenance managers which is good because he is pretty chilled and always up for a good chat when we talk.

Me: “So away from all those plans which I’ll forward through to my grandfather, where are you back in town these days?”

Tom: “I’m back in Bridgeport in a couple of weeks, I’ve gotta go to Eaglevale to oversee the finalities of the Eaglevale inn which is going to be interesting because I’ve had issues with that guy looking after everything with final sign-off”

Me: “We haven’t had a problem at all? Have we?”

Tom: “Fucking hell not you, that other guy you put in charge of the Eaglevale Inn?”

Me: “I’m in charge of it overall, I’ve gotta give it the sign-off”

Tom: “Well some guy named Ben told me that everything has to go through him and nobody else because there is nobody senior than him”

Me: “Of course he did… just keep the same routine as always because he’s a nobody that has delusions of thinking that he is somebody”

Tom: “What is he anyway? He told me he is Managing Director and that’s how his emails are signed off”

Me: “Can you forward it to me and blind CC me into everything”

The last thing that I need to know is work dramas to go with what I’ve got going on but I know that there will be plenty of things to deal with as I keep going through emails as the sun sets.