Office Distractions

Kaden & Matthew

The next day, both Matthew and Porter were back in the office and no one was the wiser as to what had transpired the day before.  It was business as usual for the morning, and then all three went to lunch together along with other team members.  At first, Matthew was still coming down off the glow of being with Porter the day before, and he had no big interest in hooking up with Kaden so quickly, but as they spent time together at lunch, Matthew was reminded of the features that he liked about Kaden.  He soon got that horny streak back and was eager to put plans in motion.  They even secretly touched each other under the table, just innocently, but more than normal colleagues do.

They both got together later in the day to start work on a plan to hook up.  It would be difficult for each to get away from home again so quickly since there were no upcoming trips.  They didn’t want to arouse suspicion, of course.

It took a few days to finally decide upon a plan to get a hotel for the day outside of town, just like each had done with Porter previously.  Kaden offered to pay.  They made their plans to be away from work for the day.  Of course Porter knew the reason they both needed to be out the same day, but was very gracious not to bring it up to either of them.  Upon arrival at the hotel, Matthew realized that they had never discussed roles at all prior to making the plan.  It was too late to bring it up now.  That would kill the entire mood.

They opened the door to the room and put their things down.  Kaden immediately turned and grabbed Matthew by the waist and pulled him close to kiss.  Matthew was surprised at the aggressiveness as he had always been the aggressor with Porter.  He wasn’t sure if this was something that he was going to enjoy, but he continued anyway.

They continued to kiss and get into it for a minute or two.  They were caressing each other all over.  Again Kaden surprised Matthew by grabbing his ass while they were liplocked.  Another red flag, but still he persisted.  They continued by removing their clothes, Kaden very quickly as he was getting ready to get his dick wet, Matthew more cautiously as he was still wondering if this was a good idea.  After getting the clothes off and set aside out of the way, Kaden noticed that Matthew’s dick was not at full attention yet, but was still pretty large.  He wondered why he was not responding to the situation as he was, fully hard already.

“Shit, Porter was right.  You are big.” Kaden blurted out.

“Stop, you’re making me blush.” Matthew responded.

Again, Kaden pulled Matthew close and they continued kissing and caressing.  Kaden rubbed Matthew’s big dick, hoping to get it to full attention, while Matthew returned the favor, finally succumbing to the lustful feelings building inside.  After more kissing, Kaden slowly nudged Matthew down, obviously insinuating that he wanted his dick sucked.  Matthew complied and was on his knees before he knew it.  He took Kaden's darker tool into his mouth and began working it as best he could.  He had no problem getting most of it into his mouth, something that made him secretly proud.  Matthew continued for several minutes until Kaden pulled him up to his feet again and they kissed passionately.

Kaden broke the embrace and whispered, “Lie on your back on the bed.”

“Hold up.  If you think you’re just going to be the top, that’s not going to happen.” Matthew responded.  “I’m happy to take that dick, but you gotta do some work too.”

All the talking was killing the mood for sure.  “What do you mean?” Kaden asked.  “I’m not going to let you fuck me, if that’s what you’re talking about.  I don’t do that.”

“Well, I guess you should have thought about that before you pursued me.” Matthew responded.  “Listen, I’m not expecting you to let me fuck you, but you gotta do something other than hit it and quit it.”  Matthew was already lying on his back on the bed waiting for Kaden to continue, but Kaden had deflated a bit.  When he noticed, Matthew slid back down to his knees and sucked Kaden down to the root again, skillfully working his tongue around Kaden's dick.  It wasn’t long until Kaden was ready to go.

Matthew got back onto the bed on his back and Kaden joined him, grabbing the lube as he moved.  Kaden got himself into place, squeezed out some lube onto Matthew’s ass and then put some on his own dick.  He placed the head on Matthew’s ass and began pushing.  Matthew did not yield any at first, then slowly parted a bit.  Once the head was finally pushing its way through, the pain was more than Matthew expected, nor wanted to take.

“Hold up.”  Matthew quickly said.  “That hurts.  Put some more lube on it and go slower.”

Kaden did as he was told.  He would have done anything at that point to get off.  He started pushing again and this time Matthew’s ass parted easier and Kaden slowly pushed himself all the way in.  He let out his signature moan.  Slowly he started the familiar thrusting motion, doing his best to make Matthew feel good at the same time, although he didn’t even reach down to touch Matthew’s dick during the process.

Before long, Kaden was pumping hard and huffing like a beast.  Matthew knew he was getting close and squeezed his internal muscles as Kaden withdrew each time.  That sent Kaden over the edge and he yelled out as he shot his cum inside.  “Oh fuck.  Fuck.  Fuck.”  He slowly trailed off as the last bit shot out.  He pulled out rather quickly and got up on his feet.  When it looked like he was heading for the bathroom, Matthew quickly spoke up.

“Hey, where are you going?  You got some work to do.”

Kaden looked a little puzzled at first, then got closer again and reached for the lube.

“Nope, you’re going to suck this dick today.” Matthew demanded.

Kaden was surprised by Matthew’s directness, but relented quickly and put his mouth down to start.  He slowly and hesitantly pulled Matthew’s head into his mouth, licking around as if he was unfamiliar with how it was done.

“Stop playing around and suck my dick.” Matthew demanded again which pushing the back of Kaden's head down onto his pole.

At first Kaden resisted and pulled back, but Matthew’s grip was strong on the back of his neck, not allowing him to move.  He pushed Kaden further down his shaft until more had disappeared into Kaden's mouth.  Matthew eased up his grip a bit and Kaden took over cautiously.  Before long, he was doing a pretty good job, but not early as good as Porter did.  Matthew finally let go of his head and began caressing his hair as he sucked away in earnest.  He debated whether to give Kaden warning when he was about to shoot, but figured that might be a mean thing to do.  It wouldn’t be long anyway.

“Hey, I’m about to cum.” Matthew said abruptly.

Naturally Kaden pulled off and started using his hand instead, just what Matthew figured would happen.  No matter how horny Kaden was, he was overcome with the stigma of being a faggot.

Quickly, Matthew was about to burst and did his best to hold out a few seconds more, but it was no use.  He reached down to point his dick away from Kaden's face as he knew his explosions were probably more than Kaden was used to.  He would turn out to be right.

The first blast hit and shot all the way up Matthew’s stomach, chest and neck.  The next few blasts continued in the same manner, with one striking himself in the chin.  Once he finally finished, there was a big pool of cum in his belly button and the middle of his chest.  He looked down at Kaden who looked stunned by the display.  Finally he was able to speak, “What’s wrong.  You look surprised.”

“That’s a lot of cum.” Kaden admitted.  “I’ve never seen so much in one place before.”

“I figured you’d be surprised, that’s why I pointed it up my way.  I didn’t want you to get hit in the face.” Matthew said.

“I appreciate that.  I wouldn’t have liked that.” Kaden replied.

Matthew reached down and wiped some onto his forefinger, which he put immediately into his mouth, licking off the cum.  Kaden again looked rather surprised.  “I assume your facial expression means you’ve never tasted any cum?” Matthew asked.

“Fuck no!” Kaden immediately replied.

“You shouldn’t dismiss new things so quickly.” Matthew said.  “Give it a try before you decide it’s not for you.”

Kaden thought about it for a second, then hesitantly lowered his mouth down to Matthew’s still hard dick.  There was quite a bit of cum still swirled around the head and dripping down the sides.  Kaden finally opened his mouth and closed it over Matthew’s sloppy dick, licking the underneath while it was in his mouth.  He pulled off and pushed his tongue around in his mouth to get a taste.  The sensation was new and very different than Kaden had expected.  He didn’t really like it, but had no problem swallowing down the amount in his mouth.  He returned his mouth to Matthew’s dick and sucked a little more intently, licking around the shaft as well.  In his head, he told himself it wasn’t so bad and he wouldn’t die from a little cum.  He wasn’t sure if it was something he’d ever want to do, though.

He didn’t keep it up for very long, trying to get himself out of the situation without upsetting Matthew.  Once he finally pulled off, he stood up and said, “I’m going to get cleaned up.  I’m starving.”  He made his way to the bathroom to get in the shower.  Matthew debated whether to follow or wait for Kaden to finish before he entered.  The cum on his stomach and chest was starting to dry up.  He smeared around the remaining wet parts and then pumped his dick a bit with the same hand, squeezing out a little remaining cum from the tip.  He licked that off his finger.

“Hey, you’re coming in here, right?” Kaden called out from the bathroom.

“Yeah, right now.” Matthew returned.  He got up and walked to the bathroom, excited that Kaden had expressed interest in him being there.  When he walked in the doorway, Kaden was already out of the shower, drying off, the towel covering most of him, but most certainly his dick.  “Figures.” Matthew said to himself in his head.  He squeezed past Kaden and got into the shower to clean himself off.  Kaden didn’t even pay him any attention as he passed.  When Matthew was done and out of the shower, Kaden was already dressed and waiting to go to lunch.  He quickly got dressed himself and they headed over to the restaurant next door.

After they ordered, there was some silent times and other times of idle chit-chat, but nothing meaningful.  Finally Kaden said, “That was fun.  I’m glad we got together to do this.”

“Yeah, it was good.” Matthew responded.  He was shorter and less interested than normal and Kaden noticed.

“I guess it wasn’t as good for you then?” Kaden asked.

“It was just fine.” Matthew assured him.  “We should have discussed getting together before actually doing it.  We’re both so new to this, I guess we didn’t consider that one would have to be the bottom if the other wasn’t willing.”

“You’re right, we should have talked about it first.” Kaden agreed.  “I guess this means that we probably won’t get together again?”

“I didn’t say that, necessarily, but it does depend upon you.” Matthew was direct.  “You might have to get over this stigma that letting go will make you less of a man.  I don’t have any stigma around what I’ve done.  I’m feeling good and that’s it.”

“I can work on it, but I can’t promise anything right now.” Kaden confessed.

“You can only do your best.  Don’t let this get between us, though.  I still feel exactly the same towards you as I did before today.” Matthew tried to reassure him.  “Let’s get back and get our stuff together to head home.”

Back at the hotel, Kaden quickly got his things together and said his goodbyes and they walked out the door together, no more signs of affection between them.  He spent the drive home wondering if he totally screwed everything up.

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Porter arrived early as usual the next morning and was waiting for both Kaden and Matthew to arrive to see how it went.  Matthew was the first to arrive, as usual.  He passed by and said his usual good morning on his way to get coffee.  On his way back, he stopped back by, eager to tell his side of the story first.

“So, how was it?” Porter asked.

“It was a mess!” Matthew quickly started.  “That man is all take and no give, just like you said!  We totally forgot to discuss getting together before it happened and as you can imagine, he was just a top and refused to do anything else.”

“Oh no, I thought that might happen.” Porter consoled him.  “What happened?”

“We started with him being very aggressive and manhandling me.  I wouldn’t have a problem with that, if I expected it, but it was a surprise.” Matthew started.  “Then he pushed me down to suck his dick, which again was no problem.  Then he told me to get on my back on the bed.  He didn’t even think or ask about what I wanted or expected, just figured he was going to fuck me and go about his business.”

“Oh goodness.” Porter sighed.

“I finally relented and he got to work, which felt fine, but he didn’t make any attempt to get me off at the same time, he was just worried about getting off himself.” Matthew continued the story.  “When he was done, he got up like he was going to clean himself off!  I hadn’t even got off yet!”

Porter continued to listen intently.

Matthew continued, “I told him he wasn’t done and that he was going to suck my dick.  He did as he was told and I got off finally, but it was nothing special.  I licked some cum off my fingers and he looked at me like I was a freak.  That turned into a long discussion about what he won’t do and his issues.  I finally convinced him to try some, so he licked it off my dick, and went back to suck it a little more, so it must not have been so bad after all.”

“Oh Matthew, I’m sorry it wasn’t as good for you.” Porter said.  “I guess I just knew the roles going into it, so I didn’t expect as much.”

“Yeah, I guess so.  I think we did force this hook up also.  We should have waited longer so we could get things worked out first.” Matthew finished.  “We agreed that was the one and only time we’d get together unless he decided to expand his mind.”

“Well, let’s hope that happens one day.” Porter finished.  They went back to their day.

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Porter saw Kaden walk by about an hour later.  He knew that Kaden would come in to check-in sometime soon, so he waited.  Sure enough, Kaden arrived about 10 minutes later asking how Porter was doing, just like normal.

“I’m good, how about you?” Porter responded.

“Good.  Busy day like usual.” Kaden replied.

“So, how was it yesterday?” Porter got to the point.

“How did you know?” Kaden asked.  “Did Matthew say something to you?”

“You’re funny.  Remember, I’m always ahead of you.  I knew you two had planned something when you were both out the same day.” Porter relayed.  “So, how was it?”

“Not very good.” Kaden said.

“Oh no, why not?  What happened?” Porter asked, not letting on that he had talked to Matthew already.

“Well, I can’t say it wasn’t good.  It started just fine and we both got off, so it was fine.  He just expected a lot out of me that I wasn’t ready to give.” Kaden relayed.

“Like what?” Porter asked.

“I think he was hinting that he wanted me to be the bottom.  You know that wasn’t going to happen.  We should have talked about it first.  I was just so familiar with how you and I are together that I never thought about how it would be with someone else.” Kaden continued.

“Did he say something in particular that made you think he wanted you to be the bottom, or was it just a feeling?” Porter pushed him.

“It was a little of both.  When I finished, he was pushing that I was supposed to take care of him.” Kaden hesitated after speaking the words.  “Hold on, you know when I think about it, I sound like an ass.  I was being selfish and just expected to get off and then not worry about him.  I didn’t realize that until just now.  I mean, I did end up sucking his dick until he got off and I even tried something new, which wasn’t awful, but not great at the same time.”

“Something new?” Porter questioned.

“Well, he pushed me to taste his cum.” Kaden admitted.  “I didn’t want to, but he was pushing me and I didn’t want to seem like an ass, even though I realize now that’s exactly how I was acting.  It wasn’t the worst thing in the world, but, I don’t know, it seems like…” Kaden trailed off, realizing he was about to say something stupid.

“Seems like what?” Porter pushed, knowing he had Kaden cornered.

“I’m sorry, I was going to say that it seems like, to me, a man shouldn’t do something like that.” Kaden admitted.  “I don’t know why I feel that way.  Why do I feel like that?”

He was breaking down and Porter knew that maybe now wasn’t a good time for a revelation about his lifestyle.  “It’s not for me to stay why you feel one way or another.  I can only say how I feel.  Maybe you should think about some things on your own and decide what’s important to you.  It seems like you think that I’m less of a man because I like men, especially you and Matthew, and more importantly because I’ve swallowed your cum before and have no issue with it.”

“It’s strange.  I don’t think any less of you because of how you are, who you like, or what you like to do.  I just feel like I’ve been so conditioned to think that a man is supposed to act a certain way, that I’m holding myself to that image.  I don’t want to do that, I just am, without realizing that I’m doing it.”  Kaden continued.  “How can I stop?”

Porter started, “You have to give yourself some time.  You just started doing something with guys and now you’re expecting yourself to be totally comfortable with all the feelings that come with it.  I’ve had 30 years to come to grips with who I am and what I like.  Matthew has already been working on that internally for some time, it seems.”

“You’re right, as always.” Kaden looked sad.

“My suggestion is to chat with Matthew about the situation and just be honest.  Tell him that you’re working on your feelings.  I would suggest not cutting him off so quickly.  He’s a great lover when you just sit back and go with the flow, like I have with you.  Just enjoy yourself and get out of your head.” Porter finished.  “I’m here whenever you’d like to talk, and even better, any time you’d like to fuck or get that dick sucked!”

“Stop, you’re going to get me going.” Kaden said.

“That’s the idea.” Porter replied.  He got up to escort Kaden to the door.  They went about their day.

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A little later Kaden decided to muster up the courage to talk to Matthew about his conversation with Porter.  He wasn’t sure where to start, he just didn’t want to sound stupid.  That was always a big fear of his.

“I need a minute, if that’s alright,” he started.

“Yeah, anytime.  What’s up?” Matthew was cheerful on the outside.

“I don’t know exactly what I want to say other than I’m sorry for the way I acted.” Kaden continued.  “I was an ass.”

“Listen man, you don’t owe me any apology.  We tried something and it didn’t work out.  There’s no hard feelings at all.  We just know that it doesn’t work between us.” Matthew went on.

“That’s just it, though.  It didn’t work because of the way I was acting, I think.” Kaden confessed.  “I enjoyed myself and I like being with you, I just am having trouble changing the feelings in my head.”

“What feelings?” Matthew asked.

“I was talking to Porter about this just a bit ago and he helped me realize a lot about myself.  I have so many ideas in my head about how a man should act.  Ideas that I guess were put in there when I was growing up.  They keep pushing me to act a certain way, even though I don’t realize that I’m doing it consciously.” Kaden continued.  “I want to change that in my head, I just don’t know how.”

“Hey man, don’t be so hard on yourself.” Matthew consoled him.  “You work at your own pace.  No one expects you to be anything other than who you are.”

“I appreciate you being so nice.  I don’t deserve it after always being so selfish.” Kaden admitted.

“Take some time and decide what you want to do; how you want to act with me and Porter as well.  I can’t really speak for him, but I know he enjoys being with you and doesn’t expect anything more than you have already given.” Matthew went on.  “You’re not going to get off so easy with me, though!” Matthew smiled big as he spoke, pushing the pun home.

“I want to let go of all the stigma that I’m feeling.  It doesn’t seem to be bothering neither of you, so I must be missing something.” Kaden pushed the point again.

“There’s only stigma if you let it get to you.  I was like that years ago, like I told you, but remember I said one day something clicked and I realized that I could do whatever I wanted with whomever I wanted.  Why should I worry about how a sexual partner thinks I should act?  We are both exposing ourselves without judgment.” Matthew said.

“You’re right too.” Kaden blurted out.  “I’m going to try to change, so don’t count me out just yet.”

“I’m here whenever you want me.” Matthew added.  “I will be waiting with bated breath.”

Kaden smiled and exited Matthew’s office.  The trio went about their day as usual.

Matthew slyly made his way over to Porter’s office a bit later.  “What did you say to him?  He’s acting so different.”

“I just told him to take it easy, relax and enjoy himself.  We’ve all been through that stupid male stigma of how we should act.  That’s what fucks up so many young kids who are questioning their sexuality, not that neither of you fit into that bucket, like I did.” Porter relayed.

“I think everyone falls into that bucket some time in their life.” Matthew agreed.  “You just have to know when to listen to that voice in your head, and when to tell it to fuck off.  I hope he can come around because that dick of his is great, don’t you think?”

“Definitely.  He knows how to use it,” Porter agreed, “but yours is even better.”