My Cousin's Thug Friend

As the nights role by their nightly cuddles and pillow talk passed on as routine, Devonté grew closer to Ash mostly comfortable to holding his slender body and even more to being held whenever he would move throughout the night.

A big holiday was coming and Paul (Ash’s best friend) came to visit him, during his visit he was asked to come out and chill with a group of Paul’s friends from college. Devonte had left his home and disappeared off to somewhere else, so he figured why not – ‘isn't like we are in a relationship, we can do whatever we want' he thought to himself, tentatively agreeing to go out with Paul.

What was supposed to be one night turned into many nights of outings and parties, some days he came home only to shower and head back out. 

While they were out – the group, at a restaurant where there were many restaurants along the coast, Ash spotted Devonté (a.k.a Tay) having dinner with a woman.‘of course'  he thought to himself, feeling a hint of jealousy.

He tried all night to forget that he had seen the guy and enjoyed his friends company. They ate and partied all night. Ash did something he hadn’t done In all his life, he lived in the moment, he ate and danced and partied with his friends all night. 

Devonté POV

'Honestly this date is not even my idea’ he thought to himself, looking up at the beautiful girl who was yapping away at both her food and her life's story. He had to agree to this date his friends was calling him domesticated, and pushed this date on him.

“so what do you do?” – Shaley asked him, snapped him out of his mind.

“ah! I run my own business" – Devonté responded as vague as possible, seeing she's such a chatter box , she took that and ran with it, letting her tongue carry on about all the entrepreneurial values she likes and dislikes.

Tay tried to find his escape, eyes searching everywhere until his eyes caught a familiar figure in the restaurant across the street, his mind knew who it was but his eyes couldn’t break focus as the figure gyrated his slender body on the backside of a random female. He turned around feeling both aroused and confused, his mind peeling on his emotions, the figure he saw was Ash, he took out his phone and decided to call him just make sure his eyes were tripping.

He turned around to see that he answers, he saw dancing but the phone was answered.

“Hello?!!!” the person answered shouting over obvious music.

“Yow! Who dis?!" Devonté responded with unhidden anger.

“this is Paul, Ash can't come to the phone right now" Paul responded obviously not taking note of the anger in the others voice.

Devonté didn’t respond, he instead hung up the phone and started to get up.

 “come, we going to dance" he said trying to disguise the urgency in his voice.

“okay great" Shaley responded with obvious excitement.

They cleared the check and crossed the street never breaking his focus on his active target, as they got in he knew for sure it was Ash.

He suggested Shaley and he go to an area where they can dance together more privately, of course with the intent that he has an eye on his boy. He was dancing with Shaley watching Ash who seemed so happy enjoying the night and everybody around him was just in that moment when all he could think about was Ash. He hadn't seen Ash since he left his room in the middle of the night in his confusion that he had gotten comfortable with the idea of liking a man. He watched Ash wishing his body was that close to him moving against him gyrating and grinding against him, he watched and longed to hold on to Ash again. Something made him look passed Ash and he saw Paul – he knew Paul. He saw Paul watching Ash and he could spot something in Paul's eyes that resembled his own staring at Ash, but he didn’t put any though into it. His focus was back on Ash, watching the motions of his body and feeling Shaley's body doing what he wanted Ash to do made his dick hard and he suddenly felt embarrassed and told Shaley he was ready to leave.

They both left and they ended up having sex in the car in front of her gate before dropping her off. She had at least gotten what she wanted but Ash felt empty, and low, almost like he betrayed some vow or cheated on a test. His emotions were all over the place and he started to drive and ended up at Ash's place.

Knowing that Ash wasn’t home yet, and that George wasn’t there (he migrated) he called out for Ash's mom who let him in.

“hey baby!” she said half asleep.

“hey, can I stay over?" he smiled back to her 

“that’s a ridiculous question, you can always stay over” she said almost laughing “but! I don’t appreciate you coming this late though” she continued sounding stern, ushering him in.

“are you hungry? I got food in the refrigerator you can warm up and have at it" she suggested while heading back for her room, “I’m going back to bed, sleep well hunny" she finally turned heading back to sleep.

“good night mom" he smiled, he called her mom cause she felt like a mom to him felt like home to him.

Tay decided to skip out on the food and went straight to the bathroom, had a shower and then went to Ash's bedroom and fell asleep within seconds of hitting the pillow.

****

The morning came really quickly, and Devonté was awakened by the sound of rustling in the room, and was shocked to see Ash whose back was turned to him, obviously busy looking for something.

Devonté walked up behind him and hugged him startling him, sniffing him a little, noting how fresh he was. Did he shower already? Is he leaving? 

“Well someone has been busy?” Devonté said trying to not make that sound like a question.

Surely Ash had missed the guy, missed his company, his smell and their conversations. Nothing was more shocking than coming home and seeing the man in his bed obviously tired from whatever he's been doing these passed couple of days, but Ash was not about to join, just like that.

“I could say the same about someone else” also trying to disguise any emotion in his tone.

Devonté backed off a little trying to not hold on too long trying to not to give into his longing need.

“are you leaving?” he asked knowing the answer.

“yea, its Paul's last night here before he leaves” Ash responded.

“kool imma join y’all, its not like I have anything else to do" Devonté said getting ready immediately.

“ahhhhhh, okay" Ash pondered before agreeing “lemme tell Paul that your joining us then" 

“okay do that” He responded.

Before long they were both ready and waiting.

“I saw you last night” Devonté said breaking the silence.

“I know, and I saw you too" Ash responded, finally making eye contact, “I saw you at the other restaurant with someone and then I saw you walking across the street with her when you were leaving" Devonté suddenly regretted having brought up last night as it brought back emotional confusion and his self imposed betrayal.

“yea! We decided to join the party at the restaurant y'all were at, shit was turnt up over there” Devonté responded deflecting the real reason.

“yea it was” Ash agreed, “how was your date?” Ash queried disguising any emoting hint of jealousy.

“um, it was okay” he responded vaguely, “we had sex, and then I dropped her off” he said disguising his emotions again not knowing what that piece of information will do, but it grants some relief that he doesn’t have to keep that a secret.

“that sounds good, hope you enjoyed it" the piece of information had made him upset, and his tone though calm didn’t disguise his emotion. He had to remind himself that Tay was a straight man and they were never in a relationship.

“does that, um, make you upset?” he immediately wanted to take back that question, especially since he didn’t know why he asked the question, his regret was obvious, he heart was beating more rapidly.

“why should I be, I mean your straight, that happens" Ash responded impassively.

Devonté sighed in relief, hoping this means they wouldn't have to talk about it anymore. To further save him from himself Paul pulled up and hoped out of the car. Devonté watched as Paul walked up to Ash and hugged him and he felt his blood pumping but tried to remain calm reminding himself that he's supposed to be straight and Ash wasn’t his.

He greeting Paul and they departed.

“so what do you have planned?” Ash asked Paul.

“well I had originally planned for us two but since he's joining us, we could just do dinner and then a movie, after the water park"

The day went by so quickly while they were at the park riding different rides and swimming in the pools. Devonté saw moments where Paul would be staring at Ash, eyeing him up and down studying his body, and he made up the courage to find out what was on his mind to find out what was on Paul’s mind.   

“so how you and him end up getting close" Paul queried suddenly, after finding that Ash was nowhere near them.

“well I stay by him every now and again, cuz you know I’m close with his cousin" Devonté responded,

 “can I ask you something?... why do you look at him like that?” Devonté continued without actually waiting for his response, turning to look directly at Paul.

“what do you mean?” Paul retorted, his tone frightened as if he's been found out. 

“don't give me that bullshit! You stare at him like you want him!” Devonté said calmly.

“I do not! He's my best friend” Paul said smiling obviously wanting to run away.

“thought you'd say that you’re straight but your gay as fuck for him aren’t you? Just fucking admit it?” Devonté spoke urging a confession,

 “well even if you do it doesn't matter, because he's mine" Devonté confessed sternly, scared and shaking disguised as bravery.

Chapter 6, Self acceptance through passion

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