Looking for a father

Chapter 4

A strange but necessary agreement

So I kept on visiting Amyas. It was hard for me to have lost Abby for despite the love I felt for my son, I still loved her, deeply. But after ringing the bell, she received me coldly and of course did not kiss me. She just told me I could find our son in the kitchen. So at least she called Amyas our son.

Amyas told me how her mother had talked to him and first she showed him her respect for his homosexuality and then asked his son how the hell all of this had started. Amyas was shy but decided to be totally frank with his mother and told her everything, how all this had begun one day he was a little buzzed and had entered our room and given me a blowjob absolutely by surprise with her sleeping beside me, then the words I had told him later and all we had done when she was in India and we had spent a weekend at Chimneys where we had done everything and even fallen in love.

-I love you, Amyas and always will. I even understand that need you’ve always had to have a father so I’ll never take you away from him and he’ll be both your father and your boyfriend. It’s just that I’m hurt, but not with you, but with him. I don’t think I can forgive him, but I still love him, I cannot help it.

-Sorry I’ve hurt you mum.

-Maybe I’m not able to talk to him again soon, but I’m mad at him, not at you. At least I hope you are happy with him.

Amyas told me all this but this situation was unsustainable. We didn’t dare have sex with each other in that house so one week I planned having a new weekend with Amyas at Chimneys.

But time went on and I thought this situation would never change. But one day it was Amyas who took the bull by its horns seeing his mother was still hurt and still loved me.

-Mum –he told her one day-, I cannot stand seeing you with so much pain, for you still love him. I’m glad of your respect for me after all but I also want you happy and there’s another solution: what if we share him? I mean he could live here again and be some hours with me and some hours with you.

-But you love him, Amyas, wouldn’t it be hard for you?

-Mum, he loves both, you still love him, we love each other, the fairest thing we could do now taking into account everybody’s feelings is sharing him. I’m not jealous and believe me: I’ll be happier if I see you happy again with the man you love and happier seeing my father losing that shadow he has now in his soul cause he loves you and doesn’t have you.

-Oh, Amyas, I love you, my son; I still love you more now. Ok, tell Mel what we’ve just talked and tell him I wanna talk to him and want him living here again, with us, as it is my wish, also your wish and his desire too.

I was moved when I knew the conversation mother and son had had. I accepted after first having asked Amyas whether it would be no problem for him. He just told me he loved me and wanted me really happy and since I’m bisexual, I should have both a wife and a boyfriend.

So I returned to the house I had formerly shared with Abby and Amyas and almost broke down when Abby again kissed my mouth after two months, it had been two months since we separated.

She was speaking with me and clearly told me I was forgiven. She knew now how all of this had started and I was not to blame for the first blowjob Amyas had treacherously given me. She even understood Amyas’ need to have a father and all I’d done later was totally respect him whom she loved most in the world and even appreciated that for Amyas’ love I had been capable of doing everything for him and if later love had started between us, we were not to blame. We were innocent.

She took me now to her bedroom, I still did not dare to call it our bedroom again, telling me Amyas knew what we were doing and again I made passionate love to Abby and I was all the time crying, moved as if that were the day when I had fallen in love with her.

In the evening, prior to dinner, I called Amyas and made love to him again, for the first time in our house, for the only sex we’d had here so far was his first blowjob that memorable night when everything had started.

And thus we started living the three of us together again but one day I was fucking with Abby, Amyas entered our room and surprised us in the act and saw her mother totally nude and being fucked later. He talked to Abby that night.

-Don’t worry, mum. This could happen but since now you know I’m gay, you must also know I’ll never desire you or abuse you or anything. You’re safe with me. Being naked is the most natural thing in the world and also being fucked. Kiss me, mum, and don’t worry.

But soon one day it was the other way around. I was fucking Amyas in the barn, both totally nude when it was Abby who entered and surprised both of us naked and fucking. She also reassured her son later with the very words he had addressed her first.

-Don’t worry, Amyas, this could also happen and being naked is the most natural thing in the world.

But two days later she decided to have a conversation in earnest with her son.

-Come here, Amyas, I wanna talk to you.

He sat next to his mother not knowing what she would tell him.

-We have all been born naked. Are you embarrassed because one day I saw you with nothing on and fucking with my husband? Or for having seen me totally nude and fucking too?

-No, mum, what do you mean exactly?

 

-We both need Mel and love him. And it’s strange to divide the hours of the day between you and I. What I would like is sleeping the three of us in the same bed, with nothing on. It might be embarrassing the first night but we’d get used.  And you can fuck Mel as he’s fucking me and later he can fuck you, all that in front of me, and well, you can give each other blowjobs or I could also give him blowjobs before you. It’s a strange but maybe necessary agreement and of course you and I will not have sex with each other but before the other. Well, what do you think?

-Would Mel agree to this, mum?

-I’ve told him my schedule and his answer was that only you and I must decide. He’d gladly go to be with both at the same time.

-Ok, mum, this agreement is certainly strange and we will blush the first night but we can get used to it and maybe what you say is necessary.

Thus it was agreed. That night at dinner was strange. We three knew that in just some minutes we three would be naked sharing the same bed.

Finally we went to the room which formerly had been my wife’s and mine, now ours. Then we started to strip. It was easy for me but it was embarrassing for my wife and Amyas. But finally we jumped into bed. Abby asked me first to fuck her. I finally took courage to fuck my wife in front of our son.

-That’s it, Mel, show your wife how much you love her. You’re a really sexy lady, mum, but don’t worry, I’m not suddenly becoming bisexual.

As I was fucking Abby, I told my son.

-Fuck me as I fuck this wonderful woman, my son.

He was shy the first time he fucked me before his mother but eventually he drove his cock inside me. A perfect situation for me, I was fucking my female love as I was being fucked by my male love, but what were they feeling? Abby shouted just then.

-What a wonderful man you are, Mel. I still can’t believe how naturally you’re allowing our son to fuck you.

-I love it, Abby.

-I love you, mum –Amyas said kissing his mother’s cheeks and then his semen bathed me for the first time before my wife.

-I think it’s been hard for us three but we’re starting to be comfortable with the deep love we feel. –said Abby.

-There’s one other thing I’m used to doing with your mother, Amyas, and that’s licking her pussy. Hope you don’t mind watching this too –all this I told my son.

-Keep on driving her crazy, Mel –Amyas said to me.

And just as I started pleasing my wife’s cunt, Amyas started giving me a blowjob.

-Yeah, my son –Abby said-, enjoy Mel’s dick.

That blowjob was the best Amyas had given me. It was obvious Abby and he loved each other so much that all they wanted is the other’s utter happiness and I was moved that both of them loved me so much.

So much I was enjoying that perfect blowjob that I came in my son’s mouth just then. But Abby also had to see her husband giving a blowjob to her son. As soon as I started, she asked.

-Is he being good, Amyas?

-He’s the best, mum.

And in that moment I was surprised that it was Abby who started sucking my cock, something she scarcely did, but she wanted to do everything in front of her son, so everything was habitual and never embarrassing for them anymore. I was so unused to Abby’s blowjobs that I came soon and noticing my orgasm, Amyas came then in my mouth.

-Are you still embarrassed, mum? –Amyas asked.

-Not as much as when we started. It’s wonderful to notice Mel’s deep love for both and I love you so much, Amyas, that I love watching your happiness, even sexual happiness.

-The same happens to me, mum. Now please dad, please Mel, fuck me.

My dick was exhausted but I also had to fuck my son before my wife. I told them that other nights we should be calmer, please. I couldn’t cum so often. But I was really making love to my son. He’d spent his life looking for a father and now I was both his father and his boyfriend and was even permitted to make love to him before his mother. I’d also spent my whole life wanting to have a son and it was wonderful that when I did have a son at last he was grown up and was so sensible and so open-minded and sexy. Finally I had to cum inside him too and now the three of us said we were gonna sleep together. Abby kissed my mouth and later kissed her son’s cheeks. Next Amyas kissed his mum’s cheeks, and last Amyas and I kissed each other deep in love.

That’s what we always do now, sleeping always the three of us together. I’m more fortunate than them cause I have both a wife and a boyfriend. They both consider themselves nudists right now and it’s the most natural thing for them now to be naked or having sex and knowing his mother, her son are watching. This way none of us three lose anything and we can always be sure of our feelings.